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attempting BED recovery

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@rrubyrocksr
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i dont think that anyone cares but im probably going to leave edtwt. i need to focus on recovering from BED. im sick and tired of restrcting and binging because the scale never goes down and it only brings me stress. i need to stick to recovery, change my mindset and be healthy
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things i did/ate that contributed to my weight gain ♡🧵🪡 edtwt mealspo chubspo meanspo fatspo thinspo sweetspo diettwt ricecaketwt
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what do you guys do to trigger yourselves? i cannot for the life of me trigger myself it just doesnt work
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6 months
did i just eat a cookie and not log it? yes and?
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- my parents used to say that i could eat as much as them and for some reason i thought that was cool and would purposely eat more.
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if you have a restrictive ed but dont count cals how do you know you haven't eaten a lot? especially with calorie dense foods
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5 months
- my moms friend knew someone who worked at the factory that made costco chicken bakes and we were given a whole box of them. I ate a fuck ton, theyre ~800 calories
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- once again i used to think it was cool that i could eat a lot (?? i dont know why) so i would eat whole bags of takis and hot cheetos.
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- okay but why was i so obsessed with eating a lot, girlie it doesn't make you "cool" 😭😭😭
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- in like 2020 i was watching naruto and so i would eat a bowl of ramen everyday.. ermmm (listen i was like 12)
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- i used to stuff my ice cream cones with ice cream by pushing it with a popsicle stick. (im so greedy?? also that ice cream looks so good)
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- i would eat multiple hot pockets a day (they're bomb sooo.. in a perfect world id do again)
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- im mexican so our food is generally high cal, i would eat like 5 pieces of pan dulce every weekend which is ~1500 calories
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- i once ate a whole dominos pizza in like 2 hours ! ( 😃 girl.. no one was gonna take that from you)
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- i would and still can down 4+ large tacos
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@rrubyrocksr
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- i would have so many bowls of cereal in a day. id pour myself a bowl, have leftover milk, refill it with cereal, then need more milk and the cycle would continue. (i seriously did not need to be eating so much cereal, no wonder i never had iron deficiency)
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- im such an emotional eater, i have very bad anxiety and am really sensitive to people close to me getting upset at me, when that would happen i would binge a lotttt
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- i was never involved with sports so along with all this over eating i was never really exercising
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- again with thinking it was cool to eat a lot, i have an older brother and because he was growing up his metabolism was fast (he also struggled with disordered eating at this time if i remember correctly) he would eat a lot of food, because i looked up to him i would too
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- this is a thread for edtwt so if you see this and aren't on here please leave lol, i made this to idk share my experience with disordered eating and eating disorders. i was really unhealthy sooo yuck
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- my mom went through a period of time where she would make quesabirrias (which are so good, they're birria tacos with cheese) and i would eat more than 5 for several days a week, multiple times a month
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-i love baking, it's so fun and you get to make yummy treats. HOWEVER, when you have bed and sugar addiction its literally a nightmare, ive eaten a whole browie tray, cake, cookies, literally any other sweet we made. sometimes i couldn't sleep until i indulged myself in them.
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- staying on the pizza thing i would eat 4+ slices for my dinner and we would/do get pizza frequently soooo 😟
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@rrubyrocksr
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- binge ed in general made me fat. for as long as i can remember weight has been a big problem for me, one of my earliest memories is me imagining what i would be like at 16 yrs old and hopefully i was skinny.
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@rrubyrocksr
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-Costco foods as a whole really made me overeat 😭😭 i loved the churros and the pizza so much (im mad they removed the churros off the menu and replaced it with a stupid cookie) but seriously these muffins.. i would eat like 3 with milk which would come out to ~1600 calories
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- i used to down whole boxes of goldfish in 1-3 days... (this thread made me realize literally how horrible my eating was omg.)
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- going to the flea market and getting a large cup of agua fresca used to be a weekly thing for me in summer. those things have so much sugar its actually insane (they're so good tho 🥲)
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- i would drink several full sugar sodas a day. i think once i drank 5-6 cokes. sugar addiction is so bad. liquid calories were honestly such a big thing for me
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- once again with me being mexican. we always have hella food at parties and me being a fattie and over eating being common in my family i would eat soso much and snack so often.
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- in general i would consume a lot of junk food because my mom has always worked at stores. i would always ask her to bring me snacks and to make me happy she would.
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- back when my mom used to bring large packs of oreos home i would eat probably like half the pack out of my family of four.
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- i would go over to my aunts house and she would make me vanilla cake with sugar sprinkled on top. it was so good id eat several pieces. (like this but sprinkled with white sugar)
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@rrubyrocksr
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6 months
Foods I would binge on - a very long thread #edtwt binge thinspo grosspo mukbang distraction thread poll
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@rrubyrocksr
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5 months
the thread ends here if you dont wanna read my little emotional story and stuff ♡♡ i wish anyone who is struggling with bed and wanting to recover strength and luck <3
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@rrubyrocksr
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6 months
whats everyones calorie limit? mines 900 idk if i shoukd change it
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5 months
- lets begin !!
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-uhh i think thats the end!! im 6 days binge free today <33
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WE ARE SO BACK
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i actively scroll edtwt during school with no shame
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one of the biggest things motivating me is being congratulated on my wl the next time i go to the doctor
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@prettygirlcalz I WOULD DIE FOR THAT MEAL OML
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@rrubyrocksr
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- my ed first developed in around 2020. i would sometimes starve all day and then binge at the end of the day. this would happen especially if we were getting fast food. i would eat it as my first meal and then the binge spiral would start. i regret getting mad at my parents.
