@hundredcalsnack
thank u! i just added half a serving of noodles with some veggie and tofu + a bit of soy sauce, chinese vinegar, sesame oil as soup base <3
i feel horrible for being unproductive and rotting in bed all day.. i have to do lots of self studying this summer but it feels overwhelming n idk where to start :(
got a bunch of new kitchenware im so happy !! made a huuuge serving of konjac stir fry for 250 cals (couldn't fit it all in the bowl) im so satisfied 😽
ugh my trainer wants me to follow a meal plan of about 1200 cals and it honestly doesn't sound that bad like ik i'll lose but it feels weird n like. if i do that am i just not disordered anymore . huh
i wish i could buy snacks in bulk and like let myself eat a small piece everyday or sth but my brain physically Has to finish the entire box no matter what. even if i'm not in binge phase i end up b/p 😭
the urge to just tell my mom abt my ed but she literally knows n it's like she's blaming me bc im insecure but also implying im starving wrong cuz i dont lose weight... i hate ednos i am turning it into ana this year
filling is egg, potato, kimchi aka random leftovers i had 😭 tbh it tasted kinda bland bc of the filling but oh well.. next time im adding other things !