I’d like to introduce you to little Leo. Came out today via c section 2 months early. It’s been a rough journey but him and I are recovering great.
@ThatBShar
We have something to be extra thankful for.
I’ve cried laughing more than I ever have these past two days. Never thought I would be exhausted from laughing so much. What a great experience. Thank you
@DrLupo
@jenntacles_
and
@The_Poolshark
for being awesome friends.
23 hrs of VoD and we completed it with our last run.
We were so emotional that when I got the exotic I didn't even know how to process it. Beautiful raid.
Thank you
@DestinyTheGame
for the birthday present.
I made it! Been in recovery for a little bit, just well enough to say something.
Apparently the procedure went extremely well. The surgeon thinks he got all of it. Possible discharge tomorrow.
Thank you all for having me in your thoughts. I felt it. Now to recover. 🤍
Last Friday Leo started the process of eating without a tube. Lil guy fought hard and yesterday he finally came home after being in the NICU for 2 months.
Mr cheeks has adjust great so far. Peach has been his guardian angel and
@ThatBShar
and I are already sleep deprived.
✨Brain Tumor Update✨
Looks like surgery is on the horizon. Find out next week how fast this needs to happen. My eyesight is rapidly decreasing and I’m becoming very sick by the day. I know I show strength but I’m terrified atm. Will keep y’all updated.
I really don't know how to process what I've been told from the Dr. But I have answers n a road map for dealing with this tumor on my brain. Great news, it's not cancerous. Bad news is the medication is going to suck.
Appreciate my community for being so kind and understanding.
Hey everyone.
Currently at the Emergency room waiting to be seen for a potential brain bleed. Been having intense pain and not doing okay so drs told me to get seen immediately. Will keep you updated.
Forgot to post here:
Leo is doing great. Almost 6lbs!
I feel like he’s growing too fast.
He will be home as soon as he can take most of his feed through bottle or breastfeeding. In the mean time he will keep being cute.
we are still getting the house together
@ThatBShar
🙃
Thank you to everyone for lending me your strength. We just got home.
Good news:
No brain bleed 🙌🏻
Bad news:
Now I have to go to a bunch of endocrinology and neurology dr visits to figure out what’s happening.
I appreciate you all so much. ❤️
tonight was scary.
Hey everyone.
Currently at the Emergency room waiting to be seen for a potential brain bleed. Been having intense pain and not doing okay so drs told me to get seen immediately. Will keep you updated.
Hey everyone.
This morning I was rushed to emergency due to large amounts of blood. I’m okay and the baby is currently stable. I’ll be here until Sunday. Going to take a week off or until I feel better. I’m not fully in the clear but things are looking positive.
Good news!
I passed the test for the hormone regulation that can impact how you hold water in your body! All my other labs works came back perfect too. Looks like my pituitary didn’t go into shock.
Just waiting on discharge papers now.
Yesterday I received news I wasn’t prepared for. The baby is fine but I’m currently facing complications. I’m scared and nervous about it but very grateful for
@ThatBShar
@FemSteph
and
@Sampai
for being in my corner and showing me so much love and support.
Today is the big day. Surgery is 5hrs min. I will be out of it for a bit but will try to update.
Some people asked about helping. I have baby stuff and gift cards up on
@official_throne
that will keep getting updated over the coming weeks.
Thank You 💜
I still can’t believe it...
✨ YOUR GIRL HIT 100K FOLLOWERS ON TWITCH ✨
I know you’re supposed to have a speech ready for these types of things but I never expected this.
I am officially SPEECHLESS.
Appreciation post for
@ThatBShar
✨
Since starting medication for the brain tumor life has been very hard. Fighting new demons that I didn’t know were possible and trying to get through each day. Brian deserves so much for dealing with it. Blessed to have him by my side. 🥰 ily
First therapy appointment went great.
Me: I think I’m broken
Her: yeah you’re broken but that’s okay and you won’t always be.
Me: ugly cries inside.
Hopefully I’m on a road of better understanding and healthy coping mechanisms. 😊
Today is the big day. Surgery is 5hrs min. I will be out of it for a bit but will try to update.
Some people asked about helping. I have baby stuff and gift cards up on
@official_throne
that will keep getting updated over the coming weeks.
Thank You 💜
Could use some pictures of things that brings you joy. Could be pets, a resent trip, something you made.
They had to stick my hands 3 times to get a vein to work. 😞
I need some hope and joy while sitting in the hospital getting the IV infusion 🥰
✨It’s been confirmed.✨
Brain surgery date July 31st.
6 weeks of resting. Still meeting with a bunch of surgeons and drs for all the details. When I figure out a work game plan I’ll let y’all know.
*TMI post*
Good news?
with the brain tumor, it blocked my ability to have periods. Causing a big problem with hormones and many other things. After 14 months I finally got it. Never thought I would be happy to have one. But now I’m in a lot of pain.
Streams will resume soon.
✨6 months with Leo.✨
Then and Now.
4lbs to 14lbs.
