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a little autumn/halloween recovery challenge that I made two years ago :’) 🎃 feel free to do it 😚

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

eating unknown cals: 🥳🥳 eating big portions: 🥳🥳 eating fear foods: 🥳🥳 eating fried foods: 🥳🥳 literally drinking oil: 🥳🥳 drinking REGULAR soda: 😨😨😨😨😰😰😰😰😰😱😱😱😱😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😪😪😪😪🤧🤧🤧🤧🫠🫠🫠🫠🙁🙁😕😕😕😣😣😣😖😖😖😟😟😟😟

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@fairycakegirl

10 months

eating disorders don’t just go away. my moms 51st birthday is tomorrow and she’s telling us to not make a cake because she knows she won’t eat it. she is turning 51 and has been this way since 13. without recovery it is not going to be fixed. it is a mental disorder.

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

‘eat until you’re satisfied’ ‘eat until you’re full’ ‘eat when you’re hungry’ sounds like gibberish when you’re talking to someone who has ZERO concept of hunger signals and cues 😭😭😭 I DONT KNOW WHEN IM HUNGRY OR WHEN IM FULL OR WHEN IM SATISFIED

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@fairycakegirl

4 months

Neverrr forget that eds don’t just ‘go away’. I was at my grandma’s house yesterday for lunch and she made burgers. She’s 75 and complained the whole time abt how a bun is a ‘waste of calories’ and she needs to burn it off. 75 years old. Since she was 15. 60 years of suffering.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

having an ed means having the most obscure things being triggering. feeling warm? triggering. not being constipated? triggering. any compliments? triggering. random person going on a run? triggering. everything is triggering somehow

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

me staring at the recovery influencer who’s obsessed with protein bars, protein powder, hitting their protein intake, pilates, lifting weights, hot girl walks, green juice, gut cleanses, and being ‘strong not skinny’

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

i absolutely hate eds and how they distort EVERYTHING. i was reaching for the toaster to make a bagel & my mom said ‘dinners really soon’ and now i’m actually so angry and sad that i don’t even want a bagel anymore JUST because she said that. like what?? why am i so upset

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

people truly do not understand how having an ed is a literal full time job. regardless of if you're in recovery or not, the thoughts of food, weight, bmi, calories, etc. is physically overwhelming and exhausting. trying to balance literally everything + those thoughts is so hard.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

do you REALLY like that.. or do you just know the calories in it???

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

y’all seriously don’t understand how annoying that girl is from my class who brags 24/7 about never eating 😭 she literally tells our cooking teacher ‘yeah i don’t eat because i have an ed and lose weight unhealthily’ and everyone just goes silent, it’s so WEIRDD

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

today is ed awareness week. that’s exactly why i’m going to post graphic photos of my sick body and go very in depth about my disordered behaviours 💗 ik i have an ed and know the competitiveness.. but i’m still doing it ☺️🌸 btw i was bmi 2 and i ate 1 calorie every other year.

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@fairycakegirl

3 months

It’s honestly so weird how ‘mainstream’ edtwt is now?? I remember when I was on it in 2020/2021 it was a much smaller community, and now posts from it that show up on my tl have like 40k likes?? 100k likes?? what the hell

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

an ed is not just 'i want to be skinny'. an ed is self harming, it's an addiction, it's a coping mechanism, it's a comfort tool, it's an escape - it's why it's so hard to recover from. i am so proud of every single person who is fighting their ed today, i know how hard ur working

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

bloated? it will pass. feeling guilty? it will pass. feeling bad about your body? it will pass. regretting eating? it will pass. these negative feelings will pass and you will be okay. just hold on a bit longer. you got this <3

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

♡ the ˗ˏˋ BEST ´ˎ˗parts about eating disorder recovery! *. * · - a motivational thread for anyone who needs it! ( THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO RECOVER ) tags ★: recovtwt foodtwt recovery edrecovery edrecover recover recovering 🤍

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

can we PLEASE talk about how your ed makes you have FOOD nightmares? there were nights when i’d wake up in a sweat, heart racing, eyes watering just because i had a dream about.. eating pizza? like that was so weird. i’m so happy i don’t have those anymore

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

'i'd never let my ed get THAT bad..' spoiler alert! your ed doesn't magically get better when you want it to 😱😱😱😱!!!!!!!!!

