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vivi ✧.* ⛄️

@pradalvr

2 years

she doesn’t know she just gave me the sweetest compliment

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@pradalvr

2 years

a girl in my class told me today she’s trying to lose weight and i was nodding not really responding to be polite and she goes “but i’d rather die than be as thin as you. you took it way too far”

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@pradalvr

2 years

having an ed is so cringe this is so cringe and embarrassing like that’s a piece of bread why is it making you suicidal

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@pradalvr

2 years

i am about to have the biggest and most weight loss inducing relapse anyone has ever seen

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@pradalvr

2 years

i should recover no i should get worse i should do low res no high res with exercise i need to start a fast no let’s do a 300 - 800 weekly boost no i should do pilates with 1000cal or maybe i should get 10k steps every morning no 15k but maybe if i omad instead # but how about

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@pradalvr

2 years

🍵𓈒 ꔛ ˙ ˖ how i maintain/lose at bmi 12-13 / realistic day in the life of an anorexic, a realistic edtwt thread ۰ ִ ۫ 🏷: thinspo edtwt 3dtwt thinsp0 fatspo grosspo f4tspo thinspo ricecaketwt anatwt meanspo bonespo

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@pradalvr

2 years

being the thinnest in the ed ward is like being the valedictorian at harvard

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@pradalvr

2 years

i used to get so triggered when non-disordered people would be like “i haven’t eaten since yesterday i eat my first meal at 5😂” and then i started watching them more closely and they literally ALL eat 100 different snacks and 400 cal venti starbucks and it clicked

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@pradalvr

2 years

this theory can be confirmed by scrolling on edtwt for about 10 minutes

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@pradalvr

2 years

got on adderall and i found the real secret of all those celebs who lose way too quickly

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@pradalvr

2 years

i’ll never forget my first dietician who patted my leg and told me she understood me because she went through an ed too and when she gave my mom my meal plan it was just one sheet with suggestions like “fruit smoothie” “celery with raisin” she was a real one she fully got me

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@pradalvr

2 years

best thing i ever did for myself was stop purging. listen to people when they tell you don’t ever. ever start.

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@pradalvr

2 years

“oh you’re fine, just walk it off” well if you say so!

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@pradalvr

2 years

refusing my mothers ethnic food because it’s too high cal knowing it’s one of my only connections to my heritage and she won’t be around forever to cook me these meals is just so 🙁

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@pradalvr

2 years

“why do i keep binging☹️” it could have something to do with the fact you’re eating 200 calories a day with barely any protein or fiber in your diet

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@pradalvr

2 years

if you’re not ready to recover I really recommend just keeping your ED a secret

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@pradalvr

2 years

working in fast food will fuel your ed more than any type of thinspo believe me

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@pradalvr

2 years

hate tall muscular men what do you mean you’re losing weight on 2000 cals

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@pradalvr

2 years

“i’m a little weird with food” sounds a lot cuter than “i have a raging eating disorder”

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@pradalvr

2 years

faked NINE POUNDS at the ed clinic i am NOT going inpatient believe that

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@pradalvr

2 years

there’s such a blatant and obvious hierarchy of ed’s on edtwt and it drives me crazy because we are all suffering from the same misery but those with ana are placed on the highest pedestal, mia ignored and those with bed are treated like a joke

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@pradalvr

2 years

74lb fully clothed = new lw in the morning 😊

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@pradalvr

2 years

me entering a room and scanning for thigh gaps and potential competition like the fucking terminator

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@pradalvr

2 years

you will never gain a single pound of real weight if your cal intake is less than your BMR or if you’re at a triple digit intake. it’s literally scientifically impossible. relax, de-stress, you’re ok.

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@pradalvr

2 years

me ignoring my friends and family to let the disorder consume me again

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@pradalvr

2 years

the issue with edtwt is that i never know wether the person put their age or their bmi in bio

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@pradalvr

2 years

my god her waist

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@pradalvr

2 years

hear me out but i feel like the ultimate skinny girl outfit is flare leggings with an oversized sweater

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@pradalvr

2 years

what are they putting in these crumbl cookies???

