It's time for me to speak up about my concerns with
@TeliosLaw
and
@MAF_us
. Before I started working as a journalist for
@reachjulieroys
and
@CTmagazine
, my pilot husband and I served for 14 years in Indonesia. We left in 2019 with concerns.
My mind is still spinning with the overwhelming support I’ve gotten this week regarding my whistleblower post about my concerns about
@TeliosLaw
and
@MAF_US
.
Is Focus on the Family changing course about obligatory sex in Christian marriage, but trying to erase the researcher
@sheilagregoire
who changed the conversation? My latest reporting for The Roys Report.
This week, Focus on the Family posted an Instagram video with
@DrJuliSlattery
that seemed to reference
@SheilaGregoire
's research on harms of "obligation sex"
Yet when 100's of people noted Gregoire as source on
@FocusFamily
post, Focus deleted comments
The survivors of
#IHOPKC
, a ministry that recently hired Telios, and the 48,000 passengers MAF flies each year from mostly vulnerable communities are on my mind as I post this.
#MAFtoo
#TeliosLawExposed
@MAF_us
hired
@TeliosLaw
. When I saw Theresa Sidebotham's final report, I was devastated to see how she handled our testimony and 300 pages of documentation. I document my concerns in my substack.
Last year, we joined a 15-member whistleblower group to ask the
@MAF_us
board to hire a third-party investigation for our 35 concerns incl. aviation safety and how
@MAF_us
handled sexual misconduct by married missionaries with Indonesian women.
I also learned that whistleblowers from other churches have concerns about
@TeliosLaw
.
@LuhmannAudrey
of
@ACNAtoo
and Libby Coles, exec. dir. of Justice Matters posted statement in solidarity with mine.
"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident." -Arthur Schopenhaur
#ihopkc
Following my reporting of abuses at Patmos in The Roys Report, Chet Lowe: "We have a statement we say at Patmos. You come here to change, don't be surprised when we ask you to."
These are stunning clips from
@PastorChetLowe
's sermons following our exposé on Patmos, Lowe's persecution-themed bootcamps with simulated torture. 1/5
A law firm hired by the International House of Prayer-Kansas City to examine how it handled sexual misconduct allegations faces criticism that its founder has been a defense attorney for ministries and won’t conduct an impartial investigation.
Another interesting aspect is for the duration of my reporting on the
#IHOPKC
scandal these past few months, I was privately walking my own whistleblower story from a situation that happened on the other side of the world in Indonesia. I'm still SMH at how they crossed.
Thank you so much. It's scary speaking out so publicly about such a personal and traumatic time in my family's life. It's so encouraging to know I'm not alone.
We stand with
@reb_hopkins
& so many others, including adult MKs in our community, who have experienced harm & trauma when they participated in "investigations" by Telios Law. Law firms shouldn't be the go-to orgs for trauma-informed, victim-centered, independent investigations.
Thanks to all who shared their stories with me for this piece. It raises so many questions on discipleship practices, missionary training practices and all around accountability for our religious leaders.
Calvary Chapel (
@CCSouthBay
) pastor Chet Lowe runs a Christian boot camp in southern California that has included ‘simulated torture’ as part of its discipleship process, according to numerous former students who spoke on the record
For my reporting on
#IHOPKC
, I heard this haunting reality: the attempt to report abuse to leaders was worse than the abuse itself. More on this in my latest newsletter,
Was this a providential response to cries for justice? Or the beauty of the synergy and support from survivors of various different Christian ministries creating momentum and courage? Or both? Either way, I started the week afraid and am ending it deeply grateful.
"The line that Diane, his wife, is going to die and that we're going to get married--he at least said that to me 100 times." --my latest reporting for The Roys Report
EXCLUSIVE: Woman says
@ihopkc
Fndr Mike Bickle used prophecy to sexually abuse her
“He begins to tell me that the Lord has spoken to him & that Diane is going to die & that we’re going to get married...He at least said that to me 100 times" 1/2
Explosive reporting that shows Mike Bickle sexually abused a minor, thanks to the incredible bravery of Tammy Woods and excellent reporting by
@judylthomas
.
