cheki, hold up. kabla haujachoma. my presence sets a PRECEDENT. default I’M NOT A PRESET! ~ MDQ 🙌🏾🐐| neurospicy🌶️| Mech-Eng👷🏾♀️| Empowered Woman🧝🏾♀️🍀
pills are beginning to kick in. i'm beginning to feel delirious. omg i can't believe i'm live tweeting my own de*th 😂. but i am looking forward to seeing what's on the other side! 😃 rn it feels like sunshine, rainbows, lollipops etc. which is a STARK contrast to my life rn
yesterday, i went on ig to see what this fuss about outfits at the Fenty launch was all about. it was facts 😭😭 was there a theme we were unaware of bc what??? I have time, i might do a thread of the outfits with my thoughts
why would i tell you BEFOREHAND that i didn't wanna fvck and you disrespect that when i'm mad drunk? i told you. i was staggering and vomiting. why would you do that?
men really need to start their lives in prison and prove their way out 😒🚮
first, i want the girlies to know that you need a little financial privilege to live like this. don't feel bad if you can't 😔
second, i want the men to know sisi hatupendi stress😤. do you know how much healing it takes to get here?!!
i didn't come here to prove to anyone that i was r*ped. idc about your opinion.
i shared so the girlies can avoid him and stay safe.
endeleeni kupiga kelele tu but empty debes? 👀
why would i tell you BEFOREHAND that i didn't wanna fvck and you disrespect that when i'm mad drunk? i told you. i was staggering and vomiting. why would you do that?
men really need to start their lives in prison and prove their way out 😒🚮
i am currently tweeting to distract myself from the urge to self harm. so if anyone else if feeling like they want to end it all tonight, you’re not alone. let’s make a deal to hang on till morning & see if the urge passes. sending all y’all love💚
a miracle did happen. my mooty🥹came to my rescue. came home. checked my pulse. took me to hospital where they gave me drip to reverse the effects of what i had done. brought me back home. slept in my bed with me. and now she’s currently talking to my brothers abt a safety plan.
i went to alliance and was always in the top 10. top 3 if i stop being modest. went to a top US uni with a 7% acceptance rate. i graduated with honors with a mechanical engineering degree. na wewe? 👀
Such types of ladies always amaze me. Wanakuanga wale the dumbest kwa society kabisa. Ndo maana Jahmu alipita uku, easy target. Madem kama hawa hawahitaji lines mob sana ata. Vibes, ngwai, inshallah na pombe.
@courtroom802
While I don't support this and condemn it, I think the moment this man told you his intentions, you needed to turn down his offer for a drink. If you finally said yes to go on a drinking spree with him, the NO immediately turned into a YES for him.
i'm just now realising that i was indeed violated last night. r*pe sounds too strong but i definitely was not in a position to consent!
the thing is, i'm so surprised that it happened to me. me?!! who has given multiple talks on the importance of full and enthusiastic consent?!
tl asleep? 🙈
today i creamed so much we both couldn't believe it🥹. I didn't know my body was capable of that! just like that, i made my first sex tape. no, i am not sending it to anyone!
i have tried MY BEST to get past what that mf did to me but I honestly can’t do that without justice.
i refused a rape kit bc i didn’t want to be intruded further.
but it takes only ☝🏾 phonecall for that mf to spend the REST OF HIS LIFE IN KAMITI.
shit’s about to go down!
with only professionals making up my support system. I can't even call my therapist or psychiatrist rn bc they're probably asleep. i need a community around me to cheer me on too. people who don't have to be paid to listen to me. is that too much to ask?
he said he asked me if i wanted to have sex and i said yes? I don't remember that at all. either he is lying or i was very drunk atp so i had no business giving consent. na mimi ndio bad guy? fiti bro 👍🏿
After my 1st suicide attempt in 2016, my dad told me & I quote:
“I do not care whether you live or die” &
“I disown you. You are no longer my daughter.”
I was 17. This is the man y’all want to defend? 😏🤣🪄🧝🏾♀️
& I am expected to believe that he loves me? 🤣👹😈
picked out the outfit i want to die in. it's not my best work but everything i'm wearing is of sentimental value. i almost began cleaning my room to make it easier to clear out after my death. but that sounds like someone else's problem. for THE FIRST TIME i am being selfish
i also knew someone personally who went to stanford, got two degrees & had a tech job lined up at the then facebook. but she died by suicide on the weekend of her graduation. 😔
to show up for me with no avail. there's literally not a single person in my life rn who i don't go out of my way for. but each time i have asked for help, during crisis ofc, they have turned me down. EVERY SINGLE PERSON within my physical vicinity. I can't do this life thing
i'm hoping it's the lighting bc what is this? 💀 and the shoes?? 🫠 i can't even think of where this outfit would be appropriate. mwenye alikuwacha utoke kwa nyumba hivi hakupendi btw
we don't see enough beautiful female friendships on the internet so here is Khori and I. 🥹🥰
f1 was freshman year. f2-4 was the photoshoot we did right before graduation 🥹🥹😭💚💚
no jules slander here!! babe carried the entire responsibility of killing it at this event on her shoulders 🫡🫡 but surely nikita? babe you have a fire body, why you hiding it?? the hairstyle also ages you 10 years. the concept was there but run away from this tailor
So apparently since we broke up, my ex has been looking at all my twitter dms, bookmarks etc.
