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cbmi: 11.7 • lwbmi: 9.6 // gw:31kg • ugw:25kg ☆edtwt vent diary☆ DNI none edtwt ☆ana/arfid/ptsd/depression/bpd/dpdr/dissociation/psychosis ☆ quetiapine diet ☆

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The ana wrinkles, honestly my fav thing 😬🫣
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As long as I have a thigh gap while laying down on my side and sitting down I’m happy!
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Y’all wanna hear something crazy!? Even at my lowest weight of bmi 9.6 I was still never able to wrap my fingers around my upper arm… that pissed me off so bad… like how!?!
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@ITGIRLSPO Didn’t he just flirt with her before and now he is flirting with someone else
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Why is that when you heavily restrict & become very malnourished, the number 1 thing that you crave is sugary & sweet things? I don’t think it’s just me bc I see this a lot in others as well
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What’s the most weirdest, disgusting thing your ed made you do? I once physically body checked someone else!!! 🫠 It was a really thin girl but naturally thin no ed and I was so so envious, and decided to grab her upper arm multiple times to see/feel how small it was
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Leg check ft my boyfriends dunkaroos 🤢
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One thing I like about being thin is I don’t need to wear makeup I feel much prettier without it😌
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//bc Gm lovelies! ✨ Woke up at 9:30am today which is so shocking & so unlike me, I usually sleep till like 2 or 3. off to do some errands🚶‍♀️‍➡️
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It’s getting even more bad. Yikes.. last pic - should really convince me on getting some Botox.
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Forever blessed for my jawline Let’s see what the next 15 lbs can do 🫥
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The ana face is back
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at the dr office they had to check my weight and it literally said that I was 10+lbs heavier then what I remember seeing the number. I ran home crying I re weighed myself and in fact I DO NOT weigh what I was at the drs office. I have 3 scales!!! Dr’s offices are lying to y’all
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To the hater/idiot on my cc saying Im bmi 15.5 😂 THIS is me @ 15.5 (big difference) You should know that every body is DIFFERENT!!! Not every1 will always look their bmi- I also have alot of fat on me But thx for the comment & hate I will work even harder to loose more 😘
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Todays leg check and tummy check
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Yikes jump scare 🤡💀 I wonder how worse my ana wrinkles can get once I loose more weight. I will find out in 3 weeks
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When you get to such low weight idk The brain feels like there is nothing there, like nothing at all. No thoughts, nothing, you’re empty & deserted. There is no little voice or thoughts in my head, just empty stare & mind of a brick wall.
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Was looking at my old pics & the loose skin at my lw😭 & it’s even worse now. Can’t imagine how much worse it would be if i reach this point again
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Idk I think some difference from the previous check.
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Im really worried for Lucinda. She hasn’t been active for a month now and her twt is also gone I think💔 I know she is very controversial and a lot of people do not like her but out of love,respect and kindness I think it’s normal and okay to worry for someone who is very sick😓
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Airport fit check/bc
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@b4biew4x My bf said a lot of it has to be steroids… no way this body is natural it’s just not possible no matter how hard you work
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tw// bone check
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lil simple bc’s I love the little bones you get on your knees, they are not that noticeable or bad but still Might post some actual bc’s tomorrow before we leave but we shall see 🤷‍♀️
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Lol mugshot?? Goodnight💟
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It really is all ana wrinkles & loose skin from loosing weight. Here’s some examples when I was at healthy weight. Skin is glowing, no ana wrinkles or smile lines just cute little dimples & a happy girl. Even my hair was healthy & full & even when I was blonde too
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It’s getting even more bad. Yikes.. last pic - should really convince me on getting some Botox.
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@thinspdiet Ik it’s extreme and plz no one say negative things but I want to be her😢
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Kanye and Julia Fox go well together, they both have the most weirdest style
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The ana wrinkles are so bad but the ana face is slowly going away 🥺😔 Don’t mind how ugly I look, I’m dealing with a lot health wise, so I’m just extremely drained
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I’m not doing good. I went down from bmi 13.8 to 12 in two weeks and that is very unusual & VERY fast for my body. Because at this point I know how much I usually loose in a week to two Obviously I am happy & that’s what I want but it’s just extremely drastic for me and my body
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In honor of Valentine’s Day I love this man to death! 7 years together and our love only grows stronger ❤️🙏
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It’s a personal opinion but I love the ana wrinkles on the face 😭😅 My friend was making fun of me for having my vape in the pictures so she took this lolll
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We haven’t heard from moon since October now🥺🥺🥺 Does any1 know if she is okay???? I’m thinking of her everyday and seeing if she has any activity on her account at all but nothing :(( I’m really worried ❤️‍🩹
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Also… I turned around at my weigh in so I didn’t see the number so it won’t trigger me but the bitch nurse had to say it out loud what I was… like r u for real right now?!? I turned around for a damn good reason 🤦‍♀️
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Is anybody else’s skin like super dry bc of their ed?? I’m literally so dry and flaky I’m pretty much a lizard at this point
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Yesterday Don’t mind the dilated pupils aka Prozac eyes 😭
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Remy and Linguini 👨‍🍳 🐭 Oh and ft my Prozac eyes 🫠 👁️
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@thinbunn1 Nope it’s not at least for me, I’ve never ever had this when being at health weight and had full face with no lines. Now that I’m bmi 12 I have this
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26 and have osteoporosis, infertile and perimenopausal. Not to mention all the other serious health issues my ana has caused me. Just slowly taking away my life day by day ☠️ The ana is anaing ✨
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The knee bones are getting more noticeable and prominent
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This is so heartbreaking 💔 First it was SavingAmy a few months back now it’s Rachel Eating disorders should not be glamorized in any way especially these days… it’s an evil disorder that takes EVERYTHING from you everything, your life!!!
