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multi-fandom. dead doves, bad vibes, etc. 🔞

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Joined August 2016
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@brawlite
brawls
2 years
say it with me now: we👏don't👏need👏an👏ao3👏app do you want your shit censored to conform to app store guidelines? do you want an app that has to be updated—time plus $$$— with every phone update? the mobile website works great; there is no need for an app.
@AO3_Status
AO3 Status
2 years
We're seeing a bunch of tickets asking, so we want to remind: ▶ the AO3 does not have an Android/iOS/Windows app. ◀ Any you might be using are third party, and you need to contact the app's developer with any questions. You can see our reasoning at
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@brawlite
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1 year
nothing is quite as powerful as befriending ur favorite fic authors. theyve split open your chest at 3am, ripped into the viscera with their bare hands, & found a piece of your soul you didn't even know u had—& now theyre talking abt their tummy hurting or their cat eating a sock
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@brawlite
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2 months
my advice for everyone: write that gross fic you want to see in the world. and then make it grosser, make it freakier. treat yourself, free yourself.
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@brawlite
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2 years
"write the fic you want to see in the world" like yeah i'm TRYING but i also want.......... to read the fic i want to see in the world. u feel?
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@brawlite
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5 months
sorry not to be that guy but: lol. lmao, even.
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@brawlite
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1 year
i love when a fic is just chugging along quietly on ao3 and then you get a sudden jump in kudos, comments, bookmarks, etc. and it's very clear it was recced or linked somewhere... you just have no idea where. anyway, shoutout to people who spark that — you're real ones.
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1 year
i saw someone calling tags on ao3 trigger warnings and buddy. those are for filtering, for filing, for finding fics. ao3 is an archive & tags are part of that. sure u personally can treat at them as warnings for specific content but like, they are NOT trigger warnings, full stop.
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@brawlite
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6 months
*reading my own wip* wow, really fucked up of the author to not finish this, i wonder what happens next
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@brawlite
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1 year
literally all my favs. this is it, this is the peak dynamic
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@brawlite
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1 month
ngl "i privated my ao3 bookmarks bc i dont want to get canceled for my taste in fic" is honestly such a sad state of fandom affairs
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@brawlite
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5 months
oh, sry, i think you misunderstand—i'm not trying to get better as a writer, i'm trying to get grosser. freakier. worse by all measures, actually
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@brawlite
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2 months
"i can't, i'm afraid of people judging me" free. yourself. there are so many options—stop caring what people think. get better friends. make an alt account. post anonymously. write the thing and never share it. whatever!! you've got one life, you might as well make it a treat.
@brawlite
brawls
2 months
my advice for everyone: write that gross fic you want to see in the world. and then make it grosser, make it freakier. treat yourself, free yourself.
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@brawlite
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2 years
hot take but the only thing that fanfiction authors owe you is an archive warning tag. and even then, "chose not to use archive warnings" is an appropriate tag.
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@brawlite
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5 months
lol anyway i think the part that made me laugh the most about that "ao3 needs dislike button" thing is the v egocentric idea that everyone wants your opinion about their art. like -- nobody cares if you don't like something. and that's ok.
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@brawlite
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1 year
a casual reminder to ao3 readers: authors can (and likely will) view your bookmark comments, so maybe don't give fic a rating or leave a complaint there, my dude. talk about rude af. a totally unrelated casual reminder to ao3 authors: ao3 has a block function now
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@brawlite
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3 years
"this dynamic isn't exactly healthy :/" yes, i know; the bad vibes are part of the appeal
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@brawlite
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1 year
i am selfishly BEGGING authors on ao3 to use their bookmarks/make them public. i loved reading a fic & there's no more fic by that author? OK, THAT'S COOL, i know i could dive right into their bookmarks tho bc i'm Vibing™ with them, but—0 bookmarks! how am i supposed to live? 😭
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@brawlite
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2 years
i've only ever heard whispers that some people think this way, but just in case: please interact with old fic, with old art, with old fanmade anything. these things were created to be shared and enjoyed and you are actively participating in the community by commenting!
