@digitalrawrxd
I’ve been on the thin side my whole life and being weird is something I’ve always been bullied over and want to kms because of
It’s so isolating people genuinely don’t care how u look like but if u have some idk wrong vibes ig ??? They hate u
@lassquelette
Yeah same it’s been almost 4 years for me and all I can think of is “she must be in so much pain”
People reposting “spend a day at ur ugw” polls as if you will be able to do anything other than cry and hate yourself, and friends? U will push them away to st4rve
@knycals
Tw ed //
I’m severely uw like u could see me on the street and go yeah that’s an an0rex1c and I’ve only ever done 3-4 days fast … and I just rotted in bed and died during that time soooo
Y’all r doing 12-15 days and I’m like wow cus I literally could never 😭😭
@Greyflor4
Yes it 1000% is since it has goals to work for (things to look forward for) gives u hope (life is better thinner which u later find out is wrong) and is all consuming (distracts from life’s pain)
@lavenderkcals
I compare myself to the Russian sleep experiment photo like literally 2 min ago 😭 but yea so insensitive to both lw anorexics and Auschwitz’s victims
whether u gain the weight today or gain it later u will have to !! there is no “perfect time” to gain weight and it’s better to get all the uncomfortableness of it over with now rather than make it worse by waiting 💜
@helenrose999
you dont want it im not even a "severe" anorexic bmi 14.7 😭😭 but im so fucking terrified of every single food except monster energy and kitkats its awful genuinely
@yrf4voritef4tty
@abnrmlvy
in the end you can only control ur own decisions and policing people when they are in a bad mental state is not helping palestine
I would always rather be friends with someone who has sh scars and a “weird” personality and general wellbeing issues than someone who is all put together and has never suffered a day in their lives.
even tho I'm in recovery I'd never be mean to someone with an ed (unless they are being one of those toxic pro ana bitches, then they absolutely deserve all the hate)
"Just ate a big breakfast have fun with your teeth falling out" is such an incredibly vile thing to post
very happy to announce that croissants are no longer a fear food, I may be terrified of other pastries but my favorite one is okay to eat finally and im proud of myself for challenging jt !!!
just need to lose weight
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Get your act together! Stop wasting time feeling sorry for yourself and STUDY! Every second you're sitting around, someone else is out there working harder than you, getting closer to your goals. You want to fall behind because you're lazy?
I am happy having an ed, pacing gives me comfort as well as bcs
Maybe I am used to it but I don’t care
I have stopped focusing on recovery
Why should I? And undo all of my progress?
Go away, thoughts of recovery
go away !!!!!!
Yeah no my mom is Indian and she’s amazing . Some ethnic parents r shit and some white parents r also shit, don’t generalize and group people into abusers solely by their race.
Tw animal abuse
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At 0-11 yrs old I watched our family pet be severely abused by my father like kicked and b34ten and bl00dy and just so much and my 2nd pet too until he was 3 years old and then my father started being nicer to him for some reason
@tarablogging
you're not ugly at all, your body dysmorphia is tricking you into thinking that but really your hair reminds me of a sunflower and flowers are very pretty
Stop waiting for the “right time” to go all in in recovery. My ed kept telling me to wait and wait but I would always have to do this, no matter how long I wait! I deserve much better from myself and from life
no amount of bingeing can fill the emptiness inside of u
no amount of dieting can make u love yourself
u were born backwards and must learn to accept it
@str4wbyogurt
Hate how people are like “omg it’s only cus she’s pretty” or “ugh only cus she’s white” why do u guys need to ruin everything?? Just scroll god
I forced myself to eat and now I feel so sick 🧍♀️ as if that wasn’t the natural outcome… and people trust me to make important decisions such as college??
"I stopped eating, and then everyone had to do what I said."
"And did you enjoy that?"
"I think it was the happiest time of my life. But I had to stop before I died, otherwise... it wasn't fun."
I am happy having an ed, pacing gives me comfort as well as bcs
Maybe I am used to it but I don’t care
I have stopped focusing on recovery
Why should I? And undo all of my progress?
Go away, thoughts of recovery
go away !!!!!!
I’m gonna stop eating processed food and only eat whole foods bc I feel like I binge more on things like sugary snacks
Which makes sense ngl it is a bit designed to be addictive
@automaticIover
exactly bro edtok is munching hard on rice cakes like dude there is 5 cal jam and 35 cal bread u can have a DELICIOUS coffee n toast for like 40-45
Hey guys if I’ve ever triggered u on here i am really sorry /gen
I hope u all know that i only think mean disordered shit about myself and whenever i see u eating a meal or gaining weight or reducing exercise am so proud and happy for u 🫂🫂 u all deserve such good lives💜💜