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as a teen bulimic, i wanted to be anorexic to be skinny .. but now as as an adult bulimic, i want to be anorexic more for financial reasons lol

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8 months

@Raynet_cals the way edtwt can joke and outright romanticise restrictive eds making "how to honeymoon phase" threads everyday ,, but when a bulimic makes ONE (☝️) joke yall go up in arms accusing us of promoting eds 😭

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@linokittiz RIGHT? i had friends like this and ik they don't mean harm but they have a weirdly warped savior complex view of recovery. it feels icky :// i hate that every convo has to mention my ed. is that all you see me as ?? ffs can't it be my own business unless i tell you otherwise ??

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@dykebonez they're better than me bc it takes more guts to post abt binging than restriction and it looks like they were trynna restrct until they spiralled into a binge. the cake + cheetos tipped over the cals and it's obvious it was a binge bc the rest of their intake was restrictive imo

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@characals i was gonna say "they're not responsible for your triggers. attractive ppl also have struggles y'all can't -" until i realised ... you can give a message about loving your body.. without putting your conventionally ideal body on display, front and centre 🫡 read the room 🫥

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11 months

@chewednothing how to body check : - wrist check ✗ - collarbone check ✗ - monster energy on your thigh ✗ - lift up your shirt every time you pass a reflective surface ✗ - dance in the rain without getting wet ✓

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1 year

@eur1a me : "omg her waist is so small she's so thinsp- ... is... wait. is that ...... omg ...."

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1 year

@tomatolvrr i heard somewhere that they're making it mandatory for companies to change the cals if their products would realistically be consumed in one sitting, and the cals add up to more than what they write off as zero for "one serving"

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1 year

@ughsoverit that sounds horrible :(( i hope she's in therapy for all the damage that abuse caused her mind and body :"/

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11 months

@ugwzer that's just a straight up lie or worded very much out of context. you'd burn a minimum of your bmr which is over 1k for most people

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6 months

@persedik i feel so sad her her :"(( she's obviously bery distraught and conscious of her body image .. even if i can't empathise, i can def sympathise with her struggles .. it must be especially frustrating for her to not be taken seriously bc her body is considered more 'ideal' :"/

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1 year

@sapphirecaIs "julie im not being funny but you're 24stone" no idea what the fuck 24stone even means why can't europeans speak normal english they invented the damn language but dAMN GIRLIE IS 24 STONE 😭😭

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6 months

@jjuujubes pretty sure this could just be hyperbole. and we don't know everyone's ed. and they're disorders. there's no one "right" way to have an ed (tho yes ik some ppl do conflate and lie) as it's essentially abnormal behaviour that harms your life yk? (also they could have ana-b/p)

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10 months

@GRAHAMCALS low angle + hip tilt + adjusting clothing to accentuate hips

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1 year

@ashley_cals um.. even if she's not "edskinny" is it that hard to see why ppl find her body type desirable ? or by "edskinny" do you just mean bonespo or deathspo ..? but last i checked you weren't the spokesperson for every EDed person's ideal body or sht we use to trigger ourselves ://

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11 months

@veronicals_xoxo "oo she's so thinspo i wonder what's her intake ,, but she's probs one of those lucky ones genetically gifted and doesn't have to try to be skinny <//3"

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1 year

@3st1lb how tf can they say this about a person who's actively dying :"/?? how could they publicly say this *in her own subreddit* knowing this could be her last few months alive ???

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6 months

@ribbonsandcals "thread of ppl eating so u don't have to" - great. rather than be distracted from food, now im hungry 😀 "fatspo thread uwu" - at least im not *that* big so i can let myself eat right? 🫠 "we all binged today right 😖" - no i didnt but i'll do it rn 🏃 it's so frustrating 😭😭

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1 year

@otherskinypink yup.. sometimes, you can break your tailbone too <//3 it's hell tmi but judging by the photgraphy angles to highlight the most shocking bones .. i dont wanna believe it, but this seems like fetish content :(

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@siickkly THE CAPTION IS THE MAIN EVENT OMFG

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@__morose "ew no" 😟 and these are the people who preach body positivity ..?

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1 year

@sugrfreesapphic aint this basically the proana rule that's kinda like "don't eat something you already know the taste of" 😭??

