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@nrvousyoungmatt

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8teen, italy ; living while starving! car seat headrest obsessed , forced recovery @d3lusionalmatt DNI FATPHOBIC AND UNDER 16

they/them | bmi 13-14s
Joined July 2021
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
8 months
maybe it’s cringe but think i might like this drawing
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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i brought my food scale to the restaurant lmao
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
4 months
OH MY GOD ???? I CAN FINALLY WRAP MY HQND AROUND MY ARM
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
10 months
bye offing myself 💀
@grepJJAM
rex 🌚 saw skzmixx
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what did i just witness
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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build a day of eating at the ed treatment clinic ! — a thread to distract myself :] ₊˚⊹♡ ᓚ₍ ^. .^₎
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
7 months
new minecraft boxers for 11/12yo :3
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
guess my bmi but if it’s over 16 keep it to yourself 😊🙏
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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dysmorphia going crazy today and i have to go out, so this is the outfit to hide every inch of my body ☺️
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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lol not people calling me pathetic or embarrassing? don’t you think i already know that? i have an eating disorder, it IS embarrassing and pathetic and makes me do embarrassing and pathetic stuff.
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
i brought my food scale to the restaurant lmao
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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me if you even care
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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bitches will be like “yeah i’m feeling totally better!” and then will proceed to cut themself
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
2 months
also ootd to go out w my mom :3
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
8 months
ehh random bodycheck
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
build an outfit in my style based on your ed! ✧゚・ qrt with your answer!
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
the pants i bought vs what i usually wear i don’t want people to make a big deal out of it idk maybe i’m just overthinking
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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i bought a new pair of jeans that fit me perfectly and i like them a lot but i’m afraid i’ll look ridiculous if i wear them in public since i always wear baggy clothes
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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me the day years of b/p, anorexia, nicotine and coffee addiction catches me
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
4 months
lot of people started following me (ily) so if u want to be moots interact w this post pls!!
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
7 months
arm check i feel like i look good idk
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
ALL OF THIS FOR 6€ 😭😭😭
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
3 months
guess the bmi pls i can’t weigh myself rn but i know for sure i’m under 14.3
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
2 months
my psychiatrist told me i’m bmi 13.0 .. i’m actually pretty scared and want to gain some weight :(
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
if you think this is pathetic let me tell you about when i c/s into a bag and forgot it in my drawer for months! or yesterday when i cried over a fucking banana. if you think these things are pathetic or whatever, you’re right! EATING DISORDERS MAKES YOU FUCKING PATHETIC.
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
( 🍂☕️ ) new edtwt intro , pinned ! — not new ! been here since 2021 — he/they , 8teen , italian — bmi low 14s , ana b/p ? • DNI: under 15, fatphobic, homo/transphobic ♡ / ↻ to be moots
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
twin fantasy tattoo :3
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
— this or that food poll food i’ve binged on but it gets progressively worse
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
11 months
GUYS THIS PROTEIN BAR LITERALLY TASTES LIKE CARAMEL WITH NO AFTERTASTE IT’S SO GOOD
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
i hate my hands but i think they look cool in these pics
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
i love black coffe and cigarettes but not in an autumn aesthetic way but in a depressed emo anorexic way
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
7 months
bodycheck i took the other day might delete later don’t bully me bye
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
3 months
new socks i bought look how cute they are
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
3 months
genq which one would you consider me?
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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MINORS DNI /j
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
and this should be a safe place for people with eds, if you’re just gonna shame other people for their disordered behaviours just fuck off and leave this side of twt
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
6 months
lost 300g
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
8 months
recoveryspo
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
8 months
black coffe and nicotine save me … save me black coffe and nicotine …
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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lool my psychiatrist told me my bmi and it’s 13.2 i should be around 35 kg
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
2 months
i’m currently inpatient and bored, this thread is just to distract myself and to let people who are interested know how meals work (at least in the hospital where i am) !
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
btw i still have the silly little bird
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
6 months
calories ? it’s a pastry with walnuts and honey, i was thinking about 400ish (hand for reference)
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
4 months
please guess my bmi i need to know how people perceive me 😺
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
7 months
what do you guys do in your free time that its not ed related ??? i need ideas
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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btw i’m packing my bags to go inpatient :( gonna leave tomorrow morning
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
8 months
coming out as a eggs hater. all my protein come from greek yogurt, protein bars and lentils
@sillymisery
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
4 months
do i look fat or average in this ?
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
11 months
ootd first pic is kinda weird because i was lighting a cig lol
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
tried this protein bar!! so good and 165cal x 26g of protein :3
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
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7 billion calories but it was worth it
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
if i hear again someone saying that i binge because i restrict i’m fucking going to k1ll myself right in front of them
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
big grocery haul (i bought 1.5kg of berries i need help)
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
the account + the user don’t make fun of me or i will cry if you know me irl no you dont
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@st4rveed
lexi ꣑ৎ attempting recovery
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The account + the user 🤍😭 (Please don't make fun of my big forehead LMAO)
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
3 months
conversation i just had with the guy i like “ are you underweight?” “..yes” “but like severely?” “…yeah”. this just confirmed that i do not look underweight. at bmi 13.6.
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
“i’d eat my own hands to numb my emotions.” - @lavenderkcals quick sketch i made yesterday
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
moots, vi voglio tantissimo bene, grazie di essermi stati accanto per tutto questo tempo, non so davvero come avrei fatto senza di voi, ma penso che per me sia il momento di andare avanti e cercare di stare meglio il più possibile. vi auguro tutto il meglio <3
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
why are most of my moots so inactive?:(
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
14 days
omfg i went to the nurse to change the medication and when she saw the injuries she literally said “holy shit” THAT WAS SO UNPROFESSIONAL BUT VALIDATING NGL
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
11 months
my granny is now home from the hospital. turns out she has fucking cancer
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
10 months
i guess it’s time to stop maintaining and start losing again!
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
idc if it sounds rude if you misgender me when i fucking have pronouns in my bio i’m gonna unmoot/block
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
legs at lw:( i was so tiny and i couldn’t even see it,i miss it so much
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
molto anoressico da parte mia (ieri ho mangiato 2000calorie)
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
i wish i could die without actually having to kms yk
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
5 months
living with an eating disorder is so exhausting. i’m tired
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
8 months
mattia’s diet
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
4 months
my donald duck peluche is the only thing keeping me sane rn
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
interact with this if you want to be in my circle :3
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
4 months
guys nevermind
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
4 months
wow guys i had a crisis and what therapy group taught me was actually helpful and i didn’t hurt myself. who would have guessed
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
2 months
⟢ let’s start with breakfast ! it starts at 8:30am and ends at nine o’clock. everyone has their place at the table and you’re not obligated to eat, but you have to put everything on your plate, even if you don’t eat. first thing to choose is protein
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
100 CAL PIZZA !??!
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
breakfast ! oatmeal with blueberries and almond butter, yummy
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
11 months
now that circles are gone i think i’m gonna make a priv account for my close moots, would anyone follow it?
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
11 months
it’s been one of the worst day of my life but look what i made
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
9 months
tell me your safe foods please i literally eat the same 3 things everyday 😭
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
l’ho trovato
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
6 months
why everytime im angry w someone my brain goes like “i need to lose more weight”😭
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
1 year
literally every ed therapist after telling you “a car cant run without carburant”
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͙֒✧˚ ༘ ⋆。˚mattia, discharged from the clinic era
10 months
lunch . i do not regret this
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