@buIimicprincess
NO FR I have amazing collarbones but my stomach is so big I almost look pregnant after I eat and have thunder thighs what the hell... I just alternate between thinking I'm maybe a lil attractive and thinking I'm hideous and need to never eat again
@sllakqc
reading those "you just have disordered eating" posts and feeling the need to get worse to "prove" I have an ed and then realizing that is in fact an eating disorder symptom to want to get worse intentionally
@DeepHydrangeas
it is possible to have bpd symptoms before the age of 18 you don't just magically get bpd on your 18th bday and the symptoms should be treated even if you can't get an official diagnosis til you're an adult
you prob have to be on 1200 cals for a long time or have a decently high tdee for it to happen if I had to guess but it definitely CAN happen and I don't wanna hear anyone on edtwt say dumb shit like "if you eat over 1k cals you don't have an ed" 💀
@starlimia
I've always thought of potatoes as high cal but ig it's just oil/butter that you put on them but idk if I could eat potato without oil/butter 😭
@4ngeiina
ppl who became skinny are more powerful than ppl who are naturally skinny actually. despite my mental illnesses and metabolism I can still be skinny and you had it handed to you on a silver platter idc !!
@marsie33
ana is a popular mean girl, mia is ana's sidekick who doesn't get enough attention (she deserves attention!!) and edna is the biggest drama queen ever who changes bfs every month and still keeps going back to that 1 toxic ex
@camkarda
even in mixed drinks I still taste the alcohol like it literally tastes like the smell of rubbing alcohol and it's disgusting but u gotta push thru it. only thing I'll NEVER understand is beer. everyone who likes beer must have a piss kink bc it tastes like piss
@contrrl
I always check the ingredients label bc I'm vegan 😭even if ik smth is vegan it's just habit, it's not just bc of my ed. I only started paying attention to the cals within the last few years
@anarexseeya
true but I work from home on my own schedule so I feel like I have to be at the computer at all times or it's a waste of time 😭I just need a standing desk and walking pad fr that would fix me
@mp3yeojin
I feel like since developing an ed it's made me realize how common it actually is like there are so many things I used to think were normal. how much of it is projection and how much is finally knowing what eds are like idk but it's def a mix of both
@highkeyweak
ppl make these just with the chips?? I grew up putting chips in sandwiches but they had regular sandwich stuff in them like meat and cheese 😭bread and chips sounds great but I think just adding them to a regular sandwich is better imo
damn this blew up + I love all u walkers ur so powerful and I hope to be like u someday <333 unfortunately I have to work a lot and my job is super sedentary. someday I'll have my hot girl rich era and buy a walking pad I SWEAR
@bfyaoi
I think saying they don't have an ed if they can't understand this isn't necessarily true tbf, it's likely they're just veryyy early on in their ed and have no idea how bad it can actually get bc they're still treating their ed like a diet does that make sense
@reflectingblu
real question is how do ppl on here exercise so much and not lose muscle bc I'm terrified of overexercising or not getting enough protein and losing muscle bc my bf% is so high if I lose any more muscle I will become a blob
•window shop online
•write a story or poem
•play a video game
•make a pinterest board based on your dream room aesthetic
•do picrews/dress up games
•browse cute dishware online
•rewatch a comfort show/movie
•watch one of the many shows/movies on your to-watch list
@ooferooneytoon
that person who posted "is it ok that I don't wanna be bonespo" or whatever said in the comments they posted that bc someone told them their ed wasn't valid bc they don't wanna be bonespo :/
@ethereal_b0nes
I may not know anything abt plastic surgery but that's 100% not real she just has padding in her leggings and it's BAIT no one is that stupid to think ppl are staring at her just bc she's not white...
my bpd is stronger than my ed, meaning I would recover if my FP asked me to tbh. I can handle being a little bit unhappy with my body as long as it stops my partner from worrying about me or thinking I'm too thin :( does anyone else feel this way?
@iluvthiniorexic
for a lot of people 1200 is below your BMR and eating below your BMR for an extended period of time is generally not recommended and does technically count as starving yourself. your BMR is the base amount of cals your body burns to keep everything functioning
@slapmyaes
@cisgenderhaver
therapy and learning how to work with your body type rather than trying to make yourself look like the "standard". try out different things until you find clothing shapes or hairstyles that make you feel better about your body <3
a youtuber I watch said his secret to working out is just to push yourself to be consistent no matter what, even when you're sick or busy or feel awful or only have time to workout late in the day you still have to do it and that's so motivating
@c4lsaurus
that's so awful I'm so sorry :( can I ask how long you were eating 1200~ cals before you got extreme hunger? I wanna try to avoid it 😭I don't think I'm going thru it rn but man I've been so hungry lately like in that "fuck my ed" mindset and it's KILLING me
@starvingsaturn
I haven't noticed a difference personally since my hw, but my friend legit went down a shoe size from losing weight, which I didn't know was even possible
@phoenixkcals
the way the example pic is someone who had good proportions like why does someone have to be attractive for you to want to respect them?? how about don't comment on other ppl's bodies no matter what ?
we need to start bullying toxic ppl off of edtwt. some of you being annoying as hell are the sole reason the internet loathes edtwt and doesn't take our mental disorders seriously 💀
•build something complex in minecraft
•study dance videos, even if you don't have the energy to attempt it yourself, you could learn a bit by watching or just do the upper body portion while sitting in your chair
what's really funny is that pro life ppl and the loud vegans use a lot of the same arguments but I rarely see those groups overlap. I would pay to see them fight. like how do you think aborting an undeveloped fetus the size of a peanut is murder but cow farming is ok ??
