some of wieiad when i did low res โ a thread
[TWโcals and some thoughts included, those are screenshots of my edinsta from 2021, mostly sorted by days]
i need to make my ed my whole personality again and do nothing else besides from exercise, chilling on edtwt and spending an hour perfecting my meals and then spend an hour eating my meal.
ok unpopular opinion: i think skinny shaming wasnt that bad but now that all of this โbody positivityโ is trending everyone turned against skinny people and is literally treating them like shit compared to chubbier people. like damn body positivity should go both waysโฆ
my bone structure makes me believe that im basically meant to be skinny like naturally but then again why did my extreme hunger make me overweight ๐คจ๐คจ๐คจ๐คจ๐คจ๐คจ
will never forget my mom forcing me infront of a mirror with her phone showing a pic of ana face next to my head because i couldnt see how bad i looked
random thought but wouldnt it be way more healing for someone with an ed to eat with people who arent disordered in therapy instead of having them sit in a room with other disordered people
yesterday i was incredibly bloated and drank a miso soup with LOTS of chili flakes, curcuma and black pepper before starting my fast and lost 11cm on my stomach and 5cm on my arms overnight
eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small eat small stay small