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

my mom, who is turning 50, was just bawling her eyes out because of the ‘voice in her head’. she’s referring to her ed. it does not just ‘go away’ when you get older. she has had an ed since she was 13, but never got the proper help & continues to live w it everyday. recover <3

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@fairycakegirl

8 months

“Eat until you’re full!” “Eat until you’re satisfied!” “Eat until you’re not hungry anymore!” If only it was that easy. IF ONLYYYY!!!!!!

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

my 75 year old grandma poured ice cream into a dish, then said ‘finally something worth every calorie!’ eating disorders do not just vanish

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

what is the odd obsession with non disordered people talking about how they haven't eaten all day? like genuinely??? i really can't comprehend or understand what they want out of saying it

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

having a restrictive ed means feeling like you have to go the bathroom, sitting down, fighting for your life for 20 minutes, and looking in the toilet to find a SINGULAR rabbit dropping.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

hearing the words 'calories' or 'eating disorder' literally gives me whiplash. like?? you should NOT know about those things!! who do you think you are????

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

having an ed is literally counting down until the day is done.. over and over and over

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

fear foods are so crazy. i’ll eat a donut.. but normal coke?? HELL NAH 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🙅🏻‍♀️🙅🏻‍♀️🙅🏻‍♀️🙅🏻‍♀️

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

‘wieiad recovery! no restrictions 😊’ and its a yogurt bowl for breakfast, a protein bar for a snack, and a salad for dinner with halo top for dessert

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@fairycakegirl

11 months

one thing i never see people talking about is how sometimes someone’s ed is the only thing keeping them ‘alive’. it sounds crazy because it’s literally killing you, but when you’re so depressed & sick, those goal weights & ‘dreams’ often keep you going. it makes recov so hard.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

me when i realize that non disordered people mentioning that they haven’t eaten all day is because eating is so insignificant and normal to them that it is just the same as saying ‘i haven’t slept at all’ or saying that they’re tired 😥😥😥😰😰😰😨😨🤯🤯😱😱😱🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

diet coke turned into ordering a milkshake, cooking spray turned into oil, rice cakes turned into white bread with butter, exercising turned into laying on the couch and watching movies, and food scales only became used when baking cookies. i 🤍 recovery.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

one of my great grandmothers last words on her death bed, dying of cancer, were ‘at least i’m losing weight’. i hope people truly understand that eds are not just a silly little disordered; it’s a lifelong illness unless treated. it does not go away.

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@fairycakegirl

8 months

me opening recoverytwt to see recovery accounts posting the most triggering, disordered things ever

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@fairycakegirl

2 months

Do not listen to the bitches on edtwt making threads about how bad recovery is. Do not listen to a single mf who isn’t recovered speaking about recovery. I am basically fully recovered and I have zero regrets, it’s the best thing I’ve ever done. They are MISERABLE AND SICK!

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

there is this one girl in my class who always brags abt never eating and CONSTANTLY talks about having an ed.. and today she was talking to me about how she never eats breakfast so i started going on about how good my breakfast was this morning 😭

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

it’s crazy to me how non disordered people exist?? like my dad will have three pancakes and then he won’t eat until dinner or until hours later.. but if i had three pancakes i know i’d eat them, then immediately be thinking about my next meal and counting down until it 🥲

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

i hope that you’re able to heal yourself and pull yourself out of the black hole of apathy that you wallow in every single day so you don’t feel the need to take it out on recovery accounts. absolutely embarrassing.

