LegendOfLala 🍉😷 @autieshawtie Twitter profile

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LegendOfLala 🍉😷

5 days

urgent and on-going ask 🌱❤️‍🩹 i’m an artist with severe ME/CFS and i’m too sick to work at my art market tomorrow so i really need help this month! v/ca: @/$autieshawtie pp/z: lalashanks @gmail .com (tip!) (buy my art!) pic 4 reach~

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1 month

it’s suicide prevention month and all i have to say about that as someone who has survived many attempts and lived with chronic ideation is: we cannot and should not seek to prevent suicide without committing ourselves to sustaining life by meeting people’s fundamental needs.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i wish people realized “prison” isn’t the only form of incarceration. involuntary psychiatric “hospitalization” (arguably not possibly voluntary do to signing a lot of basic autonomy and rights away, and a lot of uninformed consent happening) is incarceration.

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@autieshawtie

2 months

being autistic is actually so debilitating and i’m tired of the “it’s not a disability” crowd minimizing what autistic people have to navigate. i am constantly one bad sensory experience or miscommunication away from a meltdown and every social interaction burns me tf out.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

people with wealth that love to talk about “suicide prevention” also love to hoard the very resources that could save people’s lives. people are often driven to suicidality due to insufferable circumstances and lack of access to our basic needs.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

the fact that the both “chronically online” and “terminally online,” exist as common phrases that ultimately mean the same thing makes it clear that ableism is laced in both and that y’all think disabled people who’s social interaction exists primarily online are disposable.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

why is is more respectable to be a wealthy money hoarder than a poor person asking for help? 💀 y’all want us to die. say that.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

like… suggesting that one must do labor to deserve access to basic necessities is inherently ableist because some of us literally can’t work. 🤧

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@autieshawtie

2 months

when y’all have covid you need to be masking around your pets too

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@autieshawtie

1 year

currently getting myself angry over the ableism rooted in shaming people for being actively online. i am isolated, multiply-disabled and broke. without the internet, i’d be flaring in bed all day with no friends, none of my needs met, dying. the internet has kept me alive.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i remember fundraising for furniture a couple years ago and people were like “you were just fundraising for rent now you want people to buy you furniture?” well i would like to not be sleeping on the floor so… yes. lmao. y’all act like poor people choose poverty.

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3 years

i am seeing yt people engage with direct aid for ukrainians that have never engaged w any type of direct aid for Black folks, and still aren’t. like y’all fully understand how funds assist in survival based needs for system-impacted folks but actively refuse to aid Black folks.

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2 months

first day of work! wish me luck :-3

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@autieshawtie

3 years

@UnnamedLov3 @TheyDavis 👏 and the thing is… foreplay is “actual” sex too! genitals don’t have to touch, and penetration does not have to happen for erotic intimacy to be real true authentic sex, yfm?

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2 months

y’all say “during covid” in past tense but are presently infected ? how does that work >.>

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@autieshawtie

3 years

grief is not always tender and gentle and all of these other pleasantries. it is rageful and despairing, too, and that’s okay.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

i’m not flakey, i’m chronically ill i’m not flakey, i’m chronically ill i’m not flakey, i’m chronically ill i’m not flakey, i’m chronically ill i’m not flakey, i’m chronically ill i’m not flakey, i’m chronically ill

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@autieshawtie

1 year

people don’t realize how much chronic illness changes your appearance.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

there are really ableists in the world that think homebound disabled are just lounging and lazing around. being disabled is a full time job. that is NOT an exaggeration.

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@autieshawtie

1 month

i have never been “saved” by someone telling me they would hate for me to not be here anymore. i have not felt “better” when people reduce my suicidality to mental illness. ongoing complex trauma is insufferable. i cannot be helped by people who won’t honor that truth.

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@autieshawtie

1 month

if thriving feels like an impossibility and crisis and survival states are more common than an inkling of joy or contentment, why would people not despair and anguish about their lives? we need to make life more livable, beyond survival! starting with basic human needs.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

i don’t get why y’all trust strangers around you to not have covid. there’s so many layers to anti-masking but that’s something i don’t get. why are y’all at crowded events, on public transit, in restaurants, etc. maskless and think it’s impossible for someone to get you sick?

