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2 years

❤‍🩹 I miss this man. So much. 12 beautiful years of him reminding me everyday I was loved and why I loved him and I don't think I can ever feel that way again.

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2 years

I take immense pride in my last minute packing. Everything I need for 10 days fit in my college backpack, 5.9kgs total, no hassle of checking in a bag! 😬

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1 year

About to send "congratulations! We did it 🍻" In the family WhatsApp groups and get blocked. Wish me luck.

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2 years

@WoniWroos There's a saying - if you don't have anything nice to say, probably best not to say anything at all.

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2 years

My dad got married this morning and it was the simplest, quickest wedding and now I'm in the office like it's just another work day and this isn't a big deal????!!

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2 years

Identifying a stroke might help save a life. F. Face - look for signs of drooping of the face A. Arms - numbness or the inability to move arms S. Speech - check if speech is slurred or sounding strange T. Time - every minute counts. Get immediate medical attention.

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2 years

@sudipta_0812 Life is cruel and unfair and I'm not sure what it's trying to teach me but I'm taking it one day at a time and healing.

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2 years

About a year ago, I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of my husband (35) collapsing in our bathroom. I thought he had fallen over / slipped and panicked. Thankfully he never locked the door, a habit that usually irritated me but on that night I was glad for. 1/n

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2 years

✌🏽✌🏽✌🏽

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2 years

@beingamnaalam It is. To have loved and lost is terrible but I will continue to hold onto the love for years to come.

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2 years

A couple of bad days in a row and I start to feel like all the progress I've made over the last year has been pointless and I'm back to where I began.

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2 years

In a big personal move, I finally drove my husband's car. It's a beautiful car and i was fighting so many emotions but i feel like a weird weight has been lifted off my heart.

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3 years

Didn't think I'd be asking this so soon in my life. Looking for a good grief support group specifically dealing with loss of a partner/loved one. Please DM. TIA.

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2 years

He was in the hospital within 15 minutes and had surgery to remove a clot in his brain within the 6 hour window period of the occurrence of the stroke. I'm sharing this here because it can happen to anyone, at any age, and one can never be prepared enough. 3/n

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2 years

It took me less than a minute to realise he was having a stroke because he wasn't able to speak, was thrashing about helplessly, couldn't move his right limbs and his face had begun to droop on the right side. 2/n

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2 years

Some of y'all here are just too nice 🥲 I'm overwhelmed in the nicest way possible

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2 years

Long way to go but I have envisioned so much for this tiny space

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@cheeetz

2 years

@UmaimaBlogger I'm so sorry you had to deal with this kind of loss as well. My DMs are open if you ever want to talk.

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2 years

@PiecedeResista2 They were just fluffy stray dogs I came across while I was traveling in ladakh and sent him pictures of. We both loved dogs and joked that we would adopt every stray we see 💛

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2 years

Absolutely love the concept of sitting on the sidewalk of a crowded street smashing beers and food and this is how I would like to spend the rest of my days please!

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2 years

@itsRvAgarwal I don't see what being a guy has to do with anything?! 🤷🏽‍♀️

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2 years

2021 was the most traumatic year of my life, absolutely shook me to my core, changed my perspective on the fragility of life and I experienced heartbreak like no one ever should. 2022 I began healing and understanding grief. In 2023 I just want to be happy in the present.

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2 years

I've lost count of the number of times I've been to Pondicherry but I know I'll keep coming back and it'll still feel like the first time

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@cheeetz

2 years

Starting an akki roti / raagi roti fan club if anyone is interested

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@cheeetz

2 years

Today marks 18 months from the worst day of my life and while I'm healing, growing and happy for the most past, there is this heaviness of knowing I'll always live with this loss and grief.

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@cheeetz

2 years

@mystic_meera Flat laid towards the back for extra cushioning while I carry it, rolled stuff stacked vertically so that I can pull out only what I need. Toileteries on top. 😁

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@cheeetz

3 years

BANGALORE ADOPTION. This sweet little girl is looking for a home. 2 months old approx. Vaccinated and dewormed.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Another year, a little wiser, a lot of healing. 33 as per birth certificate. 22 as per the questionable things I do. 65 as per my constant back pain.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Kickstarted my day drinking egg with rum at a little coffee shop that invented the famous Vietnamese egg coffee!

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@cheeetz

2 years

Met my dad'd new neighbor. First thing she asked me was if I'm married. I didn't have the energy to explain my situation and just said yes. Second question was if I have kids. I said no. To which she says 'not yet? How come?' AUNTY I JUST MET YOU 30 SECONDS AGO PLEASE RELAX!!

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@cheeetz

2 years

How soon is too soon?

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2 years

My Uber driver has called 3 different people in the last 40 mins and addressed them as darling, dear and lovely and had the same conversation with all 3. I have shamelessly eaves dropped because I am truly intrigued and amazed at how he's managing 3 separate relationships.