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11 months

@cherrypickedpit "there's alot better things in life ..like having kids" 😀 as if one of the biggest drivers of my ed isn't that im a depressed enby mfer who wants to rip out their uterus and sees a missed period as a gold medal ... but what would i know lol

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1 year

@fairycakegirl recovery-spo is really ... something else ...

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@nijntjeeeeeee same thing happened when i went to uni.. there were so many kids from all over the country and the world.. just living content lives in their bodies sure, some were fat. and some were skinny. and they were also just happy ...

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1 year

@stonerspo didn't they have an ed too 😳? why does the assistant have to say it like that omg.. granted.. those assistants' are hired to also make sure the client "maintains their image".. it's toxic but becca is in the industry, so it's happpened before. its normalised.

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8 months

@rvsekcals ... why are all their ss off of edtwt to talk abt this and not off of reddit where this all started ..? like atp irdc of they're lying, but this is not the first time theyre ranting and exposing their audience to edtwt, when the conversation involved other sides of sns too 🫥

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2 years

@chairmandoire being able to do it with your upper arms or ankles is the real flex.

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2 years

@contrrl her mouth didn't even touch the bun 💀 i get not eating a big bit to be cute but like girl- 😭

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2 years

@pickledcalorie id rather models and influencers be open about their diets like this because yes some people may try these unhealthy habits, but most will realise it's unachievable and pointless to make themselves go suffer that.

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7 months

@j3nrexic you do realise that eating food that'd be thrown into landfills, or food employees wouldn't be allowed to eat, regardless of it's source, is actually contributing to less harm, right ? if you want to see actual change, join a union,, instead of virtue signalling on edtwt pls

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2 years

@icyycals why do y'all care to much ... as if eds don't manifest in a billion ways .. just scroll or block ://

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1 year

@m1ffis she's lowkey annoying.. always trying to teeter on the line of being # unproblematic uwu love yourself just as you are uwu .. but also always promoting lowkey disordered diet tips and body image .. yet also covering "toxic diet trends oh no" content ://

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1 year

@hanasbones after the microwave curry at 6 pm, i thought ok she's done she'll be out cold ... um ok fine one night snack at 7pm ...? buT NO IT KEPT GOING WTF another full fat nutritionally obsolete meal and boxes of candy 😨

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11 months

@skinniebunnies oh but when *i* consume ungodly amounts of food in one sitting enough to feed an entire family for a week taking periodic breaks to use the bathroom ,, im the one with an "eating disorder problem" and need to "be admitted into psychiatric care" 🤨🤨

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8 months

@edtwtconfessing finally an anon being normal and wholesome instead of fatphobic feeder pedophiles

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11 months

@stargirlsk1nny this is literally a tip i learnt from proana forums and use it so regularly cause i refuse to trust anyone.

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1 year

@lulumexerica ooo 👀 i learned something new today thanks 🫶

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2 years

@xerolIIn im sorry im cringing so hard 😭 i can't even listen to the words but the way she speaks and the deadly silent pauses 😭😭😭😭 it feels like i'm back in school being scolded, but ik it wasn't my fault and they're just speaking sht to have someone to blame fck it's so 😭😭

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1 year

@strv4hoon often times, the pics theyre using are not theirs. just something pulled from pinterest but the cals mentioned is for what they ate irl

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11 months

@lavenderkcals maybe this is just me not understanding online tone, but .. how is she mad ..? she said "k" and left it at that so why are you creating more discourse than necessary ://

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@fallrexic also ppl forget that restrictive eds aren't the only ones that kill. bulimia can literally cause heart failure, internal bleeding and brain death... and ednos has a higher mortality rate than anorexia ://

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@bambiangel111 wait.. arent most ppl literally denied treatment or even a diagnosis cause "you aren't sick enough go loose a few more pounds and then we'll see" 😭?? /genq so many emaciated ppl are denied treatment cause their lack of funds or hospitals having no resources :"// (savingamy..)

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2 years

@contrrl my ana brain vs my binging tendencies 💀

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11 months

@MalykaSchoroth @ShaykhSulaiman i hate this b&w mentality .. do y'all know nothing about geopolitics.? some countries have to remain neutral lest they face backlash from the us, or they have issues with the fine print of the ceasefire. wasnt the world praising nordic countries for being neural during ww ://?

