march 2020: gender dysphoric but too afraid to do anything, untreated BPD, job that made me wanna d*e
march 2024: close to 4 years transitioning, getting treatment & more tastefully insane, run a studio & play guitar for a living, havent drank or smoked weed in a couple years :)
weed gummy roulette: 1 of these is a normal sour patch kid. the other 6 have. scary amount of weed in them like a million milligrams. theyโll kill you. if you eat one of these suckers itโs like opening the hellraiser puzzle box. you end up flayed and quartered. literally they are
was in the bathroom at work and i think this girl meant to just say she liked my tattoos or something, but she just goes โi love... you.โ ik that oneโs gonna keep her up at night for awhile.
was grinding away this bottom surgery record and saw myself in the computer screen and now im kinda mad that none of you ever told me i had freakishly giant eyes. what the fuck is this man, iโm not even opening them up that much. i canโt do this anymore.
to clarify, i am not talking about hrt. iโve never taken an estrogen pill. iโve always been on injections. i was talking about my crippling addiction to benzos ๐ญ yaโll wild.
send me a deck pic. then one with the commander in it. then one with sleeves on. then one without sleeves on. then one with your entire deck exiled. because thatโs what iโm gonna do to you. then also one with a planar disruption on your commander because iโm also gonna do that. t
laela doesnโt even know it but she got me off the shits. i messaged her one night when i was benzo withdrawing and she said โthug it outโ. so i did.
01/25/24 please follow closely
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3000 Centipedes, Alluce, Blind Equation, DEAFENING, Den of Evil, Internet Fetish, livelivid, Sleeping on Stardust, VULGAR
also, never posted this on here, but this is probably still one if my fave paintings iโve ever done. you better have framed this shit
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