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@autieshawtie

1 year

@Imani_Barbarin this is from 2 years ago but 🫶🏼😙

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@autieshawtie

2 years

reminder that “autizzy” is just for Black auties to use!! (coined by theythemplural on tiktok btw)

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@autieshawtie

2 years

yt ppl really need not concern themselves with Black intracommunity issues because more often than not they take that as an opportunity to express anti-Blackness.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

@hugetulip me n my partner are besties 🤞🏼🩷🍰

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@autieshawtie

3 years

@kynthiaalice @cuteandcanread stop moralizing drugs. it’s not cute. no one said they’re the same but using weed doesn’t make somebody morally superior to someone who uses other types of drugs. weed being medicinal doesn’t have any bearing on the fact that all drugs should be decriminalized.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

not only is self-diagnosis valid because of the inaccessibility of formal diagnosis but it’s crucial and needed because these systems are manufactured to disparage and disappear us. so if we can discover ourselves without the need to involve the state, that’s a good thing!

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@autieshawtie

1 year

this is so fucking disgusting. y’all be ANGRY like LIVID when disabled people ask y’all to not use ableist phrases because we’re “reaching” when we call you eugenicists and then you call a global pandemic that killed and disabled millions “amazing.” so what are y’all then? [QRT]

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@autieshawtie

2 years

psychiatric patients are criminalized. some may have better experiences than others; i mean, we hear it all the time from survivors of incarceration that it was “helpful” for them. but that is either privilege or a survival tactic. all institutionalization is incarceration.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

one way masking is not enough. y’all are getting people sick who are doing they best they can to protect themselves and others. i am so upset.

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@autieshawtie

5 months

@0pvlent the way all you said was “the scream” and this has so much engagement is sending me as much as the scream LMAO

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@autieshawtie

5 years

@motherjuniper just saying that small lips are “standard” as well is just like... so exclusionary of the existence of black people’s ethnic features as well like ? wth is their problem.

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@autieshawtie

3 years

you might want to interrogate your own homophobia and transphobia if you are actively limiting your dating pool to cishet men. [QT]

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@autieshawtie

2 years

over 100k raised in a week by this racist yt woman, only to not be used for the purpose it was supposedly intended and i’m asking to much by having an $8k goal to keep my housing because i’m disabled and can’t work but it’s also been stalling at the halfway point for months…

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@autieshawtie

1 year

white people love being meta so bad that they’ll continue to make media that tells stories of white supremacy under the guise of “satire” and then there’s never any actual critique. what is satire without a rebuttal? without reflection? an excuse to be ignorant and harmful.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

My partner and I have to find a place to move ASAP! We are disabled and unemployed. Our lease ends the 29th and our plan for housing fell through last minute. Visit this link to read our story and donate to help us secure housing! RTs appreciated. 💞

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@autieshawtie

28 days

why do people with money think rt’ing a mutual aid request is enough 😭

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@autieshawtie

8 months

the “get a job” crowd is so tired. like y’all really think people fundraising haven’t thought of that and y’all really think the reason people are in poverty is because they “refuse” to work. i sadly *want* to work but my disease makes it impossible.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

PSA: Black people still need money even when it’s not Juneteenth, or Black History Month!!!

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@autieshawtie

2 years

it’s so wild how quickly i was disposed of once my disability got more severe and i could no longer be exploited for my labor/participate in transactional relationships

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i have been institutionalized 4 times, 3 times between ages 13-17. i experienced so much violence as a result, and each one of those times what i needed was material resources or to be taken care of by the people around me who were abusive/neglectful. i didn’t need more abuse.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

@CBR “stuck” ?? you was sustainably employed when you should’ve never got an opportunity again 💀

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@autieshawtie

1 year

i hate cissexisim. y’all thinking it’s trans allyship to conflate trans men’s experience with cis men’s and trans women’s with cis women’s. y’all are so invested in colonial binaries and gender essentialism, it’s sad!

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@autieshawtie

3 months

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i will never get over how blatant the ableism is. and ppl will be like, “nobody was talking about disabled people.” exactly! y’all leave us out the narrative entirely because when you’re talking about “people” in general, we are not considered a part of that group?? lmao.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

okay so currently i: - am a month behind on rent - have 27 days left in my lease, meaning 27 days to find housing - have to raise funds for housing (cause where tf i’m gonna stay if i can’t afford move-in fees and moving costs?) - need to pay $800 or my electric getting shut off

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i didn’t need to be away from my home for 2 weeks at a time, away from my friends, unable to work and provide for myself after experiencing houselessness. gaslit and told cbt would “fix” me and that i was in my own way like all of my troubles weren’t systemic.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

“checking in” on someone who’s life is unlivable is not enough. a lot of us are already dying due to our conditions; constant survival and crisis states are not living. it’s not sustainable. without mutual aid, a lot of us would not be here. redistributing resources saves lives.

