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CNo Evo -Greatest writers of our time +women id kill for gotta speak for myself if you don't know what you're about might fall for anything

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@CNmeBenC
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4 days
Kamala's gonna try to make USA gay like UK & Canada, take away our arms, make a more wasteful welfare state & God knows what on American children's curriculum While Trump will try to run it into the ground like the 7times he went bankrupt, probably steal the shit out of erything
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@CNmeBenC
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8 months
@Reeseforsure Your best picture!
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@flinderdude @KDVR @JimDeMint The flu has had variations throughout it's entire existance. Whether you vax or not, it's purely childish to blame people for that.
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@CNmeBenC
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4 years
@TheEllenShow If race isn't important, can we not even bring it up? A new disney princess! & let the individual infer on the lineage for themselves..
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
People are always talking about..I believe in science.. Why I don't trust "science" It should have literally taken 2 days to find out that corona didn't stay on surfaces. No excuse.
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@Alec_Zeck We still pretend thar the air doesn't go from our noses or mouths to all around us even with a mask for the benefit of those borderline manic freaks. Accept nonsensical thinking!
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@vanillaglock @zeynepmyenisey Remember when they said if you just stay home it will be over
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords I'm very sorry I let you down & ever allowed you to doubt how much you mean to me.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@OrwellNGoode Heard that over 5 years ago.. So lame
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@FlingLord @PoliticsForAlI The whole coronavirus is about taking power and overlooking whatever protections from tyranny we have.
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@CNmeBenC
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9 months
@autvvmn I wouldn't care if u left permanent bite marks
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@GoldTelegraph_ Their people have mad experience of: money turning into just paper.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords When someone calls you: what u hate most.. & tells you your lying when you're telling the truth.. When theres a breakdown in communication & one simply is disregarded . When one swears they'll breakup if they even think about cheating & instead makes a comp fool out of you..
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@CNmeBenC
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3 months
@lonesfeels u were trying to break me down every time we talked, all u did was look for ways to make things worse for me
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@CNmeBenC
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3 months
@lonesfeels there is a natural state of taking things for granted. Buy a Porsche & after 4 months it's just ur same old car, I guess with people it's up to the individuals to keep it exciting
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@CNmeBenC
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11 months
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@CNmeBenC
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4 months
@lonesfeels baby I know I let u down & I'll understand if u never forgive me but there was no guiding light, if I could've figured it out then, i would've done something differently I chalk these kinds of things to destiny but u see how bad I want u, how hard I'm trying to make it right
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@CNmeBenC
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9 months
@cheygoulet I like your real eyes
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@clamsgirl1 @afiercemind Can you believe anyone settles for less?
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@CNmeBenC
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9 months
@jaxajueny @amor_de_tu_vi she was such a a nice girl, someone get that anima inspired demon out of her please.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 months
@lonesfeels baby, I wanna be there for u but I don't know how, have no business playing a game I'm not good at & don't even know the rules. I know I love u & I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, I've had weeks & months where I'd work myself into a frenzy of exhaustion but nothing like u
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@MaverickKizz Lent maybe 7 years ago. I was surprisingly fine, felt like it helped everything.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@drsimonegold They are not liable for harm it causes, was a dead giveaway..
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords Just help me understand, so I know what's going on with you, eventually it'll be easy to have your mind at ease.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords yeah, I've been saying it so often lately because I can't help but be reminded all the time.. What was it 2 weeks ago? My days started being filled with wonder, getting to explore your mind. It's tough for me to take a break from you and sleep.. .
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords I hate knowing that I gave you a me, that was far bellow the standards I would've liked to set for myself & toil in the hopes that you'll see that I don't feel my behavior was acceptable.
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@Reeseforsure I'm always prepared for a variety of setbacks, often due to my own faults that I'm always trying to figure out and correct. In that regard patience & niceness is highly sought after. I don't know how to tell or show someone that I won't use it against you.
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@CNmeBenC
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9 months
@lonesfeels That's the worst feeling, avoiding ones temper, feeling helpless just waiting for someone to snap on u whenever I find myself in such a position, I'll get through the day & leave
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@CNmeBenC
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1 month
@rjcmxrell @NicoleN38969 I've not had enough confidence my treasure, it is something one can get back
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@CNmeBenC
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17 days
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@Reeseforsure that's what I thought, though there must've been way more then meets the eye because I didn't get the satisfaction i expected by letting them go.
