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@DrMichaelLBrown @NathanBroo33288 How dare you say these are just opinions??? This is our history, lives and once silenced voices connecting. For the first time we are stepping into generational dialogue without the walls of control. This is helpful and we are healing without the ELT oversight.
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NO CAMPS, NO UNIVERSITY. Was told they are closing #ihopu & announced at staff meeting this afternoon. #ihopkc & #forerunnerchurch only. It didn’t have to go like this.
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The PH mural of IHOPKC has been removed from the wall in the hall between the men’s and women’s restrooms of the PR. Perhaps this is a move to completely separate from MB & the foundational start?
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@KellyClinger I walked into my old Mennonite church for a Wednesday candlelight service of worship with hymnals & no worship leader, all sitting in 3 half circles, scripture reading, intentional reflective silence where only my sobs were heard at times. Healing.
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You know what I don’t want when I find a new church? A great worship band. Give me a grandma w a tuning fork at this point. #ihopkc
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Anyone else hyper triggered by TRR last night? Angry that ME was groomed & kept the circus running & misleading many with her claims of celibacy. Angry that KP (aka garbage king) blackmailed her. You know he smelled like hot dog water and beer in that picture.
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It’s amazing how many people lived in alienated #IHOPKC connection. I landed in extreme trauma from persecution on the mission field, terrified for my life & was told to not talk about it, that I was upsetting & scaring staff. Didn’t personalize it as others were silenced too.
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@JennyFerri55969
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Wanted to say thank you to everyone who’s not from #ihopkc but are standing as light in the darkness with us.
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I am feeling a combination of disgust, anger, and vindication but mostly what in the world? They knew, this whole time they knew. How dare they bring in the children and harbor criminals. How many are friendship group leaders?
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So this whole thing about people losing their faith after #IHOPKC & how we’re finding out leadership has been willfully evil… This whole thing really is about the souls. #Ezekiel13
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Wanted to put some space between the event & my post. Was in a huge unnamed store this week & saw one of the not Jane Does. We know each other & as I grappled on what to say, felt compassion as she turned her blushing face away. They know we know & need our prayers. #ihopkc
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Great interview wake up and win. Too bad you gave Isaac Bennet the thumbs up. He’s never been outside of #ihopkc as an adult and is a part of the narcissistic elitism system that’s been perpetuated by his caste system parents.
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@JennyFerri55969
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I need to apologize to everyone who tried to warn me about IHOPKC & MB. I was just looking to heal, be accountable and have righteous fellowship.
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One of the things heard from those who’ve walked away from #ihopkc is the exhausting amount of time spent serving a ministry only to find themselves estranged from God, disoriented and unable to hear Him. It seems that was the plan all along.
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@JennyFerri55969
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@AlyssaDegraff Kevin Spacey for MB.
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@JennyFerri55969
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What can I say, I was a coward to not sign the petition or formally remove myself from staff.
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@JennyFerri55969
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I have my card
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One of my besties (a MB loyal church widow) & i have shouting matches on the phone over the latest. We stop yelling at the impasse, tell each other love u & bye. Ran into her @ dinner 2 hours after the last call & hugged. Until next time my spicy friend. 👊🏽 #ihopkc
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@jessie_thinker Just called one of my bethel bros & while he first excused him, I was like, please tell your community it’s not ok to laugh at us. He said Bethel was given a no social media instruction and they’re still believing this is a black horse attack.
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@AlyssaDegraff Melissa McCarthy for Tracy Bickel
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@kvministries @Mariloveslions That’s not what my brother said. Apparently he only attended the service where we were the running joke. Perhaps you need to adjust all your services and inform your congregants that the black horse was a fabricated cover for your friend running from the truth.
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@starcazm I heard him say this live and my heart was so encouraged. I really believed I had found a pastor who moved in holiness with deep compassion for the sexually broken. Thought he was who he said he was & feel so stupid for defending his name all these years.
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@riddlelove @gutgoon Wow. That’s so ugly. Based on this statement alone, you most certainly do not deserve the beauty of youth under your watch.
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Just had a shouting match with someone who’s studied the “kc prophets, ph”and MB who was adamant it and they are the real deal. Who’s got the spreadsheet on this? #ihopkc
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@DunningAwen It wasn’t my brain, it was my courage. I knew from day one the place was dirty, believed them when they said MB was inappropriate. Guess I remember what is was like to have a whole town come at you. Still have scars from the NAR in SD. I was scared.
