Scientists without kids: we can do this! Zoom meetings! Stay productive!
Scientists with kids: what is work even? Did I used to have a job? I have some vague recollection of something called childcare.
Told my kids that their unborn baby brother likely already has immunity to COVID because of my vaccine.
βWait! So heβs vaccinated before we are?! Thatβs not fair!!β
Sorry kiddos, your turn will come. π
So my kid interrupted my zoom lab meeting to inform me (and everyone else) that βdaddy is pooping.β Howβs your day going? Mine is in serious need of boundaries.
We canβt be the only ones having existential crises about when the actual eff is a good time to have kids???? PhD, post doc, βreal job,β when?? Cause SOS weβre getting old. IT ALL SOUNDS LIKE MADNESS HOW DO YOU PLAN FOR BALANCE
#phdchat
#AcademicChatter
rly tho
This is really not the way that I imagined making this announcement, but I am thrilled to start spreadinβ the news that this New Yorker is moving on! Iβll be starting my lab at the Max Planck Florida Institute
@MPFNeuro
in January 2021!
I am really still in shock, but completely honored and humbled to receive an
@NIHDirector
@NIH_CommonFund
New Innovator Award (DP2) to study the neural basis of interoception using novel transcriptomic methods.
My Postdoc just got their K99 summary statement back and, of course, I am their greatest weakness. Yes, they have a senior co-mentor. Yes, they have a well-rounded mentoring team. Still, it is just a huge negative for these grants to have a junior PI. π
Congratulations to MPFI Group Leader Sarah Stern, who has been named as a 2020
@statnews
Wunderkind for her innovative research into the underlying biology of eating disorders. Read all about Sarah and her exciting work here:
One time I brought my 7 month old daughter to the ER for a suspected fracture. She was cheerful (itβs a long story). I told the admitting staff that she had stopped crawling. βMaybe you were confused and she never really crawled.β They wrote βMother would like an X-ray.β
I am seeing a child today with the most terrifying chief complaint in pediatrics: "Mother thinks something is wrong with her child."
Mothers are usually correct. I will be ordering tests.
Life can change in an instant. Last week I thought my life was super stressful as a mom of three and scientist running a lab. I was trying to balance my kidsβ needs, lab needs and travel schedule. I relied a lot on my mom, who babysits my children on a regular basis.
It is somewhat ironic that pre-pandemic conferences were more feasible for me to attend than virtual conferences are right now, because hello π childcare.
I mean, sometimes sciencing is really tough and all I want to do is quit, but then I get to put this image in my lab meeting and I'm all like ... wow ... the brain is crazy beautiful.
grant student/postdoc
#hiddencurriculum
tip for the New Year: never ever write a fellowship or grant app without first asking to see some successful examples. Many people are willing to share their apps if you ask.
I wasnβt trained on how to be a PI through tragedy. Today I learned that a friends cousin was killed in Israel. And then I had to wipe my tears and attend my own labβs lab meeting. Because I still have responsibilities to my trainees and those donβt stop.
A 𧡠about women applying for things.
Weβve run a postdoc seminar series for the past few years. Our selection is entirely anonymized. We read only the research statements. No CVβs, no names, no lab references. But when all was revealed this year, 8/10 finalists were male.
Thereβs a special torture in trying to explain the academic job market to family members. βSo do you HAVE to leave your job next year?β βWhy are you traveling so much?β & my personal favorite βWhy canβt you just get a job at rockefeller?β
Solving problems β : I like to keep my office door closed because the noise from the hallway is distracting. But everyone said they were afraid to knock and bother me. So we decided to use the same light we use for our behavior room on my office to indicate whether Iβm busy!
When I inevitably get side eye today for leaving at 5:30 to pick up my kids let Twitter be my witness that I was in the lab for 2 full hours before anyone else got here.
This little one burst into the world 10 days early on the first day of Rosh Hashana (Tuesday). π₯° Definitely a sweet start to the New Year and now officially a scimom of three (and terrified)!
I am having SO much trouble filling my prescription for birth control pills.
So in this country they don't want me to prevent getting pregnant. If I get pregnant they don't want me to terminate. And if I give birth, I can't even get formula to feed my baby.
Make it make sense.
