hi … i’m avery >:D i’m not new to edtwt
— 18 🩹
— they/fleur/she
— 149 cm
— gw: 52kg / ugw: 43 kg
— pc gamer/film & tv enthusiast
— i want friends plz !! 🏴☠️
rt/like to be moots!! <3 🫀🤍
#edtwt
high res is actually so hard for me to do ☠️ i feel like once i eat a decent sized meal, i feel ashamed with myself and that all of my progress is gone, so i continue to eat and that leads to a binge 😭
this isn’t my photo op lol , just using it as an example , but i better look like a stick when i meet them in september 😭 i wanna look so tiny next to them sobs
@vanilleflavor
SAME 😭 if i wasn’t ⭐️ving, i would eat normal and wouldn’t feel hungry after eating, but after being on here, i binge and just eat so unhealthily 😭
this was me at my lw … which was like 116 lbs?? i don’t think i’ll ever look skinny :(( even if i’m ever underweight, i’ll still look fat because i’m short… i wish i was taller
you don’t even understand how happy this makes me :( it gives me hope that someday i can go out without wearing a sleeve on my arm (since scar removal is so expensive)
currently feeling unmotivated to even lose weight or try and look better, because even if i reached my ugw, i’m still gonna have an ugly face?? my nose is too fat, my eyebrows look asymmetrical, and i can’t afford plastic surgery </3 :( like what’s the point
GUYS 😭 so i’m at the gym right now , and when i got on the treadmill and looked up, sup3rnatural was playing 😭 like CMON . i’m literally st
@rving
myself so that i can be sk1nny when i meet the main actors of that show 😭 spn is my whole brand PLEASE
so i ate a spinach veggie delight wrap with some cheese in it , and drank a berry hibiscus tea .. so i ate around 500 ish cals?? i feel like it was a lot more 😞 but it was super filling and very good!! and yes i ate on my bed , shhh
i woke up from a nightmare right now and heard snoring, turns out my mom’s ex boyfriend is sleeping here :) literally what the fuck . she always tries to act all high and mighty about setting boundaries, but here she is doing this lol
okay ignore how fat i am, but i’ve been going to the gym and exercise classes consistently for a month, and i feel like i can see some differences!! the first photo is from february 18th and the second is from today