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@bunieos tf do socks do 😭 add 0.025kg 😭?? atp just shave off all the hair on your head i bet that'd get you a more "true weight" lol 😭

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@trihpping when she turned to the side .. i didn't think i could have been more in awed jealousy than i already was ..

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1 year

@l1felessframe couldnt she just be checking for allergen info? but either way, do people really have to hyperfixate on something that may be an immensely private struggle ://?

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11 months

@Kokolimic ppl mad and disgusted must be new here i had a huge wholesale size corn puffs bag i used to purge in and keep at the back of my closet until i could dump it out 😭 much more fast n convenient than staying in the toilet for 10-20min audibly hurling

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1 year

@aidenmaxi i lose at least 3x on hair wash days and my hair isn't even that long tbh 😅 i've been losing that much hair long before my ed too lol

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1 year

@greekyogurtluvv why do ppl act like being fat is a disability that society has to accomodate for,, but also ... don't want to have their weight taken when going to the doctors..? yk .. the one place you get help for physical health concerns like disabilities ..

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1 year

@phoebespo my first question is always .. how much do they make to be able to buy all this without a second thought 😶?

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7 months

@j3nrexic they got it on the no waste app. the food wouldve been dumped out if no one reserved it

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1 year

@ruinmeplease_ @ghstgahl i dont reply to my bestest online friends for days cause im in a mental rutt and adhd kills. they understand. and they take a long time to reply as well and im ok with it, cause yk.. ppl have lives? and most ppl understand that?

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2 years

@lvlysk stan self awareness and not forcing others to accommodate your triggers 🫶

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1 year

@gr4v3fl0wer me knowing damn well i just binged on pastries, noodles and an entire loaf of bread.. but seeing scraps of lettuce in the bowl too 👁️👄👁️⁉️

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1 year

@zuzaskcalzz i see this same post often and ... i never understood this. cause when you gain it's "just water weight!!" ://? just say it how it is. you aren't losing 5lbs of fat when the scale says you lost 5lbs. theres water, food, shit, muscle etc in your body that could be going out too.

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11 months

@phocalories why are all proana lowcal desserts just flavoured meringue ㅠㅠ ...

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1 year

"the goal isn't to get an A+ in intuitive eating" bitch- there's no grading system in intuitive eating. you're either doing it or you're not. stuffing your face to the point your body and brain are becoming distressed, is not intuitive eating. atp,, it's literally self harm 😐

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@bluestberries actively looking for triggers is indication of disordered behaviour but if that's what their ed hangs by ...it's not an ed but conditioning yourself into an ed is possible. but there's more factors than just twt meanspo. like.. children can be emotionally neglected and +

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1 year

@HereLiesOz need a modern remake of all the early 2000s pro ana / pro acceptance forums pls they were so iconic

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1 year

how are ppl like this not instantly carted to the psych ward 😭?? idc how much makeup you put on.. if anorexics can be forced inpatient based on physical appearance alone, this body is more than enough of a reason to do the same ..

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The legs OMG

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@smallervanilla sorry but how is this not literally anorexic fetish content? i get that her ed fucked op her brain but these are professional photoshoots .. all highlighting how boney and tiny she is.. there's a huge ring of fetishists out there so i recommend you delete this.

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@veIvetvamp this has to be a fetish of some sort,,

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@starveemore how did she loose the butt chin omg /gen

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@BURBERRYWINE i don't care if it's physically impossible !! i need it !!

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@sukieatsx im lowkey happy for you cause dO NOT start purging if you can help it. it's very addictive and you'll be spending more money than you have on back to back b/p sessions 🫠

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10 months

@thinberlina "but anyone can be smart if they work hard. but runway bodies are unattain-" omfg half of nasa are probs autistic levels obsessed with their subject and guess what?! that is unattainable for most ppl !!! just like runway bodies !! one is psyche the other is physique. it's fine !

