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used to be @pixiepurgeatory / obsessed w purity and purging all my sins / 20 / ortho

Joined February 2023
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welcome to my twitter where i complain + take pictures of my food
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my ortho food rules, a thread.
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dropped my phone in the toilet so i took food pics with my 2DS and uploaded them to my laptop
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@kalibaba0 does he know u have one?
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@K1LL4M3 its not normal. cuz shes no ordinary girl, shes from the deep blue underworld. land or sea, shes got the power if she just believes
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@delicatedolliex it gives off envy/insecurity. like why else would you make fun of someone besides your own self projection
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someone doesnt know its a mental illness not a diet...
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@rottenskelly she will never not be gorgeous. imo the outfits on the right are soooo much cuter. i just like pastels and princess styles
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@lavenderkcals yeah i feel like its a lie cuz when i was b/p-ing i lost faster than restricting or fasting it was crazy
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@babyalicefawn 18, maybe 19
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@pixiedreaming_
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@manhatingloser being terrified of getting fat from eating something that isnt one of your very low cal safe foods (zero sugar zero fat yogurt, cucumber, celery, soup packets under 50kcal, etc)
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@angel__disaster @neocollector nothing i do will ever be to appease a man. they gotta work to impress u . know ur worth girl
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also like let's be clear. ortho is a mental illness. not a diet. if u dont agree with something here idgaf. im not telling anyone else to eat like this. its just interesting to see other ppls ed rules !!
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@angelicfemme444 ur so tiny its impossible to hide it 😭 but its a cute post so dw abt what ppl have to say its not important!! the real ones will say u look cute :)
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@ashervents ive got the shawty version of ur spoon
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@delicatedolliex i have contamination ocd i cant not wash stuff 😭
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@cinnamoooontea right like the brain itself needs 500kcal a day to function normally, factor in wanting to keep muscle and ur other organs working n ur needing at least 1k-1.2k kcal a day if ur working or studying at uni 😭
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ate this today bcuz i was sick (regret it kms)
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organic food haul :)
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mostly organic soup ! has like no fucking pasta in it bcuz im scared lol
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GUYS
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@roseth1n literally no idea i forgot what the point of this was i just need to
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@ak0wings so true. its not just abt my weight or body its also about the food and how much i eat and how full i let myself feel
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@Yungskeezu also charged my crusty old ipad to take pics of my breakfast.. when i get the bluetooth working i will upload lol
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@gayforgarfield omg my family is opposite they all know i eat the healthiest 😭😭
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@wuntonton lmao liessss
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dinner 332kcal
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this was brekky !
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final product
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mostly organic soup ! has like no fucking pasta in it bcuz im scared lol
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someone just said my food rules are bad but they hate vegans (sorry i care abt animals ??? ) so i no longer care abt their opinion and they also just bash everyone for what they eat. like dude 😭 stop projecting ur fuckin insecurities
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im going to try to recover .. i love my ed but i love my bf more and we didnt do well yesterday and he said it felt like i didnt love him anymore (bcuz im so dead and tired and all my brain thinks abt is ed stuff)
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breakfast ~~ 300kcal (ate almonds not pictured)
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@bonesffy screaming
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breakfast ^-^
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omad! ended up putting rocket n sauerkraut on the sprouted rye bread. 550kcal.
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@DeathlySkeletal i want one so bad 😭😭 we could go to buffets, hit the gym, go for runs, buy binge food together n watch movies
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this is how my recovery attempt is going today
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@puthyfatlikeme @onthehips @sugarfreelia its bcuz if u look back on the old forums ppl shortened "high cal intake restriction" to high res. meaning high res = high calories . its only recently that ppl who are new to online ed spaces have misinterpreted this and think high res = low calories
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recreated my hospital meal (mine just has cinnamon and apples added) why is hospital food so bland and comforting?
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sleep tea (dont remember the blend) w chamomile, lemon balm, cornflower + blue lotus
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@il0v3st4rv1ng yes, and i think their response is a bit lackluster like they dont rlly seem to want to be with you. when i got depressed from my lithium being too hugh as soon as my bf told me how much he was hurting from me not making an effort anymore i totally snapped back to myself and re-
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dude it was like this yesterday after eating too like i feel like im high or microdosing shrooms or some shit . like is there something weird with my mushrooms from the shops cuz i eat them everyday idk 😂
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@ankobeari holy fuck
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@flightless_moth my ocd has been very anti anything slightly bad or touched by anyone else but even im not gonna call you gross for eating something i wouldnt thats just mean 😭 like when i had bulimia 2 years ago i would go get stuff back out of the bin i threw away so i wouldnt eat it 😭
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@wannastopit if its the thing abt not purging all the cals then yeah cuz i maintained a lot w bulimia 😭
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i spend too much time on edtwt
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this was my dinner yesterday (nourish bowl + veggie broth)
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im just a girl
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@charlottexou yes but its still what i think is healthy. there r ppl w ortho who think that exclusively eating eggs and celery is the epitome of health. not everyones ed is gonna look the same ?