EXCLUSIVE: A Michigan woman has come forward with allegations that International House of Prayer founder Mike Bickle groomed and sexually abused her starting when she was 14 and before he formed the Kansas City ministry.
My other two collaborators
@LuhmannAudrey
, Libby Magee Coles, and I made the decision last Tuesday to jointly post the following Monday. News broke by
@judylthomas
about the
@IHOPKC
@TeliosLaw
connection last Friday.
BREAKING: Embattled
@ihopkc
announces it's closing & starting new org to limit liability.
But
@bozlawpa
says IHOPKC is in "fantasyland" if it thinks plan will limit liability. Trying to do so would be "fraudulent," he says. 1/2
I’m also amazed how the timing lined up with an important discussion former
#IHOPKC
staff were having about news that
@IHOPKC
had hired
@TeliosLaw
to deal with its ongoing sex abuse scandal. For some background, I’ve been working on that substack post for several weeks.
An “independent investigator” who has previously represented churches or Christian organizations in sexual abuse claims is not “independent” and cannot be trusted.
Your abuse experience has immeasurable importance and value…please only share it with those who have earned your
A seminary with an intentionally "Tov" culture, but struggling to hold accountable its president. Thanks to those who spoke to me for this piece.
@sarahk330
EXCLUSIVE: Northern Seminary (
@nseminary
) President
@williamshiell
has taken leave of absence, following reports he bullied & retaliated against women in top leadership. 5 women spoke exclusively w/ The Roys Report & shared documents backing claims 1/2
A 3rd woman has come forward, accusing Intl. House of Prayer Kansas City (
@IHOPKC
) Founder
@MikeBickle
of grooming & sexually abusing her.
The woman said Bickle kissed & fondled her, beginning when she was 15 and Bickle was a 20-yr-old church intern. 1/3
@reachjulieroys
I see a continued stream of courageous voices speaking up about abuse, in spite of the cost of doing so, as a positive. As you know, many of the whistleblowers are pastors and elders themselves.
The question that prompted my research for this story came to me while I was trying to homeschool my own missionary kids while living in Borneo with curricula of stories of mainly white saviors, feeling that something was missing. The question was, why?
As a journalist, when I interview whistleblowers I listen for truth. But their haunting questions stay with me. (5 Haunting Questions Whistleblowers Are Asking)
BREAKING: The president of Northern Seminary (
@NSeminary
), Bill Shiell, has resigned following allegations of bullying & retaliation against multiple women in key leadership roles
Female whistleblowers expressed disappointment that Northern has
Did you know whistleblowing can be as difficult as if you had cancer? And yet whistleblowers are finding ways to thrive. Thx to
#ihopkc
whistleblower
@DunningAwen
for this conversation for my next newsletter.
Northern Seminary whistleblower Jennifer Boysen—who for months called out bullying of women by the school's recently resigned president—has been fired
It reflects growing unrest at
@nseminary
, as students file complaints & plan to protest by other means
The (Misunderstood) Heart of a Whistleblower:
@MaryDeMuth
joins me for an important conversation about what it has been like for her to speak publicly to
@HoustonChron
and
@reachjulieroys
about her concerns with her church.
1/ "What is needed is the realization that power w/o love is reckless & abusive, & that love w/o power is sentimental & anemic. Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, & justice at its best is love correcting everything that stands against love." MLK.
New
@KCStar
article quotes Theresa Sidebotham saying,
"IHOPKC has expressed to me that they have chosen us (Telios law) to help them create a safe environment, respond well to anyone who comes forward, and evaluate leadership conduct."
My followup question would be whether she
@Canucklehead56
@reachjulieroys
@ccsouthbay
Yeah, this story raises so many questions about how difficult it is to establish healthy safeguards and practices in overseas missionary work when countered with the typical call for "radical" devotion at all costs.
MKs grow up traveling the world, enjoying rich cultural experiences, and often staying connected to strong communities of faith.
But many also experience losses, identity confusion, faith crises, and neglect.
From
@reb_hopkins
:
As a follow-up to my March
@CTmagazine
piece on missionary kids, here's the full white paper research on the trauma MKs and other third culture kids (military kids, diplomat kids, etc) experience.
We are excited to announce that our White Paper about Adverse Childhood Experiences (
#ACEs
) in globally mobile
#ThirdCultureKids
(
#TCKs
) has been published! We hope this
#research
equips caregivers and informs&inspires even better TCK care.