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@autieshawtie

2 months

why aren’t the Long Covid “Activists” MASKING?! 😭

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@autieshawtie

2 years

@DailyLoud ?? is this account run by a 12 year old

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@autieshawtie

17 days

do what you can to keep Black disabled people alive. stop watching us die. stop letting us die. stop killing us.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

i don’t moralize when people get covid but the thing is the people that don’t mask and think the pandemic is over moralize themselves and go “i’m a good person! i don’t deserve this! how could this happen?” never once considering their lack of mitigation and care as the culprit.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i hate that it’s looked down upon when patients do research on our symptoms and present it to our providers. that should make doctors feel more encouraged to collaborate with me in seeking a diagnosis and treatment plan. healthcare should be autonomous and patient-led. #NEISvoid

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@autieshawtie

2 years

if you’re trying to comment on internet culture and how it obscures people’s social interactions or view of the world at large, etc, you can articulate that without nonchalantly constructing a social category that ultimately targets and demonizes disabled people.

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@autieshawtie

3 months

“my disability doesn’t debilitate me that way so there’s no way yours does” is such tired lateral ableism bs. i’m so exhausted by the way disabled people police others’ disabilities 😭 being disabled doesn’t make someone immune to ableism!

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i will not elaborate bc i haven’t the spoons and any other details i could add are like… extremely obvious if you are a critical thinker and not willfully ignorant.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

“it’s their money! they can do what they want with it!” about people that could help so many folks experiencing crisis to find stability. “get a job! find a way! do the hard work!” about people that literally can’t do that because of systemic cyclical obstacles… be serious.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

there’s so many other words and phrases you could use to mean what you’re saying without insinuating that those who are more online than others are inherently less than…

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@autieshawtie

5 years

@TALLCHIHUAHUA @itsmtty @blakkmolasse get her, wayde!

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@autieshawtie

2 years

this makes me mad bc of exactly what i said… it’s so nonchalant, like all microaggressions tend to be because y’all think it’s “not that serious” and don’t recognize the implications of what you say and the power of language to sway our treatment of already marginalized peoples.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

recently saw something that said the reason people have such a hard time cleaning and organizing is because they try to do both at once but they’re entirely separate tasks. that definitely resonates with me as an auDHDer but it’s still so hard to focus on one task 😭

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@autieshawtie

1 year

@OgLakyn people who normalize that phrase and similar phrases think the internet & IRL cannot coexist. “chronically online” is a “gotcha” phrase lacking nuance and rooted in ableism/dehumanization of those who are dependent on the internet for survival and connectivity.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

Black autistic trans people are the best people.

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@autieshawtie

3 years

i literally can’t feel nostalgic about martin and a lot of these old shows/movies bc there’s so much minstrelsy, so much transmisogyny x misogynist x fatphobia going on. all this cishet Black male-made media that caters to yts and commodifies Black femmes… yuck! can’t.

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@autieshawtie

3 months

if you don’t have chronic pain and/or chronic fatigue please don’t ever try to hold me to the same standard as yourself (and honestly able bodied people be holding me to higher standards than themself too like? what are we doing??)

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@autieshawtie

3 months

y’all masking? ft. my portable air purifier 🤩🩵 [QRT]

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@wizlivestan

3 months

y’all masking ?

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i’m so concerned for mutual aid and community care if this shit really hitting the fan like it seems to be

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@autieshawtie

3 months

@XxdragumoxX3 also i’ve never heard nobody say transmisandry. i’ve only ever heard it called anti-transmasculinity

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@autieshawtie

7 months

reminder that if you see me at PAX you can ask me for a mask! I have a bunch of standard size and kids KN95s and standard size and large N95s! the info booth will also have some!

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@autieshawtie

1 year

but we can say we don’t gaf that she’s autistic bc she don’t gaf about the community. i’m so tired of yt auties prioritizing validity politics over the safety and systemic circumstances of autistic people. [QRT]

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@autieshawtie

2 years

why do white people insert themselves into intracommunity Black discussions? and why are there so many folks that welcome them in/entertain them?? 🤦

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@autieshawtie

2 years

i’m 6 months sober 😭🫶🏼

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@autieshawtie

2 years

poor and disabled people supposedly “lack ambition” and “work ethic” cause we have circumstances outside of our control that make basic needs inaccessible and have the self-respect to ask for support but those who have excess resources are justified in hoarding them? y’all r cops

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@autieshawtie

1 year

and many ableds would think that’s a reach but it’s actually an understatement. there’s so much to it. having ME/CFS, surviving so much trauma and ongoing, concurrent crises, homebound and bedridden, why shouldn’t i look to the internet to access what i otherwise cannot?

