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@ughsiepughsie

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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 months
inner child marr gaya hai mera. I feel bad for myself at this point.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
I remember once my dad came home past 10:30 PM and my mom had slept cause she was tired. She had cooked dinner for him and kept it. He didn’t eat it because he has to be served the food. Food is right there but he would rather sleep with an empty stomach than go to the kitchen.
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Wellu
9 months
Now this so-called feminism is ruining the most purest relationship in the world.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
Men who are crying about me generalising them :
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
I was in school at that time and Mom told me this the next morning and I realised how fucked up this whole situation is. Like how fucking stupid or call it wtv you have to be ??? Men ☕️
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
@NupuraRMishra Where did I say he came from Work? 🤡 He was out with friends doing nothing. Get out of my mentions with your pea sized brain or may I say no brain at all 🫣
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
Simply laughing at men losing their minds because a girl ranted about her abusive father. Demanding respect for MY father who I have known for the last 26 years of my life. Go get a life. How about instead of crying you cook some food for yourselves 🤡
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
I was in a work call, so my 12 year old sister did this-
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
My mom is dependant on my dad financially. When I was young she had all these desires to shop and dress up but dad always treated her bad. I used to get very upset and tell her, "Mai padh likh k job karungi and bahut paise kamaungi fir aap jee bhar k shopping karna". +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
Kharid toh liya, use karne ki himaat dede re deva 😭
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
10 months
1. When I was barely 3 years old and my dad and grandma harassed my mom for giving birth to girl child(s) and threw her out of the house. They then realised there’s nobody there to cook for them and took her back.
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10 months
What radicalized you?
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
A friend sent me this today. And I think you all should see this. Everyone should see this.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
Dad used to beat me so much, threaten to burn me. Would tie me up, lock in the darkest room in the house for hours. Once left me alone in the middle of a forest for 30 mins. Slapping. Shouting. Taking out rage on me. It was his birthday 2 days ago, this is all I could remember.🤡
@oktatabye23
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90% of Indian parents should not be parents. Don't @ me. Y'all know it is true.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
wtf is wrong with you. when I was r @ped , I went back to my room, took a nice hot shower, ate my breakfast, went to my training with a charming smile on my face. It took me around 9 hours to process and then I broke down completely and shivered infront of two of my friends +
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1 year
I knew she was lying when I saw this. Ain’t nobody that just got r*ped posing like that while getting a r*pe kit
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
Today she was telling me this as she ordered another kurti. I could feel how proud and happy she was that she doesn't has to rely on dad anymore. She has daughter. I am so happy that I could fulfill her desires. It's the biggest W for me.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
MY MOM IS TRAVELING RIGHT NOW WITH A PERSON WHO HAS SEXUALLY HARRASED HER AND SHE CAN'T EVEN SAY A WORD ABOUT IT. SHE IS SUFFERING. BUT SHE WON'T UTTER A WORD. WHY? BECAUSE THAT ASSHOLE IS MY FATHER'S ELDER BROTHER. FAMILY HUH? AND MY MOM IS SUPPOSED TO TOLERATE EVERYTHING +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
8 months
PM is the real delulu
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NDTV
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"Indian Society Has No Religious Discrimination...": PM Modi
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
2 years
@pochaccobebi this is so reaffirming. thank you for this. now I will also do the same.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
My late father used to throw the thaali full of food on the ground if there was anything on there with slight taste issue. He would then shout at my Mom. I grew up witnessing this behaviour. When I used to cook, he would do the same to me. Shout like it’s the last straw.
