I was always thin until I hit puberty. From there I just kept gaining until I hit my hw of about 230 lbs BMI 37
Today I am the lowest I’ve been at 104lbs BMI16.8
Peer interactions
-before compliments were backhanded,and fake, now they are sincere, but also have a hit of jealousy
-I am constantly being asked my routines for skincare, exercise, etc.
-achievements are now celebrated and seen. I am seen as disciplined and motivated
Dating interactions
-I was always oversexualized and the booty call bc I was seen as desperate
-I was never an actual option just a play toy
-now I am given princess treatment, they expect me to expect that from them
-I am now actually cared about, my feelings matter
-Shaving is 1000x easier
-when I’m hugged I actually feel tiny and not like a whale
-went from being constantly surrounded by a BO cloud to smelling fresh even after a workout
-I’m always cold and can’t sweat unless I rlly push myself
-walking and moving is just easier
Physical things
- I can now feel how little space I take up, like movie theater chairs I can lay in or put a bunch of stuff next to me
-everything shrunk,from my nose to my feet. My features became more pronounced
-chest and butt disappeared
-every single chair is uncomfy
Stranger interactions
-Im given so many opportunities, passes, and free things now
-people jump to help me out and show kindness
-I am constantly having conversations started, compliments, being flirted with.
-I am seen as beautiful and fashionable just rolling out of bed
Other physical changes
-my cravings have completely changed. I used to crave greasy fast food now I crave smoothies and fruit
-my stomach shrunk, I could put away a big ass burger&fries, now I’m full off maybe 1/4 that meal
-I burn less calories doing the same exercises
Finally loose skin.
When gaining and loosing so much weight in such a short amount of time you’re going to have stretch marks and loose skin. There isn’t much you can do about that. I do have loose skin where I had the most fat. Stomach, butt and inner thighs, upper arms.
Littler things
-before I’d get comments when ordering a salad or something“like are you sure your not hungrier”
-I was treated like a garbage disposal for food
Lmk if I should add/am missing anything. But here’s a little positive motivation.
Loose the weight so the world can finally see how beautiful and perfect you are and have always been.
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@hystericaloats
The hypothalamus is the control panel to the body’s endocrine+nervous system. ghrelin is released from the stomach to the HT, the HT responds by sending hunger cues. Damaging the HT would result in never ending hunger because it wouldnt receive back satiety cues from leptin :/
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I hate it, Ed’s being glamorized and also extremely demonized again justifies the stigma around them. Especially with the cause of Ed’s being unknown it perpetuates anti recovery and stagnates productivity in people developing, suffering, and recovering.
@i8bukies
you do not deserve to be punished for her choices and life path. you belong to yourself and the universe, not her. you were born to belong and feel love. you were born to be a human, all humans deserve respect, dignity, and most importantly safety. All love didi<3
I really want to start a pod or yt or just whatever of me talking. Kinda old Emma chamberlain style. I feel like I have so much feeling and knowledge to just share and get out I don’t even care if people listen or give a care
Don’t get attached to who you are, how you think, feel, act, we are constantly evolving. Get comfortable with the uncomfortable, in fact,make it a new challenge everyday to see how uncomfortable you can get. 🪽✨
People have it worse than you,people have it better than you, it doesn’t matter because they are not you. Create the best life that you are excited to live. Thank you wizard Liz my sweet girl 🎀💕
I felt so nauseous this morning did that stop me from my sat morning run? No I got up and did it for me. For all that I work for all the devotion and self love, I’m not going to give up just because a fleeting moment called feelings
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I use nutricost or something but it’s 100% grass fed whey protein isolate it’s the purest form of animal protein but kinda expensive. Don’t get anything flavored or with added fiber or sugars it’s not good for your gut health, I add coffee or frozen fruit to mine for flavor
I’m skinny fat asf. What can I do to recomp? I’m currently doing a lot of cardio, fasting a shit ton and trying to keep my calories around 500. Diet+exercise suggestions pls <3
Today has been so enlightening. I woke up morning journaled outside with the sunrise, went for a walk and reflected and let go of the habits that were no longer serving me and inhibiting my growth, went to therapy and discussed the things I reflected on and actionable steps to-
Like just my boring day to day. My thoughts, my feelings. Not necessarily about my ed just my life. I think everyone and every life is extraordinary and I want others to see that.
Good morning sexy thangs💋💋
Woke up and planned the day. When you take pride in your habits and the little accomplishments the rest seem all that much better!! I hope all of u have a fulfilling and stimulating day xoxo
Always and forever a devotion>discipline girl🎀💕
Sissi will always be in my heart and soul. Around feb I came across her and my life and mindset forever changed. Thank you sissi my love
"stop seeing it as Discipline and start seeking it as Devotion"
a thread on the mindset shift that changed how I perceive the journey to reaching my goals