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@autieshawtie

10 months

covid conscious cuties 🫶🏼 [QRT]

Purple Tinkerbell ⁷🧚🏾‍♀️💜is ready4 Sirenversary

@Zoyablooms

10 months

QUEER COUPLES ME AND MINEEEEE!! INJECT ITTTTTTTT

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3 years

@GGGAET20 @kakovalipuduk @jd_occasionally i think the reason folks are mad is because the texture of hair they have, white people can also have. they’re not impacted by texturism, and it’s frustrating for people who are to see others whine about microaggressions when they’re much more violent for others.

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5 months

we’re so pretty uwu

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@autieshawtie

4 months

@fluidsonja and they will call people pleasers manipulators meanwhile they use the most pathologizing and demonizing clinical language making it obvious they understand they’re being ableist but just don’t care!

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@autieshawtie

2 years

just noting for folks arguing psychiatric institutions are “necessary” — what you mean is access to resources, safe spaces, support, is necessary. as i mentioned, being institutionalized leads to different experiences for different folks but the system overall is fucked.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

@plscallmeky mood. when i initially thought i might be autistic i gaslit myself because the understanding i had of autism was through functioning labels and so i thought i had to be non-speaking and “non-functioning” OR a savant that was really really good at something.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

many of us literally CANNOT work and, whether or not we work, depend on mutual aid and virtual community. y’all want to exploit disabled people and if we can’t be then you’ll isolate and disappear us. to y’all we’re jokes and burdens for just trying to live.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

don’t forget to MASK UP! 😷 we are still in a pandemic and living in a surveillance state. be safe 🩷 [QRT]

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The largest Palestine march in US history is tomorrow. Will you join us?

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1 year

@allicatttx if they don’t do a rock version of lalaland for this 😭😭

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@autieshawtie

2 months

stop using ai for memes!! especially when stock images and other meme templates are so easily accessible on twitter

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@autieshawtie

6 months

a lil message from your sober pothead at heart: please incorporate harm reduction into your cannabis use as you’re able. weed is not “just a plant.” I developed severe CHS (cannabis hyperemesis syndrome), heart palpitations, psychosis after years of “safe” daily weed use.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

another appointment that led to nothing. the doctor kept calling me young and healthy and i wanted to fucking scream. being undiagnosed but dealing with tens of symptoms daily and being homebound by them is not healthy.

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@autieshawtie

9 months

“there is a CRAZY flu going around right now” no, it’s covid. and when it is the flu, it’s whooping your ass so bad because your immune system has been absolutely ravaged by covid infections.

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@autieshawtie

1 year

don’t call yourself covid conscious if you’re only thinking about how covid effects you. if you’re able to take a risk that you know impacts other people because you don’t care how it impacts you, you were never covid conscious. collectivism is crucial.

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@autieshawtie

3 years

@Imani_Barbarin I am so grateful for your existence. everytime there’s a video of yours on my tl I stop what I’m doing n tune in bc you’re always so on point 🧡

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@autieshawtie

2 years

@vivinotwestwood @thatbadmars @kzzrttt the way i’m blocked n i never seen that account a day in my life sksjsksjs

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@autieshawtie

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0/$600 taking off the next week of work so I can rest and grieve. I lost a family member to suicide and a close friend to medical neglect in a span of days. I need to rest and recoup the funds I'm missing out on. I'm so tired. v/c - @/$autieshawtie pp/z - lalashanks @gmail .com

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@autieshawtie

1 year

if i’m keeping it 100%, i’m chronically suicidal and there isn’t a day where i don’t feel untethered to my body and this world. the best days be the most triggering, highkey, because i know how unlikely it is to be that good again and how fast shit can get real bad.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

certain autistic people (⚪️) love ranting about how they can’t be their authentic selves without suppression and shame yet suppress and shame racialized autistics for being ourselves, authentically 🧐 they love to project and tone police.

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@autieshawtie

2 years

disabled pride is great but disabled guilt and grief been so overbearing lately that i genuinely can’t say i remember what that pride feels like.

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LegendOfLala 🍉😷

@autieshawtie

5 months

hate the constant ableist language in political tweets that otherwise have an important and necessary message

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LegendOfLala 🍉😷

@autieshawtie

3 months

23 month sober. this shit is so hard, i can’t believe i’ve gone so long without using.

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LegendOfLala 🍉😷

@autieshawtie

2 years

❣️ my partner and i are at serious risk of being homeless again if we cannot acquire funds for april rent and moving costs for may! we are $225 in the negatives. april rent is $1k. moving costs also ~$1k. 💸 — C: $autieshawtie V: @/autieshawtie PP & Zelle: lalashanks @gmail .com

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LegendOfLala 🍉😷

@autieshawtie

5 months

here’s my trans eye look 🏳️‍⚧️🥰