@ladymysticalwmn
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Mind you, there are females who are beaten & killed by their male relatives just cause they don't cook "properly" or don't put enough salt. This is a femicide reason. People who say "I would beat her" just cause a girl didn't cook for her father are potential femicide perpetrator
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
🥺
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
2 years
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@Velvetyvirgo
Ginny
2 years
When you see 2/3/4 or more sisters with a youngest brother, you know what happened there.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
I finally have a 7 figure salary 💃
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
I’m sorry Pat Cummins. I wasn’t familiar with your game 🥵
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Mufaddal Vohra
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Captain Pat Cummins has arrived in Australia.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
my cousin who I tend stay away from cause he assaulted me when I was little, called me to their house for holika dahan and I didn’t want to go cause he would have forcefully applied holi colour on me which I hate so I told him I am on my second day of periods so can’t come.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
me and the guy i pulled by explaining him the code logic of Fibonacci series
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
11 months
I woke up with warm tea in bed and then he fed me breakfast, watched modern family with me and cuddled. Then he let me just stay in bed while he cooked lunch for me. Fed me lunch, watched modern family with me and cuddled me to sleep. I woke up and called his name in half sleep
@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
11 months
I think I am literally a cat for him because wtf was this day oh god 😭🫶
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
Translation : " I will study and get a job and then you can shop whatever you want "
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
Trigger warning: Rape and Assault It was the 9th of December 2019. I will not give name specific locations for my own safety in this thread but my friend took me out for dinner because I helped him a lot with his studies and it was a 'thank you' treat. He was a very good friend.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
@bhurusmaximus @Zucchary Oh my gosh. Shutup already. My dad was no war going hero or wtv. He was a lazy old fellow. He used to beat my mom, my siblings and me for no reason. He was out with his friends just chit chatting most of the time. He would throw a plate of hot food for no reason at all.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
She has a* daughter.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
RANT : TW // JUST A FEW DAYS BACK, I HAD SOME HORMONAL ISSUES DUE TO WHICH MY PERIODS LASTED FOR MORE THAN A MONTH. CAN YOU IMAGINE THE AMOUNT OF BLOOD MY BODY HAS LOST? AND THE FLOW WAS NOT NORMAL. EVERY FUCKING HOUR I HAD TO CHANGE MY SANITARY PAD BECAUSE +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
tell your first @ that they are an absolute cutie
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
@bhurusmaximus @Zucchary you want me to give you context? who are you again? my lawyer? get a life ffs. stop defending somebody you don’t know on the internet. I was just ranting about patriarchy and you had to assume that my father who I knew for the last 26 years is being blamed for no reason?!
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
TRIGGER WARNING// My story is not over yet. A thread ;
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
Even then I was laughing at jokes they cracked and was completely numb to the thought of the trauma that had happened last night. As a victim, there’s no perfect response to the trauma. There is NO fucking way you are invalidating them just cause they are posing. Fuck. +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
SHE ALSO KNOWS SHE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT BECAUSE SHE IS DEPENDENT ON MY FATHER FOR EVERYTHING. IF STILL YOU DISAGREE WITH THE STATEMENT "MEN ARE TRASH" THEN PLEASE DIE AND MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE FOR ATLEAST ONE WOMAN OUT HERE. P.S. JUST A RANT
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
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All of these radicalised me to such extent that now I don’t trust a single man be it family or friend or stranger. Yes all men and yes fuck off. The list doesn’t include everything I have experienced but these are some things which hurt me even today. I can never get over it.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
BECAUSE SHE IS DEPENDENT ON MY FATHER. BECAUSE HE PROVIDES FOR HER. BULLSHIT. THAT'S THE ONLY REASON MY MOM ALWAYS FOUGHT FOR MY AND MY SISTERS EDUCATION. SHE NEVER WANTED US TO SUFFER LIKE SHE IS DOING RIGHT NOW. BUT SHE IS ALSO THE ONE WHO IS TRYING TO CONVINCE ME +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
2 years
Since a lot of you have asked me to share my special maggie recipe. Here it is.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
My man 3-D printed and painted a sunflower plant for me 🌻
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
TO GET MARRIED. BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME TO BE SAFE. WITH A MAN. BECAUSE SHE KNOWS WHAT KIND OF COUNTRY WE LIVE IN. SHE KNOWS WOMEN AREN'T SAFE HERE. SHE KNOWS. BUT SHE ALSO GOT MARRIED TO A MAN RIGHT? WHAT HAPPENED? HIS ELDER BROTHER SEXUALLY HARRASED HER! +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
This is so triggering even though it had happened in 2019. People really are so cruel and brutal to the victims instead of the rapist. This fucking sucks. Show some empathy and kindness ffs.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
I was kinda relieved that he passed away and I don’t have to fight with myself on whether I should wish him or not. 🤪
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
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AND EVEN THOUGH SHE GIVES ME REASONS TO GET MARRIED, SHE KNOWS THAT EVEN AFTER MARRIAGE A WOMAN ISN'T SAFE AT HER OWN HOUSE FFS. SHE KNOWS. THAT'S WHAT HELPLESSNESS DOES TO YOU. SHE KNOWS THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENING AROUND IS WRONG BUT +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
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they immediately took me to a quiet place and helped me talk about it. Once they knew what had happened they didn’t leave me alone even for a second till my partner reached my city catching an immediate flight that night at 10 PM +
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
If you don't know what this is, it's high time you get yourself educated.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
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2. When I was 8 years old and I would witness my dad beating my mom for bringing the food to the table a minute late. When he would beat us (my siblings and me) for goofing around as kids.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
It sucks that we miss people like that. You think you've accepted that someone is out of your life, that you've grieved and it's over, and then bam. One little thing, and you feel like you've lost that person all over again.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
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3. When I was in 8th grade and I had to beg my father followed by a huge fight between mom and dad just to let me go to the school. Basically fight for my education.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
@HindiGhoshal Or maybe just let the woman do whatever she wants to do. She is supposed to be a partner not some commodity.
