Harry who is blind on his right eye ever since the curse hit him. His green eye and his white one always captivated people and he resented it. Harry tried hiding the scar and his eye. When he meets Remus in 3rd year, it’s with a big smile that he sees how cool his professor look.
“I’m gonna get you kneeling.” Evan jokes around and Barty swears that it’ll never happen.
Barty is, in fact, kneeling. In front of Evan’s grave. He’s praying, begging and crying. He’s scratching the ground desperate to dig him back out.
“I’ll kneel all you want, please Evan…”
Toddler Harry who stands in front of the mirror and just thinks : mama mama mama mama mama mama mama mama. For hours on end because maybe she’ll appear right beside him to kiss his forehead like Petunia does with Dudley right ?
He clutches his scratch knee and wait, a lifetime.
₊˚⊹♡ James Fleamont Potter or the cicada.
[a thread 🧵]
• Inspired by the song Semi-Automatic by Twenty One Pilots.
•TW// Mention of puking, SH, implied schizophrenia.
— Harry Potter and
the pyrrhic victory —
[a thread 🧵]
(Tw : eating disorder, grief/ death, survivor complex, memory loss, no time and space recollection.)
Happy birthday to the saviour !
Bella is Palestinian. She will not attend a stupid dress up party when her people are being slaughtered and bombed in the middle of the night. And you shouldn’t watch it either.
‧₊˚✧[ Barty Crouch Jr
& Holding on to you]✧˚₊‧
[a thread 🧵]
- song by
@twentyonepilots
- TW // depression, suicidal thoughts, mention of child abuse, religious trauma, blood.
Narcissa’s first birthday without Andromeda and she’s about to make a wish and blow on the candles. She takes wishes very seriously and overthought it. But at the last minute she wishes for Andromeda to escape the Black family curse.
Not realising it’ll fall on her child.
Bellatrix was raised with poison. Cygnus would always mix some drops of poison in Bella’s beverages, to build up her resistance. Datura was the most common one. She would try to fight the hallucinations, the psychosis, in vain.
But she never died from it,
Just went insane…
Narcissa watched her dear sisters turn into strangers. One was lost to love and rebellion while the other was lost to insanity and power.
She left Alice so she wouldn’t be like Andy. She married Lucius and had an heir so she wouldn’t be like Bella.
She doesn’t know who she is.
♡ .𖥔 ݁ ˖ The Evans sister or the eternal bereavement.
[ A thread 🧵]
•This is just a silly idea you don’t have to agree.
• TW// mention of anxiety and deaths.
Cane/ partially deaf Remus, untreated BPD Barty, Guilty and bad memory Sirius, always loves harder/ autistic Pandora/Evan, owns my heart. Like they mean so much to me you don’t even begin to understand 🫶🏻
Whatever you do, don’t imagine little Luna seeing ghost and talking to Evan or Dorcas. Pandora thought it was just her daughter using her story ties as imaginary friends.
Luna knew of Barty only through ghosts and her mom. Never as her uncle, always as a criminal for the world.
Transmasc Ron who is not much taller than Hermione and he hates it. He compensate by doing physical activities because the only thing he wants is to carry her around like the queen she is. Hermione notices and introduces him to chunky platform shoes to help and Ron LOVES it.
Whatever you do, don’t imagine Pandora giving Evan’s eulogy with vacant eyes and hollow voice. She was born first, a few minutes older, she hoped she would die a few minutes before him too.
Looks like it’s years too early for him.
Barty took bordering hot shower and would scratch his skin a bit too much. The constant cold feeling and the certainty he was filthy were cured only in those short instants.
And maybe in Evan’s arms…
In Azkaban he caught many infections from scratches bleeding out.
Filthy.
Lily did little affirmations with baby Harry in front of the mirror. She would say he’s beautiful, smart and strong like his dad. James would argue back that it was like Lily (obviously).On the 31st of October Harry pointed at Lily when she said ‘beautiful’.
First and last time.
Barty always had cold shaky hands as a residual trauma from the cold showers that his dad made him take as a kid. Evan would always hold them for him, warm them up and run his fingers on his knuckles tenderly.
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Narcissa who ends up with Alzheimer. Her greatest nightmare. She forgets about her dead sister, forgets about the one that ran away too, their childhood. She forgets all about Regulus and Sirius and even Tonks’ name.
She ends up even forgetting about her dear baby, Draco.
Oomf I can remember from the tøp of my head.
Eridani
Evvy
Kaz
Luen
Scar
JJ
mare
Chris
Z
Frankie
Marcelline
Every single Mars
Kj
Regulus
Justice
James
Sirius
Gabi
Sony
Aelia
Athena
Muse
Tair
Ditzy
Cissy
Athlen
Dia
Tadhg
Meri
Sam
Syn
Neo
Hazel
Nova
Em
4
Bloomz
Many more but 😔
oomfs I can rmb off the top of my head:
chris
mika
chloe
ash
rigel
eri
nova
juliet
emrys
moony
other scar
marie
mars
vee
carmen
luen
ciara
reginald
kj
jean
syn (the one engaged to reggie???)
I forgot so many others pls forgive me I still love u guys
Sirius is touched starved and Remus knows that, he likes to always have one hand on her. He will just randomly twist her hair in his fingers, rest his arm around her waist, kiss her shoulder, anything for his lover. Sirius would just melt because her boy just knows her so well.