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@fairycakegirl

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it was “damn i gotta lose weight!” at 13 to “damn i lost my whole teenage years to anorexia” at almost 19

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

˗ˏˋ the benefits of ED recovery ´ˎ˗ 🍂 ╰┈➤ a thread for those in recovery or considering! ♡ + ↻ is appreciated ^^ ❥ recoverytwt recovtwt edrecovery recovery recovering anarecovery bedrecovery foodtwt food

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

literally we were cooking for a HOMELESS SHELTER and she says ‘omg the homeless are eating… unlike me 😜’ and started doing a little dance while saying she’s disordered. i can’t make this up, i SWEAR

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

coming onto twitter just to see recovery accs preaching about how their metabolism has sped up SO much in recovery & how they are losing weight makes me so angry.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

mfs with eds when they realize that they are not in control and that their ed is actually controlling THEM 😦😧😮😲😰😨😥😩😫😟😔

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

is it bad the ‘things my ed made me do’ threads are triggering 😭 like i get the point of them, to de-romanticize eds, but at the same time it just feels like a competition to see who’s done worse things since eds are so competitive. NO HATE TO ANYONE!! anyone else feel similar?

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

i was licking the spatula after baking and my brother said ‘think about all of the calories..’ and i just looked at him and he went ‘it’s just a test to see if you care anymore.’ … i don’t care anymore but damn why would you say that 😭

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

what i’ve noticed since i’ve been in all in ana recovery ୨♡୧ — a thread for recoverytwt 🥣 tags ★: recovtwt foodtwt recovery edrecovery edrecover recover recovering

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

no one on 3dtwt should be famous. it is so scary & harmful to see such vulnerable, young girls accumulate such a large following cus of their malnourished and dying body. it is so heartbreaking. i cannot believe such a community exists

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

when you develop an ed, you also develop the love language of ensuring that those around you are eating well & eating enough. i bake for all of my friends, i always pack my mom & dad lunches to take to work, i make breakfast for my brother — i always want them to eat enough 😓

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

it’s so weird how much social media warps your perception. after spending all day on 3dtwt, looking at emancipated bodies & th1nsp0.. i expected to go outside and see every girl with a body like that and was soo surprised when i realized that literally NO one looks like that?

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

people really do not understand the mental & emotional turmoil that you experience when you have an ed; it's traumatizing. losing friends & family, constantly fearing death, persistent guilt, feeling doomed & helpless, failing school - literally watching yourself die and decay.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

i promise.. you don’t have to eat liquid cookies. you can have a normal chocolate chip cookie ONE day out of the year. i promise it will be okay.

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

eating disorders truly rot you from the inside out

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@fairycakegirl

7 months

it’s eating disorder awareness week! whether or not you’re in recovery, not in recovery, in semi recovery, relapsing, or somewhere in between; know that you are seen, heard and valid. your struggles are real and you deserve to recover, you deserve to be happy. 🤍

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

any food w 'guilt free!' or 'you can binge on this!' labels r so weird please stop

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@fairycakegirl

10 months

➜ The ˗ˏˋ best things ˎˊ˗ about being in ALL IN ED recovery ˚｡⋆ - From someone who has been in all in recovery for a year! ୨♡୧ (this is your sign to recover!)

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

reminder; recovery is not just going to the gym, eating oats everyday, having protein bars, and doing pilates. recovery can be laying on the couch and eating a bag of chips, or watching a movie and having a bag of candy. recovery is not what social media makes it out to be.

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@fairycakegirl

10 months

“here’s a photo of me at my sickest! i’m extremely underweight here and malnourished, it’s even a bodycheck 🦋🧚‍♀️✨🌈🌱 anyway! remember to recover and be safe x” — every instagram recovery influencer

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

gaining fat saved my life. i gained all of my weight back in fat, no muscle. i’ve never been to the gym, i don’t go on runs, i don’t do pilates. and guess what? this is the healthiest and happiest i’ve been. i have my period. i’m happy and confident. fat is not your enemy

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

extreme hunger is not just being ravenous and your stomach aching from hunger pains. it's eating and never being full or satisfied, it's thinking about food 24/7, it's feeling like a bottomless pit, it's planning your next meal, it's baking to get 'rid of' the feeling.