My mom is an angel who has done literally everything for me, and I would move heaven and earth to help her get better. If anyone has advice or thoughts or any research to share on Guillain-Barre, please let me know. π
Like many, Iβve been thinking so much about
@DrNadiaChaudhri
recently. She was a professor of neuroscience, but even more so a teacher of grace and dignity in the worst of circumstances. She leaves the world a better place, which is much more than most people can say. π
@DrNadiaChaudhri
passed away yesterday evening, having reached the end of her road with ovarian cancer. She leaves behind her Sun and Moon, a loving extended family, colleagues and students, friends around the world, and so many others who have been touched by her & her story 1/n
Going to take my 15 minutes of twitter fame to say how thankful I am to
@ckc54
and
@theamygdaloid
for including me as an undergrad on a paper 11 years ago. I was too naive to even know to ask for authorship, but they were kind enough to do the right thing anyway.
Being an academic mom is no joke. It was great to be at an in person meeting again, but pumping at a conference is a lot of work! Fingers crossed for getting this milk home.
I would not have gotten into grad school without that paper. I probably wouldnβt have gotten my PhD fellowship without that paper. It also created a sense of satisfaction that I could be a part of a completed research project which encouraged me to continue on in research.
Someone explain, what is the purpose of reference limitations? If necessary, print the first xx and then allow the rest as supplementary online. I shouldnβt have to eliminate important refs to satisfy some arbitrary requirement.
I get so much joy out of teaching people, esp undergrads, to do stereotaxic surgery. Seeing histology from those first successful surgeries is always exciting!
Thrilled to finally be able to share the final version of my last postdoc paper, online now:
It honestly feels like I started this project forever ago (hello, 2014) and it's even been forever and a half since the preprint (June 2019).
My third baby π is finally published ! Part I of my postdoc work. More exciting stuff building on this to come! Thx to all my coauthors (
@estef_azevedo
) for all the help and support!
This is the 2nd piece of good news that I mentioned a few weeks ago!
Iβm so grateful to
@OneMindOrg
for this opportunity for my lab to pursue our research vision of improving the study of eating disorders in neuroscience research! We canβt wait to get started!
Weβre thrilled to share the exciting news! Introducing the 2021 One Mind Rising Star Awardees:
@MPFNeuro
βs Dr.
@sarah_stern
,
@UCSF
βs Dr. Devanand S. Manoli,
@NorthwesternU
βs Dr. Yevgenia Kozorovitskiy, &
@YaleMed
βs Dr. Renato Polimanti.
I might start a Twitter account for lazy grant reviews. Hereβs another one (diff postdoc, diff grant):
Reviewer critiqued the use of tail suspension as a measure of depression.
The application neither proposed the use of tail suspension nor even to study depression.
This is amusing bc any βyoung scientistβ with a faculty position is almost certainly old enough to be considered at βadvanced maternal ageβ aka geriatric pregnancy. π
Well, Iβve officially reached that point of having a new baby where I feel like Iβm failing everyone and at everything.
Just attended a faculty meeting over Zoom in the rain while standing in the parking lot of my kids school.
πππ
Does anyone else find the sheer amount of scientific literature overwhelming? Like, Iβm sure many of the experiments that I envision have been done before, but π€·ββοΈπ€·ββοΈπ€·ββοΈ.
Related: the number of tabs open on my browser.
R01 deadline + my studentβs NSF GRFP deadline + Rosh Hashana with my in-laws here β¦. Really donβt have time to be baking challah, but it just wouldnβt be a holiday without it.
New year, new (first) paper!
Very excited to share our very first pre-print. This paper was a real team effort, led by
@Dar_E_L
and
@SeBullich
, to answer questions that I get at every single talk I give.
Please RT!
I'm still recruiting a postdoc for my lab in sunny Florida to study neural mechanisms underlying complex motivated behaviors. Lab opens in January, but start date is flexible. Come join us!
*** IMPORTANT UPDATE ***
When I ran for co-chair, I promised to make it easier for parents to attend.
I am excited to announce that, thanks to
@KavliFoundation
@RockefellerUniv
, we have funding set aside to cover a number of childcare supplements at GRS/GRC Opto!!
Being on the job market is essentially just talking to my husband abt the process while my kids interrupt to tell me that they want to move to San Diego so that they can go to Legoland.
Volunteered to be βclass momβ. Question 1: why did I do that?
Question 2: why is it not βclass parentβ??
Then I was asked to send an email only to moms. Of course I manually added the email addresses of every dad in the grade. What year am I living in again??
Had hoped to bring my family with me to a
@GordonConf
this summer (itβs not easy to be away from three kids for a week!) but they charge $2k to bring them. Sometimes it feels really tough to be a working parent π₯
Being that I hated science as a kid (lack of exposure?) Iβm so excited that my kids are loving
@TheSpaceGal
βs Emilyβs Wonder Lab on
@netflix
. βCan we please watch one more?β Music to my ears π
Although I hate myself on camera (π«£), it was worth it for the incredible opportunity to interview the one and only
@KafuiDzirasa
about his research program and approach to science.
