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@peter772020

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freedom lover. live on a sailboat.

Joined October 2021
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@peter772020
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5 months
Day 2 without a drink. Still the shakes but feeling a little stronger. Thank you again to everyone for your kind and supportive words. I think I can do this.
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@peter772020
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5 months
Thank you for the kind hopeful words. I made it through the night. Didn't get a lot of sleep. 1 day sober though. It's really helpful to read a little about your journey, I don't feel so alone then. Hoping for day 2.
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@peter772020
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5 months
Out of beer. My greatest love and my greatest enemy. Woke this morning knowing I was out. I am out of resources to get more. I start drinking in the early morning right after coffee. The shakes are bad right now. I am here because i don't have anyone else that understands.
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@peter772020
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5 months
Day 3! Didn't expect that. Strangley my desire to drink is gone? No idea how. I really like it though. I'll keep talking to the big guy.
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@peter772020
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2 years
I need to quit drinking. It's been too long and I have no choice but to face the wreckage. Don't have a lot of close connections anymore. So I am saying it out loud here . Any motivation or experinces is greatly appreciated
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@peter772020
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2 years
3 days sober. Really have to say thanks to everyone that reached out. I am pretty isolated on an island and there are no meetings. The anxiety is bad today. I can hear my brain kicking in with nasty stuff. Well another walk it is, if this keeps up I am going to need new shoes.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@SargeSargento My daughter is 22, she has recently been diagnosed with a rare heart condition. Her mother and i have no underlying health conditions. Her Dr. Told her as long as she " stays up to date on her vaccines and wears a mask she might be ok". I don't even know what to say. I am broken
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@peter772020
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1 year
Second day sober is at least twice as good as the first.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Well, 30 days alcohol free. The money savings is good. Thing about the promises is they only come true if I do the work. I say alcohol free because I have been still smoking weed. I guess I am not ready to completely give myself to a simple way of life. Just being honest.
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@peter772020
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2 years
4 days now. I joined a zoom meeting this morning. It just felt like home for the first time in a very long time. "Seek to comfort rather than be comforted" really stuck with me. I don't know if any of you are real on here but I like it. I get ALOT of strength feeling not so alone
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@peter772020
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2 years
@healthbyjames Get the fear porn was heavy but I'll never grasp the idea of why so many ran to be part of an experiment. Then telling me I'm crazy for having doubts. That part is the toughest for me.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@CelticNotorious My mom died last year. She was in a home. I was able to come and say good bye but she was unconscious and on her way out. I wasn't able to visit with her because of the lockdowns. This video is especially hard for me. Heartbreaking. All she wanted was touch.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@EzraKahan There used to be a name for those guys in jail. It wasn't nice. Even criminals knew it was wrong.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Can't remember if it's 6 or 7 days now. It's all a blur. Something is waking up inside me, a positive voice I haven't heard for a long time. You are part of that. Thank you.
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@peter772020
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2 years
I have been metal detecting for a long time. It's a great hobby. Doesn't cost much, in fact I have made a little money at it. This is one of my favorite finds, a native copper spear tip. In case that interests you.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@Johnny_Joey I remember when that was just a given. People would think you were out of your mind if you thought otherwise. I am just neutral on it all. Like do your thing, whatever. Just leave the kids alone.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Small moments of joy beginning. Haven't felt happy for a very long time, just depressed, drunk and angry and fearful. Found myself laughing at something yesterday. Haven't used those muscles in a long time. I still got it though!
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@peter772020
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2 years
I've been living on a sailboat for 4 years now. Drinking most of that time. Good thing that I learned in that time is I am fine on my own. Bad part for recovery is that I am fine on my own. I want to be better than "fine".
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@peter772020
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2 years
@Concern70732755 Best thing I have experienced in a very long time. So united! This was the definitive for me when I realized how our msn is full of shite.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@Curse_of_Ham It comes and goes. Mostly just the shakes and sweaty. Did alot to stay busy today so I am hoping for a good night sleep. If I wake in the a.m. it will be 1 day sober for me. Been a long time for that. Physically it feels shitty but something in my heart feels a little hope.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@Sgtnewsnetwork @KenWinsor4 Like him or not, he was right about almost everything he said.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Frosty morning
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@peter772020
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2 years
@govt_corrupt Same. One thing it taught me is I am fine on my own. Not sure I could ever go back.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@govt_corrupt No experimental juice in me. Like many I just found myself with too many questions to just blindly follow everyone else. The more it ramped up, the less inclined I became. Now I live alone on a boat. I will not comply.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Kinda dawned on me this morning, posting here about alcoholism is not really maintaining personal anonymity is it? Anyone thoughts on this?
