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a rock in the stream • she/her 🏳️‍⚧️

Brooklyn, NY
Joined August 2022
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@zzzygote
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1 year
have you tried making the problem into a bit, then committing to it?
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@zzzygote
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3 months
conflict avoidant people absolutely fucking terrify me
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@zzzygote
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3 months
they can just like. have a problem with you. and you won't know. maybe for *years*
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@zzzygote
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3 months
I think basically what I'm realizing is that my entire social norm idiolect is hyperspecialized to new york culture
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@zzzygote
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3 months
@AndyAyrey ...and then you never hear from them again. like an ice cold knife in the gut.
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3 months
@bdmarotta 😭😭😭
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@zzzygote
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1 month
I'm so sorry for this but. I think it's better when gender is show, not tell
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3 months
@slimefren132450 whatever they're suppressing trying to avoid the conflict usually comes up later or worse they just stop talking to you because they're afraid of whatever's going on
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3 months
@JoeYossarian it's me im guy
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@zzzygote
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5 months
remembering about this store I found in Egypt a couple years ago
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@zzzygote
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5 months
by God, the madman's trying to find an etiology for girltwinks!
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3 months
I was trying to get the timer to stop going off
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@zzzygote
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1 month
gender isn't a thing you Are, it's a thing you Do
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3 months
@razorsmile yeah 😢
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@zzzygote
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9 months
Soup Chat is seriously popping off today
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1 month
you could maybe call this internalized transphobia. and you might be right. but I kinda think it's mostly just a disagreement in the way we even define what gender is
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@zzzygote
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4 months
@eatnik file under: thoughts that if I were to let myself think I would go truly insane
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@zzzygote
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3 months
i think a thing people aren't really understanding about this is that by conflict avoidant I do not mean "chill easygoing people who don't make a big deal about things", I mean "people who will let the ways you've slighted them fester and grow until it consumes your relationship"
@zzzygote
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3 months
conflict avoidant people absolutely fucking terrify me
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@zzzygote
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3 months
@bdmarotta you joke but im pretty sure this happened actually 🫠
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3 months
@slimefren132450 and I'm afraid of them! it's a big circle of fear and hurt feelings and avoidance. seems bad
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@zzzygote
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11 months
not monogamous nor polyamorous but a secret third thing: cheating
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3 months
@enyaville idk, seems hard
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@zzzygote
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1 month
lifehack: programming is really really really really really fun
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@zzzygote
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5 months
Two polycules, both alike in dignity, In fair Bushwick, where we lay our scene.
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1 month
this very emphatically does not have to mean like... playing the game by the published rules. but you gotta play *a* game
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@zzzygote
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6 months
@xsphi you've heard of left fixity and right fixity, now try: chaos fixity??
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@zzzygote
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4 months
kinda hurts my heart to admit it but tbh I don't really feel like I got much out of vibecamp this year
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@zzzygote
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7 months
topology is the gift that keeps on giving
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@zzzygote
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2 months
using strange, little known features of the Unix permissions system for sex reasons
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@zzzygote
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4 months
just thinking about how I really miss @QiaochuYuan on here. hope he's doing well
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3 months
@lumpfished lmao I wish
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@zzzygote
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7 months
you gotta be Hazelmaxxing ( @halcyon_hazel @CrisprChild )
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@zzzygote
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5 months
@NoTraceOfSense oh boy if this is your first exposure to Dr Will Powers, lemme tell you... he's a Guy
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@zzzygote
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1 year
@__justplaying these *results* holy shit
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@zzzygote
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6 months
just shut up and let a good life happen to you
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@zzzygote
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1 year
stable, committed situationship
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@zzzygote
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3 months
you know how many koans end with "and then he was immediately enlightened"? when I saw this photo for the first time like 6 months ago I had like a 20% dose of that immediate enlightenment
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Releasing Taṇhā
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@zzzygote
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1 year
do polyamorous dom-sub relationships have to form a DAG? 🤔
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3 months
@televangeline i can never live there i would Just Die
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@zzzygote
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4 months
its my birfday one last year of my 20s let's fuckin go
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3 months
@marquisdcustine yeah man that culture fucks with me
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@zzzygote
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1 year
just told my boss i'm a girl \o/
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@zzzygote
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10 months
@LinkofSunshine I mean dark souls didn't have one bc it was multiplayer. same with elden ring and bb. sekiro, which wasn't multiplayer, notably did have a real pause button
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@zzzygote
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3 months
The Gang Gets Covid
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@zzzygote
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10 months
. @xsphi is up to something
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3 months
@Actualwebutante we fumbling out here but making it look good 💅
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@zzzygote
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6 months
I have besharkened the cauliflower man
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pov you're staying at @zzzygote 's place
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@zzzygote
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3 months
@slimefren132450 we should fight about it instead
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@zzzygote
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4 months
maybe it's time for me to shake my self conception as "a person with crippling social anxiety"
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@zzzygote
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1 year
achievement unlocked 💪
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@zzzygote
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4 months
idk like I tried to expand my social horizons but most of the time my heart wasn't really in it, like I was missing some kind of spark of connection that would have kept me coming back
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@zzzygote
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4 months
I have a very close knit group of friends there who I get to see a *lot*, and I kinda just spent the entire time hanging out with them. which is great and all but I would have preferred to do that in more comfortable environs
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@zzzygote
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3 months
careful going to one of @birdpathy and @canadabirdie 's parties, you might end up moving to nyc against your will as a result
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@zzzygote
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3 months
riding the "escaping containment" roller coaster wish me luck it's my first time
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@zzzygote
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3 months
going viral is weird. y'all do this like... all the time??
