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disordered diary; 23 | edtwt only *ੈ✩‧₊˚

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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
i want more rib lines and i want to be done with bmi 16.5 (bc from before bed)
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
pinning bc kinda look like a skeleton girl
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
finally sharing a studio pic w you all
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@ghostkcalz
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6 months
face reveal bc it’s my birthday 🎂❤️
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
wearing cute tights today
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
waking up hello
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@ghostkcalz
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5 months
it’s been too long
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
bc before a warm bath why not
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@ghostkcalz
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6 months
bc before shower
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
bc after dinner idk how i feel
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@ghostkcalz
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5 months
having a real dinner meal wow who clapped
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
todays weigh in (some progress is better than no progress)
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
actual footage of me eating
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
At the hospital
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
7 months
ignore the random ass pajamas they’re my boyfriends lol
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
random bc cuz im down to 92 lbs but at what cost
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
took this pic bc i wanted to see how much of mess my hair was today bc overslept
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@ghostkcalz
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6 months
bc to cope thru it all
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@ghostkcalz
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5 months
my holy grail
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
7 months
beginning of december vs this morning
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
sorry i have my hand behind bc the shirt is big im holding it back but it’s really cute i might try to sew it
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
deep diving on ana and some of the historical documentation of it
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
just a girl and some fruit
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
when i say i eat breakfast this is what i mean
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
Buttered noodles in the new heart plate :p
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
leg bc
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
7 months
i never posted my bunnies but look at them running around the house <3
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
7 months
oh! forgot to mention im 3 weeks sober!!! committing to sobriety in order to not deal with withdrawals bc i have a belize trip for uni coming up. gonna be doing field research on marine life 🏝️
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
is it ironic af that im studying a masters in psych but i have an ed
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
7 months
morning bc
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
just some essentials ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
packing my lunch for work
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
dinner omad: 400 cal
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8 months
if u have to choose, what miffy are u eating?? ―୨୧⋆ ˚
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5 months
ummmm im wet
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5 months
lunch lunch
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
just ordered the hello kitty spoon my brain is happy
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
has anyone ever told their therapist about their edtwt??? lol
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ratgirl
7 months
weird pose why not
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
6 months
cream cheese is so good omg fml
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
i luv skipping breakfast all morning and eating it during lunch time 😋 -would u eat this for lunch???
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
hey i can see some of my chest bones ..i think?
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
only eating half of this but my bf made me dinner and he even put it in my preferred plate <3
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ratgirl
7 months
holy fuck warm muffins!! my bf made chocolate chip muffins for me 😭😭😭 ugly picture and i already started eating it but i just had to enjoy the moment
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
don’t sleep on apricot jam
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
i used to cook somewhat normal meals
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@FoodHopefully
Hopefully nutritious food
8 months
Would you eat my cooking?
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5 months
i am my own worst enemy
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
guys seriously is it just me or can you see my chest bones a bit finally
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
7 months
i broke up w my bf if ten years today and im grieving but i feel a sense of relief
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7 months
guys ive been away but now am back sorry >_<
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6 months
anyway rn my bf and i are on the way to see a live performance of swan lake and i made sure to eat bc it’s my bday so i guess it’s ok today
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7 months
late night grocery pick up
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7 months
edtwt i think our digital footprint is fucked girlies, hate to break to u
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ratgirl
7 months
just got out of ballet class my teacher was gasing me up she was like ur leg is so tiny and u have a gorgeous arabesque😺
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7 months
girl dinner
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7 months
snacking on fruit to get me thru school today
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7 months
i can t handle this sadness anymore fml
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ratgirl
8 months
i always felt like nicole richie prob developed an ed
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7 months
🙃
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8 months
are they smaller or am i convincing myself (same leggings)
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
this kitty had 5 babies and won’t pay child support >:3
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8 months
ok but like im OBSESSED w custom blythe dolls 😭😭
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7 months
ive made so much progress this week but i really want a cream cheese cupcake for lunch idk idk it’s making me anxious thinking about whether i should eat it or not it would b my omad but
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8 months
im letting myself have some cookies and omggg the amount of serotonin and dopamine they are providing me w is actually sending me
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ratgirl
8 months
my bf and i are addicted to drinks!! rn in our fridge we have 12 pk celsius, 24 pk zero sugar coke, and a bunch of sparkling water and gatorade zeros
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8 months
me when my bf automatically picks and brings me a diet coke without asking him specifically for diet
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ratgirl
8 months
just by looking at my selfies would u think disordered? im 23 years old
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8 months
kinda hate when private accounts quote tweet me bc why can’t i see what they’re saying 😩
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ratgirl
6 months
ok my bf says im pure and like lowkey why do i love that compliment sm like idk it just gives me butterflies
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ratgirl
7 months
i will never forget when i literally paid 17 dollars to get a fucking chocolate chip cookie delivered to my house like-
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6 months
i need to starvemaxx today
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ratgirl
7 months
if anyone feels comfortable sharing, have u ever experienced mania???
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
i go from thinking food isnt even that good to intensely craving anything in my sight real quick ugh
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
7 months
i have not been handling the 1pound weight gain well im freaking tf out 😐😐😐
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ratgirl
8 months
if u ever give me a compliment and don’t reply i promise i appreciate ur compliment i just can’t believe it sometimes that ppl think im pretty ;c
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@ghostkcalz
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6 months
ANYWAY for my bday next week im going to see a live performance of black swan ♡
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
holy shit one of my bc almost has 1k likes (im actually shook like u guys don’t get it ive had body dysmorphia for all my life but i really can’t thank all the ppl leaving positive comments enough)
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8 months
does anyone else have time rituals like eating at the same time every day or just me
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8 months
who took my vape??!!?!??!??!??!!???
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ratgirl
8 months
i maintained eye contact while having a conversation, WHO CHEERED
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8 months
@pinkcorpsebride bby girl u are too real (we’ve all been there)
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ratgirl
8 months
does any1 know if water pills help u lose water weight???
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ratgirl
7 months
current friday nite
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7 months
my life advice is dont move in w the first guy u fall in love w lol im pissed i did that i regret
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5 months
gained 8 lbs bc my parents were gonna hospitalize me but slowly stagnating again now that they’re off my back
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7 months
i was rushing out the door so no pic but i finally hit 95lb !!!! 95.7 this morning and im actually ecstatic af about this bc im down 10 lbs since december
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
energy drink and sugar free jello for lunch. ( my bf got me a carrot cake and it looks so good but it’s 380 kcals i might just pick it at a little )
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8 months
smoothie bowl for lunch
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8 months
fridge reveal
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7 months
@ankobeari that donut looks so fucking delicious
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7 months
gato
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7 months
im trying im walking the sadness off
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@ghostkcalz
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7 months
i had a dream that my twt account got banned but like idk why im just a self deprecating girl on the internet that does no harm
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6 months
@vandiqq prison food core
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@ghostkcalz
ratgirl
8 months
my bf went to the store and bought me some of my fav safe foods 🫶🫶🫶🫶 a pack of celsius, coke zero 12 pk, and apple straws :,)))
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7 months
my tummy hurts
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7 months
me when my mom says i look like a skeleton
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@ghostkcalz
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8 months
ana brain
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@twf4iry
Bee。✧ 🎀 𝐼𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓇𝑒𝒹 🎀 ✧。
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The first 3 - in the past yes but currently no… Bingo tho lmao
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