I was banned from CAH.
Since nothing is being done privately I suppose publicly will have to do
I've struggled with identity and who I am for a large part of my life. I firmly believe that gender is a flawed construct and to let those around me interpret me as they do
1/?
I've spent a large amount of my teenage life within Overwatch, playing this game for 7 years at this point, and it's painfully obvious that the path to pro scene is not a safe space for non cis-gendered players. So with hesitancy I joined CAH
2/?
CAH is meant to be a safe space for people like me who have had the same experiences I have had. I haven't even been given the opportunity to see the "evidence" that I have been banned for? There's a reoccurring theme of high level players joining CAH and being witch hunted
6/?
Despite this, and being verified for multiple months and being eligible to play for the entire swiss bracket I was blind sided by the news that I was banned before playoffs alongside the rest of my team for "colluding" to hide my true identity
5/?
I was LFT within CAH for multiple months before I was picked up, and even when offered the opportunity to join Aegis I was hesitant knowing especially within OCE I would be subject to sledging for the rest of my time playing the game.
3/?
Even now I'm concerned with the rebound effects of showing who I am publicly, both online and real life. I don't know if the people around me are ready to understand how I feel, and the fact that it has come to this is very saddening. I hope people who didn't know are happy.
9/9
If I cannot be open about my identity without being attacked in CAH where can I be safe?
There needs to be large scale change, I already have trouble in both my life and in games tackling who I am and to have it questioned repeatedly in CAH is incredibly frustrating
7/?
My experience shows the harsh reality of gender identity in eSports, when everything is under this much scrutiny even "safe spaces" become hostile environments, especially when fueled by competition.
8/?
I have never publicly stated my identity out of worry of what would happen, but people around me have known for sometime. Knowing this I joined Aegis, as there were CAH main stays on the roster, to avoid issues
4/?
@confusionkys
@m5riOW
They haven't shown me anything, and I firmly believe it's faked. I have even been using gender neutral pronouns on receipts for my Physio for the last few months and provided them with that.
Illari's kit is so FAT and BLOATED. It's just HUGE. It is PACKED with FEATURES. No character with a ARSENAL this ENOURMOUS should be able to be so SLIPPERY. It's honestly OVERWHELMING. I wouldn't even know what to do with this much UTILITY
Ranked is insufferable in OW2, it's a brand new game where macro understanding has been reset, yet across the board the player population has gotten dumber, its been one season guys surely we would have figured out how to play by now
@Neuuish
Neuu was damage boosted in 13/19 clips. This is 68%.
If hanzo clips are removed, this rises to 13/15, which is a whopping 86%.
While neuu would receive a B in the e-pocket category overall, his hitscan would be an A+. Well done Neuu!
@RareWolfOCE
I'm thinking about how I have 50 million dollars in the bank, four mansions, 12 apartments, 9 cars, a private jet and 2 million dollars in passive income (all of which I dedicate to humanitarian efforts)
@r4ngaal0l
@m5riOW
Schreudz Frogger and Bus in a circle, wearing trench coats in a dark alleyway, when a large cloaked man hands them a picture.
"Jae." They say in unison
"I heard he read scott pilgrim hes gotta be agender."
@4DOUMA
@cuffah
@CalOW_
You changed it to another team you have no association with 👍
This might be funny if you were friends with anyone on either of these rosters, but you're a certified clown who's been chucking rulebooks in Open div and buying boosts since u cannot hit GM on Ur own
@wergasdkgw34866
You're the one who threatens all my friends, has taken Dark's name used it for yourself, targeted and doxxed multiple oce streamers. Show what you sent and show the pictures of the 17 year old girl you keep in your channels
Anyone in OCE knows you're a specimen
@OW_ICED
@ballsackEsport
Last week I did not receive my 4 gummy payment, the facilities at the team favela are also broken, the toilet does not flush (it is just a hole in the ground). You will be hearing from my agent and legal team (both of which are my mother)
If you queue even mid masters in small regions like oce you just get given the most outrageous sacks of shit to offset your higher SR, YOU CANNOT TELL ME THIS IS A MASTERS PLAYER