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@CNmeBenC
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8 months
@lonesfeels It's so tough to make the resolution to resolve, it's one thing to have the feeling that something needs to be said, most of the time it ends there.
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@CNmeBenC
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4 months
@UneaseFeeling tiny neck kisses my love, we'll talk about everything there will be no misunderstanding
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@CNmeBenC
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2 months
@lonesfeels hey, I'm not gonna despair but I want u to know I really love u, so I try my best, despite being unable to sleep last night. Everytime I make a mistake & u don't think it registers, I've found something different out and am in the process of putting it in practice
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@CNmeBenC
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4 months
@Humanlty1o1 if you add them together they don't even total up to one piece of paper
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@CNmeBenC
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10 months
@putemignonne I love the things u say & worry about u in a plethora of ways, I just want it to be worth all the fuss.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords Disagree I feel if I had the real you, I'd be happy, fulfilled, entertained, content. That's not up to me. I stay sad, thinking of all the ways I failed at being myself. I know asking for a do-over is out of the question. Allimsayn: I'm reasonably easy to figure stuff out with.
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@CNmeBenC
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5 months
@hashjenni @arjmxrell I would've never known half the stuff about girls without twitter u're all so f'n cute
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@CNmeBenC
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8 months
@astralbaes I love you my universe
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@CNmeBenC
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5 months
@lonesfeels when someone turns on u it's tough to believe in them again In our situation, I'd like to believe we both felt that way not understanding the other person's point of view started sincere & believed themselves to be betrayed I'm sorry it's not what it appears to be
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@CNmeBenC
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1 month
@holyaches It's all about putting in the work to figure out the complexities, my love.
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4 months
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords It's so weird, that you project what others did unto me because you cannot get upset at them. I never did anything to you. I may have failed you but that's not the same.
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1 year
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords You aren't defined by your past. You aren't your mistakes. :) I'm sorry, I was feeling in the dark about everything that was going on. My pride didn't allow me to stick to the original gameplan: just be there for her.
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1 month
@lonesfeels ze accident, my love
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@CNmeBenC
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11 months
@rjmxrell I wish I could be close to u
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@CNmeBenC
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11 months
@Reeseforsure that frame!
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@kfc Too bad it's $10 for 6 nuggets made of plants.. how do you justify that? If they don't eat meat, they must have a fortune to spend? I know for a fact vegetables are less expensive then animal parts.
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10 months
@lonesfeels careful to not pass it down
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@BarackObama @SHAQ Well if both Charles & Shaq agree, who is to question the matter any further?
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@CNmeBenC
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4 years
@RAtheRuggedMan Even worse when it's the media directly injecting their beliefs.. Can't contradict that, I saw it on the TV!
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@CNmeBenC
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10 months
@rjmxrell I retreated, never surrendered
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@CNmeBenC
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8 months
@UneaseFeeling I love you I hope u realize it hurts me to say so Pls let us talk this out I don't want there to be any more pain mixed up in a love that I feel is the only thing in my life that should be pure.
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9 months
@cheygoulet may I make it right?
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@CNmeBenC
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9 months
@feelthruwords I think u got it wrong baby, I broke down but it wasn't betrayal, I gained nothing & lozt u
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords You know you have me, though right? Must I say it over and over again? When I steadily proved it for so long? I'm sorry I had to prove it to myself. & i practice,to be better. Thank you, for you've dealt with some of my misses... & I do rejoice in making you happy.
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@CNmeBenC
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3 months
@BobGolen quite the publicity stunt
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords Just because I won't leave, doesn't mean you should try to test me to prove it... We have enough stress from the outside world, so we should never be stressing one another.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@c0wgirlonline @misandristslut Some would say the same of women, it's tough for anyone to be a good person, especially these days.
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords Soul mates don't have to learn from their mistakes? They automatically treat you like you deserve to be treated?
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11 months
@rjmxrell I hate myself when I don't think things thru, it's a bad combination... I feel how I feel just seeps out of me & you'll just know you're safe because I love you so much but alas there are always difficulties to go through, especially initially.