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@j3nrexic you do realise that they were not paying starbucks full price? and.. most of the damages these companies face are by the hands of unions, not individual customers ya the user should've avoided it, but there's alot we can do for the ppl of palestine than dumping on a edtwt user

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@thegulagdiet @millorexia uh ..op is completely fine with people drawing her and even asked if she could repost their art cause she really appreciated it. but idk why your knickers are in a twist ..

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1 year

@redkcals tbh there needs to be a term for minors (15-17yo) vs Literal Baby Child (12-14 yo.. i dont wanna believe anyone younger than 12 is on edtwt ...)

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@hiejoys dominos pizza was my first purge and i didnt drink anything with it fuck oH LORD THE PAIN 😭😫 literally just dripping saliva and tears into the toilet bowl for 30min until i gave up 🥲🫠

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@mybigfatdiaryy as much as people find her case hopeless, i really do hope she can give herself the chance to recover.. like actually truly believe that she deserves to get better and she can get better :(

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1 year

@skinniebunnies sometimes i wish i was allegic to bread or oil or sugar or butter or something !! anything !!! like the only way i'd stop binging was if i knew it could kill me

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1 year

@hearts4skinny it's so obviously staged tho 😭?? the girls are breaking into laughter every time their dad "scolds" them lmao

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@skinnyprinsess there are prorecovery posts i've been moved to tears by,, but this sht just feels so condescending.. eds aren't a diet. most are a trauma response to regain control.. yes wl is a huge factor, but the spiralling addiction of an ed cannot be fixed with "live laugh love" advice ://

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@vzmp1re no ..? that's just how shadows work bc the lightsource is reflecting the curve of the towel 😭😭?? (idk how to explain it but this isn't edited esp if you're using the shadow curve to "prove it".. the towel is curved inward .. you just can't see it cause it's a flat image)

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@teamazin ik ppl will think "you dont look that fat" or whatever but they don't realise how painful it is to distend your stomach this much and how the mind numbing guilt eats from the inside out.. i hope you don't beat yourself up too much over the binge .. hope tomorrow is better ♥︎

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@delicatedrea ntm how it's sOO much more easier to find male thinspo lmao just "skinny guys" will get you full body mirror body checks with jutting hipbones it's really something 😭

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@yslkilos imo for me it's that they couldn't even do her make up in a half decent way ://? cakey blush, messy overlined lips, horrid angles.. and were they trying to give her a receading hairline with the braids .??

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2 years

why is she pandering so hard to tap into that hies demographic lmao

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@calriio how does she have no self awareness despite being a supposed body positive influencer ... is it on purpose ? her backhanded forced faux positivity is just so ew

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@tteokdiet fuck im so sorry :(( i really hope this get better soon i can't imagine how painful this must be :"/ imo even just considering recovery is an amazing first step i really hope you can embrace more of it .. really good luck and take care of urself :"" ♥︎

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@chaeringuu did you want them to stop you or comment on it or ..? /genq like i get if you were triggered it's hard to control, but doing it publicly and taking pics is a bit..

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@oddeyekcal the russian side of tiktok posts the same kinda unapologetic bodychecks and i love it

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@luvsmezz (not at op) i hate the sentiment that she doesn't pracrice what she preaches .. eds are complex and layered. recovery is never linear.. + idk if we can assume she's struggling when she could just be tired. ngl it is a tad shocking, but hoping it's nothing to worry about :(( ♥︎

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@skinnyslaying wasn't there a docu about kids that suffered from this.? like they're always hungry yet their metabolism is hellishly slow... their intake has to be monitored 24/7 and there's no cure.. their compulsions never die :"//

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@disorderered @gentlegentry1 @corpsembrace um... you claiming that someone in the community, is lying cause they don't agree with one thing about the community ,, is actually more weird .. we aren't a homogenous collective. ppl can have different opinions. esp when you demand that they do something to fit your lifestyle.

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@rottingblondexx fuck.. her story and struggle were so grave i terribly wished for her recovery.. she deserved it so much .. it's so heart wrenching. i hope her soul is resting someplace peaceful now to make up for what she couldn't live in this life :"/

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@03kgs up your intake. seriously. no point speedrunning weightloss if you cant even be semi functional. youre gonna ruin your life /gen get to 500-800 minimum. do not forget water but dont over drink. try to lower caffeine and take your electrolytes too. stay safe ~ ♥︎

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