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@peter772020
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2 years
Conspiracy theories were much more interesting to me when I was drunk.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@truth4ed Wow that hits hard. Thank you.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@DrDoyleSays Wow this makes alot of sense to me. I am a carpenter, I feel very uncomfortable when people watch me work. I feel defensive. If a comment is made, even a good one the hair stands up on my neck. Same when I am cooking, I don't want anyone around.
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@peter772020
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2 years
When someone says "to be honest" before any statement, I'm like I thought that was a given.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@wealth_director Sailing a boat, so many lessons in that.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Well I decided to go to church this morning. Hoping to find something, Idk what but something. Sign on the door said can only enter if fully vacinated. Here in Canada I don't even know how many that is anymore. I am certainly not "up to date". Well online meetings it is.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Gee I only need like 1/4 of the deodorant without the booze.
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@peter772020
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2 years
My friend took this picture of me and my dog in the summer. Just thought it was nice.
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@peter772020
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11 months
@FLEXjss Funny they silenced all the applause in the video
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@peter772020
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2 years
Well I made in to the doctor to get some meds to help with the shakes. Seem to be helping alot. I know this just the beginning and I have lots of work to do. I understand that abstaining from alcohol has some great perks health, financial etc. But the real work is yet to come. 🤜
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@peter772020
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5 months
@tcgolfer1313 Thanks for that, I really do appreciate it. Got me spooked on the withdrawal thing. I have no booze left, out of money and the store is now closed anyways. Yet I feel a small glimer of I can do this.
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@peter772020
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3 years
@AlixG_2 True story, when I was in school a hypnotist came and did a presentation for the school. I was one of the ten or so that was selected to go up on the stage. Everyone hit the ground except me. I just politely walked off the stage and the guy looked at me so strange.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Too much peanut butter
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@peter772020
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11 months
@covid_parent the asteroid is sounding better each day.
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@peter772020
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11 months
@sVMOa0oWmGOUOui @robinmonotti Do laws then change towards said people?
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@peter772020
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2 years
@SoniaPoulton it went from 100% effective to like "Well it won't be as bad" and I looked crazy for asking questions
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@peter772020
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5 months
@guyf46 I need some help. I did go to AA years ago and it was very helpful to find a higher power and gain confidence to rebuild some of my life. The shakes and stuff are pretty bad but I don't think I am in danger of a seizure. Appreciate the thoughts.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Season 4 is almost over. I love the freedom of the water. I don't have many followers but please say hi!
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@peter772020
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1 year
@LIVEpositivity That magical sound of dial up. It was like I was entering the matrix or something.
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@peter772020
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2 years
I made these boat seats for a customer. First time using teak. Ready for finish and many journeys.
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@peter772020
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4 months
I think it's about 85 days now without a drink of alcohol! Amazing. I am completely lost though. Thought that would help but if anything I am more angry and miserable to be with. My life is a mess. I need change but don't know where to start. I've been alone for too long.
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@peter772020
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11 months
@MsCannabisCourt @edmontonpolice She is the owner and asked him to take his hands off the dog. Wouldn't that be like assault or something? I have no idea but it sure seems wrong.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Thank you everyone for you supportive words and suggestions. It means ALOT.i would like to follow you all but it doesn't seem to be working
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@peter772020
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2 years
@dr_cartland I have always been the black sheep of the family. My mom died fall of 2021. My dad asked me if I was jabed up before the funeral. I said no. My aunt was spraying sanitizer on me at the door. I saw a look in their faces I will never forget. I found a new family.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@AreOhEssEyeEe The whole thing is just theater. Like honestly it's just so ridiculous. I really dislike the game.
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@peter772020
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1 year
3 days and a glimmer of hope. Thanks
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@peter772020
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2 years
@ABDanielleSmith Thank you for being strong.
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@peter772020
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3 years
@TrueNorthCentre This guy should not be handing out candy to children.
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@peter772020
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1 year
@NatashaMontreal So well said Thank you for that. My mom died in late 2021, she was in a home. I was allowed to see her one last time in the hospital. Worst part was how I felt I was treated by my family for not being "up to date". That part is still hard to swallow.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@psheather3 Just the shakes for now. Also a bit of sweats. I just tried to stay busy all day so as not to think about it too much. I am so tired of being a prisoner to it. It has become the most important thing to me. Even more than my relationship with my daughter.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Spent the weekend with my buddies 3 kids. They are all on medication! What is happening? I can't believe he is just ok with that. I am no doctor but what is happening with our youth?
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@peter772020
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1 year
Spring is here and I have been metal detecting a fair bit. Here is a buckle I found the other day. Not sure who it is from but it looks different. Definitely 1800s.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@Harry__Faulkner I don't like him but to be fair that is the most honest sounding thing I've heard from him. Didn't have the usual ummm and ahhh.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@CoachsCornerDC @mark_slapinski Miss you Mr. Cherry. I grew up in a hockey family. Watched you all the time. You made it classy. Thanks for keeping the Canadian spirit alive.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@chasinghappy_ I was supposed to get paid for a small job yesterday morning but it didn't happen. Likely the only reason I didn't buy booze yesterday. Honestly a little worried for today but I really don't want to.
