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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
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@zur4y4
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tw bc posting this to embaress and motivate myself my arms and boobs are just waaaay to big and i am boated
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@zur4y4
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11 months
my 14days weight gain DONT BINGE!!!!
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@zur4y4
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12 days of binging and 6kg later😐 i am in alot of pain lmao dont binge guys😪
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@zur4y4
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11 months
unpinning at 38kg 🪽
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@zur4y4
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how it feels venting to twitter knowing that nobody will read it
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hi face reveal
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11 months
🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️ none of us will binge this entire month 🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️
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@zur4y4
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11 months
i feel like crying i have absolutely no friends at school idk what to do during breaks
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@zur4y4
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11 months
i messed up my fast.. starting again SEPTEMBER IS MY MONTH FRFR
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@zur4y4
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11 months
the last 10 days till school starts.. i NEED to loose 4kg.. should i try fasting? idk i wanted to enjoy the last days and maybe go out with friends and that usually involves some sort of eating/drinking coffee..
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@zur4y4
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11 months
september accountability 🍂🥧
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@fuckingcal0ries thats a traditional dish in bulgaria. nothing wrong about it:)
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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
can somebody explain "metabolism day" to me.. sounds like a cheat day tbh.. does it actually have a positive effect on your metabolism if you do low res? what should you eat on a metabolism day?
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@zur4y4
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11 months
dinner with my dad after my fast:) i finished like half of my soup and it was VERY good! vegan too!
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@zur4y4
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11 months
I AM SO HURT? my dad was talking about how much my grandparents are making (incredibly high number). i am 18, living on my own in a shitty 10 square meter room and asked my family to help me pay rent for a nicer apartment so i wouldnt have to share a flat with my crazy roomate
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@zur4y4
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11 months
not proud to say this but i relapsed yesterday and purged. my new year's resolution for 2022 was to stop purging and SINCE THEN i havent done it unless it was really needed.. it felt so reliefing yesterday, i m scared that i will fall back into my old habits
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@zur4y4
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11 months
25.000 steps today and 750cals burned
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@zur4y4
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11 months
@j3nrexic veggies and fish are pretty low cal, this is probably about 250 :)
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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
should i start posting sh pictures here? i just scared that i could expose somebody to something they didn't want to see, thats why i usually only post pictures of my fresh cuts in the shtwt community🤷‍♀️
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@zur4y4
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11 months
my posture when i want my colarbones to be more prominent
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@zur4y4
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11 months
i will try not to eat any sugar for the whole september! really addicted to sugar, so wish me luck🤷‍♀️
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@zur4y4
alica
10 months
i will 100% lose all the weight again and be skinny and have the body of my dreams, but for now the most important thing is to break the binge cycle: and if that means that i have to eat like a normal person for a while before i can lose the weight to stop extreme hurnger-
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@zur4y4
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11 months
i had the best day in a long time🤍 hope all of you are good, and if not: tomorrow will be better!
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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
my ex boyfriend is coming over in 30min and will sleep here😐 this is such a bad idea idk why i am doing this
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@zur4y4
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11 months
i feel awful, i really have to get it together.. have to start fasting again
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11 months
the only thing that is keeping me alive rn is body neutrality
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11 months
its 2pm i cant do this anymore i hate myself so much i will actually end it
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11 months
i am breaking the pattern today!
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@zur4y4
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10 months
@phocalories she doesn't look good (not even because of the weight), and the posture is kind of creepy
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@zur4y4
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11 months
having bed is ruining my life. i spend all my money on food i am fat i am constantly in pain from overeating and bloated, so i never feel remotely comfortable in my body what can i do to recover from bed?
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@zur4y4
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11 months
55h into a liquid fast! feeling absolutely great and confident
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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
-but that was too much to ask for YOU LITERALLY HAVE MILLIONS AND I HAVE 80€ for the rest of the month AND THEY HAVE THE AUDACITY TO SAY THAT THEY CARE ABOUT ME??!! like you obviously dont? my dad said that i d have to make money myself if i wanted anything more than just food-
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11 months
i have gained 6kg in 8 days i will actually kill myself
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@zur4y4
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11 months
-and a roof over my head am i acting spoiled? i moved out when i was 15 into a grouphome because my mom was very physically and mentally abusive towards me and cps thought it would be best.. i have reasons to live on my own at 18, it isn't just because i want freedom or smth
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@zur4y4
alica
10 months
hi edtwt i have gained in total 10kg in the last 4 months! 6kg in just the last 3 weeks. i will stop being vegan because i feel like it just makes my cravings and then binges worse.
