if yall ever see me like one of those fat people wieiad videos/threads just know its out of jealousy and living vicariously through them, not fatphobia🙏🙏
TW:SH (my roommate)
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My roommate relapsed into self harm and has been cutting themselves all over the house and leaving the blood on everything.. straight up walking around and chilling on the couch in short sleeves with FRESH sh. Its so insanitary and triggering….
I sent pics of my worst bc to my closest friends because im so desperate for people to be concerned about me and one of them literally said “ I don’t know if I should say this, but I don’t think you’re bad enough for me to be concerned” I had to leave the call because I wanna kms
im both happy and shocked- im happy that i fit into an xs but im also now noticing just how much vanity sizing has gone up because i fit in an xs at bmi 22.5
I go to my local thrift store every week on my day off and this one older lady who always is there at the same time i am always finds such cute things for me😭🫶 //it says large but fits me fine so idc
random bodychecks from today👍👍bmi 18.8
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idk why but even though ive been maintaining at about 103lbs i feel like im getting progressively more boney???
Guys, ive been eating at most 600 cals and burning off an extra approx 300+ cals per day yet maintaining… do i need to do a metabolism week/month? Im not quite sure how that would work and any tips are appreciated
🦋bmi 17.7🦋
Tb to when i started losing weight and id be down like 20lbs a month, now im losing at a snails pace. Since i hit 100lbs ive been only losing 1-ish lbs a month despite eating 600max cals and burning around 300+ in exercise… yet i see all these uw ppl losing like crazy,,HOWWWW!?!
so ive been plateauing for the past couple weeks even though ive been eating max 500cal a day and doing daily exercises- i think it must be from fat turning into muscle because look at the difference (both pics are at the same weight but weeks apart, also same pants)
Let me tell you something, I haven't even begun to peak. And when I do peak, you'll know. Because I'm gonna peak so hard that everybody in Philadelphia's gonna feel it.
🦋bmi 18.1
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So my moms an alcoholic, and now that i moved back home my life has been full of screaming disrespect and using every excuse under the sun to destroy herself-I miss my mommy and its starting to feel futile. I feel so hopeless and lost.
So when my grandma died the other day i drank a whole bottle of vodka and likely gave myself alchohol poisoning as i woke up at 1am and was puking every 10-ish minutes until approx 8am, i couldnt sleep or keep down any liquids, think i saw blood, and now cant swallow w out pain
Just ate a whole margarita pizza in like 10 minutes for me and my bfs 4th anniversary and i overheard two waitresses talking about how fast/much i ate and how skinny i am. I feel embarrassed and want to put a gun in my mouth👍
ever since ive started eating 300+ net cals instead of being at negative net cals ive gotten out of my plateau!!! idk how that works but im now at 114lbs!! im so happy!! gonna go for a nice long halloween walk
I havent been tracking my cals lately, just mentally adding them up and only weighing myself once a week. Idk im not in a huge rush to get to 85lbs, and im fine maintaining since everyone around me is so concerned lol