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@peter772020
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1 year
I see bumper stickers all the time that say " I brake for turtles" . Thank you for your service.
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@peter772020
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11 months
@FLEXjss Personally I thought the world was good it way it was. I am fearful of the direction it is heading. Orwell was a visionary.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@JustinTrudeau Lol he's talking about freedom.
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@peter772020
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8 months
Been a quiet winter, this little lady has been coming in to visit me in the last 4 nights. Really nice.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@BushelsPerAcre This tweets got me reflecting. Truthfully I have noticed this but didn't put it together.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Grabbing warm laundry from the dryer when naked is about one of the greatest things I have experienced.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@KB2128034975691 Wow I needed that thanks brother.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@RosalindPagano Agreed, walking does help! Thanks.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@Resist_05 "We Put people first !" Well not "those" people.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@theadamhead Not sure. Not buying booze when I walk to town today would be a most excellent start. Reaching out on here has been helpful to. A great question and thank you for that.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@EvaVlaar @piersmorgan I could listen to you all day! Great passion. Much appreciated in these times.
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@peter772020
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1 year
I have some friends. Well buddies at least. Yet the power I have felt from talking to another alcoholic is a power MUCH greater than myself.
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@peter772020
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1 year
The hardest part of staying sober for me has always been making amends. I often relive those memories of others I have wronged. They haunt me. It must be pride. Release me from the bondage of self.
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@peter772020
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2 years
Wow, I am overwhelmed. I don't know how to express my gratitude for all your kind words. Stories of your achievements in sobriety give me MUCH hope. Made it through the night so I officially 2 days. I did reach out for help. God knows I can't do it alone. Thank you so much.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@Midge52469 Got some ginger ale this morning, seems to help a bit. Thanks!
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@peter772020
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2 years
There's even sugar in salt. Just can't get away from it lol.
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@peter772020
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11 months
@CaliforniaFrizz Far right= people that want to maintain their country's values.
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@peter772020
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1 year
The last week or so my feed has been heavy with posts about writing books. Trying to tell me something?
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@peter772020
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1 year
When you say your 1 day sober, is that today is the first day or I have completed 1 day?
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@peter772020
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2 years
@greenvicki45 No, if I fall asleep and wake up tomorrow I'll have 2 days. I don't want to drink still getting some cravings but my desire to drink is gone. I am disgusted with it. I am pretty isolated where I am currently but I will be looking for some meeting soon. I am going to try some onli
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@peter772020
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8 months
@AmericaReal3 This all a man really needs to hear. Strangely motivating.
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@peter772020
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2 years
I brake for cats
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@peter772020
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2 years
@catturd2 Got 8 beers left so it's looking good.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@yonkojohn Only if they are from people with "acceptable views".
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@peter772020
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2 years
I don't have many followers but random Asian ladies seem to really like my content.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@momsiroo I think I will be alright. I don't think I need medical help. It's the sorting out my life and getting a less selfish path is the part I need help with. Thank you for your concern.
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2 years
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11 months
@Lyndonx Ahhhh this makes sense. I have been pondering on the reason they want so many new people.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@finallydreaming @UnashamedAlc Thank you very much for that. Its great to hear some positive things. My head doesnt always provide me with kind words.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@CGCobra198179 Pretty shaky but don't feel I am in danger. Thanks for asking.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@gouryella99 Still waiting on the "economy to come roaring back"
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@peter772020
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9 months
@MadelnCanada High speed chase. This is the canada i love!
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@peter772020
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2 years
They got rid of plastic shopping bags so the sales of garbage bags would go up.
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@peter772020
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2 years
@Stephen72925359 I was trying to log into one yesterday but my internet connection is too slow and I just got really frustrated. I used to go in person years ago. I miss that. Maybe time to think about relocating. Thanks.
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@peter772020
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11 months
@komradeperogie Climate change
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@peter772020
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2 years
@mr_fahrenheit2 @RecoveryPosse My first " experience" with a higher power came from reading the big book and slowing it down line by line. Something happened that day. Or I hear it when I walk and let my brain go quiet. Suddenly I can hear the birds etc. Just my experience. For me it's an undeniable, something
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@peter772020
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11 months
@bambkb Honestly I liked the guy with the hat more.
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@peter772020
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5 months
@shabby_dame Wow thanks. It is a nice community on here. Thanks for the tip!
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@peter772020
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1 year
I asked the AI generator to make a picture of smart people. Hmmm.
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