lmao all those years of work just gone say whatever u want abt spechie but that shit was important to me having rly nothing growing up that channel gave me so much. and now it’s just gone
being a youtuber was mentally exhausting and i’m glad i don’t do it anymore. sorry if i disappoint you by saying this but streaming is much more enjoyable for me and it’s unlikely you’ll ever see another spechie video. :)
it sucks how the internet doesnt believe in change, all humans ever do is grow and change. it doesnt matter if people dont recognize your growth- as long as you do. never stop trying to be better
ppl literally have hated me my entire life for being mentally ill. i will no longer be pretending to fit in. i will no longer compromise who i am to gain a fake friend or fake fan. be who u are even the messy parts.