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7 months

see y’all on the other side ❤️‍🩹 the time is now to take back my life

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8 months

extreme hunger does not equal binging

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8 months

i wish i could put a block over edtwt i just wanna see recovtwt and foodtwt and healthymentalheathandlovelythingstwt

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8 months

first pb & j of real (not giving up) recovery. it’s scary, really having to say a true goodbye to letting ana control my life. im terrified. until now im realising it takes more than food to let it go. i must surrender to the ebs and flows of life. to the way of love, peace.

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9 months

i love recovery. i see the truth now. i see through the lies of the demon on my shoulder. one day he’ll get bored enough of me and leave. the angel and i will unite, unaccompanied by possession. instead, my heart is free, to love, to breathe. the angel to protect her, tenderly.

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7 months

good evening recovtwt pookies :3 this is your sign to go get a snack or a meal. 3.. 2.. 1.. go! get up you deserve it! make sure it’s yummy <3

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8 months

okay so the point of recovery is to get to your body’s naturally healthy weight and be able to listen to your cravings and eat for fuel and joy at the same time while unlearning restrictive habits and anxiety around food (depending on the ed ofc)

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8 months

i’ve gained a lot in the past two weeks. but you know what else i’ve gained? life. more freedom. acne flair up yes but also my body functioning properly for my age. a capacity to be happy. the energy to try. the energy to be better and get better.

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9 months

@lovinghealingg food is food, food is energy. ed is hurty, ed is sady and lonely and not alivey.

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8 months

i choose to release myself from this addiction to misery and self destruction. i choose to free my heart and live unapologetically with pure intention.

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7 months

you guys 😭🥹🫶🏻🥰 giving me hope and shi. i love y’all so much ! yous have just made my decision so much easier. i wish you all true peace and love ♾️💞

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9 months

i made biscuits for the first time since beginning recovery. gingerbread biscuits. they were amazing. i did eat 4.

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8 months

good morning recovery beans <3 you’re doing amazing today and if no one has told you, you are beautiful and worth every effort to bring yourself peace and happiness.

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8 months

happiness lengthens your lifespan not a diet not a pill. the courage to bring happiness and joy and peace and belonging to yourself and others.

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6 months

i think finally my hunger cues are fixing themselves i can actually eat until im full and not feel still hungry thank god. guys don’t give up just listen to your extreme hunger it goes away.

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8 months

i hate eating disorders

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8 months

woof i weigh more than i have in like two years 🧍‍♀️ it’s okay it’s okay it’s all good recovery is good i am a good person i am worthy of freedom and peace and acceptance no matter what. i deserve energy to be kind and loving and giving and i deserve brain and body power woo!

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8 months

why does extreme hunger have to be a thing 😭😔

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8 months

your body’s hinger cues weren’t designed to be ignored.

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8 months

cutsie

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7 months

@mostgirlteengal thank you so much i wish you the best also :’)

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8 months

is comfort eating normal in recovery or am i just developing bed. i think my extreme hunger is dying down though so maybe it’s good.

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7 months

how tf do people choose what to buy from shein like there is that much stuff 😭

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7 months

remember !! acne, loose skin, stretch marks, freckles, moles, larger bodies, medium bodies, thin bodies, any shape bodies, all noses all lips and eyes and skin and voices are all normal and natural and nothing to be ashamed about !! remember !! you are unique and special ++

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8 months

feels like the more food i eat the more hungry i get

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8 months

i eat like three loaded weetbix bowls for breakfast like everyday low key and then like toast and coffee and a biscuit. (all for breakfast bc i can) 😌

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9 months

i can literally feel the energy being restored once i eat something

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8 months

tiredness in recovery is brutal. telling myself it’s just my body restoring itself.

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8 months

i show how i matter through matter i create. i write with the lead and the remains of my pain. the paper is proof that goodness requires growth, the tree i grew from unjudgingly breathes. i am worth more than a mindset, disorder, a label. i am a mind a body and i am capable.

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8 months

it’s like i got extreme hunger and then my brain started to come out of starvation mode and then the depression symptoms hit instead of the numbness and i lost my appetite while still having extreme hunger 🧍‍♀️

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7 months

god it’s so hard to like myself in recovery. i just wanna be skinny again.

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9 months

i eat yogurt bowl every single day

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8 months

it sucks that i cant stay sick and live like fully and that having an ed actually comes with devastating consequences. its literally life or bad quality of life or death basically. not fat or skinny. thats a fucking construct, beauty standards are just as delusional as anything.

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8 months

mum just told me i have like the perfect body fat ratio 😭 i don’t have fat leave me alone (obv i do but no it’s not “fat” it’s just body. it’s just my body and it’s lovely 😕)

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9 months

@oatlygf i never got to bmi 12 but i understand a lot of what you’re saying. it’s very hard to see what you’ve actually done to yourself until you get above water and can look in at how lifeless this life was you were living and the extent of destruction youve actually caused in general

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8 months

omg i’m actually happy omg my brain is working i feel happy and im eating a biscuit 😭🥹

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8 months

is it recovery if you ignore hunger signals

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7 months

its so scary to have a boyfriend who has to see your body change as you recover. i feel bad that im not as skinny as i was when i met him. i know he thinks im beautiful but im scared. just have to remember i am more that. i am a whole person and i am worthy of love.

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9 months

eh is so sad and difficult but i am brave and i can listen to my body because it knows the best. i trust in the ebs and flows of life and i believe i can push through all the hard times and keep being uplifting and loving to myself and others :3

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7 months

healing from ana is for me low key realising i never looked better at a lower weight, even with acne and a more fat on me i genuinely realistically look better

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9 months

baby just let yourself live. live free. create. love. laugh. be gentle to yourself.