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@fairycakegirl

11 months

anorexia took everything from me and gave me absolutely nothing in return. i have permanent health issues, i have trauma, i lost my friends, my social life, my family’s trust — i literally lost myself in the midst of it all. i was a zombie & i cannot believe ppl romanticize this.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

‘i’m so glad for recovery because *insert most triggering detailed description of symptoms in order to feel validated and to prove sickness*’ like we do not need to know your heart rate was 5 and you couldn’t lay in bed because your spine was poking out too much! damn

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

‘I’ll never let my ed get this far.. i just want to be skinny 😊’ wait until it is no longer about being skinny & it’s just about wanting to slowly die, nothing becomes good enough, ur whole life revolves around control, and u just want to disappear.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

it must be so traumatizing for these young girls who are solely ‘popular’ on twitter for taking pictures of their emaciated bodies and posting them online. 15 year olds are being called ‘goals’ after destroying their organs. it is truly damaging beyond repair

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

‘i miss my ed’ you were tired, miserable and exhausted. every single day was a count down until your next meal, every single day was a countdown until the next day. living was a chore. all you thought about was food. everything revolved around calories. you don’t miss it.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

@pecanoats this is so true. the other night i said 'i'm so excited to eat my oatmeal tomorrow morning' to my mom and she went '..you're already thinking about that?' 😭😭

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

did anyone else used to be veryy self aware during their ed? i remember when i was engaging in my disordered behaviours i’d literally be saying ‘this is so stupid, this doesn’t even make sense, i have to recover’ yet i wouldn’t stop?? i literally couldn’t. it’s wild

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

this comment i got on my recovery tiktok about having cinnamon buns.. 😭

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@fairycakegirl

4 months

Did you notice that girl in the grocery store you walked by binged the night before? Did you notice the boy you saw stopped at a red light went up a size in pants and he hates himself for it? Did you notice that person who you saw walking gained weight? No? BECAUSE NO ONE CARES😭

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

how it feels to gain weight in a society that praises weight loss, glamorizes disordered habits and constantly promotes different ways to diet while demonizing weight gain

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

when i realized that 99% of my problems stemmed from my ed..

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@fairycakegirl

11 months

you hated yourself at your lowest weight and your highest weight. it seems like your body isn’t the problem here.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

it's 'i want people to notice that i'm sick' until they DO notice. until they are body checking YOU, or making insensitive, triggering comments that further feed into disordered thoughts. it's even harder in recov, bcus as i'm trying to get AWAY from my ed, my parents validate it

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

a tweet on 3dtwt was literally my inspo to recover last june 😭 it was something like ‘can’t wait to lay in bed and rot all summer, just waiting for each day to be over’ and i seriously could NOT take living like that anymore

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

my ed was really like ‘yeah she’s says ur eating too much and don’t deserve to eat a bagel’ when it’s literally 6pm and dinner is almost done. 😭

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

i was planning a relapse all today. i counted my calories, i watched what i ate, i didn’t join in. but just an hour ago my dad asked if i wanted to watch a christmas movie w him. i was about to say no, but i stopped myself, got a piece of cheesecake, and spent time with him 🤍

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

‘You might like!’ and it’s a photo of half an apple cut up, with a baby fork in the bowl, and the caption ‘Dinner! 🎀 🩰🧸 🚬’

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

‘hot girls eat 3 meals’ no.. they don’t. they eat 3 meals PLUS 4 snacks the size of meals, a handful of cereal, maybe a single grape, a bite of a cookie, a carrot or 3, a piece of chocolate, maybe 2 sips of a coke, and the lick of a whole spatula

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

those 'recovery' tiktok trends should be called 'guys look at me at my lowest weight guys look how skinny i got guys look at how much weight i lost and how i did it and how little of time i did it guys look at how i skinny i am btw don't do this 🥺'

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

‘i’m not hungry in the morning so i don’t eat breakfast’ i am absolutely ravenous in the morning. i’m in shambles, running around my kitchen trying to collect RESOURCES. i will tear up my oatmeal, eggs, toast, weetabix, cereal, fruit, pancakes — whatever is available in seconds.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

the correlation between eds & developing a cleaning addiction.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

could never film a wieiad because the amount of random ass shit i eat is insane. maybe 2 chocolate chips, a ripped off piece of a muffin, a single chip, a handful of nuts, half of the batter for muffins, 5 spoonfuls of pb, maybe the leftovers of someone’s dinner?? god only knows

