@obligategummies
hate seeing people larp mental illness for attention ESPECIALLY w this disorder. i think the faking of a disorder should be a diagnosis itself
eating makes me want to die
not eating makes me want to die
i eat normally, i feel obese
i dont eat, i feel fat
does it ever end? i didn't ask for this.. i miss watching mlp and writing poetry and playing mc and interacting with you guys.. i just feel empty all the time now.
i almost overdosed four months ago. i woke up my skin clammy and cold - i went to school with my hair covered in vomit. the doctors were all shocked i wasn't dead. my dad cried, because "people my age are not supposed to die like that"
he doesn't understand why he can't jump the way he used to, why he can no longer run. his body can't take it like it once did, he is no longer that agile cat. his youth is threadbare; he tries so hard to be the nimble and full-of-life kitty he once was.
all the Birthday wishes from everyone feels so nice 😭😭😭
if any of you guys have java minecraft, i have a server where we might play tomorrow around 6:00 EST for my birthday :D
@Meatyballofrice
@R3ACHINGOUT
maybe YOURE the one making it weird. do you ever think about the fact that it's a show for children with colourful horses.
@xravedogx
@TasqueFailed
you say "calling poc white is weird" and you also say "oh i have no stance on animal rape" the call is coming from inside the house
addiction is a funny thing
you can quit smoking for years,
you could then spend 15 seconds in an elevator with a man smoking a cigarette and give in
im trying to say i miss you
@Meatyballofrice
@R3ACHINGOUT
i want you to make the f sound. see how you bite your lower lip? when people speak, their mouths move. you're taking a frame where shes making that sound and deliberately making it seem "odd". please tell me that isn't weird. maybe the call is coming from inside the house p diddy
my vulnerable state is grotesquely human
what if i have nothing to say, and i just want you to watch me sob and shake?
because that's the only way i know to communicate right now
im sorry if i worried anyone ,, i really wasn't doing good last night. reading everything said to me makes me so ... happy ? i feel so supported. my vulnerable state was cowering and sad,, i appreciate anyone who replied : )
yeah unfortunately having autism and being in a relationship is so over not when you're the ">__<" autistic but the I am destroying my mind and body autistic