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@brawlite
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4 years
when did people stop approaching the internet as a scary place full of strangers who intend to do u harm? asking bc i saw a tweet where some1 said they assumed every1 else was also a minor unless otherwise specified, and uh why is THAT the default and not an abundance of caution?
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@brawlite
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5 months
my personal buttons i wish ao3 could have besides kudos*: 💞 umpteenth re-read 🚬 i need a cigarette after this fic 🧠 i have not stopped thinking about this fic for days after reading, i am Rabid 😭 ouch (positive, laudatory) 💪 this fic has inspired me so much
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@brawlite
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3 years
once again frustrated by the weird idea some people have that ao3 is some huge for-profit corporation, like Big Fanfiction is rly out here controlling the market when 1 there IS no market and 2 there IS free source coding available to anyone who wants 2 start their own archive 🤭
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@brawlite
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3 months
you know who remains a lovable mystery to me? people who write fic who don't share their socials, who are unknowable and unfindable— they are just simply vibing under an air of mystery. i want to love you but i cannot, & so i send that undirected love out into the world instead.
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1 month
god bless the ao3 users with public bookmarks who have the same taste as you and who read/bookmark often. love getting lost in someone's bountiful bookmarks for days, you're rly doing a public service
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1 year
had a long convo yesterday about how fandom should be fun and if you're miserable bc of it then maybe it's not for you, or maybe the way you are approaching it isn't healthy for you. watching people make themselves miserable in a place that's supposed to be full of joy is rough.
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@brawlite
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2 years
liking a villainous character is not the same as condoning their actions, nor is it painting them to be an uwu misunderstood baby. my poor little meow meow is evil, actually, and i like that.
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@brawlite
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2 years
honestly this is small beans re: the upcoming otw election and some choice things said in the interview chat, but i rly don't think ao3 needs to "improve their public image." it's an archive, not a social media website 🙄
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1 year
whether it's entirely canonical or not, i like the idea of knives being the softer twin, pushed to violence, forced to shove down any instinct toward vulnerability—and vash being the sharper twin, pushed to kindness, and forced to repress the violence he's so unnaturally good at
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1 year
the great thing about fanfiction is: you have nothing to lose. if something isn't to your taste, you simply close the tab and walk away! no harm no foul, no resources expended. its free to engage with and free to disengage from, too.
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1 year
creating art with your dick is an imperative, important, and integral part of the process. that's how you get the flavor, the zest, the SOUL. if you feel like your writing or art is lacking something? it probably needs more input from your junk.
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@brawlite
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2 years
honestly shocking the sheer number of people in the replies and qrts saying they had downloaded an "ao3" app. makes me cringe and fear for their data security (and their $, too).
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@brawlite
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3 years
the literal exact moment xy realizes he's not the top he thinks he is
@xueyangdaily
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@brawlite
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1 year
no greater pain than a deleted fic in your ao3 bookmarks 😭
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1 year
it was very "i don't want to tag this as a trigger bc i don't think it's a trigger" but it,,..is not tagging something as a trigger. it's tagging it for content. for people to be able to find that content if they want it OR filter it out if they don't. it doesn't just go one way.
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@brawlite
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1 year
it's rude that i must write a fic to post a fic. cruel. unfair. absolutely unjustified.
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@brawlite
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8 months
i think blorbo!vision is so funny. like, without those rose-tinted glasses, that's just A Guy™. nothing special about 'em. but with blorbo!vision? the possibilities are endless. put that dude in SO many situations and then reap the serotonin rewards.
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1 year
i just got a couple versions of the same comment: "trying not to comment on every chapter"—and please let me tell you that nothing brings a rush of dopamine like an ao3 comment email. PLEASE comment as much as you want, every comment is a gift.
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@brawlite
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4 years
i literally cannot emphasize this enough: we do not need an ao3 app
@little_systems
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4 years
1. Putting an app on the app/play stores opens the archive to censorship/moralizing from Apple and google 2. Developing and maintaining an app is expensive + ao3’s coders are unpaid volunteers Just make an account & use your browser!