Read it now at
Thanks
@juliaduin
for the shout-out for my
#ihopkc
reporting on Mike Bickle. I've respected her work too ever since I interned a few desks away from her at the
@WashTimes
in 1999.
… And it would be wise of stakeholders (former or current ihopkc members, other aligned ministries, etc.) to be savvy and circumspect about media as new takes emerge
-how did story originate?
-what is its intent?
-who are primary sources in it?
2/2
Disgraced
@PastorMark
Driscoll declared war on 'woke, beta-male' pastors on podcast of political activist & Christian nationalist
@CharlieKirk11
It signals new direction for Driscoll as far-right provocateur focused on violent, conspiracy-centered themes
I heard some hard
#abusesurvivor
stories for
#journalism
work this week. And then I hiked up the Manitou incline in the Rockies (2,768 steps, one mile up) for an adventure with my kids. Taking a step at a time with the hopes of gaining new perspectives applies to both.
Are you a survivor of church abuse or abuse in missions? As both a journalist and a whistleblower, I got a chance to speak on
@saritahartz
's podcast about this topic that brought me unexpectedly out of Indonesia to covering this topic for
@reachjulieroys
and
@CTmagazine
.
Drummer Noah Debolt, who served at
@dwellingplace_a
, just posted a video describing the spiritual abuse he experienced at the hands of Pastor Alan Scott & well-known worship leader
@jeremymriddle
1/2
You Made Your Concerns Public. Now What? (My latest substack and a brief update on what this has been like for me.) Thx to
@GTacoTacoTaco
and
@CoutsDianne
for your voices in this piece and my journey.
I want to clarify that the comparison between whistleblowing and cancer is one in which the mental health struggles of both experiences are at similarly high levels, research says.
In case you need some compelling reading while you wait for your view of the
#2024eclipse
, my latest reporting on apocalyptic prophecies, deception, and a twist at the end about you, the reader.
A convicted felon running a for-profit ministry says solar eclipse will release a “seal” of Revelation & bring judgment on nation.
@JimStaleyPage
—who pleaded guilty to wire fraud & served 5 yrs in prison—speaks of "hidden warning" in a video with 3mm views
An embattled New England megachurch has announced it’s closing, following allegations of years-long bullying & financial misconduct by lead pastor
Now ldrs & whistleblowers are calling for an investigation & financial audit of the former Next Level Church
A few thoughts: Rest, take naps, watch a tv show, read fictional literature, hike, eat good food, cry for what you’ve lost, see a licensed spiritual trauma professional, sit around a fire with friends & laugh til tears roll down your face. You will heal.
#ihopkc
#mikebickle
Congrats to
@MekdesHaddis
on her new book. I loved getting to interview her for
@CTmagazine
last year and I can't wait to hear more of her thoughts on just mission work.
Gotta love this media policy from
@nextlevelchurch
's staff handbook that I found when reporting about the abuses there for
@reachjulieroys
: "Most responsible print and broadcast media seek out official spokespeople, there are instances when overzealous investigative reporters 1/
@amyfritz
Well said. I think every kind of work, including the most well-intentioned ones, should have a set of ethics and a speak-up culture to guard against this very concern.
Thinking of joining a new church or organization, or sending your teen to an adventure overseas this summer? Read this first: How to Find the Cracks in the System (So You Can Avoid Falling into Them)
.
@NaghmehSPanahi
survived persecution from extremists in Iran, only to face persecution *from Christians* after divulging her husband’s abuse.
A true prophetic witness, the woman behind
#SaveSaeed
campaign speaks out about brokenness, betrayal & wholeness
.
@reb_hopkins
on suspect in
#ColoradoSprings
Club Q shooting: "From the very start talking with a couple of the neighbors there was red flag, after red flag, after red flag."
#TheReidOut
My reporting trying to track down information on suspect Anderson Lee Aldrich from the weekend's mass shooting in my own backyard of Colorado Springs. Thx to my sources who stood in the places Aldrich used to live and answered my questions. But will we ever truly understand why?