Time really does move so fast. Each month you say goodbye to the baby before but it’s such a beautiful things watching them grow and observe the world. I’m so incredibly happy being a Mom.
If the past couple months have taught me anything about my family is that even a brain tumor won’t make them care. It’s really awful when you realize that people can’t see past themselves to do a simple act of kindness, not even for people they “love.”
Day 3 of IV infusion.
My veins have shrunk due to the DHE and they had trouble yesterday finding a vein. Hoping today they only have to try once. Also hoping for no magnesium burn to happen near the injection site.
Brought headphones for podcasts. Give me you favs below👇🏻
3 month post op check up and the surgeons are happy with the healing. Can’t believe it’s only been 3 months since the brain surgery. The procedure def changed my life. So relieved everything healed great.
For the first time since being diagnosed with a brain tumor a year ago, I got good news. Waiting until official MRI results but gezzzz I’m happy to even have a bit of hope.
Everyone commends me on how strong I am and pushing through everything that has happened the past two years but I want to acknowledge that even though I’m strong, I’m still scared and have been crying non stop the past couple days and that’s okay. Both can exist.
I think my super power is in my battle cry.
Wazone was ABSOLUTELY cracked today and I'm high on my own abilities. I tend to be tough on myself for thinking I can't carry my own weight and today I did.
*pats back*
2018 was a wild ride for me in streaming. Played a variety of games and had MANY laughs. This is a highlight year you will want to watch.
Think
@JERICHO
and I need to compete in Rivals again soon 🤔🤣
The journey to one year started w longing, pain, and tears but it changed to immense joy, laughs, and happiness. Leo somehow got my fire spirit and determination in which he reminds me of everyday. I’m just beyond blessed to be his mom. HB Leo! You are my favorite star. You’re 1!
Update.
In the hospital for awhile. I suffered a couple major bleeding episodes from placenta abruption. They were concerned the baby may have had to be emergency c sec or delivered last night. Im currently stable but unsure when I can come home and if this will happen again.
Hi all.
I’m on bed rest. The meds are working their way through my system and it’s not wonderful. Feel bad I had to take more time off but grateful you all understand. Going to sit w my peach and play the new Pokémon game since I can’t move.
I picked Oshawott as my starter.
It’s been one week since surgery.
It’s been very hard. I’m in pain everyday and more than anything super disoriented/nauseous from the pressure. Sometimes all I can do is just exist and tell myself this won’t be forever. Hoping things turn around soon.
Got good news and not so great news that can turn real bad depending on test results. Just really unsure but trying to keep my head up.
Appreciate everyone being kind and understanding while streams are all over the place. Here is a smiling 🐥
I love seeing all the men trying to turn this around and make it about them. It’s disgusting and really shows who you are as a person. I’ve blocked so many today. I’m done.
So funny story. They fixed my deviated septum as well and I can’t believe all of you walk around breathing this great FOR FREE. Probably got this bad from years of basketball. The Dr asked if I troubles breathing at first. I said no because I thought it was allergies 😅
The overwhelming love and support I received was truly beautiful. Thank you everyone who took the time to reach out. It really did give me hope and strength.
I’m still waiting to hear back from Dr on next steps. Until I cant, I’ll be live most nights playing LoL for distraction
With Leo being born 2 months early, all the focus has been on his adjusted age. It’s very important because it shows where he is developmentally but it just hit me that his real age is 7 months.
How?!
First day of IV infusion for migraines was intense. Slept for 15 hrs with the meds they gave me. Knocked right out as soon as they administered it.
Thought I could stream later in the day but turns out, nope. Have 2 more days of this. Sorry I won’t be around.
Miss you all.💜
He’s a love I didn’t know I was missing. Being a mother is something I didn’t fully understand I needed until he arrived.
ily Leo, my strong, resilient, little fighter.
My mother while I was in the hospital:
Your dad is sick because your house has no food.
Everything was closed thanksgiving when I got released.
My mother today:
Calls to tell me she’s making a full thanksgiving dinner for her and my dad.
She wonders why’s we don’t talk.
Just want to say thank you to everyone who reached out or sent encouraging words to
@ThatBShar
and I. We have had Chicken for one month and he is already a big part of our family. Yesterday was not fun, but knowing we had ppl who cared helped me not be a crying mess. 🥰🐥
✨Update✨
I can finally breathe w out pain. So I’m 75% confident we will be back to streaming by Wednesday. The last thing to stop is coughing fits from talking. I’m so ready to move forward and be back in the swing of thing. See y’all soon 💜
No stream today.
Getting my update brain scan to see where the tumor is after pregnancy. Hoping for the best, if not surgery.
Send me good vibes and pics of your pets.
Got the sweetest care package from
@kingscoast
and let me tell you this was the sweetest thing and I’m so lucky to have such an amazing group of people in my corner. 🥰
Ever had a photo edited in a way that shows your soul? I feel this is it for me.
Without being gross (please)
What emotion does this make you feel?
The first one that comes to your mind.