Rachel rising passed away :( (post on ig but I don’t have one). may she rest easy
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This was my body at a normal and a healthy weight. Looking at this sometimes makes me think I did look good kinda idk but I just DO NOT see myself getting out of the mindset of being sick thin. Hopefully one day I can choose recovery idk. Not now but one day?!? I wanna be fit
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All I can say is that I was cute as a little girl and now I’m just an ugly sack of potatoes 😷 This little girl is was so so happy and now I’m just so miserable bc of my ed😒 This was right before my parents adopted me 😇
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@cutecurlycals 4 months, however many hours that is
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This was me in 2019 where honestly is when I felt the most most prettiest and had the most confidence! Like that was a glow up year for me and now I’m so fricking ugly. I want her back
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Anyone else’s ed haunts them in their sleep? I just can’t get a break I swear
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Also obsessed w my new hair 💁‍♀️
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@he4rtst0p I could be wrong but I feel people who are in recovery who post old bodychecks, I think they are trying to show others how sick and thin they were? Idk I could be wrong. I feel like even if you say you are “recovering/recovered” deep down there is still some ed in you
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Just some selfies wo any makeup bc this disordered is truly draining me and you can kinda tell on my face
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I hope one day I choose recovery and work towards having this body’😭 Anorexia is NOT attractive but as of now it is attractive to me in my eyes
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🧚‍♀️ 🧚‍♂️ 🧚
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My whole life revolves around having an ed
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@breakthesebones Praying for you angel!!! I hope everything will be okay 🫂 please keep us updated
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New pfp bc Im back to jet black hair 🥰 💆🏻‍♀️ and back to my Russian roots
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So everyone is not confused but this is not me right now😭 this was my lw of bmi 9.6 I was just saying how my weight gain is traumatizing me & making me break my promise of now going below bmi 12 and reaching bmi 9 again
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I love the torture and the feeling of hunger pains, nothing better
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Me vs my pfp ✨🩶
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My bf is insane to think he can try to make an ultimatum and say he won’t propose to me unless I recover😂 lmfao I will never choose recovery for anyone. Even if it means I will never get married or whatever else. Sorry it’s me and my ana forever, until it takes me idc
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Here’s a thread for you lovely angels from my trip to London and Edinburgh. Sorry if its a long but thought I’d share my cute outfits and me idk somewhat enjoying myself 🥹🫶
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New hair 🥰😇
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Fit/bc Had so much fun yesterday w bf and parents (besides worrying my mom) * I dont drink alcohol but I do have cocktails here and there, I usually never finish my cocktails but let me tell you, these cocktails were delicious and I actually finished it (mine is the right one)
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Weight loss has been EXTREMELY difficult for me especially after starving myself for extremely extensive amount of time to reach bmi 9’s, & going through recovery… But the fact that ive lost 4 lbs within a week is hugeeee for me. I usually loose 1 lb sometimes 2 a week🥺
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I feel so embarrassed about last night bodycheck. The shadow was just not it.. and made it not a bodycheck but something inappropriate lowkey, I didnt even notice it
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The body you dream of is only achievable through discipline
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it may seem like I hve alot of hair but it not the case My hair is falling out & thinning CRAZY (I used to have the most thickest hair) hair line is going back more & more I look ridiculous/long forehead anxiety been through the roof that I hve multiple bold spots on my head:(
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Any1 heard from bjel or moon??? I’m really worried and hope they are okay 🙏❤️
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Plz don’t let me loose this jawline!!!🙏
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Literally you guys need to leave me alone. my edtwt is supposed to be my safe space… Everybody is different… everyone manages to do fasts differently and how their body reacts… And for record I had few sips of water so I guess no that wasn’t a dry fast. So leave me alone plz
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Alien feet 👽
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I always feel so lonely.., no one In my life really cares about me or bother to check in and ask me on how I am truly doing. Really just opens your eyes to things and people. I have always been a lone wolf and always will be but it does get really lonely and hurtful at times
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@ashes2bones Lying yes lying!!!! All I do is just lie, my whole life revolves around constant lying & for what? I guess not to get locked up or for ppl to really know the truth or how much I really am struggling or how severely gone & disordered I am
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I was looking through my pictures before my ed and I honestly can’t recognize myself… but idk I’m so mentally gone with this disorder that I would still choose my ed over being this girl again.🫤 But this does make me a bit sad bc I’m just a completely different person
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One thing I’m glad that I don’t have is bulimia… I just could never
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@jemmadavisxx if we all had as much money as her I think we would all look as good as her...
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Wait I actually didn’t know this, wow
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This may look like a crime but only Russians and Eastern Europeans will understand this As little kids we grew up eating either noodles w milk & lots of sugar or buckwheat w milk & lots of sugar Trust me it’s not as bad or odd as it may look but actually very delicious Iykyk
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Anyone know if Lucinda is okay?! Haven’t seen her tweet in a while
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I feel so bad for my bf bc of my ed… he has put on an enormous amount of weight bc when I don’t eat he feels the need to eat extra like he is eating for me… (which is true bc I do feel like I eat through him and I don’t need to eat) But my god my poor baby
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Why some of us nevr want to recover or believe in it? My therapist brought this up awhile back: we dont bc we are afraid to step into adulthood, to have responsibilities, adult things, normal life. We just want to stay in a childlike state & be treated like a child?To be a child
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Pulled a detective again… looks like my bf is talking to some girl… he deleted the messages on his phone but he didn’t realize that messages don’t get deleted on the computer messages… so that’s how I saw them… he has a lot of explaining to do when he gets home
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ed takes over every aspect of your life and every single thought…
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@hotbutchaotic Idk if it is or not. But every time I see a deathspo or bonespo I just notice how wrinkly their faces are. But idk
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