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๐Ÿ‘ปjust a ghost trying to survive 18+ pls

๐Ÿ–ค22 & ednos ๐Ÿฅฐlw bmi: 15.7
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๐Ÿ’œStrawberry nice cream๐Ÿ’œ
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Does cold weather trigger u guys to restrict? Cuz same
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What is ur ideal body weight in kg according to the kpop industry? (Height in cm - 120)
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The fact that ppl lose weight in a healthy way is such an insane concept to me lmfao
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I'm so glad I finally found the ppl in their 20s and 30s in the ed community
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Seeing a 14yr old on my tl being excited about fasting for the first time breaks my heart. Children should not be here :/
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@B0NGBONES I have walked/ran for 8hrs before, fasted for 5 days, threw up 42 times during a single purge session, purged water, took cold showers & ice baths, took my clothes off in the snow, got addicted to cocaine, chewed & spit, ate food that I threw away, destroying a meal w my hands๐Ÿคฃ
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@spitandtears111 Shitting my pants.... on multiple occasions... and having my weight loss pills fall out of my bag in my ex bfs car floorboard๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ
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@oatmiu That's only the reported percentage. Most ppl w eds are undiagnosed so we have no true idea of the real statistics
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@disorderedsnail I would cut that person off. They're toxic. U ask them to be mindful about what they're saying in terms of your eating disorder and they disregard it. It's blatantly disrespectful and low vibe behavior
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@skinnycreepz Wtf lol it's not like u were looking up ed content, I'm so confused
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@strawberrycals Fasting or fasting mimicking diets detox ur body which clears skin so it makes sense scientifically. But also water flushes out toxins that show through the skin as well
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@gettingsmaIIer Frozen grapes, watermelon, pineapple, portioned dark chocolate, a packet of plain oats w cinnamon & 0 cal sweetener, raspberries or blueberries w fat free whipped cream
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@sickgothinspo Unsweetened cashew milk, cacao powder & 0 cal sweetener๐Ÿ’ž it's like 35 cals for a cup of hot chocolate how I make it
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@deardollsie @kitkatthin That is terrifying. That reminds me of that one true crime case where someone was playing hide and seek and tried to hide in a suit case and suffocated to death. I can't remember who or the details but it literally happened
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@Iovelybunny The v shaped waist band is so flattering on u
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@Adaaaworld Like once a day. I'm trying to do twice, sometimes it's hard to make time for myself tho and I've been struggling lately
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@jemappellekoi Xs or xxs victorias secret panties, they never fail. Especially the no show thongs
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How much money does your guys skin care routine cost u?
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@paperskinny I mean why do our portions have to be so huge? I think most ppl are obese or overweight here which is insane and I doubt other countries are JEALOUS of it๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿคก๐Ÿคฃ
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@sk1nnyp1ckles U lose it from being malnourished, not a certain bmi.
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@eludinweight Having scars doesn't take away from your beauty trust me
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@TI84plusce5V For my family it was like bmi 17-19 but I've had random ppl call me thin and accuse me of not eating, asking me why I'm so skinny at bmi 21/22 but that's just cuz I live in America and most ppl here are overweight or obese and that'd normal to them
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I think whenever ppl cover up nutrition labels for ppl that have eds, it just creates more fear/anxiety and just cause the person to not even consume it cuz of the nagging mindset of "better safe than sorry"
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I would be PISSED and just not eat anything at all
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I'm 5'5 so my ideal body weight would be 165-120= 45kg (bmi 16.5)๐Ÿฅด I think it was a good weight for me but that's insane that underweight is their ideal body..
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@ClNNAMONCALS Binges like this are life threatening js
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@k001c4t This is so strange to make a doll of someone,, hope Eugenia gave her consent otherwise that's even more weird.
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@st4rcal Awh :// food addiction is hard. I feel for her tbh cuz shes doing what all those other muckbangers are doing except they prob throw up/fast afterward cuz theres no way they dont gain from binging like that all the time. Idk why muckbangs are normalized & socially acceptable tbh
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@nanocalorie U don't gain or lose fat cells, u keep the same number of cells, they just change in size.