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@pradalvr

2 years

what is UP with the amount of non-disordered people lurking around edtwt lately?? what are you doing here and where did you even come from?

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@pradalvr

2 years

the feeling of stepping on the scale and losing weight when you thought you’d maintain or even gain is better than heroin

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@pradalvr

3 years

who’s stopping me from taking 10 in my pocket

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@pradalvr

2 years

“omg she’s skeletal 😱😱😱 she’s so tiny 😭😭💔💔”

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@pradalvr

2 years

this is MY king

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@pradalvr

2 years

there’s something so desperately nostalgic about starving myself.

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@pradalvr

2 years

i got so much more positive attention when i was at bmi 16-17, at bmi 12-13 nobody sees me as attractive anymore and im only complimented by pedos who think i look younger than i am and ana fetishists

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@pradalvr

2 years

i remember the first time i got diagnosed with AN-R officially i was smiling so hard you’d think i just won a fucking grammy

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@pradalvr

2 years

give it a year , you can always be thinner , look better

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@pradalvr

2 years

“is it hard for accounts who are praised for their body checks to recover” yes. oh my gosh yes.

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@pradalvr

2 years

I know i’ve made it when my dms changed from “goals how did you do it 🥺” to “please stay safe i’m worried for you”

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@pradalvr

2 years

the anger and competitiveness i feel when i see friends or people i know go on diets or start working out is UNMATCHED

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@pradalvr

2 years

me when my friends / family accused me of starving myself when i was obviously starving myself

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@pradalvr

3 years

she’s like gospel

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@pradalvr

2 years

twirling my hair, giggling, kicking my feet thinking about it (my next allowed meal)

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@pradalvr

2 years

the never ending war

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@pradalvr

3 years

i don’t need “friends” i need handbags and vintage mini skirts

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@pradalvr

2 years

i share all my bad experiences in life with you guys laugh out loud but i just don’t understand why people are so mean like i’m sorry i’m anorexic ok i’m sorry but k can’t control the fact i’m not mentally sane at a normal bmi i know i look weird just GOSH leave me alone about it

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@pradalvr

2 years

ramadan coming up this week so quick reminder for non muslim moots this isn’t a quirky fasting time to fuel your eating disorder and your a bad person if your using a deeply religious and holy time to make excuses to fast

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@pradalvr

2 years

who else gets up and immediately starts planning the days cals and intake like damn bitch did you even try to be happy today 😂😂😂

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@pradalvr

3 years

my fear of posting a bodycheck isn’t because i look fat but because what if there is secretly an irl lurking on edtwt and they recognize my petite submissive and breedable frame

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@pradalvr

2 years

the second i get off edtwt i start losing fast as all hell

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@pradalvr

2 years

a very special outfit for a very special day

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@pradalvr

2 years

my friend started talking about anorexia and i almost swerved the car off the road

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@pradalvr

2 years

how am i supposed to recover when my whole world is just my ed and losing weight

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@pradalvr

3 years

and what a woman you are

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@pradalvr

2 years

i’ll be like “wow i’m not hungry at all! i’m doing great!” whole time i’m shaking like a leaf, so dizzy i can barley stand straight, nauseous, and literally can’t focus on the simplest task imaginable

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@pradalvr

2 years

are you a “i’ll eat anything as long as it fits into my cals” restricter or a “i can eat only the same 7 safe foods” restricter

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@pradalvr

2 years

james charles being on edtwt was definitely not part of my 2022 bingo

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@pradalvr

3 years

if half of you would read your aesthetic book pile you wouldn’t be so fucking brain dead

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@pradalvr

2 years

people on edtwt will be fully shocked others don’t like them after they harass random tiktokers, call people in recovery fat, dox minors, insult celebs based on their bmi, make threads composed of random people for averagespo, and encourage people at bmi 13> to lose more weight

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@pradalvr

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@pradalvr

2 years

when people say stuff like this it’s NOT that they’ve eaten nothing at all. because they don’t think about eating the way me and you do. people count “eating” as exclusively MEALS. they don’t count the 200 cal soda as eating. they don’t count the 300 cal cheezits as eating.

