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tw ed vent | pro recov | bulimic 🐰 i eat a lot

chinese ⚢ 18 歲༉‧₊˚. bmi 18s
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@udonkcal
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my 150 cal noodle..... my chef era...
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what is y’all most liked tweet?
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✩ 150 cal noodle recipe (mini thread)
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2 years
eds being mentioned in class is the most awkward thing ever
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@udonkcal
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2 years
quick 150 cal meal so i can focus ..
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@udonkcal
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2 years
stir fried udon with broccoli,shrimp & tofu ! this serving is around 300 cal but i ate more after :D
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@udonkcal
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4 months
i probably consume like 3 billion cals a day
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@udonkcal
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2 years
being asian sucks bc everyone is walking thinspo, healthy weight is considered fat and rice has calories
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@udonkcal
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2 years
cabbage rolls ! around 150 cals
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@udonkcal
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2 years
microwaved egg + tofu !! needed some protein n this was super filling and delicious !! ~180 cal
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i just boiled these ingredients tgt, feel free to change it as much as u like :D
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@udonkcal
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2 years
hii im miru ! sorta new to edtwt n looking for mutuals :) - 16 | she/her | chinese | ⚢ - ednos - i like art & anime ! ♡ / ↻ to be moots
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@udonkcal
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1 year
are fitness watches accurate w cals cuz i just went on an hour speedwalk + a little jogging and it says i burned 430 cals but i don't trust it 😭
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@udonkcal
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2 years
kimchi tamagoyaki + air fried potatoes ! ~200 cal
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@udonkcal
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2 years
haven't been posting meals lately bc they're kinda ugly but this is 160 cals !
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@udonkcal
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2 years
that's it! here r some additional notes that u don't have to read, stay safe and enjoy 🫶
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@udonkcal
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2 years
stir fried konjac + 蝦餃!~160 cal it's so so so good 🥹
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1 year
gm 🫶 tried chia for the first time idk if i made it right but i like it !!
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@udonkcal
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2 years
@beaakcals it's because almond milk is mostly water and like a tiiiny bit of almond
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@udonkcal
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2 years
@hundredcalsnack thank u! i just added half a serving of noodles with some veggie and tofu + a bit of soy sauce, chinese vinegar, sesame oil as soup base <3
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i just want to rot in bed and starve forever can my responsibilities disappear please
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i hate that i can't fully express myself thru fashion bc i'm not skinny enough
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@udonkcal
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4 months
today eats (made the cat curry for my mom loll my serving was ugly af)
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@udonkcal
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2 years
bmi high grades low 🗿
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@udonkcal
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2 years
disclaimer: - this is for edtwt only, dni otherwise ‼️ - i'm not a chef, my recipes r based on personal preferences only !
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2 years
wonton soup !! 300 cals
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2 years
cold udon + tsuyu sauce + potato salad ! ~360 cal
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i found tofu chicken nuggets at the store its soo goodd.. this is 310 cal 🫶
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@udonkcal
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2 years
魔芋絲蛋餅 🥹 <180 cal
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@udonkcal
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1 year
can't wait to be rich so i can afford all the diet/healthy foods i want everyday
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@udonkcal
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2 years
recipe posted 💗
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✩ 150 cal noodle recipe (mini thread)
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@udonkcal
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1 year
good morning !
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@udonkcal
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2 years
so much anger when i see skinny boys at school like Give me ur metabolism ....
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✩ 150 cal noodle recipe (mini thread)
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1 year
oden for breakfast! ~80 cals
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@udonkcal
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2 years
officially in my restrict phase again 😭😵‍💫 praying ednos turns to ana fr (me every time)
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@udonkcal
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2 years
binging is expensive buying low cal foods is also expensive i can't win !!!
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1 year
helpp i forgot my meals r disordered i sent my trainer pic of tuna + cucumber 'salad' hes like wtf is this LMFAOO imma pretend there's mayo n shit 💀
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2 years
how do ppl have mental illness and be skinny with good grades i can't relate at all
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@udonkcal
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2 years
第一次做餃子~
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@udonkcal
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1 year
fuck my trainer needs me to send meal pics wtf do i do 💀💀
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@udonkcal
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2 years
apple cinnamon baked oats !!!
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2 years
school getting in the way of my ed smh ....
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1 year
i hate my mom i like to eat lots of small 50-150 cal meals/snacks throughout the day and she keeps going like 'didnt u just eat' and gets mad like ???
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@udonkcal
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2 years
having a mom who doesn't gaf abt what i eat is good for restricting but it also means my binges go crazy 😭😭
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@udonkcal
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2 years
please restrict phase come back i hate b/p phase 💀
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@udonkcal
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2 years
omad 🥹
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2 years
how tf do i get into skin care . i need to find good cheap products to glow up
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@udonkcal
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2 years
idk how to interact w ppl here i've been used to lurking for years 😭😭
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@udonkcal
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2 years
haven't made pancakes in so long..