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9 months
i think more people could stand to realize that u can just... not like people. or stories. or literally anything. stuff doesn't have to be inherently evil or bad for you not to like it, nor do u need to justify yourself not liking shit. you can have opinions, it's ok! it's human!
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@brawlite
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4 years
when did we stop teaching kids abt internet safety? when did we stop telling them that the internet is full of threats? when did presumed safety become default?
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3 years
imho, ao3 tags are used for archival purposes, to provide an accurate reflection of whats in the archived item without value judgement. tags are for lovers AND haters of pairings/kinks/tropes to help people find AND avoid topics.
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4 years
the internet is not a "safe space." twitter is DEFINITELY not a "safe space." people forget that websites are companies, not utilities or parks. they were not built for YOU. and they def were not built for children. when i was a kid, our parents told us to b careful
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1 year
i hate that so much of fandom has migrated to discord, bc i'm just not a v chatty/outgoing person. & then its hard to connect! i also just forget discord exists every once in a while—when i'm overwhelmed, its the first thing that mentally gets cut—& then i'm out of community!
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4 years
the only, ONLY valid criticism of hannibal
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1 year
like, can people stop approaching everything in the world with an obstinate outrage over a perceived sense of right and wrong and just, like, vibe? anyway, maybe more people will ready your [niche tag] fic if you tag it so they can find it. just a thought
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8 months
this happens when fics blow up on discord, too—which is even more difficult (and sometimes straight up impossible) for authors to see. it's always so sad that the authors won't get to know how into their fic people are 😭
@DoeEyedGirlie
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It happens so often that I'll see a fic blow up on twt, but have little to no engagement on AO3. Not all authors are on here, y'all, so their only way to guage how their story is being received is comments on the actual fic. That validation makes a huge difference.
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7 months
my other piece of advice is: get a boring desk job if you can. it doesn't have to be thrilling, it just has to be fine. something you can clock into and out of with very little effort, where you leave your work at home at the end of the day. you don't need to care.
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2 years
every time i tweet abt this, someone bemoans a lack of something, but imo literally no nifty feature would make an ao3 app worthwhile, taking into account the sheer amount of time and work and money that would go into it. people are EXPENSIVE. i don't think people realize that.
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5 months
"it's not ILLEGAL for me to leave a mean comment on a fanfic" no it's not illegal but it IS mean and now you are experiencing consequences, hope this helps
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5 months
why is it so often that the same people who think it is their god given right to criticize others do not want to be criticized themselves ?
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7 months
sometimes i see things in people's bios like "if you know me irl, no you don't" but my energy is more "if you know me irl, why haven't we talked about dubcon villain monsterfucking before? why are you holding out on me? are we not pals?"
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5 months
basically: hot take but i think it's good & healthy to realize that you, in fact, are not the center of the universe
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5 months
lol anyway i think the part that made me laugh the most about that "ao3 needs dislike button" thing is the v egocentric idea that everyone wants your opinion about their art. like -- nobody cares if you don't like something. and that's ok.
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1 year
please i am begging people to have a single lick of common sense about data security and personal safety. no fandom discord is worth forfeiting your safety i promise you. if you see this happening, please recognize this as the red flag it is and just stay away.
@tropotropotropo
V. Chaos- 📚☕️ 🧟‍♀️
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absolutely baffles me to see fandom discords that require you to send a pic of your id like. No??? Don't do that?????
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2 years
i know it seems absolutely improbable, but people liking a ship you don't like doesn't affect whatever it is that you ship. scarcity is like, not a problem here. resources are not limited. and no one is mandating you enjoy something by enjoying it themselves.
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4 years
given sheer statistics of population breakdowns, the ppl you'll interact with will be adults. that's just reality. unless u find a website designed FOR children or teens, why would u assume people on twitter are minors? i am baffled. floored. BUT the point here is:
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on the internet. i approached everyone like a threat, and i never assumed a space was built for me. i approached everything as if i was the intruder. bc, in the end, i WAS.
