D-7!!
here’s a mini gta throwback for April Fool’s. 😂
it’s the perfect teaser for
#eaJCarCrash
from Santa and Mr. Tony (even tho they were talking about wallflower here 🤫)
FOLLOW:
PRE-SAVE:
PRE-ORDER:
eaJ wtrsfm setlist
1. voices
2. come over
3. burn
4. visions
5. sober
6. traveler
7. rwylm
8. mad
9. enemy
10. lennon
11. safe in the rain
12. LA stars
13. friendly fire
14. *new song*
15. pacman
16. cits
17. imc
18. when the rain stops
-encore-
19. forest
20. car crash
💬: what’s one song that will always stick with you? doesn’t have to be one you wrote
👩🚀: uh.. i think Still. I think Still is a song that will stick with me for a very long time. 🥺
🧑🚀: i know i wasnt from indonesia and i wasnt born in indonesia but i feel like it was a little bit of a homecoming for me too. it felt really really good.
if there’s anything that i really wanted to share from the stream earlier, it’d be this. i think it’s something that everyone who “stayed” in this space deserve to hear.
PS. if im not mistaken, the intro to the EP is Sincerely so we already know the gist.🥲
👩🚀: it’d be great to be able to love yourself, but it’s not that easy. loving yourself is hard. it’s incredibly hard. .. bec there’s like self-doubt, anxiety, there’s like struggles.. actually really hard.
🥲
listen to him talking to the pets in the background. i wish we could have seen him. 🥺🥺🥺
🐣: “u r so cute! u r so cute! u r so cute!”
~ repeat til fade 😂
someone from chat just got out of therapy cured and happy
👩🚀: congratulations on your rehab. I hope everything goes better for you now. And i hope to become like you someday.
😭😭😭
🧑🚀: how’d you meet your boyfriend thanks to me? Congratulations tho, congratulations on your engagement! Hope you guys have a beautiful, beautiful life with a beautiful wedding and a fantastic marriage.
also🧑🚀: must be nice huh? Just flexing that to everybody here.. must be nice
💬: J, you know the hardest thing in life is grieving the loss of someone who’s still alive..
👩🚀: 🥺 that is sad. i’ll see you when you are ready.
idk if we’re thinking of the same things here but yeah. sad.
chat asks why his music is still dmca-free
🧑🚀: i dont need that much money. all i need is just enough to have internet, a good computer, and have people that will let me make music with them. And my life will be very fulfilled. Ever. 🥹
💬: we gotchu jae!
👩🚀: appreciate that. you guys have given me so much already tho.
💬: we want to promote you.
👩🚀: we’ll do it together. i’ll get everything ready, as long as you guys stream, i promise you will not be bored while streaming. I’ll bring you stuff. I gotchu. 🥲
a bit of context:
2-3 days ago, j tried to wean off his meds (w/c he has been taking for 3 years) without medical advice. He said he was feeling better until he didn’t (ended stream yesterday with a headache and it got worse apparently.).
he learned the hard way—don’t do this!
🧑🚀: they say ‘i love u’, they say ‘u’re enough’, they say ‘u’re doing great’..
but sometimes, in here (heart), it feels like they’re lying to u.. it feels like u’re not good enough.. it feels like u don’t deserve the love that they give u..
this is what if sounds like in my head
👩🚀: im kind of an emotional guy—i get sad a lot, i get happy a lot.. it goes like *this* 😅 but i mean that’s kind of what humans are, right? everyone’s emotions go back and forth…
#eaJatJoylandJkt
#eaJinJkt23
#eaJPark