@losertothestars
YEAH and for some ppl it's "sure you can say I'm loved but I'm still not gonna believe it" like thx my depression is cured bc a stranger on the internet who doesn't know my flaws told me not to kms
"showering can't make you gain are you crazy" WHAT DO YOU THINK A MENTAL DISORDER IS????? IT'S AN ED NOT A DIET???? we're all sick some ppl are just more sick than others like be srs you can't think you're sane when you believe st4rving urself is the best way to lose weight
•do fun online quizzes or figure out your seasonal color palette
•look at workout videos and make a playlist of ones you want to try
•make a carrd or a personal website for fun
•look up new diets to try
•rearrange your music playlist
@kilocals
when I'm 5 lbs away from my ugw I'm gonna crochet myself an entire outfit bc I love crocheting and love the idea of a crochet outfit but can't justify making a crochet fit when I'm gonna drastically change sizes within a year
@Julestheoatslot
enough about moms who give their kids restrictive eds we need to talk about moms who give their kids BED bc that's kinda how I grew up and then I ended up with a restrictive ed as an adult anyway 🤷
@lunas_diary_
I feel like it depends on your hw cuz I've lost 35 lbs and my online friends don't notice the difference in pics of me until I pointed it out but my hw was borderline obese 🧍I mean it's all pics not irl but still 35 lb difference doesn't seem like that much if you're fat lol
@unicorncats420
I've met so many ppl who regret NOT getting an abortion :/ if you're not extremely religious and/or desperate to be a parent, you will not be haunted by getting an abortion lmao
@_Roquette
every time I CASUALLY mention being vegan (I have not ONCE told other ppl to go vegan btw...) most ppl are relatively chill but then there's the occasional weirdo going "I LOVE BACON" or "I'm gonna eat a steak tonight just for you" etc.
@blkcoffeecvnt
I feel so seen I genuinely thought I was weird for experiencing this. not like switching between losing and gaining but switching between losing and maintaining 😭
@skinnyprinsess
idk I would say like 17-18 and fit and still has the morning skinny like before eating. it's just her waist/flat stomach but the rest of her doesn't look extremely thin idk??
@dizzyncold
this is so sad that is has to come to this for some ppl. fortunately I now live in a state where it's likely to stay legal but as someone who would actually rather d word than be pregnant and used to live in a v conservative state, I 100% get it :(
@n0thvngry
my tdee is 1620 if I'm sedentary so hopefully it's fine 😭I don't rlly count cals I just try to eat little enough to lose but enough to not be super hungry, I've estimated I average 1200 cals a day
@valentail30
ultimately it depends on your tdee and how long you've been in a deficit but it is very much real sadly. extreme hunger is VERY difficult to just ignore
I wonder how many """naturally skinny""" girls are actually able to overeat and stay skinny w/o working out bc istg ppl act like it's a really common thing and I don't think it's common for ppl to have that good of a metabolism
•look up free therapy worksheets you can do at home
•clean out your emails, twitter follows, or youtube subs
•put on body lotion
•clean little things around your house like hair brushes, makeup brushes, organize your desk etc
the way my ed fluctuates is weird bc 2 months ago I was super excited to crochet a cute top for summer and bought all the yarn for it and stuff. but atp I can't bring myself to do it bc I just think abt how it's a waste of yarn and I'll look fat in it :(
@shaunapples
I need this carnally bc I love ice cream and hate that vegan ice cream is always expensive + high cal like I could easily make something for super cheap with less ingredients at home
idk why ppl are mad about ppl wanting to block right wingers on edtwt like sorry for having boundaries and not wanting to interact w someone who hates me and thinks I don't deserve rights???
the measurements I wrote down are:
height (I mean this isn't gonna change but I wrote it down anyway)
chest
waist
hips
upper arm
forearem
thigh
calf
wrist
ankle
and the date the first measurements were recorded
♡ first page - stats and goals
write down your starting stats (weight + measurements on different parts of your body) and what your goals are! I drew a character I see as thinspo and made a little progress bar at the top to visually see my progress better :)
TW // SH
ways to help heal your cuts! 🩹🩸
(this is the ONLY shtwt thread I will make, I just wanted to share some info that might help others!)
tags: shtwt sliceytwt barcodetwt
•make a to-do list of all the chores you need to do and try to finish some of them
•do some mental self care such as meditating or making a list of things you're thankful for in your life
•do a rice water hair treatment (I recommend figuring out your hair type first!)
@virgodiet
edtwt could use some work and I think for a lot of ppl being active here encourages them BUT it's certainly not black and white, there's also a lot of harm reduction and informational posts. without edtwt I 100% would have started p//rging.