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@cheeetz

2 years

I have lost count of the number of crazy adventures I've had in my life so far and I'm grateful for everyday that I'm alive and can continue doing so!

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@cheeetz

2 years

How do people hate on upma? It's literally the best south indian breakfast (and lunch and dinner)

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@cheeetz

2 years

My toxic trait is I wake up before my alarm goes off, tell myself I have some more time and then over sleep!

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@cheeetz

2 years

Briefly considered taking the day off to just sleep then received a rude reminder of 'emi debited' and quietly got dressed to go to the office

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@cheeetz

2 years

Who else is doing it like me? Booking a full vacation before even applying for leave at the office.

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@cheeetz

2 years

There has to be a better way to express how you feel when you've had a genuinely great day but your heart still feels so heavy and your soul still feels so empty.

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@cheeetz

1 year

2 years. Every single tiny detail of that night is still so clear in my head. My heart aches terribly.

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@cheeetz

2 years

About a year ago, I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of my husband (35) collapsing in our bathroom. I thought he had fallen over / slipped and panicked. Thankfully he never locked the door, a habit that usually irritated me but on that night I was glad for. 1/n

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2 years

Losing your partner, someone that you spent everyday of your adult life with, someone you envisioned spending the rest of it with, really will break you more than you can imagine Little things keep me going but some days I feel like the grief and emptiness will swallow me whole

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@cheeetz

1 year

Fresh ink 🥰🍜

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@cheeetz

2 years

What a vibe Hanoi is!

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@cheeetz

2 years

Sunday special

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@cheeetz

3 years

Can't say this enough - tell the people you love how much you love them, every single day.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Cocktails are 50000VND (approx ₹165) at my hotel bar 🥲

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@cheeetz

2 years

Trying to clean 9000+ photos from my phone and I managed to only delete 700 because I NEED THEM ALL JUST IN CASE

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@cheeetz

2 years

Holding onto his heartbeat, however I can ❤‍🩹

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@cheeetz

2 years

That's it. I'm doneeeeee. Counted down this day for the last few weeks. Counted down the last couple of hours right to the minute. Out of the office for 10 days. Officially on vacay ✌🏽

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@cheeetz

2 years

Some very adorable food inspectors making sure their meal is being prepped correctly.

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@cheeetz

2 years

All of it.

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2 years

not sure if I need a hug, chicken nuggets, 11 shots of tequila, or a week of sleep

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@cheeetz

2 years

Not my MIL telling the dog "go say bye to rachi, see she's going to the office, go say bye fast" 😭😭😭😭😭

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@cheeetz

2 years

So many things I wish I could have done better. Something as simple as showing more interest in the things my husband loved, spending more time with him, giving him a little more attention. Some of the last texts I have from him are just him asking for my time. 💔

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@cheeetz

1 year

Home before 6:30pm on a Tuesday. MIL sees me sitting in bed with a tub of ice cream and hot chips khara chips giggling at some standup and says "you never get to relax like this, good good" 🥲

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@cheeetz

2 years

If this post-lunch sleep could come in the night instead, that would be nice!

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2 years

The whole family is staying over this weekend and our house is filled with so much laughter and sadness at the same time. He loved having everyone over. The sight of everyone laughing and being surrounded by food was his favourite. I miss him and the way he lit up our house.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Decided. I want to move to the mountains by a river.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Thought I saw an ex at my site visit today.

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@cheeetz

2 years

I don't know what vibe I've been giving off because the last 24 hours have been wild with some of the weirdest messages from the most unexpected people I've received in a while

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@cheeetz

2 years

I'm his emotional support human.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Tummy full = heart full

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@cheeetz

2 years

I slept for 8 hours. And woke up at 6:30am feeling fresh. On a Sunday. The world isn't ready for a well rested rach.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Drove 300km only to get stuck in terrible Bangalore traffic coming back

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@cheeetz

2 years

The thing I love most about my genZ team is their 'work isn't everything' attitude. They keep reminding me I have a life outside of the office that I need to make the best of because 'one life'.

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@cheeetz

2 years

In a moment of weakness/breakdown/frustration, I pulled every single thing out of my wardrobe because I couldn't find one tiny thing and now I'm just sitting on the floor with all my clothes too tired to clean up. These are the depressing things nobody wants to talk about?

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@cheeetz

2 years

I have woken up at 5am. In a good mood. On my day off.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Wish me and my liver luck. We're ( @DevAmbardekar and I) pretending like we're in our 20s still.

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@cheeetz

2 years

I think a lot about how I overthink everything

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@cheeetz

2 years

My Maggie! She is healing, recovering and thriving at CARE and apparently has made herself comfy in the cat shelter 😍 Needed to see this today. Forever grateful to all the people who helped us raise funds for her surgery. @prapthi_m look at how beautiful she is!