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3 months
@lumpfished yeah. it's so weird, like... this deeply painful and vulnerable thing that I said hoping to start a little conversation with my friends and maybe get some useful advice is now just Relatable Content
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@zzzygote
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5 months
my past self would be so mad at my present self for how emphatically I agree with this how do we bridge that gap? how do you even begin to convince someone that their loneliness is solvable by their own doing?
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If you feel socially neglected and emotionally understimulated, I promise you can make really deliberate decisions about how you invest your time & energy for a year and your life will be filled with so many friends it’ll be unrecognizable
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@zzzygote
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1 year
maybe dating only works if you internalize that for the right kind of person, you are a hell of a catch
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1 year
I think because I fundamentally think of myself as a fantastic candidate. a "catch" if you will, at least professionally
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@zzzygote
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4 months
@bashu_thanks - @_inju is some kind of mystical otherworldly entity with impeccable vibes - jamming with @offthemfdome et al was amazing and groovy - DANCING DANCING DANCING
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3 months
out here autistically failing shit tests not because I don't notice them but because they're terrible mechanism design
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3 months
having a bit of an "actually attracted to men" era
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1 month
I'm really really happy!
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@zzzygote
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4 months
i have so much love to give
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@zzzygote
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9 months
never in my life have I been owned so hard
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@zzzygote @acidshill Over the past year what have you spent more time actively working on: A) being prettier and more charming B) unpaid coding projects
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@zzzygote
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4 months
vibecamp3: moldbug returns the ketamine
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@zzzygote
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3 months
oh GEEZ 😳
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3 months
oh geez
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@zzzygote
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4 months
i went into last vibecamp *desperately needing something*, and ended up having kinda a difficult time because of that - even though I ended up getting what I felt like I needed out of it!
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@zzzygote
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6 months
this tweet contains literally the entirety of my rizz this is my only move
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the sluttiest thing a femme can do is shyly lay her head on your shoulder while you are watching tv, and then after 20 or 30 minutes of anxiously working up the courage turning her head to face yours so that you are inches apart and ask "..can i kiss you"
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@zzzygote
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10 months
being in the same room as twitter people is kinda insane because we keep having conversations that make me think "damn that would've been a banger tweet thread"
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how did i get so Cool without paying attention
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3 months
I spend every winter depressed waiting for summer when I can be manic and wracked with anxiety instead
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@zzzygote
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9 months
they don't want you to know but dinner can just be a bowl of rice with lao gan ma chili crisp
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@zzzygote
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1 year
@birdpathy @Aella_Girl wait this actually sounds awesome
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@zzzygote
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1 year
embarking on an arc: 6 months from now, i would like to be noticeably less ashamed about the sexual part of myself
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@zzzygote
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4 months
the few standouts really do stand out - the things I already talked about plus Joust was amazing and getting to see the good friends I don't get to see as often was obviously lovely
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4 months
@bashu_thanks - @_inju is some kind of mystical otherworldly entity with impeccable vibes - jamming with @offthemfdome et al was amazing and groovy - DANCING DANCING DANCING
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4 months
but what if the soft animal of my body loves being good and walking on my knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting, huh? what then?
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@zzzygote
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1 year
tits or ass? bro, her rate of change
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@zzzygote
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1 year
if you convince me I'm wrong about something I'll like you like 10 times as much as before
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@zzzygote
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1 year
i tried to lemur at the tpot party as a bit last night but instead the people i was lemuring just struck up a conversation with me. really says something
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@zzzygote
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2 months
"my infrastructure *is* reliable! it's just down right now"
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@zzzygote
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4 months
losing basically an entire day to oppressive heat kinda didn't help, I really didn't realize how much that was affecting my mood until it went away
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4 months
friday was kinda just too hot to have a good time tbh
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3 months
can i not have the hiccups any more please we need to get on this as a society
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9 months
me when manifold markets
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1 year
girls love sequences of events
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4 months
my vibecamp hype has reached previously unforeseen levels
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4 months
I had expected this vibecamp to be different - I went in not really feeling like there was anything I needed to get out of it, so I was excited to just vibe and see what the event brought me. but I ended up feeling like I was constantly drifting, like nothing really held me
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5 months
new frame just occurred to me: neurosis / stress / anxiety are all just what it feels like when your parts don't agree with each other
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4 months
"it is impossible to tell when you are talking about a build system and when you are talking about one of our friends"
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1 year
absolutely horrendous outcome but the number of cis people playing around with gender presentation at vibecamp kinda made it way harder to get gendered correctly by default not that i want that to *stop* mind you it's just kinda a bummer
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@zzzygote
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4 months
part of me wonders if maybe I'd have had a better time if I knew what I wanted to get out of this vibecamp
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@zzzygote
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3 months
im not like this irl. im much louder
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@zzzygote
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3 months
this is phrased like a joke but it's literally the most meaningful insight about emotional health I've ever had
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3 months
bad emotions are just your brain hitting itself
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"you have the most puppy energy of... anyone"
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1 year
the best part is that this is 100% automatic
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3 months
some bitches out here really have the most unhinged injection routines
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sneaking into a dragons den and he's asleep on a pile of stock certificates instead of gold
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5 months
just got my first "hey mami" from the bodega guy let's fuckin go
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1 year
officially out as trans everywhere 💪
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