Hi guys. I know I've literally been here for like 2 months so this is quite silly but I've decided to delete this account and recover. I've been realizing how miserable this ed has made me in the past months and I haven't been able to enjoy anything except losing weight
You guys are all very nice but this isn't for me it seems! I'm going to try to focus on staying mentally healthy and focusing on enjoying exercise and food. I want to be happier and not be obsessed over losing weight anymore.
Hi guys. I know I've literally been here for like 2 months so this is quite silly but I've decided to delete this account and recover. I've been realizing how miserable this ed has made me in the past months and I haven't been able to enjoy anything except losing weight
Stupid question but does restricting make you more tired but also mess up your sleep schedule and make it so you can't fall asleep or is this a me problem
GUYS if you see this say hi and tell me how you are doing! Even if you're not feeling great feel free to rant or talk about anything! I just want to interact with all of you silly people!
My mental health has been all over the place so I think I might stay offline for a couple days to rest and relax I'll be back but I need a couple days of not thinking about food constantly I think
Hi guys. I know I've literally been here for like 2 months so this is quite silly but I've decided to delete this account and recover. I've been realizing how miserable this ed has made me in the past months and I haven't been able to enjoy anything except losing weight
guys i have an announcement LISTEN UP ALRIGHT!!!
i want a warm chocolate brownie with cold ice cream RIGHT NOW. PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS I NEED ITT i cant take it anymore.
guys im going to fast tomorrow all day i cant believe how much i've been eating recently its riduculous im going to gain and hate myself more so im not going to eat anything tomorrow i need tips on reducing appetite bc why am i so hungry all the time.
just wanted to update and say that it feel so much better being able to eat what I want and not worry about a thing! right now im just eating whatever and whenever, ill probably try to get back to eating not as much as I am right now but atm im just enjoying the taste of food
GUYS IMPORTANT QUESTION: waffles or pancakes?
Another thing: what do you put on your tastry treat of choice? Butter, syrup, powdered sugar, fruit, whip cream , etc....
even just 2 days of not worrying about food im so much happier guys... like i actually have so much energy and can focus on other stuff like school and my mental health
Hi guys this is random and more towards recovery twt but how do you go back to eating normal the last couple of days I've been eating very unrestricted but since I haven't been unrestricted in a while I've been overeating alot even for my old self and making myself feel too full
this will be an accountability thread: if i don't eat anything tomorrow except for vitamins and if my mom is watching, then I'll do something nice for myself
GUYS I'm so excited I chose my back to school outfit it's a pink barbie shirt with blue shorts and Hightop pink converse with white socks and then a Jean hat with pink earrings pink bracelet and a butterfly ring
Guys I'm so scared my mom keeps pointing out how skinnier I've gotten I keep telling her it's because I'm getting in shape for swim but like I'm scared she's noticing too much
Eating an actual lunch today bc my mom made BOMB noodles and fried rice sometimes it's ok to eat alot when ur parents make it with care methinks my mom's food is 0 cals
Ok it's ok I just need to take a deep breath. Ill just watch what I eat for the next couple of days and keep my intake low. Once swimming starts ill see how I feel. It's ok.
I can't even complain about my eating because I'm still fat and I've been binging so much I can't even say I have a disorder when I'm just eating eating eating and probably gaining weight