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@kvministries Will you call for a true third party investigation of IHOPKC where abuse by it’s founders have been covered for decades.
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@ihopkc This video has a deeply loved friend who’s spouse pulled me to a side room last winter & questioned me for 15 minutes, then confessed they’d smuggled items to their car daily & were leaving Hernhutt in the morning after 8 yrs w/no goodbyes to anyone. They feared for their life.
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Got this invitation from a former #IHOPKC woman still promoting MB’s restoration in January. She found a ship to jump to. Responded with a nope. “You are invited to gather with 1 million women on the national mall this October!!”
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@RealDutchsinse I’m still eating food I bought during Covid.
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I didn’t find my tears til after 4pm today. Was looking at the shattered pieces of my realities knowing some of those edges are dangerous, and grateful He knows my name.
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@DrMichaelLBrown @NathanBroo33288 As smart as you sound, you just contradicted yourself. We were told to stay off social media & take our reports to them (I did). Was told to report it to police. No follow up, hey how are you…The end.
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From FB #ihopkc Has Sean considered it’s Christian Nationalism they’re resisting?
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@DarrenHibbs How much of it all is the soulish realm masquerading as The Spirit? Music is fluid, earth created from a Holy sound shaped into words w tales of sirens luring sailors to their death. While I don’t discount the beauty of the night, was it transformational or a hook for the souls?
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@ihopkc A time to tell the truth
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From Sarah Markman’s fb page. Praying for all the battered, gaslit, discarded & abused survivor wives (and husbands) of #ihopkc
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Blocked by Kris Vallotton, guess we won’t be hearing of any apologies to his congregation
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@Jedidiahhartley @seanfeucht Bless you. This happened to me (in a different sphere) when I had had someone put in prison. Was cut out of the will along with the rest of our family.
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Those folks running from #ihopkc to start a ministry, be someone’s pastor, or relocate without pause have set themselves to crash. For others, perhaps it’s all just business, maybe the only change is the name signing the check.
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So many mixed feelings. Was invited to a local Passover meal with worship & teaching. The place was full of #IHOPKC faithfuls I’d told directly of my Ez 13 dream, warned them judgement was coming & 3 would be removed. They couldn’t bear to make eye contact, we were never friends.
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Ran into another ihopper shopping who’s been on sm blackout w the platform narrative of crisis over. I didn’t burst his bubble. He and his wife divorced a year ago because she hated the prayer room & hardened her heart towards him, but his girlfriend loves it. What is this place?
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1. Got an email from the person I’d been interviewed by after #ihopkc opened the floor for what we thought would be a housecleaning. It was a generic letter saying here’s the place for current and former staff to send resumes. Indicate what your interested in and they might help.
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@ihopkc There’s only One Who Is good, His Name is Jesus. All this David nonsense is idolatry.
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We didn’t & couldn’t recognize the mind control. So many times I’ve wanted to return to the prayer room, it’s familiar safe walls, seats, communion table & musicians. Feel like a part of my heart’s missing, I’m wondering if it’s been taken captive? #ihopkc
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How much of what we are seeing with #ihopkc is associated with shame? The whole debacle has turned into the emperor with no clothes & all investments going towards this grand new rebranding of the same suit.
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Things over heard today while getting a beauty service. BD wasn’t a suicide, her cause of death needs to be re examined. The lady speaking worked w/& was her friend. She didn’t discuss details beyond that. She isn’t from IHOP but is hoping the current events reopens the case.
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How many times at #ihopkc did we silence our gut knowing what we were looking at didn’t line up with The Word? God is merciful and relational, likewise, in His image we’re called to be relational in communication with ourselves.
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Religion. Pride. These are two things #ihopkc excel at. Masquerading as an institution of Christianity, the premise focuses not on the importance of God, but the importance of their prayer. God is not mocked.
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@DrMichaelLBrown Per your instructions, our community didn’t talk. We shamed and were shamed for expressing emotions. People reported each other for talking, disciplined for having questions. People left in the dark of night, afraid to tell anyone they were leaving. We were told not to talk.
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@csa7777 Didn’t come out of the filthy occult only to be drawn back in like this. Am grateful for everything good I have received here, but I’ve never been so grateful to be rejected by leadership in my entire life. Asked constantly at ihop why I was here-didn’t fit in. Praise God.
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One thing I don’t miss is the nauseous piety signaling used by the indoctrinated super spirituals of #ihopkc . Those who’ve left and are still doing it are no closer to love than the leadership who pushed them out.