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@NormaRa94174446 @KVandetti They went back on the masks can come off. So why wouldn't they say that: just so they'll have less people to force the vaccine upon.. Hate deplorable people like that, making me feel used like when movers already have your stuff in their truck and then start adding charges.
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@CNmeBenC
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9 months
@rjmxrell ur silence effects me drastically, my love
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@herprettybones Lol u got lit!
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@DreamsSarcastic Wish I could
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@CNmeBenC
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4 months
@UneaseFeeling Ok I'm going to bed, my heart
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@CNmeBenC
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4 months
@Vinod_r108 @AMAZlNGNATURE in the wild this couldn't happen? What a difference being fed every day makes
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8 months
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5 months
@astralbaes I saw this & thought of u my lady
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@sadtruthwords My divinity, I worship you
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@CNmeBenC
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1 month
@lonesfeels thinking about it too much, my love life has it's ups and downs & the system is created to leave you unsatisfied to make a cash cow of you, if u will and constantly spending money on short term pleasures & counseling + pharmaceuticals
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@CNmeBenC
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6 months
@lonesfeels Baby I understand u had to preserve u're mental health I realize I affect u possibly more than u do me I just want to figure it out & love u right I realized so much after the fact @ first I didn't even blame myself I don't think it was u or me just circumstances got between
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@CNmeBenC
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7 months
@casbby888 Sometimes it's tough to determine what is destiny & what's people getting in the way
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@sadtruthwords Aw my lil neglected one. I'm so sorry.
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@CNmeBenC
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8 months
@_BruceBane @BennyBsf he's a disgusting person, a fraud and charleton, hurt our country more than any single person in history, do you remember potential & actual lockdowns? wtf is there to admire?
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadtruthwords I hate what you did to me too... But, I've found, I am at your mercy.. Since, apparently: you can do anything and I still have to love you.
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@CNmeBenC
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4 months
@anxietymsgs I'm sorry I did not end up an exception that was always my intention to be right & good to u but I never took the initiative to seek u
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@sadtruthwords Baby, I'm scared of enjoying any of that without you. It's not fair to anyone, that I'd just wish u were there.🥹
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@CNmeBenC
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10 months
Listen to DJ Mixer 29-12-2023 20-59-50.wav by Rillibenny on #SoundCloud In case you care
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@CNmeBenC
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4 months
@DesiSanatani @AMAZlNGNATURE do not try this at home maybe
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@sadtruthwords My brains foggy too baby, we'll get through it. Let's get rested for tomorrow and try to not make any important decisions.
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@sadtruthwords I'm sorry. I love zoning out at work. Get all in my workout and the day goes by so fast. When I start looking at my phone it breaks my rhythm. I know once an hour isn't too much to ask.
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1 year
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1 year
@sadtruthwords I want you back too.
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2 years
@sadtruthwords I love you, I'm sorry for my mistakes. I do not want to lose you.
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@CNmeBenC
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8 months
@feelthruwords <~~~~~ terrified
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@sadtruthwords I love you
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@rjmxrell never wanted to hurt u
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@CNmeBenC
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1 month
How can anyone deny that Trump put us 10 trillion in debt during his administration & didn't build anything, didn't make life better for people, he used his time to make up a virus and funnel billions to his cronies? Please argue with my logic
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@CNmeBenC
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2 months
@holyaches It's supposed to be fun but without trust, somehow lead to both of us barely holding on after arguments, very counter productive, when we're both struggling, talking stuff out wasn't as easy as it sounded & I don't think we were comfy enough to have a real heart to ❤️
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@CNmeBenC
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2 years
@sadlifepost Never, if you do your part, I'll always do mine.
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@CNmeBenC
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1 year
@sadtruthwords I love you for that, my lil glimpse..
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2 years
@rosehuedmansion @animaechan @marcoandante @MIAuniverse Are you mad that your opinion is worthless?
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1 year
@sadtruthwords It doesn't ever stop :(
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1 year
@sadtruthwords I get all excited when I see that word.
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@CNmeBenC
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3 years
@sharrij I'm glad you posted that.. I don't like the idea of paying for anyone's housing. Though that's a ridiculous use of tax payer money. For 86,000,000 he could've built 1,200 $72,000 houses and at least offer a long term solution for veterans or someone who might deserve our charity.
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