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@LalloeGrapes No. They're filling, curb a sweet tooth, and it's low cal. Ik everyone is so terrified of them but an extra small one is around 72 cals and a small one is like 90, sometimes less. It's best to weigh them to know for sure.
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@mezzorexic I've had an ed for 8yrs and have no idea what you're talking about
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@skxnnysadx Them calling your ed a glow up makes me physically recoil in disgust. They have a serious personal issue.
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@LovelyMorgue Damn lol where did u get him
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@ibuprofenbarbii I don't personally believe u have to be married to someone to have a concrete relationship. I also don't believe u have to be in a relationship in general to have a strong connection & ride or die mentality.
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How long have u guys had an ed? In 1 month it'll be my 9yr ed anniversary๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿฅฒ
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Why do so many ppl on here think that someone with ednos can't be underweight?? U can be bmi 16 w ednos. It doesn't make u automatically anorexic to be underweight
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@sugarfreegal Also.. the way he threw her on the pavement was honestly brutal.. god damn..
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What are some dreams u guys have that aren't ed related?
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@bvrythet4ste Most ppl that have muffin tops are just wearing pants that are too tight. She looks relatively small/healthy so I don't think she would have a muffin top if she was in better fitting pants.
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I found photos I took of myself the first time I got to 97lbs at 16yrs old and the amount of difference compared to when I got there at 20yrs old is INSANE, like it looks entirely different cuz of the changed body structure & muscle to fat ratio
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@vamplredog How can she call the cops on u for that?? What the hell... I hope things get better for u soon :/
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@softieblushie @winterange1 Not true actually. U still have body fluctuations even while fasting
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@katieorexia The fact that you're born in 06 is insane to me cuz I was born in 02 but then I realized that you're 18 and im just getting old apparently๐Ÿฅฒ
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@angelb1tesss It's insane that so many ppl want to look like that even tho the photo highkey look edited๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
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@bakedsunflowers They're still good. U can make smoothies, freeze them or bake banana bread. Frozen banana slices are a really good snack too
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@sophrexic Neither tbh. Im recovered from pvrg1ng. So st4rving is my "fix it" I guess
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@nospaceforthem I think u need protein and exercise or at least daily activity to avoid being skinny fat. Starving is what causes skinny fat if ur not having protein when u do eat.
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@miffyelfbar They would be so mind blown when they realize a lot of ppls eds aren't even based on wanting to lose weight lmfao. It can be a contributing factor but most times it's so much more. An underlying fear or delusion, a compulsive behavior u feel like u can't stop, feeling undeserving
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@RibcageDiary_ I thought this same thought like 6yrs ago tho
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@127kcls Anytime u go without eating is considered a fast. Short term fasts are considered intermittent fasting
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@DingySauce If it burns that many cals then I don't think it would be an easy workout and a lot of those things that claim a certain calorie burn are wrong. It's very individual
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What's the longest u guys have gone while eating 400-600 cals?
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@lomlyunah Tbh I'm just not really into pizza and would genuinely rather eat a cucumber
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@De4dGrrrl Why would they lie like that
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A binge is eating a very large quantity of food, usually uncontrollably. I don't get why ppl think a binge is eating a certain amount of cals
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Whenever someone follows me on here I feel like we're friends
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@maigrejolieslut @EDENSPETALS How do u manage that tho? The most I've gotten was somewhere around 30,000 and it took all day and I didn't have time for literally anything else. Unless you're able to do your courses on your phone?? I still don't get it tho honestly
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@anonymousbanann Ofc u have the cuter utensil
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@bloomingwaif I didn't have enough space to explain fully but I thought it was important so here are my thoughts.
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@nocalbbz U don't choose to be fully recovered
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What would u guys guess my name is just by looking at my face? I want to change my name & take on a different persona.
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@annarex1e The girl on the left looks pretty skinny but maybe fit and healthy ish? The girl on the right def looks thin tho. They're both beautiful. I'm pretty sure that's romee strygid or something like that. She's on YouTube
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@whycalss Everybody experiences their ed views differently so both ppl are valid in my opinion but it was kind of rude to rt someone's post to say that. Some opinions are better kept to yourself.