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#ihopkc folks kept going through my thoughts today. While they’re still holding on, the retirement age intercessors without savings are watching their humble future crumble to dust before them,
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@WillCab8 Todd my post wasn’t about ihop Bentley
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@DavidAnder2206 @ihopkc I worked and had a host family, but when they needed my suite back for the times their missionary children and grandkids were stateside, there was no couch or dinners for me unless I paid for them. I was staying in my SUV & showering at planet fitness before it was a thing.
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@cindyjacobs How do you feel about the way current leadership is handling things and will you stand for a third party investigation?
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@Whitehorse1255 @ihopkc We are waiting for that. Would think this is a major step towards that. They’ll have to do some major rebranding to survive without repentance & I don’t see The Lord preserving any of the foundation.
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1. From Anne Hamilton in re to the recent news of IHOPKC & it’s foundational alliance to the Moravians: “…Explains a lot. I’ve encountered the phenomenon before where biographers sanitise the lives of Protestant Christians to the point of deception. One writer, commenting on it
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@realprophetguy @PaulCainsFlask PCF also ruins my life by not wearing a shirt. I can’t even..
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@starcazm This is so tragic. We are looking at a broken man.
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@reasonedX My existence reminded them of what they were avoiding-vulnerability where they never really had to find out if they trusted Him beyond $$. MB created a system for people to check out of the world. Some of my friends don’t care they’re still in a cult. It’s their comfort zone.
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@starcazm This is nuts. I remember the first time I saw this in a church and how everyone say around to wait for the “prophet” to give them a word. They had a word for almost 100 families & people. Was hooked like a functional addict.
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That awkward moment at Costco running into another ihopper eating lunch at the sample booths😂.
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@WillCab8 Dean That’s self righteous b—-s—- Briggs (part of the hero action set)
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@realprophetguy I threw myself a block party way back. All known Bickelbots are on the other side of my privacy fence. Whatever happened to Joannalee? In sincerity, I do have her on my prayer list.
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@John17_9Imyours I need to find a good word based church.
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@cherylcanadianw Or leased, the storyline keeps sliding depending on which staff you’re talking to. It seems they are as in the dark as much as any outside observer.
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Infighting for power, not dealing with personal shame, ignoring their own sin issues are characteristics of ungodly leaders. The more that unfolds with #ihopkc , the clearer it becomes these men aren’t following God, & those who follow them are deceived. …
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@ZionConsultTeam @jessie_thinker Wow. All the times I have been asked to the pulpit I’ve wept before starting. Like real tears and just pressed through often sobbing at the beauty of the people’s hunger for God in me to be real. If this is fake then I’m right before Shabbat mad all over again.
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@reachjulieroys @AlexMagala @_strongermen_ It’s a spiritual based art that doesn’t belong in the church
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The horror of heresy masquerading as something noble is unraveling. Abba, we didn’t know what we signed up for. Jesus, in Your mercy, break the binds of deception from our hearts & wash the defilement from all realms of our identity we pray.
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@reasonedX Reframing the last comment. What we heard from the platform isn’t what was practiced in community. Sitting in a room praying isn’t missions. Leadership created prideful hybrids that can’t function outside the ihop bubble of elitism without deprogramming. We. We’re. In. A. Cult.
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@WillCab8 We have to reconcile ourselves to understand that idolatry of man, systems, false prophetic, pride and lust for power and money fuel the harlot church. They do not follow The One Who Died For Our Sins, but will twist the narrative to accommodate their own sin.
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@benpanders0n I was given this advice by a big name fauxpostle, “Jennifer, you’re going to meet a lot of people & they’re going to ask you to do all these crazy prophetic acts & agree with all this stuff that doesn’t line up. It doesn’t have to be real or make sense, just do it & get your $$$”
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I went to the PR to donate some food & got a chance to visit with 2 of my lucid friends. In less than five minutes I was buzzed by 4 of the conceal & carry all business no joy militia type guys. As if I’ve ever said boo🙄. The fear is real, they’ve reached paranoia. #ihopkc
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So now these voices and stories, while laced with pain and loss, are making their own song, a lament and dirge. I feel the grief of The Holy Spirit & The Father’s pleasure over the unity of His blessed peacemakers. Love you guys.
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@jessie_thinker I was told they weren’t to engage and that the majority of people there are not informed about what’s happening. My friend is an IHOPU grad.