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lil samurai
1 year
We both got extremely drunk last night and he finally proposed to me to get married to him!! Seriously ‼️‼️‼️
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
10 months
4. When I witnessed my dad giving all his love to my cousin brothers and not to his own daughters because we were girls.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
I abruptly resigned from my job at the beginning of this week. I didn't have any other job offer. I didn't tell/ask my parents. I was shit scared when I did it. Yesterday I cleared the interview for a new one and I finally got a new job by the end of the same week.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
8 months
After I sent pictures of him on my Mom’s WhatsApp my 13 y/o sister calls me with urgency asking, “Why have you sent Bhaiya’s pictures on Mom’s number? Was it a mistake? Should I delete it?” 😭😭😭😭 She is such a good secret keeper. I love her ❤️
@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
8 months
omg omg omg I just told my mother about him and I am surprised how cool she was with it all. 😭 she said “mujhe laga hi tha koi boyfriend hai tera Bangalore mai” 😭😭😭😭
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
10 months
12. When my dad was on his deathbed and he was still unkind to my mom and my siblings and me. Good riddance fr.
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lil samurai
3 years
Next time you tell a woman that if one man was bad in their life, they shouldn't generalize. Tell me how a friend turning out bad is my fault? Wtf was my fault? How my father abusing me is my fault? How my cousin brother sexually assaulting me is my fault? I am so frustrated.
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lil samurai
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5. When my grandma and dad would treat my siblings and me as servants of the house. They would make us wash dishes, clothes, clean the house. They said it’s good to start early cause it will make us good wifes in the future.
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11. When I was raped by a friend of mine and I couldn’t go to my family for help. It was the most devastating experience of my life and I had no one from my family I could ask help for. Every MEN in my family are just sexist misogyny filled assh0les.
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7. When I was sexually assaulted by my cousin brother and I couldn’t open up about it because I was scared my dad will end up beating me instead of doing something about it.
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lil samurai
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6. When my dad didn’t let me go for 11th grade to study and when I fought for my right to education he stopped talking to me and would just taunt at every chance possible.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
SO PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET US BE. NO UTERUS NO OPINION. FUCK YOU. SLIGHT HORMONAL IMBALANCE CAN AFFECT US SO MUCH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
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lil samurai
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8. When I was jailed in the house during the second semester of my college and I had to run away from my house to continue my education.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
I LITERALLY SAT ON THE BLOOD FILLED FLOOR OF MY BATHROOM AND CRIED FOR 30 + MINS. AND LET ME TELL YOU, YOU IDIOT PIECE OF SHIT WHO THINKS WOMEN EXAGGERATE PERIOD CRAMPS. YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT MENSTRUATION.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
The amount of pain a girl has to go through just cause she has an uterus is so unfair and unrealistic.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
💯
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lil samurai
1 year
After his death I have lost sight of a few things and one of them being cooking. I started hating cooking again for some reason and now I am trying to redefine the whole idea of cooking because it was so attached to the idea of getting a compliment from him.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
If you have read this far I love you 😭❤️
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
10 months
10. When my dad only taunted me at every step of my life and never supported my education or financial independence.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
good morning from yours truly the best person ever.