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@pradalvr

2 years

and i fucking KNOW she was still disordered too because her apple watch was glued on and she was so thin like she was fully in solidarity with me she GOT IT

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@pradalvr

2 years

this is so sick i’m so so sorry this happened to you , please don’t use me in conversation like this to compare me to another user EVER. you are very obviously uw my love and they want to trigger you :(

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@pradalvr

2 years

ar1ana?????

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@pradalvr

2 years

american stores come up with these after sitting at the table discussing the fastest possible way to kill their customers

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@pradalvr

2 years

i want to be so deathly skinny people are shocked by me every time i walk past them

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@pradalvr

2 years

saw a trio of girls get excited about going to taco bell together and started crying in my car

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@pradalvr

2 years

ed halloween parry but the costumes are just our safe foods

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@pradalvr

2 years

they not lying when they say sugar free gum can have a laxative effect wheeeewww

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@pradalvr

2 years

new lw 😊 (without the ostrich feet)

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@pradalvr

2 years

edtwt what’s the one meal you never have and the one meal you always have to have

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@pradalvr

2 years

2.5k cals later , can’t even remember the last time i’ve seen myself this bloated

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@pradalvr

2 years

everytime i have my omad and it’s not as good as i expected i just start crying it’s the only time i seriously get emotional

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@pradalvr

2 years

does my mom want me to recover because she cares or because she can’t stand the fact i’m thinner?

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@pradalvr

2 years

i could literally be on deaths door , heart stopping and weigh only 20 pounds and i’d STILL feel invalid and guilty

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@pradalvr

2 years

my only hobby and my full time job is having an ed

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@pradalvr

2 years

fuck it we ball

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@pradalvr

2 years

always dreaming of a pink christmas

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@pradalvr

2 years

quickly if i puke say 2 hours after eating how many cals do i absorb

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@pradalvr

2 years

i am literally pissing a stream that was 3 liters worth of water + 3 belts + 2 layers + 4 double charged battery’s

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@pradalvr

2 years

aerie called these the “XXS” last christmas

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@pradalvr

2 years

fuckers on here will say “DNI if you do * eating disorder symptom” sorry to tell you but this isn’t to the bone and contrary to popular belief, ed’s are NOT just eating one apple a day and crying!

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@pradalvr

2 years

yes she’s lost some weight but she looks about the same. the media is so obsessed with riling people up into believing every celeb who loses some weight is suddenly on their way to becoming an anorexic weight-loss obsesser. talking about “kim’s super thin new look??!!”

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@pradalvr

2 years

i give you -> the chance to maybe be skinny in exchange i take -> your will to live and your ability to be a fully functioning capable human being also no take backs!! 😊😊😊

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@pradalvr

2 years

people on edtwt will be like “fuck my ed i’m attempting recovery for real” and then 2 hours later it’s “nvm starting my 48 hour fast!” (i’m people)

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@pradalvr

2 years

hit a new lw today and i just wanna recover and escape from this hell but i feel like everyone would hate me so much

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@pradalvr

2 years

one thing about me is i am a jealous jealous girl

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@pradalvr

2 years

i don’t understand how people don’t like grocery shopping it is literally the highlight of my day

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@pradalvr

2 years

760 for ONE cookie that’s like 7 bowls of oatmeal right there!!

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@pradalvr

2 years

it’s insane i haven’t felt so hopped up or unhungry ever, it’s fucking crazy how well it works

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@pradalvr

3 years

i hope some of you guys realize the people you send curioscats too are real people. completely average people. not celebrity’s or moguls, just teenage girls struggling with a horrible illness. please try and be mindful of some of the things you ask and say.

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@pradalvr

2 years

who needs fatspo/thinspo/bonespo when i have the voices in my head to fuel my urge to starve

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