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regulus in the cave, forcing himself to swallow the poison to get to the locket, whispering under his breath between gulps, “be brave like sirius… brave like sirius.”
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Good morning, Severus held Lily’s body while Sirius held James’s which shows how nothing is black and white all the time. No one held Harry however because only his parents did, and no one ever held him after that !
regulus who cries when andromeda leaves, who slips into sirius’ room later that night and asks “are you going to leave too?” he doesn’t make sirius promise, and he regrets it.
regulus never thought something could hurt him more than hearing “you look like sirius” because even if he loved his brother dearly, he just wanted to be his own person
then he heard “you’re nothing like sirius” and he almost threw up
red string of fate au but the first time james pulls the thread lightly and regulus feels it he gets absolutely paralyzed and on the verge of a breakdown because until that moment he’d been sure he was not destined to be loved by anyone
@rigelsbcjr
Narcissa walks in on her sister sobbing and hitting the wall as she curses andromeda. But when she walks over to try and help Bella she’s met with even more screaming and cursing. So narcissa runs away back in her room where she cries herself to sleep feeling so very alone.
Whatever you do, don’t imagine Pandora giving Evan’s eulogy with vacant eyes and hollow voice. She was born first, a few minutes older, she hoped she would die a few minutes before him too.
Looks like it’s years too early for him.
do u guys think that remus had a small stuffed animal when he was younger that he got comfort from on full moons but accidentally ripped it up one night and cried because he didn't know how to love things without them hurting
‘You have your mother’s eyes’ they all said. And Remus sees that, Harry does indeed, there’s this same longing to be held and loves by arms that could never do it. There’s this awful self-hatred for being a wizard. It ripped what he loves away from him. Just like Lily once did.
“its just a girl harmonizing with her kitchen fan” nO it is the moment when regulus black finally stops breathing at the bottom of the lake and feels his brother’s arms embracing him for the last time
Minerva McGonagall who never wanted children. But oh god, she lost them. Those 4 little idiots became, in a way, her kids. She lost her children and she doesn’t even know when they became hers somehow but they were and all she can think about is how she realised too late.
sirius who wears his rebelliousness like a badge of honor, who is so determined to distance himself from his family that he will do anything to defy them. remus cant help but wonder if dating a male halfblood werewolf is something sirius wants or just something his parents dont
when draco was marked, narcissa watched from the corner and cried silently, hoping and praying to every deity that her precious son doesn’t end up like her favourite cousin
Did I mention how Luna kept asking for her mama to come kiss her goodnight each night after her death ? To her she only apparated since she “disappeared”… surely she’ll apparate back.
what if the last thing sirius rver said to regulus was “i hate you” after he found out reg became a death eater. sirius telling regulus that he hated him was the only thing that regulus could hear when he was slowly dying, pale arms clawing at him and his lungs filling with water
Sirius is loyal like a dog and Barty loves like a dog. One will bite everything and everyone to protect while the other waits by the door for hours on end.
Sirius tried biting Peter, then never bite again. Barty wanted for death to come for years, he was waiting for dead people.
regulus used to hear sirius scream with the amount of times their mother put curses on her. in those moments, regulus would cover his ears and just beg for anyone, someone, to save her. regulus was always a coward. but the one time he tried to save his sister, he died.
Marlene who never knew love and is sure she was never loved back either.
Until she’s running away from Peter. She loved him and he loved her. Love is an awful thing that she should’ve never wished for in the end.
how could the how could the person
person who taught who taught me to
me to breathe breathe take their
take their last last breath right in
breath not front of me?
in front of me?
once sirius jokingly told james “do you ever stop talking?” and suddenly, james was back to before hogwarts where he was told by outsiders he talked too much. james became very quiet after that. the joke was never made again.
peter, ironically enough, was the only marauder that got to see most of harry’s life. peter got to witness things that james and lily should have, witnessing his first train ride, first day of hogwarts, all his adventures. peter was the one to see Harry grow up, not his parents
Harry screams in his sleep.
It’s the only time he can. It’s the only way he can. He has nightmares, that allows him to be weak for a moment right ?
Because no one will ever allow him to scream at the horrors that are is reality. They want the hero, so he’ll scream at night.
"it's just a girl harmonizing with a fan," no, it's how narcissa felt when she realised she was slowly losing all of her memories about her precious son, her sisters and everything that was dear to her due to dementia.
peter always dreaded the day ron would go back to hogwarts for the year. disguised as scabbers, he was forced to join him.
the journey always seemed longer than it was when he was a boy sitting in a compartment with his three best friends. they weren’t here.
and if I said regulus black, the boy who always felt too much. he was choking on all the love he had inside him, it filled him up, it drowned him. but he never knew how to let it out, how to show it, how to get it right.
he took his love with him to the grave.
silently.
Andromeda and Sirius who told each other about being queer.
Narcissa and Regulus who told each other they were queer.
Bellatrix who took more Datura when she realised she was queer. She never told anyone and made sure this type of madness would be destroyed.
it was never enough. lily bent and twisted and cut off pieces of herself and glued on new parts to fit into peoples perspective of her, but it was never enough. she destroyed who she was to the point she didnt remember who she truly was, and it wasnt enough.
Angel, he calls me
Does he know that I'm falling From a precipice that I tripped off long ago?
"You're so pure," he says
Does he know, I'm forsaken?
The original sinner
But soon you'll know For if I'm going down
But it’s James Potter falling into a depressive episode.
@tunggghhhh
remus knew that sirius was right by then. he hated himself for not trying harder — for grieving — and not finding the one kid who connected so much of their love between two people. yet as soon as sirius got out, he took the opportunity to find harry, something Remus didn’t do
“crack baby, you don’t know what you want but you know that you need it” except it’s rita after she sacrificed bellatrix for fame not understanding why nothing is ever enough to satiate her
He never even knew when he died, Sirius.
Sirius didn't know when Regulus died. He missed his funeral.
Sirius won't even get to see his brother, he realized. He would be stuck with the other helpless souls stuck behind this veil.
Sybill Trelawney, who frequently had panic attacks, unable to confide in the only person who ever knew how to calm her down; Peter, because he is the sole reason for it.
Bellatrix Black stood in front of the ornate mirror in her family's manor, her eyes reflecting a mixture of determination and anguish. She was the eldest of the Black sisters, and the weight of expectation rested heavily on her shoulders.
sirius didn’t know how to love in any form. he didn’t know how to love her family, her friends, or their partner.
she couldn’t say that her mother ruined his understanding of love because that would require experiencing it to begin with.
Bellatrix didn’t get it. How were they all better than her? Did she not do enough? Did she not kill enough? Was she not elegant enough? Was she not tough enough? Was she not good enough?
Severus remembers the last gentle touch his father gave him, when his father cupped his little cheek to soothe him.
Severus remembers the first time his father hit him. Just after the bubble popped , his mother speachless and scared, with a palm across the same cheek.
“a minute from home, but i feel so far from it.” barty crouch jr before he boards the train back “home” in his seventh year.
barty crouch jr being put in his cell hearing his mother beg to see her baby once more, knowing that his father will show up any minute a few years later
Remus clings to himself the first time his lost everything in one night. The second time he clings to Harry. The third time ? Well death isn’t that cruel, the third time is for him. And for the first time ever, Remus does not want to die. He has a son, how can death be so cruel ?