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lil samurai
10 months
9. When my dad forced me get married to such an extent that I ended up committing su!c!de.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 months
My partner has to go to France and Germany for work (this will be his first solo int trip) and while he was giving deets to his parents and answering their questions, both of them told him, “if you are confused about anything just ask her cause she went to SG all alone”
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
I was forced to go in the kitchen when I was merely 12 years old. I hated cooking. I eventually found peace in the kitchen and love cooking and he would love it 90% of the time and wouldn’t give a single compliment but that 10% where there was slight mistake he would shout at me
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
I am smiling beneath the mask ☺️
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
OF THE AMOUNT OF BLOOD FLOW OUT OF MY VAGINA. MY BODY WAS SO FUCKING WEAK THAT I COULDN'T MOVE OUT OF MY BED FOR A WEEK OR SO. I HAD LOST ALL MY APPETITE. THE CRAMPS ARE AN ADDITION TO THE THE PROBLEM. ONE DAY I GOT SO FRUSTRATED THAT +.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
Finally found an amazing flat in Bengaluru 😭❤️ We met the house owner today and he told my bf that “She is the boss lady!” 🫠 because he is financially dependent on me rn. It was so funny the way he said it 🤭🫣🤫
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
All the men in my life have only hurted me. My family and friends that too. How do you fucking expect me to trust a stranger now? Why is it my fault?
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
JUST BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER. Everyone is going through some shit in their life. You don't know them or their stories. End.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
Look Ma I made it! 😋🥰
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
10 months
some behind the scenes 🫶🏻
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
10 months
In another news, in today’s episode of what is ughsiepughsie cooking 🧑‍🍳, she is cooking pav bhaji.
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lil samurai
1 year
sometimes I love being a woman 👍
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lil samurai
9 months
@jacksonTesfaye_ It’s like you don’t have a brain at all. I feel sorry for you 🫶🏻
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
2 years
good morning
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
9 months
In last few hours men have told me that MY father (who they don’t know) is a provider, was a hard worker, has gone to war, has built the house and gave me security and education!! I feel like laughing right now. Men really are born with no brains 🤡
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lil samurai
4 years
tw// abuse istg this is too much now. this is very very triggering and offensive. 🤢🤢🤢
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lil samurai
4 years
What can you fit in this?
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lil samurai
1 year
I am just now realising that I have spoiled my partner to some extreme extent and there’s no coming back from it. It’s a lifestyle for him now.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
I see a horse. Can you see it too?
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
10 months
I was bored today so I made Rasgulla
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
While leaving for the office, I said “see you ✨fiancé✨ I will miss you”. He said, “I will do a real proposal with an actual ring soon don’t call me that yet” I may have very low standards and I might not ask for anything at all but this man makes sure I know what I should get.
@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
We both got extremely drunk last night and he finally proposed to me to get married to him!! Seriously ‼️‼️‼️
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lil samurai
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My mom was telling me a story of how all of my dad’s side of family forced my dad to leave my mom but he didn’t because he knew that she wouldn’t leave him no matter what cause she had three daughters and needed the financial support. He then went on to torture her all her life.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
3 years
Crazy Ugh wanted both so she cooked both:
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
Phineas and Ferb x The Office Enjoy! ♥️
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
drop a hi I will write something for you (mutuals only)
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lil samurai
1 year
I cannot believe I am not a “girlfriend” anymore. I am a fiancé. OMG I am screaming internally skksksjdjsndbdjdnxbxbdbxbdbdb
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
Football Twitter >>>>>> Cricket Twitter
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lil samurai
4 years
Lowkey missing playing that 🐍 game on Nokia
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
aaaaaaaaaaa meeting his parents today for lunch. I am freaking out.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
4 years
like this tweet if I can slide into your dms to have some random conversations about random topics.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
11 months
He was playing ps5 so he paused his game and came to bed to cuddle with me so I could wake up properly. Now he is taking me out for a bike ride and maybe get me drunk lmao. I love weekends so much when it’s with him around. I have never felt so much loved oh god.
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@ughsiepughsie
lil samurai
1 year
AMAZON PRIME BHADWE TERA SUBSCRIPTION MAI MOVIES RENT KARNE K LIYE LETI HUN!!? 😭😭😭😭 Yaar ye ott platforms saare fraud hai 😭
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