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

you do not need to do pilates. you do not need to go on ‘hot girl walks’. you do not need to go to the gym. you do not to eat protein bars, or protein variations of food. you do not need to eat clean. you need to rest and take care of your body. be gentle with yourself.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

that is it

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@fairycakegirl

2 months

I love recovery because wdym I just ate a full dinner at a restaurant AND had dessert and truly.. DONT GAF 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

‘at my ugw i’ll ____’ no, you won’t. studying for hours? dream school? food will be on your mind 24/7 — there’s no room for school. wearing cute clothes? your body will be freezing cold all the time. cute photos? you won’t even want to look at your body. your ugw isn’t real.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

wearing cropped tops and short sleeves when i was anorexic: 😨😨😰😰😰☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭😣😣😣😢 wearing cropped tops and short sleeves when i’ve gained weight: 😜😜😜😍😍😍☺️☺️😊😊😊❤️❤️❤️

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@fairycakegirl

11 months

scariest thing about having an ed is not knowing how much INTERNAL damage is happening until it’s too late. i only figured out how bad my digestive issues are when i started recovering. It’s terrifying to think about how bad it COULD’VE been if i didn’t start recovery!

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

guys.. i have a confession. my lw ever was 8 pounds.. on april 6th 2005.. the day i was born ❤️ hope this inspired some of you guys to recover!

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@fairycakegirl

1 month

“Fall is for relapsing” WRONG! Fall is for pumpkin spice drinks, baking cookies, comfy sweaters, eating candy, horror movies, and enjoying LIFE!! 🍁🍪🥧🍂🧸🎃🧺☕️🦇🎞️🐈‍⬛🧡

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

you can take away my scale. you can take away my food scale. you can take away baby utensils. you can take away myfitnesspal. but you CANNOT take away my BABY PLATES AND BOWLS!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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@fairycakegirl

6 months

recov insta influencers after posting before and after pics, describing their disordered habits, talking about specific numbers in the caption, and going in depth about how they lost weight but finishing it off with “Don’t do what i did ❤️🥺”

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

somethjng is so wrong with me because any tiny eating sounds, coughing, etc. makes me absolutely infuriated. i’m trying to eat lunch w my family and the chewing, burping, crunching, swallowing, literally has my face turning red from the anger like what the hell

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

your body is not supposed to be the smallest, skinniest or weakest it can be. it’s supposed to be the healthiest, happiest and best it can be. you owe it to yourself and body to recover. please treat your body kindly.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

do anybody else’s fear foods depend on the situation?? 😭 peanut butter on toast?? no problem! peanut butter in a meal?? of course!! random spoonful of peanut butter in a snack?? NO!! ❌donut for dessert?? of course!! random donut in the middle of the day?? NEVERRR❌❌‼️‼️

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@fairycakegirl

9 months

anorexia is truly an evil illness that is so overlooked and ignored. it is the deadliest mental illness. 1 in 5 people die from it. you are not the exception, nothing about you is different. you are at risk of being the 1 in 5 who WILL die from it. recovery is saving your life.

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

somehow with an ed, your days are all just blending in, while simultaneously going by incredibly slow. everyone is moving on with life, while you’re stuck in the same spot.

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

please. please just eat normal tiramisu. you do not need to dip a rice cake in coffee and put 0% fat greek yogurt on top. i promise, you will be OKAY 😭

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

how it feels to be gaining weight when everyone around you is losing weight, dieting, and talking about weight loss (im just trying to save my life)

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

is it disordered to aspire to be like people who forget to eat? i don’t mean it in a disordered way.. i mean it in a way that’s like ‘i’m so content with food i don’t think about it 24/7 and i just eat when i’m hungry and can eat whenever idc food just food’…

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@fairycakegirl

10 months

me acting surprised when the deadliest mental illness left me with permanent health issues (who would’ve thought???)

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@fairycakegirl

2 years

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ a thread for when you're struggling in recovery or considering relapsing 🌿 ed recoverytwt edrecovery edrecoverytwt recovtwt foodtwt

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@fairycakegirl

1 year

top two is what the student said.. bottom two is what she said. why the hell would you tell a SECOND GRADER to look at the cals on their chips after they said they wouldn’t eat 120 calories. why not educate them, ur job as a damn teacher, on why calories are GOOD for you!?

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