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#ihopkc separated from & continued funding a food program #hopecity ran by MB’s sister while ihop’s interns & staff dumpster dived. 1 Tim 5:8 But if anyone doesn’t provide for his own, especially for those of his household, he has denied the faith & is worse than an unbeliever.
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@realprophetguy @KellyClinger I’m enjoying not being around hyper qualified #ihopkc & NAR people using personal Jesus witchcraft. No curse circles to politely back out of, no dealing with a room of offended folks after calling out scripture misappropriation, no in my face Pharisees. Color me disqualified.
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@BrotherTodd So that’s what my original source said too, but has since clamped down. People who are talking know they’re being watched just like the rest of them who are not talking.
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@AlyssaDegraff John Goodman for Bob Jones (remember O Brother Where Art Thou)
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@riddlelove @gutgoon For someone distancing themselves from this family, you remember this small detail very well.
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@JenniferVerdery Why folks keep propping up this William Branham afterbirth mess is beyond comprehension. It has rotten roots!!!
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@abele_amy95291 I almost said that along with barbecue bologna and stale bongs.
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@lillisb1 @bereal4once71 @AlyssaDegraff @abele_amy95291 @CharissaGrace15 @jer_nc @isierranichole Hmmm… Creepy unrepentant and deceptive weasel sextortion blackmailer deviant serial adulterer guy surrounding himself with toys who probably smells like hot dog water, Aussie shampoo and old shoes. I dunno, let me think about it.
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#ihopkc trying to dodge charges . The writer made an incorrect reference when they credited #IsaacBennet as being the leader of the Prophecy and Healing Team. That’s his dad, #KirkBennet who also leads seer labs & Meditating on The Word groups.
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@bonniesnews @Jedidiahhartley I’m thinking it’s good that you recognized this. At least now you have your own witness.
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@Calebculver I canceled my lifevantage membership under Donna Edwards after I saw her testimony regarding the events around Victoria’s assault.
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@realprophetguy I can’t stress how traumatic it was to know what was going on with the man I’d committed to being accountable to every month. I wasn’t yet qualified to enter the program he led, but was setting long time goals in preparation of the day I’d be ready. Still traumatizing.
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@DunningAwen @bereal4once71 @realprophetguy @benpanders0n @timmyfraim @dcburgessfit If you go back to the introduction of Kurt Fuller and Eric Volz, his gleeful expression was tangible. There was someone to the side he was grinning at as if to say, this will shut them up.
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@andy64052583 @csa7777 @ihopkc I was a front line tent making missionary who’d often kept my heat at 42 because I needed gas in my car to finance my missions, so this is disgusting. To know the flock’s conditions and live like this says his conscience was seared. There was a deal cut with satan somewhere.
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@JohnsonHea19235 Hey Heather, I’m a survivor too. There’s a lot of us. You’re not alone❤️
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Had the kindest visit from our family’s interim pastor. It was good talking to a simple pastor just doing his job and not making it weird. #ihopkc
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@TheYouNoWhos I’d start pulling things off the shelf with his name on it. Remove the pictures of him on the wall, hire a dumpster and clear all his office space out, have a huge bonfire & invite everyone he’s hurt to show up for a foot washing. I’m not thinking emotionally sober though.
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This tactic of #ihopkc leaders waiting for crisis to pass instead of dealing with it isn’t working as planned. While the musicians & leaders still are the center of attention, the intercessors most likely cleared their stagnant backstage atmosphere
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@forejessica The person I thought coolest turned out to be my handler who pumped me for intel in order to be a feeding station and a source of relevance & intrigue. SR, KB, IB & DB seemed to have an unholy interest in my life. She went into withdrawals when i gray rocked her & now stalks me.
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@abele_amy95291 @jude22_23 @ahailstone Dianne is beautiful. It’s like a gut punch to even think about what she’s endured.
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@seanfeucht Apparently in the hands of hirelings who choose to strike and sell the sheep instead of tending to their wounds. Who bite them and shame them for their wounds. Repent wolf and predator protector.
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@THESTABLEMEN Sorry bro, we’re a pretty sheltered community-not used to straight talk, rough hands, motorcycles, research, action, ethics, humility, humor and intelligence in a Christian. While you might have your crew out there, you’re a rare bird out here. Prophetic community is wack😂
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@lillisb1 @realprophetguy It’s God’s mercy keeping everything from hitting at once. I’m struggling to find kindness. Been down w flu fever posting & had to go back & erase most of my posts.
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