Also Marlene swore she would never be her father’s daughter and let the anger win like he did but she died fighting and swearing at Peter, hope this helps Xx
You can like Severus or not, like the 4 marauders or not, you can like the black sisters or not, you can like the emeralds or not, you can ship rare pair ships or stay with the “usual” ones, you are allowed to have YOUR fun and YOUR hcs ‼️‼️
𓆸 Bellatrix Black and Datura or a poisoned childhood.
[a thread 🧵]
•this is only my vision, you don’t have to agree <3
•TW// mention of poison, torture, psychosis, hallucinations, child abuse, self-harm.
Strike is now over for me. But this does not mean I will stop speaking about Palestine. And neither should you.
From the river to the sea, Palestine WILL be free. 🇵🇸🍉
“We are only defending ourselves, we only want peace.” Ok then accept the ceasefire if you really were a victim ? Stop bombing literal children ? Harmless people ? Go on what’s your excuse now ?
All eyes on Rafah until Palestine is Free.
I want to make that ‘it’s just a girl harmonising with a fan’ tt but it’s Evan holding Barty on the bathroom floor right after they learned about Regulus’ death. Barty is not even there anymore, he’s lost, and Evan just keeps rocking him side to side while he cries too.
The first ever picture of Harry (which isn’t medias) was taken by Luna. This is also the picture that she keeps in her necklace because Harry was smiling at 2 doves flying.
She’ll die in Malfoy Manor under the torture, clinging to it. She wished they were the doves instead.
I wake up to see people arguing that Reg was 13/14 and not 12 and that makes the gap “acceptable”. No. This was still an (almost) adult engaging in sexual activities with someone BELOW the sexual majority. Regardless of lying about a 1 year difference.
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Harry who cannot bring himself to ever eat chocolate again after Remus’ death. But he always has some on him for others, and for Teddy. To keep his “legacy” going.
Until one day Teddy hands him some chocolate after a bad day and says
“Eat, you’ll feel better” back to him.
Not friendly reminder to tell you to stand up for Palestine and strike. This has been going on for too long and it’s simply impossible that you aren’t aware of what’s happening. Use your voice or you’re an accomplice of a genocide.
Andromeda did cry when she left.
It wasn’t easy to leave her sisters behind, despite having Ted. He would never do Bellatrix’s soft braids or be fierce protection. He would never be Narcissa’s reassuring words and dreams.
She called. A lot. Begged even.
No answers.
Peter who kisses James and oh god. Oh please lord this is everything he’s every wanted and it feels so right and so good and so—
“Truth or dare, Sirius ? It’s your turn.” Remus’ voice echoes and realty comes crashing down.
Pandora died trying to find a way to bring back Evan and Reg from the dead. She was trying to keep herself sane with Luna and Xeno, but it was just too much.
Expecting a twin, and a found sister, to go on without her brothers is unfair. Especially when the third one is jailed.
Good morning, Severus held Lily’s body while Sirius held James’s which shows how nothing is black and white all the time. No one held Harry however because only his parents did, and no one ever held him after that !
Sirius was a very good gift giver, she planned every single one meticulously and made sure the person would love the present. She’s a good listener.
Key word : was. After Azkaban her memories are too messy and she can’t remember what people like/ want. It’s all so fuzzy now…
Barty looks haunted and is very… quiet. And Evan is glued to his side for some reason. Pandora is quiet too, she doesn’t look as dreamy no, almost like reality caught her. Dorcas seems almost defeated.
Sirius looks at them, standing at the Order’s front door. He knows, it’s Reg.
“My mum used to say things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end. If not always in the way we expect.”
Luna says to Harry. Harry does not believe her. Just like Evan did not believe Pandora when she first said that. But here there are facing each other again.
-As he was the last one alive, he made sure his friends and his lover had tombstones and flowers.
- Barty doesn’t have a tombstone nor flowers, no one was left to do it.
- After Evan’s death, Barty always wore his rings on a necklace.
- Had a notebook with suicide notes.
Here’s some fluff as an apology!
Narcissa who thought she’ll never be happy again but then Draco comes along. She gives everything to Draco and sew dresses for her, buys hair clips and such. Narcissa will look at the dresses with vacant eyes years later. She forgot about it all.
❦ — Appearance :
- Tall but has a bad posture which makes him smaller than Evan.
- slight sleeper built.
- natural eye bags.
- has freckles.
- long fingers.
- bottom lip is slightly crooked when he smiles.
Since Harry doesn’t sleep well during 5th year, they often have picnics where Harry will sleep on luna’s lap. Luna loves to put tiny little flowers all over Harry’s face as he sleeps.
Now he wakes up and put his wand against whoever’s making even the slightest sound’s throat.
❦ — Personality:
• Smart and knows it
• touch starved
• religious trauma
• love language : physical touch
• Suspicion of bipolar disorder
• Doesn’t trust easily
• Nervous scratching and biting.
- Has kissed all of his friends multiple times.
- he looks exactly like his dad and hates it. Because of that he avoids mirror or break them during episodes.
- Never forgave Sirius for abandoning Regulus.
- Has eczema.