‘bereal? sure, let’s do one with all of us.’ — tamino trying to communicate with the audience while the guitar issue is getting fixed at tonight’s show in manchester | video by sevvalonal_
i've had a few days to collect to my thoughts. honestly i'm not entirely comfortable with speaking publicly about my experiences right now but just know i relate heavily with other's experiences regarding 'business transactions', if you can even call it that.
i am so proud of shelby & i stand with her all the way.
please be kind to yourselves & have regular breaks from social media. it's something i need to do more of, it is very easy to get sucked up & almost say too much in the heat of the moment. take your time.
big fucken love<3
@fakesmilesonly
what if you have a mental breakdown (just one) a day because you love them dearly ?? and you can't comprehend it ?? because it's never happened before ??? someone genuinely loving me ??????
it's been a weird year in terms of looking at myself & liking what i see, definitely had one of those 'i can't remember what i look like' kinda
moments, but i'm becoming me again vvvv slowly, winter tends to help with that :)
yesterday's gig was the first time in a very long time i felt present & real. there were times i caught myself not even singing along but simply smiling in awe of how in the moment i was, realising and holding onto that put me on a high i hadn't been on in quite some time.
hi i took (temporary) headshots today....so idk hire me i guess??? like really idk you don't have to but?? i'm not terrible at acting?? i guess idk????
gotta love brum at night, just tryna finish my cheeseburger at my bus stop as this guy comes to stand next to me & just……pees
nah it’s fine matey didn’t want the rest of me scran anyway ta
literally don't expect to be congratulated for showing awareness, it should just be the norm to show awareness like how do people find that so confusing
i’ve gotten so lucky with my new docs, just done a 6hr shift at karen’s, on my feet, quickly running food & drink to people & this is my what like 5th time wearing them & i’m pretty much pain free the fuck
big achievement for me this morning has been clearing my safari tabs on my phone, had just over 400 & now I'm down to 20😌
this is your sign to do the same because i know it's not just me 👹👹👹
happy to say this month my bills will have been paid for from lil photo jobs because i've had fuck all shifts elsewhere😌
it's not much (which is nice in terms of not having mega bills, am vvv grateful), but it's just a tad cool :) :)