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one of the things i love abt having been in fandom for so long is that i feel like we are all a part of this vast planetary orbit. i'll share a fandom with someone for a while, but eventually our interests will drift apart—but inevitably, we'll be pulled together again, yrs later
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7 months
maybe it's the circles i'm in, but you know what i haven't seen in a long time? people lovingly writing sequels to other people's fics. & maybe it's that fandom culture has changed in such a way that people don't want that, but GOSH i can't think of a bigger compliment.
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1 year
shaking authors' ao3 bookmarks like a feral little raccon like "pls! pls!! i know they're in there!!!"
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3 years
i understand that xy is being patted down for the amulet rn, but wwx is doing it so GENTLY and xy looks absolutely caught off guard and wrecked by it. has anyone ever treated him this gently while he was tied up before??
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i love the "mark for later" button on ao3, because i use it knowing full well i won't go back later, but it still somehow helps me maintain the illusion to myself that i MIGHT
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1 year
bro if your fic is tagged "explicit sexual content", "fingerfucking", and "pwp" that shit should really be tagged explicit and not mature. use the ao3 tags properly pls
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3 years
if you, too, want to start your own volunteer-run non-profit based on your own wants and desires, then that is a wholly available option to u! that is what ao3 did when they didn't like their other available options for websites/platforms. ao3 made that framework available 4 all.
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1 year
y'all i feel like this really shouldn't need to be said, but maybe stop complaining about ao3 being down in the replies to ao3status tweets. woe is NOT you, you'll live with a website being down for a few hours, a few days, whatever it takes to bring it back online.
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3 years
anyway tldr; Big Fanfiction does not exist, fanfiction is not a commodity, ao3 is not a for-profit corp like twit + cannot be interacted with in the same way, and anyone can start their own archive governed by their own ideals if they would like to do so :)
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11 months
like man i get some people Care about dynamics but like -- maybe not everything is always so clear-cut. maybe i don't care. and maybe if you care you shouldn't read something that isn't tagged to your preferences. curate your own experience accordingly and let me curate mine.
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the point of life is just to be a weird little guy. that's the problem with mainstream culture these days: no one wants to be a weird little guy, they just want to conform & be the same as everyone else—and that's bad, actually. weird little guys are what keep the world turning.
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3 years
i know that people are very used to interacting with for-profit corps (like twit or fbook), but ao3 is not one of those things. you cannot interact with what was made to be An Internet Archive (for authors!), in the same way u would a corporation.
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2 years
sometimes i grate carrots over egg and she has the time of her life when the sky rains veggie scraps
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@brawlite
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1 year
you may have outgrown this fic or moved past it as a concept, but i sure haven't! i wanna be able to go back and relive old memories and feelings! not to mention share with others. fics mean so much to me and it makes me so, SO sad to lose all that to the sands of time.
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2 years
BILLY HARGROVE WAS AN ABUSED & COMPLEX TEEN WHO WAS UPROOTED FROM HIS ENVIRONMENT BY AN EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE FATHER AND THRUST INTO A DIFFICULT & UNKNOWN ENVIRONMENT. WAS HE PERFECT? NO, BUT THAT ALSO DOESN'T MEAN HE WAS EVIL. THE WORLD ISN'T BLACK AND WHITE AND-
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3 years
there is nothing stopping another fanfiction website from springing up into existence with different principles, values, and rules. but the idea that there is some "market monopoly" on fanfiction is just -- such a tremendously sad idea. fanfiction is not a commodity.
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toxic fuckbuddies is a godtier trope. i want them pining + hurt + SAD. i want them knowingly getting into situations where they KNOW they're going to hurt themselves, but it's worth it 4 that quick rush of almost-affection. they can pretend, for 1 moment, they have what they want
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3 years
u cannot demand things contrary to their founding principles & expect them to cater to u. they are operating on THEIR values. corporations cares about profits, about the bottom line. they care about interests of their stakeholders. non-profits do not function in the same way.
