Tough to write this one. I’ve been starring at the go live button for 30 minutes after i had another massive anxiety attack this morning. I’m sorry to let you guys down, but I’m really struggling at the moment. I’ll be live when I can be today. Much love.
Saying goodbye to characters that I've known for 4+ years on GTA is tough. It goes to show how much each of us care about what we do every day and who we do it with.
I’m usually able to brush off the dumb shit hoppers say during stream, but being told multiple times that I should die for RPing a cop kinda got to me. I really appreciate all the very kind messages I got yesterday after stream and during. It means a lot to me.
Seeing the NoPixel community come together in a time like this is amazing. Today's stream was very emotional and I appreciate all of you being there to support. I sadly had to delete today's vod BUT I did download it so I'll upload elsewhere. Love you guys.
I was denied a position in NoPixel PD. Not sure why, so please stop asking. Feels pretty rough after doing that for 6 years. Gonna take today and figure out how I’d like to proceed. Much love all.
Rest in peace buddy. I was so happy to see you back on the server a couple of weeks ago, it really made my day. I could always hear you smile through any situation you were in.
@blue622
Parasocial andies constantly complaining is fucking exhausting. Considering taking a break from cop for a while for my own sanity. Sorry for the short stream.
Today's stream was pretty dope. Getting to sit in Titanium's car after 2 years of chasing him was insane. Much love to all the racers involved in today's huge race, you guys are nuts.
To be clear, I have never given permission for any "GTA Clip channels" on youtube/tiktok to use my content and never will. All it takes is an email to ask me, but instead they spend the effort putting up a patreon page. Yikers.
I cannot fucking believe there's another potential lockdown in the UK after Christmas. After hearing none of our supposed leaders even followed covid restrictions last time I'm just about done with this shit. I want to move abroad and live my fucking life.
Not really feeling myself at the moment. I constantly feel like I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and I'm super stressed from trying to move. This shit sucks dude.
Today was nuts. We hit 5k subs and had an insane amount of love. Huge thank you to the devs at NoPixel for setting up AirX and enabling some really fun RP with it. Much love, thanks for hanging out on my Birthday!
Yesterday sucked, but was made a lot better by kind messages and words from different people in and around the nopixel community. I feel very lucky to be part of something with people like this. Stream tomorrow. Much love.
The roleplay from both the crims and PD over the last couple of days during the terrorism stuff has been amazing to watch and be a part of. The only negative part for me were the parasocial andies on both sides. Some viewers are weird man.
youtube channel owners emailing me claiming that if I don't let them use my content to make money, their family can't afford rent is fucking wild.. what reality do these people live in?
Apologies for the abrupt ending. Sometimes I just can't be fucked to deal with the weird shit people say in chat. I'll be back tomorrow normal time. Maybe we'll get another chance at Titanium ;)
Just wanted to say thanks again for the support yesterday. The viewers, streamers and RPers who reached out are cute as fuck. Thank you all. Back tomorrow.
Rest in peace Lizzie, you did a fantastic job for us and our country. Shame seeing so many peers on Twitch saying awful things and liking disgusting posts on twitter though.
Day off today. It was amazing just spending time with community members yesterday giving tributes to
@blue622
Have a noice day all and remember to tell those you care about that you love them. Life is too short.
Day off. I still cannot believe the news that came from the US yesterday. It’s an insane backwards decision that has no place in the modern world. Men should not have the right to vote on this subject, but we do have the responsibility to stand up against this madness. Much love.
As NoPixel 3.0 comes to a near end, it's important to remember all the amazing stories that have happened over the last 3/4 years. I feel extremely lucky to have been a part of some of those. Here's to the future <3
Again, thank you to everyone for the really kind and supportive messages yesterday. I’ve actually been outside this morning and I kinda want to stay here. Back streaming tomorrow. Love you all.
Getting told no for a rental because I'm self employed has to got to be one of the most frustrating first world problems I have right now. I earn far more than they're asking for per year, but because I'm self employed they don't trust that. This country is fucking stupid.
Earlier I got spammed by lunatics asking what rank Jackie is in SASP. Thinking a rank matters when you’re a Trooper is laughable. Stop being cringe. Taking a day for mental health and to hopefully sign some house stuff. Fingers crossed!
I posted in the NP Mod discord asking them to replace the management and I was timed out with all messages deleted. The power trip is insane. Replace them ASAP or someone make a new discord without them. My mods are pulling out too.
Floppydugong's moderator removal & ban reasoning. I will also be removing my sole mods from the NoPixel Modding Discord until they remove him as they have refused to do so to date.
Hey guys. I need to take the day off. I’m in a pretty bad place with things at the moment and need to get things straight. Im a bit of a mess, so I need time to chill. See you guys tomorrow.
Good stream other than the ending. Hopefully next stream won't result in salty cunts in my chat moaning about roleplay they're not involved in. Some chatters are too invested and need professional help.
Ill be back streaming tomorrow. Thanks for understanding. Watching the amount of people outing themselves as anti maskers while streaming is tragic. I don’t see how extra precautions at a notoriously unhygienic event is bad.
I’ll always keep the memories from NoPixel 2.0. Such an insane couple of years. I feel lucky to have been involved in the stories I was in. Here’s to 3.0 :)
Having a couple days off has been really good for my mental health. Sometimes I just let stuff pile up and don't deal with it properly I guess. Back strong tomorrow. Probably a crim stream. Love you all.
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who got in touch yesterday. It was extremely heart warming to have had so much support from the community. Back streaming tomorrow.
@1conksa
Clearly you're young and pretty dumb so I'll spell it out for you. Any human being will be kinda sad after they stop doing something they've loved doing for 6 actual years. Good luck in life.
Hello, I appreciate all the kind words and support but remember that everything will be fine. I'll still be able to get cop RP on ONX (it's been great) and I'll still be pushing for the railroad RP on NoPixel which has also been really fun.
I got an insane amount of supportive messages yesterday, I really appreciate them all. I'll probably be back tomorrow. I need time to deal with the house stuff.
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Pulled out of the house sale. Some things didn’t feel right. Sucks, but there’s more out there. Taking today to sort some stuff out. Might stream if I get time!