π§βπ¬π¬ Curious about how mental health breakthroughs come to be?
On this episode of βOne Scientistβs Mind,β One Mind Rising Star Awardees Drs.
@KafuiDzirasa
and
@sarah_stern
discuss how basic science is translated into clinical therapies:
Wasnβt really missing SfN until I saw 10 different people post photos of a pigeon in the conference hall.
Is it one pigeon photographed 10 times?
Or is there an invasion of pigeons?
I donβt usually post photos of my kids on Twitter, but hereβs Take Your Kids to Work Day
@MPFNeuro
to brighten an otherwise depressing science Twitter week. Happy Friday.
daycare: designed to help working parents. Long hours, minimal disruptions.
Kindergarten & beyond: designed to torture working parents. Every day has another thing to remember, AKA βhow can I disappoint my kid today?β
Incredibly honored and humbled to receive this award and to have been invited to speak at this excellent conference amongst many incredible names. Thank you to my hardworking lab team and to my always supportive postdoc mentor Jeff.
I hope PIβs will encourage their female trainees to apply for these kinds of things. Expanding oneβs network is really important in this gig and itβs a shame if women are missing this opportunity just for lack of applying.
Official notice! So thrilled that Iβve been awarded a NARSAD YI grant from
@BBRFoundation
to study neural circuitry of maladaptive food choices! Thx to
@fxalsyncytia
and
@DrChristineAnnD
for advice/tips/applications!
Finally started feeling back in the swing of things at work after baby. Now I have a breakthrough covid infection. Baby is covid+ too β¦ le sigh. Thankfully both our symptoms are mild. But when do things get easier??
My MIL gave me trendy sweatpants as a gift recently and I thought βIβm just not a sweatpants type of person.β
But you know what? Iβm in lab at 7am to do surgeries, so it turns out that I am totally a sweatpants type of person
Speaking of informal mentoring, when I was first pregnant I went to OHS to ask if they could help me figure out which chemicals I should avoid. They told me to figure it out myself. I had no one else to ask. Now advising pregnant friends on what I learned on my own.
We all know that stress can really change our relationship to food. Many of us have been gaining the βquarantine fifteenβ during the stress of COVID. But what about stress that leads to suppression of food intake?
Trainees: hearing the career trajectory of renowned scientists is great but just remind yourself that it doesnβt need to jive with your own experiences. Thereβs a lot of survivorship bias out there. You do you.
Will just take this opportunity to plug
@RockefellerUniv
. I donβt think I would have made it in academia without their daycare, which had pricing that scaled with income (and was also excellent). I wish other institutes would follow their model.
We are paying $3400 for infant daycare at Harvard. In 2017 as a first year postdoc, this is higher than my post tax salary. It does not make sense financially to work as a postdoc and to raise a kid. You wonder why some women quit science at this point??
Virtual hospital tour this morning where I was told that I canβt ask any staff if they are vaccinated before coming into my room bc of HIPAA. Never thought home birth would sound so attractive β¦.
Rockefeller's Jeff Friedman was announced this morning as the 2019 winner of the
#WolfPrize
for Medicine! He is honored for identifying leptin, the hormone responsible for regulating bodyweight and obesity. Congratulations!
Paper with
@estef_azevedo
accepted just minutes to spare before my first lab grant was submitted. The grant that I thought there was no way I would finish as we did a long-distance move with 2 kids and no childcare. It's been a crazy few weeks!
Really honored to be included amongst such an incredible group of scientists. Many friends here whose work Iβve followed and admired for quite some time. Congrats to all!
Early-stage investigators proposed innovative high-impact research ideas for the
@NIHDirector
βs New Innovator Award. See the projects the awardees will pursue:
#NIHHighRisk
Aaaah I actually got an
@ACNPorg
travel award!! So excited to attend the meeting again this year (not gonna lie: also excited for the excuse to bring my kids to Disney)
Feels strange to post a celebratory photo with whatβs going on in the world, but Iβm so proud of my lab members! Deuce joined our lab for his PhD research, Yang-Sun got into a PhD program and Postdoc
@mariajoseoc2
had her last PhD paper accepted! Congrats πΎ!
Putting the finishing touches on my external advisory committee presentation and regardless of how it goes tomorrow, Iβm feeling quite proud of my little lab of <2yrs and all weβve done so far. βΊοΈ
Thinking of my husbands grandparents who passed away last year and how my kids will not get to hear their stories firsthand. As Holocaust survivors continue to age, it is more important than ever that we remember their stories.
#HolocaustRemembranceDay