25. nonbinary. he/him. pansexual pretty boy, stoner, and plant lover ๐ป 18+ (put your age in your bio before following)
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My birthday gift to myself this year was blocking my parents numbers and deleting FB so I don't get a single guilt trippy 'miss you and praying for you' birthday message from my transphobic family members ๐ฎโ๐จ
Hello friends! โบ๏ธ thank you for following me here, already feeling a bit better. Felt like I was following too many people and letting too many people follow me on my old account. It was overwhelming and adding to my anxiety and frustrations on this site.
Man, I am amazed by sex workers who are able to queue up a ton of content at once. T has helped a lot with the sex drive and confidence for sw, but I don't think anything will help me with sitting at my desk for hours editing and posting content.
Got horny while editing a video, so I took a break to jerk off. I ended up filming like 4 videos ๐ I'm still horny, but I ran out of space on my phone, and I feel like I should get back to working, not just jerking off ๐๐ญ
I've been feeling very frustrated with how much I struggle socially because of the whole ~sheltered homeschooled christian~ childhood where my parents bullied me for everything queer and neurodivergent about me followed by a pandemic for the entirety of my adulthood..
Fuck all the no age/private/blank profiles, all the people who slowly stopped interacting with me the louder I got about being trans and using he/him pronouns, and all the people who were way too obvious with their preference for thin white cis passing people.
My partner is in between jobs, I'm still waiting for my first check for my landscaping work, and we could really use some help this week! I'll be doing some direct sale bundles soon! All tips, subscriptions, sales, and rts are very appreciated rn ๐
$RiverGray
omg the video I just filmed ๐ฅต I was filming a jerking off & fucking myself video and one of the cumshots I got the cum dripping down my cock all the way to my cunt and I fuck the cum into me and ahhh it looks so good!
I'm a lot more active on Fansly! Follow me on one of the sites where I am not hidden and ignored for being a SW & trans man to keep seeing my content โ๏ธ
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to the extent that his likes and replies aren't showing up in my notifications. Be sure to follow him on other platforms (he's very active many places!) so you don't lose him!!!
But honestly I am so fucking proud of the dude I am today despite all that. I'm slowly figuring out and learning to love all the parts of me my parents didn't want to exist. And I have been pushing past my social anxiety and making closer friends. And I'm just really proud idk ๐ฅฒ
I also came out to him as a trans man, and he didn't know what that meant either ๐ but I explained it, and he was just like "Wow! Good for you! That takes a lot of strength" and I just ahhh! I'm so glad I took this job and so proud of myself for just loudly being who I am ๐
Danny and I have filmed so much this week omg ๐ฅฒ 4 customs, at least 7 full-length features, and a ton of other lil clips and pics. Moving over the files has been SO much ๐ฅด over 70 vids on my phone and over 90 on his! ๐คฏ๐ซ
My depression has been rough so I've been taking some time away from work and social media and I just checked my onlyfans for the first time in awhiiile and I got 9 new fans over the past few days and I don't know whyy ๐ but that is so awesome! & helped my mood sm today
I picked up some landscaping work with a friend, and yesterday my boss asked what I usually do for work. So I told him online SW. He had no idea what that meant, so I explained it. He had so many questions and was SO interested and impressed with what I do ๐ฅฒ
I'm proud of myself and glad I finally did this, but man it's been a hard month. Birthday tips/kind words/positive feedback on my recent vids all very appreciated this week ๐ฅบโค๏ธ
I think I have content to post on every site today other than IG ๐๐ญ why is it so hard for me to take sfw pics just put ur dick away for a second river pls
Woke up to a negative balance email from my bank. Don't really have it in me to make a whole goal/direct sale post asking for help rn, but if you care about me or regularly enjoy my work and have never tipped me now would be a really, really good time to ๐ฅบโค๏ธ
$RiverGray
make me cum over and over laughing and teasing me about how easily I cum, then slap and spank my overstimutlated tdick, telling me how pretty I look when I cry? ๐ฅบ๐
I can handle editing, posting, and advertising like one video/photo set and that's it. And I have to be pretty excited about it to do all of that in one sitting ๐ I've been filming so much, but fuck sitting and editing and social media.. such a struggle
I'm pretty much always honest about what I do when people ask, and I've never had anyone respond negatively, but I've never had someone ask so many questions and seem so impressed. I felt so seen for the hard work I do, and it was so nice ๐ฅนโค๏ธ
SWers I love you so much โค๏ธ๐ซ These laws, sites, and companies are so frustrating and exhausting. Thank you for speaking up and doing everything you can. Please take care of yourself and take some time away from work and social media if you need/can afford to.
Wanna hear a cute story about my first kiss with my love for valentines day? ๐
We were at a party together at my sisters and spent most of the night flirting. After the party we still wanted to hangout so we borrowed my sisters kayaks and went for a late night kayak ride
I'm leaving for a backpacking trip soon, and I just finished getting videos scheduled to post on MV and C4S every other day until the 24th when I get back home ๐ฅน
swept, mopped, filmed a video, mopped again ๐ ๐ฆ did the dishes, cleaned the kitchen, and did 4 loads of laundry today ๐ด need cuddles and pets and praise
I've been trying to follow my friends on sites other than this one! I started with manyvids and will probably do fansly next ๐ If we're mutuals and ur on either of those, feel free to comment, and I'll follow and give ur posts some love!
My partner is in between jobs, I'm still waiting for my first check for my landscaping work, and we could really use some help this week! I'll be doing some direct sale bundles soon! All tips, subscriptions, sales, and rts are very appreciated rn ๐
$RiverGray