so I got called a gr00m3r because I congratulated one of my friends, who is a minor, for being free of $H for two weeks (the furthest she’s gone without it) and telling her we should meet up soon.. erm.. reminder that we are irls?? Not everything is on the internet?? I have a bf?
okay so erm..
what if after Soap dies he doesn’t realise he is dead, his spirit still there, he tries desperately to make someone atleast notice him, trying to touch Ghost but his hand just passing through him and only after he looks around and sees his own body does he-
why does my stomach actually drop when someone says they lose interest in Cod? Like it’s not my business man why am I crying about the fact that my COD hyperfixation might (probably won’t) end someday end?
(I am so emotionally attached to the games that I am crying 😔)
OH MY FICKINGX LORDDDSAA
I CANT EVEN SLEEP WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT COD AGUUU KILLING MYSELF /POSS I LOVVE THEM SO MUCHH I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THEm AUuAUauUauUuuayYyay
when I wske up abf see tjis i will cry i tikml teehee
okay as one of the ‘adults’ on CODtwt in general.. other adults gotta learn to take accountability and not twist things into something they’re not? IS THAT SO HARD CHAT
what if Ghost secretly took like half of Soap’s ashes and put them in another urn, putting aome in a small necklace, putting some in a small pendulum and sowing it into a teddy bear which he sleeps with every night getting a tattoo with Soap’s ashes in the in- *GETS FUCKING SHOT*
Guys I’m so sorry but I’m deactivating my account, it was fun while it lasted and I love some of you guys, and I get negative dms for what? All because yall found out I’m married to Simon Riley? FUCK YALL🖕
i dont want to come back to a dead cod fandom but it feels like i will and im getting really emotional about it tbh shame me all you want idc i just dont want it to end
@iammadeofpages
I have the same problem, I mean I just can’t move on from CoD and I really don’t want to, I’m scared of the Fandom dying actually because I’m genuinely heavily hyperfixated on it, but you can draw whatever you want
it’s happening again, I don’t want to go through this again and I don’t want to make everyone as worried as last time
I’m okay for now I think, I’m going offline for a day and read COD fics, goodnight guys <33
YEAH?YOU THINK YOU KNOW POOKIE?!1!?1 I HAVE KNOWN MY POOKIE
@RudyParraLover
WHEN THEY HAD 5 FOLLOWERS AND THEY WERE MY SECOND FOLLOWER SO I KNOW POOKIE BETTER THAN YOU!1!1!!2
-realize that he is dead, his spirit being forced to stay on earth as some wicked curse, he can’t do anything anymore. he is forced to watch everything go wrong around him, knowing he won’t be able to do anything if something went horribly wrong
@ramvur666
I am physically and mentally unable to leave the cod fandom no matter how hard I try, the second I feel like my hyperfixation is fading it isn’t in the slightest
btw none of you need to ask if you can vent to me just hop into my dms and vent whenever you want/need, don’t feel like you are forcing your problems onto me because you are not, im the community shoulder to cry on :3
guys i feel a little bit worse but if i do deactivate ill put one last tweet with a ss of my discord profile im going to rest for a bit, any and all updates on my wellbeing will be on
@RudyParraLover
’s page. goodbye
okay time to pull an all nighter and watch TheClick talking about main characters, I have to finish a project and my big ass picture of Graves on my wall is supporting me
Sorry for being inactive, i just have to process the fact that one of my closest friends is gone, looking at COD content has made me feel much better though because she also loved COD just as much as me, I hope you all understand ❤️
Fic that
@RudyParraLover
gave me the idea for 😈
‼️MIND THE TAGS AND REMEMBER THAT THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING A FIC‼️
#Alerudy
bottom!Rudy, bottom!Alejandro, NSFW
:)
Alejandro always has had a very bad temper, and always will, but there is one person that somehow always-
Okay I just thought about after Soap died Price and Gaz also passed away soon after, meaning that Ghost didn’t have anyone, no family, no friends, no nothing,
who would get his ashes after he died? who would hold him, telling him everything was okay? who was there to love him?
thinking about post MW3, Ghost laying in Soap’s bed while clutching Soap’s dogtags to his chest while sobbing like a baby, sobbing for his Johnny to come back to him, the dogtags were all he had left of Soap, he had initially begged Price not to scatter the ashes but-
I just had to say goodbye to one of my best friends:((( I’ll see him again in a week but I miss him so much already:(, I’ll send him ghoap themed stuff though any suggestions?1!1?1!!1