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11 months
@olivebitch_ the girl in the first pic is so blessed with her genetics
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@emerikcals i am scared i look like that to other people
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@jasxcals hab mir sowas mal im rossmann gekauft und die waren leider total ekelhaft:/
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@microdxse have ocd and borderline and am being medicated with antipsychotics
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11 months
@wysterixx isnt even that much?
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11 months
@tootifruities so true.. i always end up binging when i eat, so it is easier to just not eat
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11 months
@lottpixie1 i am the same bmi and i look tripple your size... happy for you though, you are very lucky
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@zur4y4
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11 months
the discovery of sugar free aloe vera drink actually changed my life
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@zur4y4
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i love how my arm used to get bruised after getting stitches
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11 months
i went to the flea market with my grandma today, it was really nice:) when i left she gave me a couple pieces of cake that she made.. should i b/p? its my favorite cake
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@zur4y4
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10 months
@detectclips no this isn't a guy. just a trans woman. WOMAN!!!!!!
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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
i just finished reading perfume: the story of a murderer and i really liked the book any book recommendations for the future?
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11 months
@batzlilyyy germany:)
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@zur4y4
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11 months
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@Soobinisdolphin the problem is, that because of that automatically my arms are bigger, since i have more fat in that area:( i hate it sm if it was just my chest i d actually like it
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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
i m back after a week long binge (i didnt count cals, but i am pretty sure i had about 3000+ each day) i m trying not to punish myself for the last couple days:/ should i try to liquid fast for a while, or start by just eating less for a couple days?
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@zur4y4
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11 months
i am not expecting anyone to pay for anything- they NEVER did but then claim that they care that i am happy, when it would literally cost them nothing to help me with rent and it would literally change my life for the better in sooo many ways😐
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11 months
@starshavefins yeah i ve been told thighs and arms take the longest :(
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11 months
@Idiot_Friendd thank you omg☺️
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@zur4y4
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11 months
i dreamed how i binged and ate all the food i crave :)
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@zur4y4
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11 months
@Just1zukii its just a day like any other. you can start over tomorrow again!
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@SANN1ECALS so if there isn't butter on the sandwiches, i d say this meal has about 650 cals hope this was helpful❤️
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11 months
@DamnShawty04 cute omg i love them
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@Id_woww glad i am not alone lol
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@y2kstarving we can do it!<3
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@DamnShawty04 is there like a tutorial?
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@zur4y4
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-than thats okay! sometimes you cant force things! i know i will end up binging if i restrict, so i just have to find another solution for now
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11 months
@Angel_Dust_xx mannheim in baden württemberg
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@SANN1ECALS this amount of fries is probably 200-250cals and lets not count the salad
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@zur4y4
alica
11 months
september 5. had a protein shake, iced chai latte, half a chai latte with almondmilk, soup! intake- about 600cals? burned- 680
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11 months
@glowed_down_ THANKS BAE❤️
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going on a date with a friend of my dad in an hour😐 HELP I DONT WANT TO GO
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11 months
@coffeelotus038 i d say a bit less than 500
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11 months
going to the gym but i am super bloated from my binge yesterday, lowkey embarrassing to exist
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@vqmits r/insaneparents
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11 months
i have fainted twice today should i stop my fast? i cant even get out of bed and i have things to do
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@jasxcals i love the bowl
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@light_cl0udx YES!!❤️ thank you for encouraging me
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@sovaka0 also not recent pictures, but when the picture was taken those cuts were like 7/8 months old
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@dmitrisdeath omg i get that:( i always binge when there is food around, thats why i stopped grocery shopping completely. when i still end up binging i always have to eat smth that isnt even good, and then i get upset why i didn't binge when i had the possibility to eat something yummy 😅
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@zur4y4
alica
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ik it sounds like alot but i will try to eat around 1800 calories a day to break the binge cycle (up to 8000 calories a day lol)
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11 months
@Angel_Dust_xx mwuah thank you :(
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@ivybyme just say that you feel sick from the flights and cant keep anything down rn!
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@figpr1ncess in love with you
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my visionboard for next schoolyear
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@light_cl0udx thank you! i think its already getting a bit better
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