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3 months
someone stop me from getting takeout
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@udonkcal
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2 years
ik its a super random combo but i wanted to use up ingredients and satisfy sushi craving!! havent felt full in so long im happy :') ~380 cals
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i feel horrible for being unproductive and rotting in bed all day.. i have to do lots of self studying this summer but it feels overwhelming n idk where to start :(
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@udonkcal
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2 years
1 day binge free 🔥
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@udonkcal
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2 years
@MiniShoebill frrr i just gotta tell myself to stfu
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@udonkcal
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as a bulimic i want to go to those restaurants with food challenges methinks i can clear them like nothing
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@udonkcal
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2 years
haven't posted food in so long bc i'm struggling .. but here is some udon from user udonkcal
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@udonkcal
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2 years
got a bunch of new kitchenware im so happy !! made a huuuge serving of konjac stir fry for 250 cals (couldn't fit it all in the bowl) im so satisfied 😽
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@udonkcal
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2 years
fasting is so easy at school i totally lose appetite . just praying i don't go home and binge 😵‍💫
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i look obese after binging for a month but i'm finally restricting again 😭😭🙏🙏🙏 honeymoon phase here i come
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@udonkcal
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2 years
potato + broccoli fried rice ! it wouldve tasted better if i added more sauce but im scared of the cals 😵‍💫 ~260 cal
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1 year
my mom said she'll stop buying zero coke bc my aunt who does gym said it's bad for metabolism wtf 😭😭 i'll buy it myself smh
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@udonkcal
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buying groceries with ur b/p food actually cancels it out 🤓
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i want to just rot in my bed and fast for a few days but i feel incredibly guilty for wasting my time instead of doing sth productive 😵‍💫
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@udonkcal
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2 years
curry cubes r so high cal 💔 but yayy curry udon for high res (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
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@udonkcal
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yum ....
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@udonkcal
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2 years
sleep deprivation kills ur appetite ... but at what cost
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@udonkcal
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1 year
i wanna live in jp they had sm cheap protein bars/ healthy meals at convenience stores they look sooo good 😭
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@udonkcal
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1 year
ugh my trainer wants me to follow a meal plan of about 1200 cals and it honestly doesn't sound that bad like ik i'll lose but it feels weird n like. if i do that am i just not disordered anymore . huh
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i wanna join gcs so bad but i'd be so shy and never talk 😭
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@udonkcal
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me
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@udonkcal
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i wish i could buy snacks in bulk and like let myself eat a small piece everyday or sth but my brain physically Has to finish the entire box no matter what. even if i'm not in binge phase i end up b/p 😭
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@udonkcal
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2 years
mini haul :D
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@udonkcal
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2 years
how do y'all get out of binge phases? just got out of mine but i'm curious to know what it's like for others
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@udonkcal
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2 years
also im short . i can never win 😔
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@udonkcal
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2 years
no more binging from today onwards ! please scold me if i do i need to take control of my life again 😭
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the urge to just tell my mom abt my ed but she literally knows n it's like she's blaming me bc im insecure but also implying im starving wrong cuz i dont lose weight... i hate ednos i am turning it into ana this year
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@udonkcal
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filling is egg, potato, kimchi aka random leftovers i had 😭 tbh it tasted kinda bland bc of the filling but oh well.. next time im adding other things !
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@udonkcal
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i don't get why i have to be fat And ugly like cant i just have one good quality
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@udonkcal
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why cant we normalize using sweeteners more for non disordered ppl too its better than sugar no ?!
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@udonkcal
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2 years
how do u guys bmi low grades high bc my brain is filled with food thoughts only...
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@udonkcal
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4 months
me n my friend devoured this 🔥🔥
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i lost 0.9 kg :')
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@udonkcal
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4 months
third grocery run of the day im literally so nasty
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@udonkcal
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1 year
been a month since my last binge phase 🥹 i hope ednos disappears forever 😭😭
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@udonkcal
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2 years
there's a switch in my brain that either makes it easy to starve or i think i will starve to death if im not eating every second of the day .......
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@udonkcal
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1 year
comfort meal 🥟🥟
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i love when everything tastes 10x better after a fast
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@udonkcal
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4 months
haul except i didn't take pic of everything cuz it wouldn't fit
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i refuse to use oil at all times but get nervous when the stuff im cooking starts sticking to the pan
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i cant wait to move out and have my own kitchen....
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@udonkcal
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5 months
ramen today!!
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@udonkcal
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2 years
i want to recover but i cant bc that means i wasted 2 years of my life suffering for no reason and not even losing anything at all i hate ednos fr !!
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@udonkcal
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2 years
dropped 0.5 !! 3 kg more til my gw for school ! :D
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@udonkcal
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1 year
how to stop getting dizzy every time i stand up . am i lacking a specific nutrient or do i just have to suck it up
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@udonkcal
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4 months
me getting my daily steps in from walking to the store for b/p food
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@udonkcal
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2 years
finally 💩 but at the cost of excruciating stomach pain in the middle of class 💀💀
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@udonkcal
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2 years
韭菜雞蛋包子!!! 🥳 saving it for breakfast
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