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7 months

i dyed my hair again woo finally :3

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7 months

good lord i feel like my face is so fat

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7 months

maybe i looked less alive. maybe i was literally dying. maybe cells were disintegrating. light in my eyes turned crying. but now i’m “better” as they might say. my mind is what they’re prying. maybe it was all for nothing, the damage says i’m lying.

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7 months

@rediscovering_b @fragile_milk @Ki_loves_muesli same idk why mine like fr aged

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8 months

@33f__111 how many mls is this bottle

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7 months

nope nope nope no 33d33twt for me get away no no 👹🤠

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8 months

i can’t tell if i look fat or i still look sick

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7 months

extreme hunger is still kicking my ass

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9 months

@Ki_loves_muesli it really is it’s like a demon that keeps tempting you especially in times of vulnerability. recovery is worth the fight and it gets easier to see that the voice isn’t worth listening to when it comes and eventually it fades. we are worth life and worth feeling truely alive <3

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9 months

@nahararecovers fat is good for you, protects you and your organs, makes you feel softer and makes everything more comfortable (within reason)

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8 months

i gained weight but i still think i look sick. but i still don’t like myself.

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9 months

it’s okay to reject diet culture. it is fundamentally harmful. you deserve to listen to your body and your hunger cues. not someone else’s idea of health.

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8 months

so so triggered rn

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8 months

@chelsearecovers wow. this.

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8 months

@delilahislying thank you for the time this took for you to make. it truly was worth every effort.

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7 months

unintentionally triggering yourself with your own photos <<<<<< 💔💔💔

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7 months

okay i actually enjoy the gym and getting stronger im enjoying my days better

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7 months

@Ki_loves_muesli real. you can do it i believe in you!

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7 months

also here’s my baby her name is moon

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8 months

if you're not recovering, you're dying.

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8 months

this fucking tuna pasta is not what i’m craving. i want.. actually i don’t know. kinda don’t have an appetite but i feel like im hungry. maybe im thirsty.

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8 months

it’s just gonna get worse if i give up. it hurts it hurts it hurts. im so scared, i hate myself.

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7 months

good lord my mother brings me all of my anxiety. i feel it in my stomach and through my veins when she talks with that anger. “rage of my dad” but for me it’s the rage i can feel within my mum that feels dangerous to my heart to my skin to my mind to my ears to my eyes. leave me.

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7 months

it’s not extreme hunger i’m just bulking 👀

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7 months

i ate fries today (big fear food) and a burger i shared with my mum

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8 months

me when i gain weight and get paranoid that face id is judging me

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9 months

@OrBiscuits @Ki_loves_muesli but yk what does make you hot? confidence. healing. kindness. genuineness.

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7 months

@imananagirl 😭🫶🏻 you’re so sweet! thank you so much i wish you the best <3

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8 months

@frandecays @c00chieslaya it’s like i live so scared or i live hating what i look like

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8 months

f*ck depression is so so painful

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8 months

@lucibaelx i was barely underweight but i’m at a normal weight now and im extreme hungering it up. you are so valid and not alone whatsoever <3

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7 months

tw sh mentions recovery has made the sh urges worse but i think it’s more of a release rather than a coping mechanism now. i did it out of emptiness and hatred in my ed relapses, but now it’s more heavy feelings now that i can think properly again and feel my feelings again…

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9 months

ate so much, but the hunger is still there 😭😣

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8 months

i luv recoverytwt

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8 months

i hope i can let go of feeling like im only a good person if im skinny. i’m only pretty if im skinny because in my head in my heart i see beauty in everyone and i think everyone is so beautiful and deserving of love so why not me.

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8 months

anyone else get like a sore tongue in recovery cause your eating more or am i weird

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7 months

💔weight gain

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8 months

I CSNT FXCKING READ 24 HIUR TIME

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9 months

@milamians i wish you the best. take care mila, you deserve every happiness <3

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9 months

@Ki_loves_muesli it’s like they don’t actually go all in bc idk how they’re not completely ravenous 24/7

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7 months

how does one live properly ? do i choose ?

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8 months

so hungry meow meow

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8 months

@auddumb omg thank god 😭 it sucks lmaoo

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7 months

@sllymeows 🥹💞

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8 months

@uubuttercupp2 i mean ur known by me

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8 months

@uubuttercupp2 why does anorexia want me dead

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7 months

@moonlightsinsz all the hard times are worth it ml. even everytime you feel like relapsing. remember to push through and know you’ll come out stronger in the end. one step at a at a time. remember to trust your body’s hunger cues and remember you are more than a body, you are love.

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6 months

@0101ley @n0thvngry and her voice

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8 months

how long does eh last 😭

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9 months

@milamians just what your body is craving is what you should give it love

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7 months

@rikamrcs 🥹🫶🏻

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8 months

why is it so scary to see yourself gain weight? is it because my worth and my opinion on myself is higher when i’m thinner because my ed says so or is it more more reasons than that? is it because it’s true? it feels like it sometimes.

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8 months

but the thing is i don’t want to recover 🙀

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9 months

i ate so much this morning,, i relapsed and now the eh is worse.. its okay im not giving up this time. im choosing life and unapologetically being my true self and letting the ed identity go. i dont deserve to restrict myself of food or life or my real hearts desires.

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7 months

@auddumb omg ur eyebrow piercing ur so cool

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8 months

@milliedtwt yes if you’re mentally or physically hungry, particularly if you’re recovering from a restrictive ed

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