A former neighbor and friend of Anderson Lee Aldrich told The Daily Beast that the 22-year-old suspect in the mass shooting at the LGBTQ club Club Q that killed five people and injured 18 more on Saturday frequently used the word “f*ggot.”
What if your job is to advocate for persecuted Christians around the world, but you start to notice your own workplace has similar markers of persecution?
Voice of the Martyrs (
@VOM_USA
) claims its goal is “to defend human rights of persecuted Christians.”
But whistleblowers say VOM president Cole Richards doesn’t respect rights of his own employees & persecutes them, per interviews with 10 former VOM staff
@laurchastain22
Thank you, Lauren. I so appreciate that. And thanks to you and your daughter for sharing your story with us. I know it's not an easy road to take.
After 16 years as a worship leader at megachurch Applegate Christian Fellowship, Demian Norvell got saved—then he got fired
He is one of several former Applegate staff members who reveal patterns of spiritual abuse and manipulation by pastor Jon Courson
@mechellesmith87
@lorilharding
🫣😡😭How I feel when the concept of "calling" is used as the tool to convince someone to stay in an unhealthy environment.
that empower staff to use all reporting mechanisms they can find to report abuse? Whistleblowers, what else do churches need to do to regain your trust? 3/
EXCLUSIVE:
@joshgagnon
, pastor of
@NextLevelChurch
, has a years-long pattern of hazing, bullying, financial misconduct & spiritually abusive behavior
That's accdg to 25 frmr pastors/staff/members of his
@ARCchurches
megachurch, based in New England. 1/4
.
@RuthMalhotra
, former PR manager for Ravi Zacharias Intl Ministries, at first disbelieved the story of
@LoriAnneThomps2
Then Ruth discovered the truth & became a whistleblower within
@RZIMhq
. Watch this story of forgiveness, courage and beauty from ashes
EXCLUSIVE: Frmr pastors and staff of 3 Vineyard churches where Alan Scott has pastored accuse Scott of abuse, lies & manipulation. Staff spoke of conversion quotas, loyalty tests, and Scott's untouchable leadership b/c his decisions were from God. 1/2
What struck me in doing this piece is how difficult reporting alleged abuse in biblical counseling in a nondenom church can be. Another thing? The N.J. police department required two different reporting steps for victims for the incident to be considered for investigation.
Markus Ehrich—pastor of Word Life Center in Stratford, NJ—is facing multiple allegations of sexual harassment by former members who say he abused & exploited them during counseling
5 women have come forward with stories of alleged abuse, spanning a decade
1/ "Nobody wants to build an abusive culture. But it's easy for an institution to say, 'we're going to protect all these other things.'"
@bobsmietana
in an interview with
@amyfritz
. Here are some things I've encountered that churches and ministries protect when someone is trying
And this makes me wonder...what about the missionaries who are working overseas with even fewer safeguards against abuse than church-goers in the States have? Those missionaries deserve a healthy organization.
This is what happens when we treat a good cause as our ruling force instead of Christ. “Any cause that leads us to sin—to sanction or hide sin—is an ungodly force in our lives.”
@DianeLangberg
3/3 disloyal, avengers, utterly insubordinate, full of sin, don’t love God and this one… immature millennials (in that story most were Gen X and Boomers). If only more people were "divisive," our churches would be safer.
1/3 Over here watching
@reachjulieroys
get name-called by some for her brave reporting on
@GraceComChurch
and
@johnmacarthur
. Such a typical response by unhealthy systems when abuse is exposed. Here’s a list of the things the whistleblowers in the stories I investigated for
.
@phil_johnson_
has unofficially responded to my article. Phil minimizes offense (20 yrs old); evades responsibility ("doesn't pertain to me in any way"); attacks accuser ("career muckraker"); & attacks many of you ("screeching tweets from the 'Survivor' community"). 1/3
seek out unsuspecting employees, lull them into a false sense of security and distort their quotes to support a predetermined conclusion."
My question to Churches and Ministries: Do you have a Theology of Voice? What kind of policies do you include in your handbooks 2/
Which movie stayed with me from last week's Rocky Mountain Women's Film Festival
@RMWFilm
? And Still I Sing. Incredible footage obtained from Afghanistan before, during and after the return of the Taliban. So many compelling examples of courage, art, voice and hope.