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sometimes writing a fic isn't about the number of people who will read it (not many) but about how your dick feels about it (hard and a little feral)
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9 months
the amount of secondhand embarrassment i feel when i stumble across a 30+ year old anti who is rabidly arguing that fiction = reality is absolutely staggering, dizzying. i'm so sorry you're living like this.
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2 years
sometimes i try not to think too hard about how vehemently people are leaning into purity culture/trying to paint everything as either morally good or objectively evil, bc i find it genuinely and utterly terrifying
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3 years
finally done with my camboy!lwj #wangxian fic, capping out at 23k ✨ link in tweet below
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3 years
obviously there ARE important convos to be had about fandom space, culture, and the ways people interact with one another, but people deciding that this is somehow ao3's problem as Big Fanfiction to solve is -- wrong and also completely unproductive.
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4 years
i know this has probably been done before and im sry but im a h/orny b/astard #songxue
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1 year
please orphan your fics, don't delete them! you never know whose fav it was or who might find joy in it in the future.
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1 year
no greater pain than a deleted fic in your ao3 bookmarks 😭
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1 year
i just think that vash being so GOOD at violence, at causing harm and destruction, would cause him so much psychological damage ✌️
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4 years
fellas, is it gay to spend 3 years living in domestic bliss with your rival in the name of revenge? asking for a friend
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2 years
being able to sympathize with a character or being able to understand where they are coming from & what makes them tick so wretchedly just means that they are an interesting character, actually!
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2 years
i'm very "freaks dni" but like......the opposite. freaks pls interact
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1 year
i simply don't care how much you don't want to engage with minors who might be lying about their age—asking for a copy of someone's government fucking ID for a DISCORD SERVER is an idiotic idea, full-stop. let people lie, it's not your job to be the internet police OR a guardian.
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2 years
the beauty of fanfic is that sometimes, out of nowhere, a scene from a fic you read months/years ago just slams straight into your head and knocks you sideways, leaving you yearning and rabid and nostalgic in turns.
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3 years
hey uhhhh, we know that anal sex does not need to include a shower & an enema to happen, right?
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11 months
sometimes you find an author who slams every single one of your buttons so hard that you want to just build yourself a little hut in their ao3 profile and live there forever
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3 years
the internet didn't have a dead dove emoji i liked enough for discord so i simply made my own
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4 years
ugh now i'm just thinking abt bdsm!verse xy, not realizing he's a sub bc he's always had to take care of himself and just getting absolutely REKT the first time someone actually manages to get him to go down
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11 months
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full respect for those ao3 users who seem to materialize out of nowhere and create new accounts for each new fandom they're in, producing a slew of stellar fics before then disappearing back into the ether, leaving no trace behind
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3 years
saw a tweet about smaller tops with bigger bottoms and went, "yes, i too like tight shirts with baggy pants??" and it took me way too long to realize that i had, in fact, misinterpreted the original tweet
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4 years
i keep looking at this pic & i cannot stop thinking abt a universe where the wens obliterate the entire jiang clan, where jyl is safe at carp tower, but jc has nowhere else to end up but the burial mounds with wwx. history diverges there, and subsequently the yiling sect are born
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3 years
today's vibe: you are never too old for fandom. it makes me sad and uncomfortable to see people thinking that. you are allowed to have interests and hobbies and enjoy things well into adulthood. stop letting others convince you otherwise.
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2 years
y'all i dont WANT twitter to decompose, i want to be a freak here on this freak website with u all until the end of time
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2 years
when you block someone you should be able to leave yourself an optional little sticky note or attachment as to why you're blocking them, to save future-you the trouble of trying to remember
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2 years
i may be nonbinary but if you call me enby we are now enemies, does that make sense?
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@brawlite
brawls
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heyooo i am ENGAGED!
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@brawlite
brawls
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i feel like whenever i post abt this people always say smth like 'u cant tell authors what to do! :(' and, like, 1. i am just begging. asking. pleading. not demanding, and 2. i'm also an author & have been for over a decade. i've orphaned many a fic & anonymized others. i GET it.
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