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@ewxcalss My ex: "where do u buy ur clothes from? The fat girl store?" After I said that the xs bikini didn't fit me๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ
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@jydi3t Even if there was a trigger warning, that wouldn't stop them from looking at it and it's honestly pretty funny. If they're that sensitive they shouldn't be online or have a phone at all๐Ÿคก
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Why do so many ppl not understand what Ana face actually is?? It's when your cheeks sink in to the point where your cheek bones look sharp, your skin gets all wrinkly & your face just in general looks like a dying elderly person..
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@xPrxttyinPxnkx What I want and what is possible are 2 different things๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ
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@girlwithagat I heard that not wearing a bra reduces the chance of getting saggy boobs tho??
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@milkupopi The second photo looks like a cartoon animation??
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Jawline???
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@slepybun Yes. Eventually u stop getting hunger cues and ur stomach adapts to small portions.
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@bmiblogger Wow :/ i bet that crushed her and made her habits get worse
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@lucascalories Could be constipation or some form of digestive distress? I have lots of digestive issues and get extremely bloated like this so ik how u feel๐Ÿฅฒif it persists or if u have other symptoms, u should see a GI doctor
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@starvenfast I've done a ton of extreme and disordered things tbh. I binged to the point of pain, purged to the point of pain, threw up 42, during a purge sesh, scooped vomit out of the tub, did hard drugs, ate food that I threw in the trash, destroyed food w my hands, fasted for 5 days
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I just realized how dead this community is๐ŸฅฒI hope more ppl join cuz I thought this would be way more interactive and stuff. Anyways how's everyone doing?
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@thestonerexic You're so pretty. U kinda remind me of Alison from pretty little liars except more pretty
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When will twt stop putting children on my timeline... I hate accidentally interacting w them. It's not necessarily the interacting that bothers me but moreso the fact that if I do, they will see my acc and possibly be influenced and that makes me so uncomfortable๐Ÿฅฒ
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@hrorvtz Plain thin??
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First ever current bc I've ever posted.. I'm around my hw.. ugh. I'm so disappointed and embaressed honestly. My brother's mom made such a big deal about my weight gain today and said I look SO MUCH BETTER W MY FACE FILLED IN๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ
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Is it weird to dm ppl asking if they're okay? I've done it a handful of times and ppl usually don't reply. It makes me feel weird but I'm just trying to be supportive :/
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@_77holic I think staying up burns more calories but it also raises ur hunger hormone. I think when you're really exhausted the next day from not sleeping well, you move slower and less and burn less as well
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@ENBYED That's how most weed was when I was a young teen. Sometimes that dirt looking bud is more fire than the dispo shit so u really can't judge
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I'm 234 days clean from purging so that's insane lol
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@unsubs_grave Why does she get it all over her face๐Ÿคข
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The fact that I don't have Mia face after purging multiple times and what felt like all day today is actually insane.
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@kcqsable They're probably self conscious and trying to look smaller. Majority of thinspo is posed. Not saying she's not thinspo but a lot of "thinspos" look normal when not posed in my opinion
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@safariistarr Pls share how lol. It's hard for me to hit my minimum 45g protein requirement for my weight
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@lucascalories Ednos is when u have symptoms of more than 1 type of eating disorder so u don't quite fit into a single category
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@secretvent420
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Just brought ghosty to a whole nother level๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’œ
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@secretvent420
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2 years
I think I like this look tbh
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@secretvent420
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2 years
Blue eyeshadow spam from my snap memories :))
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@secretvent420
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2 years
I'm getting some fat under my chin again so I need to eat cleaner again. Can u guys drop some healthy food ideas/mealspo? Doesn't have to be restrictive
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@secretvent420
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1 year
Guys I'm growing a mango tree!!๐Ÿ’œ
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@secretvent420
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2 months
@milkfaairy Sugar daddy or borrowing haul?
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@secretvent420
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2 months
@MICROREXIC Trying to worsen someone's eating disorder as a comeback is sad as fuck lol
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