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@riricalss arms because what if i look like this girl
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@rrubyrocksr
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since i started to c/s ive started to hate actually consuming food?? i hate swallowing it, has this happened to anyone else?
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@rrubyrocksr
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i binged ☹️
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"edtwt has gotten too soft" maybe you're just a bitch?
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@rrubyrocksr
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i used to say "im starving myself!" not in a way for attention, but because i wanted help. i never got it because i cant talk about my ed without crying.
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does anyone else go on sims and make the characters super skinny to trigger yourself or am i just crazy
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drunkorexics be like:
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BINGE FREE FOR TWO DAYS HELL YEAHHHH
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@rrubyrocksr
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- another thing was that once i went to the doctor because i was constantly feeling nausea (it was your disordered eating girl) and i had to lie to my doctor because she asked if i would starve myself or if ive ever had anorexia, bulimia or anything like that.
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omg i almost passed out from standing so fast and it was scary at first but then felt to nice?? wtf
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@rrubyrocksr
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5 months
so if i eat less than 1200 calories and burn off basically everything that i eat will i just be losing like normal or will i lose more??? im so lost
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WHY AM I ALMOST AT 300?? HELLO im a small account guys this isn't supposed to happen
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@rrubyrocksr
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yayayayay all i have to do is sleep, my head didnt hurt at all today so im super happy, and i told my mom about my fasting so she wont force me to eat anymore 🤭🤭
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HELLO? WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF YOU HII
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@rrubyrocksr
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HELLO WHY DOES THIS HAVE NEAR 1K LIKES IT WAS JUST A DUMB LITTLE (super long) THREAD
@rrubyrocksr
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things i did/ate that contributed to my weight gain ♡🧵🪡 edtwt mealspo chubspo meanspo fatspo thinspo sweetspo diettwt ricecaketwt
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so if im doing a diet that says like 500 calories should that be how many cals i eat or my net (sorry if this is dumb
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@rrubyrocksr
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should i talk to my parents about my binge eating ? i think i really need help i dont want to end up 600lbs unable to walk
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its still a deficit its still a deficit its still a deficit its still a deficit its still a deficit its still a deficit its still a- IM GOING INSANE
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5 months
WOAH MY ANGEL NUMBER (im like kiri now)
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WHY AM I SEEING THIS AFTER MY BINGE
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my planned out day is STILL WAY UNDER MY BUDGET ARE YOU SERIOUS. AND i reached my protein goal?? guys wtf
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OH MY GOD?? 😦😦
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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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guys give me more rules pls (the first one is worded weird i mean over eat)
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@spitandtears111 when im eating lunch and my friend eats slower than me/ doesn't like the food 😭 like it makes me feel so greedy and fat
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guys i wanna do a thread of shit i used to eat that contributed to my weight gain
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@rrubyrocksr
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5 months
do you guys fw goth music
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guys im gonna do this so heres a thread I'll update everyday 🫶🏼
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@rrubyrocksr
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3 months
whats everyones favorite way to burn cals? mines literally just walking but its not very efficient, recs?
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3 months
guys its 10am
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pls i fucked up so badly these last 3 days
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@rrubyrocksr
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5 months
does it still count as recovery if im in a slight deficit and strength training 😭 im just trying to be healthy
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5 months
do you guys pace around with like slippers or socks bcs my feet hurt so bad
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6 months
not my family getting fast food for breakfast.. we're literally getting panda express for dinner??? wth
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5 months
my rules always fucking change it make it impossible to even exist
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6 months
sorry if this is a stupid question im actually clueless
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5 months
why do people tell us to starve and cry about it? like okay?? tf you think we're doing here? being rude isn't gonna change anything we literally have mental illnesses
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4 months
WHY DO I ALWAYS STARVE BETTER IN RECOVERY?
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5 months
if anyone has any goth thinpso threads pls hand them over 🙏
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i have these lucid dreams where i csnt feeel a thing
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6 months
i wish i had edtwt bffs 🤧 you guys are scary
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5 months
i miss when i used to do 20+ hour fasts in 8th grade 😕 (i would binge after school)
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5 months
chat is it exercise purging if i walked for an hour specifically to burn off my binge
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5 months
"spread love and positivity" *fatspo thread*
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5 months
walking to burn off binge calories >>>
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5 months
mooties should i cut my bangs (im feeling so impulse rn omg)
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5 months
no way that's accurate or am i just dumb
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what multivitamins/supplements does everyone take?
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SPONGEBOB POPSICLES ARE ONLY 90 CAL??
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6 months
guys am i gonna lose my boobs or just my ass
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5 months
i just finished to the bone and omg.
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@skinnynscared @felinecals you're so funny for this omg
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i saw a picture of me from the last time i went to Mexico.. i was so fucking fat, AND STILL AM. no way im looking like that still. Locking tf in.
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6 months
post binge clarity is so real omg
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@rrubyrocksr
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5 months
OR NOT? im so fucking confused someone help
@rrubyrocksr
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5 months
wait i could lose so much weight if i have my net calories at 100
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THISSSS, i literally havent had hunger cues for years like ima binge
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me staring at the intuitive eating “nutritionists” & “dietitians” that said to “listen to what your body wants” after it worsened my BED.
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@rrubyrocksr
ׅ𖥔 ۫ ruby ۫ 𖥔 ׅ
5 months
someone shoot me with a tranquilizer gun so i can sleep
@rrubyrocksr
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5 months
i have these lucid dreams where i csnt feeel a thing
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@rrubyrocksr
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guys im gonna start strength training and giving myself a planned "binge" day
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