all of yall who are still supporting ur njen oshis despite everything we gotta deal with everyday
i appreciate you guys. yall are a big part of the reason I'm still here ๐ฅน
i think what hurts more with every graduation/termination, no matter the group/company, is seeing devastated tweets from fans and those who had those people as their kamioshi. like damn... damn.
hey
3 hours later ive decided to turn this feeling into spite and rage
i will continue to unabashedly support my oshis and ignore people who talk shit about our community
i wanna be a safe space for everyone who's still here
LOVE U GUYS LET'S GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER
good morning i did not just wake up to diego slander on my tl??? glad to see everyone defending him in the comments bc this man has literally done so much good in the community through his work ๐๐๐ shit happens people apologized everything is resolved it's time to move on!!
as a fan i genuinely wish ๐ was better at giving opportunities to their talents equally
how do u expect some of them to grow if they're not given the chance to do so...
proud of myself for somehow juggling work and maintaining honors since freshman year eventhoitskillingmeveryday!
(also yes im doxxing my uni fuck authority!!!!!)
if you like someone everybody hates because you had a good experience with them, you shouldn't listen to what ppl have to say
if you dislike someone everybody likes because you had a bad experience with them, you shouldn't listen to what ppl have to say
> hates something
> comments under that thing
brother stop by interacting with that thing u are putting more of it in your algorithm brother please u are ruining ur own life
I DID IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Thank you
@nrnmarie
for drawing my YT member's 2nd-anniversary exclusive wallpaper!! โบ๏ธโค๏ธ
Download link will be provided in my members-only community post!! ๐จ In the near future, I will have more free wallpapers for non-members too~ ๐ฅฐ
im so fucking happy im just. so happy rn fuck im OVER THE MOON AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WE GOT TO SEE SUCH AN AMAZING PRODUCTION AND FUUCHAN IN 3D, LAMBROS IN 3D, HUGGING, TOGETHER???? I BAWLED MY FUCKING EYES OUT FUCK
im fucking pissed bro my uni department lost important papers (with money attached to them bc it was meant to be notarized) and the faculty i talked to had the balls to say "I also don't remember you submitting it before" BITCH YOU WERE THE ONE I HANDED IT TO?! FUCK
ok i wanna start letting go of the drama so i wanna just. say one thing.
as a nijien fan, if you see a tweet from an anti and your first reaction is "but that's not true/that's now how it is at all," then you're most likely seeing a tweet from someone who doesn't+
like idk im fairly neutral about everything but how can i stay neutral when everywhere else i feel like id get harassed just for being a fan of what i like? ๐ญ
bunch of people i know who's been making fan stuff for the community since (and even before?) i joined have either stopped or are feeling p burned out
ive been feeling it too,,, im really sorry if my content's been lacking spirit lately ๐ฅน
there's only so much even I, who's been here for a while now, can take. if it wasnt for u guys still doing regular fan stuff and making me feel safe and validated to be in this space,,, yeah ๐ฅน
if there's one thing i wish i could do, its being able to freely interact with my friends without the fear of receiving backlash from their communities.
i,,, believe it isn't difficult to understand that commissioned artists have no say in the politics involved in the work that they are being paid to do. its *very* hard to decline when the money offered is all we have to pay rent and buy groceries
ion usually interact directly but someone in the qrts said "if you're an โ fan have me on the blocklist" so i blocked them hope they're having a nice day lmao
yk
i love this account bc
i can be all depressed n shit one moment and 5 seconds later see a tweet of a character/fandom i like and code switch freely without the fear of being unprofessional ๐ญ
uuu im so happy,, ive been wanting to redesign her for a while now ;w;
i feel like her og outfit wasnt very inspired and i felt super disconnected from it, but the new one is more my style!!
I know a bunch of yall follow this acc everytime I speak up on issues but pls know that MOST of the time the vibe here is 10% depression posting 90% double boosted simp action
so
YEH
!!!!!
There's a great amount of things livers have done for those working under them that we can't talk about because of contractual obligation, but there's a reason I'm so defensive over them and why I'll always see the best in these people ๐ฅน
ngl ive been bracing myself for bad news for a while now, but i think i have to learn to just let it happen and remember that even the worst things will all be a distant memory one day? :'))
yk when someone u hate starts partaking in a media u enjoy and u start hating that media bc of that but u hate hating that media bc of that person even more??????? im gonna slam my head against a rock
the last two days without social media has been the most mentally healing days of my life
i opened twitter today and was immediately depressed
i think ill spend more time off screen for the sake of my sanity ๐ฅน
dawg im out here nervous rambling in comm discussions like
"Hi!!!! Thank you so much for your interest in my work!!!! (emoji)(emoji)(emoji) Yes, I can absolutely do that for you!!!! Please let me know what else you'd like me to add!!!! (emoji)(emoji)(emoji)(emoji)(emoji)"
living with guy friends is rough bc everyday i have to live with the fact that they can just be shirtless in this heat but society is preventing me from doing the same (YES I CAN WEAR A BRA BUT BRAS ARE UNCOMFORTABLE???????)
sorry,,, i shouldnt have made that tweet,,, ive been on such high tension lately and every small thing triggers me atp. thank you guys for always supporting my works ;;
SUNNY UPDATE !!!
I never talked about it but Sunny was actually rehomed before her surgery!! my new place doesn't allow pets and my friend's house where she lives now just has a lot more open space for her
THEY JUST SENT ME THIS PHOTO LOOK AT MY PRECIOUS PIRATE DAUGHTER ๐ญ
fuvk yall im gonna say it but i still have to momentarily block my ears everytime ๐ says "hundy degrees" ๐ญ
ik its an iconic line but i think just saying hundred would've sounded better??? kwmdkwmdiqw IM SORRY,,,, I FEEL LIKE A FAKE FAN
watch the livers at all and just want to pedal an agenda. in that case, whatever you say to them, they will not listen to you.
this is the internet, giving attention to people like that will not do anyone any good.
it's time to start blocking and moving on.
heyyy
you guys know im generally pretty lax with my boundaries esp when it comes to being friendly on the internet but I'd just like to remind that i *do* have boundaries and that i don't take very kindly to people crossing it.
If we're not that close,+
@rainmer_
Do not sit at number 5. This is a warning. You are entering Yap Central. Waffle House if you will. The shit that you will hear will be loud, it will be impossible to understand, and it will be pointless. I will be having a full conversation with all four of the surrounding
work is stressful uni is stressful internship is stressful our kitten fell and injured a leg vet bills are expensive its almost time to pay rent my family wont stop fighting i have to give them money soon i just want one day without problems
i have to tell myself it's time to stop vague posting about the drama too. remember that atp anything niji/anyc does, they WILL have something to say about it, and i refuse to give them attention.
for the sake of your mental health, block and move on โจ
slay out there besties