What in the TOXICITY⁉️
I am not changing my password. You wanted access? Have it!
And I will make sure my dms HURT LIKE A MF!
Kitt, you were going to a Fenty event, not the cluurrrbbb!!! i get the concept but this was the wrong occasion for it. this is giving premium toi couture 😮💨
and doing EXACTLY what i want. why is that a bad thing? if i want to die si you just let me die. i have already evaluated all my options and discovered that dying is the easiest one. easy for me. idc about anyone else's feelings FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE!
i couldn't find a solo pic of wabosha and i'm glad bc this outfit is a no🙅🏿♀️ saw on twitter that these two walitoka ofisi wakaenda event. no one disappointed me more than the leader of the slay squad! 😢
this took almost 2 hours 🫣 in conclusion, fashion is very subjective so I expect us to disagree. would i have dressed better had i been invited? idk. i'm also hating from outside the club so take with a grain of salt. and THIS WAS NOT ABOUT BASHING WOMEN, just critizing outfits
better than my current life. i have existed to please everyone. my parents, my siblings, my teachers, literally everyone around me. i have lived these last two years for my brothers specifically. i was ready to call it quits in December 2021. this past month i kept asking them
I'm VERY grateful l landed my dream job! so grateful. but wtf Kenya?! how many documents do i need? NSSF, NHIF, KRA pin, sijui police clearance certificate etc etc. yes people are unemployed but y’all are making it extremely hard for people to be legally employed!
in case I don't make it till morning, my bedroom door is unlocked. i might die in my sleep while my brothers are sleeping in the same house as me. please do not read my journals. please please. if you didn't make room for me in life, don't try make up for it by reading my
clearly this thread is proof that i’m breaking. i am literally hanging onto life by a thread. and no one in this house is even trying to make my life easier. not bc they don’t care but bc they always assume i can handle everything. bc i cry while hiding. i know
i'm just now realising that i was indeed violated last night. r*pe sounds too strong but i definitely was not in a position to consent!
the thing is, i'm so surprised that it happened to me. me?!! who has given multiple talks on the importance of full and enthusiastic consent?!
i really appreciate the outpouring of love. but please stop calling me. it's overwhelming. I don't have the energy to get back to all of you anytime soon. i appreciate you. thank you. but
@iammwaniki
got me. she's actually the one dealing with all my phone calls. thank you 🥹🫶🏿
joy joy joy, why does this fit look 2 sizes larger? we know you're not afraid to show a little skin so waddup? 🤷🏿♀️ the black gown you wore in your campaign with Seth gave!!! this is giving my mum dressed me and forced me to be here 🫠
i have documented my life all over the internet. so you won't miss me too much. okay now i'm getting anxious. fear of the unknown. i'm hoping for an afterlife that looks exactly like a shrooms trip. but what if i end up in the upside down? whatever it's like, i'm sure it'll be
nothing is sexier than nipples peeking through a crop top with some waistbeads on display 🥴🤤🥵
i don't own a single bra for the above-mentioned reasons 😇😇
chekeleeni tu shape ya chapo zangu lakini mjue kila mtu alizikula alisema they're the best chapos they ever had. na mjue my brothers hawanifichangi anything💀.
mentally & emotionally I'm in the pits. but i'm glad we're talking about consent. this is why we need comprehensive sex education! ik a lot of y'all are learning what consent is and isn't because of what happened to me. hate it but there's a silver lining.
i genuinely hope that
my 13th reason so far has been my brothers. today they showed me that they wouldn’t go as far for me as i would for them. i’m prepared to take bullets for people who won’t even hear the gunshot. so now i’m evaluating: why do i want to keep living? i have no answer.
the current global political crisis has everything to do with saturn in pisces. including the mess that's our current president. but y'all don't believe in astrology 🙄
these two looked like they also came directly from the office. ama girls brunch. denim overalls DO NOT belong on the red carpet. Sarah Hassan, this outfit had potential, where are the accessories??!! this is gikomba couture.
gaiz i really appreciate y'all 🫶🏿. and i'm so grateful that you engage with me so much🥹. but as my platform is growing, i realize it's not sustainable to reply to every single comment and quote tweet 😔. but i promise i see it and appreciate you!🫶🏿🫶🏿
another going to the cluurrrbbb outfit. this would kill at a milan brunch, but not a Rihanna endorsed event!! our queen is pro at dressing for the occasion but you missed entirely 🤦🏾♀️
if you were going to a ruracio, yes but not Rihanna's red carpet 🙆🏿♀️ a thigh high slit doesn't automatically make a dress couture! why do the shoes look like a complete afterthought?
babe is that kitenge on a sequinned dress? 😢 i would have removed that extension, wore the dress on it's own. or added the extra on a plain dress. its a little much for me 🥴
wawawa i really am the whole package ☺️. i'm kind, smart, funny, stylish, pretty, have bumbum, have locs, a beautiful smile, a little freaky & pansexual 🥰. imagine fumbling me?!! hectic 😔
this is the fit you wear when you want to draw zero attention to yourself. this dress and your body type are like water and oil. maybe if it was shorter? but i'm not sure. or a deep V? bc this is giving pastor's wife