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@cheeetz

1 year

@madhurarrao "You reduce your presence from my mentions" is the most beautiful thing I've read here

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@cheeetz

2 years

Me realising I am a dad as I walk around the house switching off all 'unnecessary' things through the day muttering about electricity bill

Kale me maybe 🥬🪲🍂🎃

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2 years

Why do dads like turning off all switches, all the time? Like bruh I was using that 😭 I switch on the geyser and he switches it off. Same with my straightener. I cannot. I go to the loo, he turns the fan off in my room…like sir what are these wars??

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@cheeetz

2 years

I just wanna hug my mom and hug my husband and cry to the both of them about how much it hurts that they aren't here to hug me anymore.

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@cheeetz

2 years

I can't take it. I'm a hugger. I used to get/give at least 4 hugs everyday and now I'm racking my brain to figure out when I was last hugged. Everyone needs hugs. Lots of them.

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@cheeetz

2 years

I have had multiple breakfasts before 10am. Good morning.

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@cheeetz

1 year

Life is unpredictable. We think we know and we plan but it isn't in our control. Taking moments for myself to make sense of everything that has happened to bring me to the point I'm at today. My future is uncertain, but today truly is beautiful ❤

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@cheeetz

2 years

I might have found one of my favorite cocktails in bangalore! The popcorn G&T at the Record Room! Thanks for the recco @lightroastguy !

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@cheeetz

2 years

40 minutes and counting to find a cab for a 20 minute ride. Yay.

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@cheeetz

2 years

Eating my way through Vietnam!

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@cheeetz

2 years

@TolerableAtma Of course it is. But it's also my space and I choose to share what I want :) I find that talking about it helps, not just me, other people who have lost someone they love have reached out and that has been comforting. But thank you for pointing out that it's a personal problem!

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@cheeetz

2 years

As per the tamil calendar, today marks one year of my husband's death. My brain is barely processing this and the concept of time is unreal because why does it feel like he was just here talking to me yesterday and yet I find myself trying hard to remember what he sounded like.

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@cheeetz

2 years

I love my job. Like a lot a lot. But some days it properly tests me and I feel like I'm gonna burn out soon. I mean why are my clients and projects all appearing in my dreams also?? 😭😭

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@cheeetz

2 years

Didn't think I'd ever become a 'need iced coffee first thing in the morning' person but here we are!

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@cheeetz

2 years

6am looked very different this morning

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@cheeetz

2 years

Fit check in a filthy mirror

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@cheeetz

3 years

Going to decathlon to pick up exactly one thing and coming back with 12 other things.

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@cheeetz

2 years

You know you're doing something right when your entire team goes out of their way to make your day extra special. I think I've always been lucky with great colleagues across all the jobs I've ever had 🥰

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@cheeetz

2 years

Friday cannot get here fast enough. How is this week not over yet?

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@cheeetz

2 years

Thought I'll save some money and make a nice dinner tonight but I just spent the equivalent of three meals on ingredients 🤡

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@cheeetz

2 years

My dad's wife made some of my favorites for lunch and I took one of the best afternoon naps to be woken up by their happy dogs. Feeling all nice and warm 🥺

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2 years

Someone please explain to me why big dogs sleep horizontally on the bed they're firstly not allowed on, leaving less than 1/3rd space and then getting upset when asked to move a little?? What is this face you silly creature?!

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@cheeetz

2 years

Is there an app to block outgoing texts after drinking?

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@cheeetz

11 months

Me, an adult, 34 yr old (almost) woman, lying awake excited because it's almost (4 hrs more) time to leave for my birthday trip. Help?

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@cheeetz

2 years

Daily struggle of moving clothes from the bed to the chair and back instead of just spending 5 mins to put them away in the closet

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@cheeetz

2 years

One of those nights where music needs to be at max volume, random tv show needs to be running in the background and every light in the house needs to be brighter than the sun because the thoughts in my head are just too loud and unbearable.

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2 years

The thing about grief is I would have had a perfectly ok day and then I'll come home to our empty bed, his favorite chair unused and gathering dust, only my toothbrush in the bathroom and it'll hit me what I've actually lost. The small details and intimacy of love shared.

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2 years

@sham_not Haha I'm sort of used to traveling light always. Carry exactly what I need. Clothes that are thin and lightweight. No big bottles of products for hair and skin care. Everything simple and tiny.

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@cheeetz

2 years

It's a good thing I've been walking 20000+ steps everyday to burn off all this food!

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@cheeetz

2 years

Bangalore weather is mirroring my mood

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@cheeetz

2 years

Never leaving the safe space that is my blanket again goodbye

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@cheeetz

2 years

Look at this beautiful baby girl Maggie thriving at CARE. 😍 What a total contrast from when she was rescued. I didn't think she would make it at the time, but seeing this today made me so happy! @prapthi_m We did good 💛

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2 years

Wanted to explore HaLong Bay by kayaking around today but I guess the weather has other plans for me.

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