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all those times i tried to recover .. or like that fucking week where i just ate normally for some reason bcuz my anxiety magically disappeared?? GRRRRR
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i could have been at my ugw by now
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alright slags heres brekky it was teriyaki tempeh n mushys w miso soup
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100kcal pre-blood test morning snack
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@angelicfemme444 someone messed up the measurements, the model is 100% wearing a bigger size than normal !!!
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organic dinnerrer (i didnt take a pic cuz it was ugly but i had soft vegan tofu w vegan organic kimchi as well)
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obsessed w my new feeding set
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@OGamyrosekin ur so right shes not just annoying, shes AGGRAVATING
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serving housewife ?? idk im boutta watch drag race n make miso soup leggo
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@MICROREXIC ah yes it made them believe they were god and that nothing could hurt them so they decided to sell drugs and get involved with dangerous people and sleep with many strangers. and when asked why they did this they said they were bored and it seemed like a good idea. very common
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my breakfast is celery + water with coconut kefir
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3 months
went OUT for lunch. with my brother. terrifying.
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so obsessed w my new spoon 😩
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@stars4josie u did nothing wrong ! apology not accepted
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organic oolong while i wait for porridge
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@charlottexou duh i have an eating disorder 😭 ??
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i wanna ask my bf if he'll let me get to 45kg 😭 but i also know i SHOULD NOT. like i wanna be honest with him abt my ed but i dont. i dont want to upset him. dilemma
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bf asked me to move out with him so its just the two of us 🥺
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feeling clean girl aesthetic rn
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convincing myself ill stop losing at 48kg n do body recomp 🤡
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@angelicfemme444 zig zag helps keep things interesting. i personally just set a limit n do whatever i feel i need on the day. i kinda just have as little as possible
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@vxcixy3 fr imma die a skinny fit granny or im not dying idgaf
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pasta salad is a gross abomination. it is bad. it is awful. the whole idea is offputting. i also just dont like pasta but thats for another time..
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@ashervents nah mine is urs looks skinnier 🥺
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@mysp0tlessmind i have the same plate omg. the sandwich is from when i was in recovery tho :,)
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@fatOrthorexic @orthobsessed no bcuz i wont eat something if it isnt organic bcuz im afraid of pesticides and fertiliser and i get rlly confused when i see someone saying theyre in their "ortho era" but still eat protein bars and drink diet coke 😭😭 which like idk maybe u can be ortho n do that but...
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i want to scream everytime i see someone trying to say low res is high calories stop trying to change it 😭
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i slayed the latte art today
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@OutcastBIue omg!! stitch!! i love your shirt!!
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@lucascalories yes you do, but u look rlly rlly pretty w more weight!! im not lying to make you feel better, you genuinely look nicer w fuller hips + legs
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literally binged on thousands of calories for the past 3 days n maintained im so happy new motivation to restrict. like for some reason, gaining when binging triggers all or nothing mindset n u tell urself its fucked now, but maintaining means hey. pull ur act 2gether. u can lose
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brekky is... idk what to call it but coconut flakes, chopped strawbs + rockmelon microwaved n mashed up
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@97tsp @chococakecals im pretty sure its actually the week/days leading up to ur period. could be wrong. n still that 500 is for all days youd have ur period. so it could only be an extra 100 per day
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@felinecals idk but their korean skincare probably has environment destroying, carcinogenic, thyroid killing ingredients like BHT, polybutene, synthetic wax, phenoxyethanol and a million other things that are hard to pronounce and banned in europe 😍😍😍 so self care and self love
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@Moon_of_autumn6 serving body with that hip to waist ratio
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cant eat fibre bcuz of a du m b surgery coming up . look at this 😭 choc pb on corn cakes and almond milk w pea protein.
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@wednesdaycals i would say you probably need to figure out what it is you're looking for. you can be specific. once you have a goal in mind its a lot easier to pick someone out who you think is good enough. make sure you feel prepared and in a mental state where you're ready to see someone in a
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8 jars of vego spread and 12 coconuts
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@il0v3st4rv1ng realised how much i love him and want to be with him so no matter how dead i feel i make an effort now. i can only work 2 days a week and barely make rent but if he was in hospital id still take a day off to be there with him n id get help from my parents
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@moonshinefein green or oolong tea (rlly yummy cold or iced), sparkling water makes me feel rlly full, just 1tbsp of cocoa powder in hot water - im used to bitter flavour so its rlly yummy to me 😭 also satisfying n makes me feel full like i had a meal
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the other half of my iced jasmine + frozen strawberries and rockmelon :)
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i wamt to make these for my mum since shes trying to lose weight 🥺
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✩°。⋆ low calorie sweet recipes a 🪡 for #edtwt ↻/♡︎ appreciated
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cute cup and spoon set mum got for me :)
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@n0thvngry not everyone who gets pregnant does so with the intent of having a child, birth control isnt always 100% correct even when u follow all the directions. it doesnt mean u can just magically get better n decide u can have a child ? 😭
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i hate my body
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hot girl walk
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