lol not people calling me pathetic or embarrassing? don’t you think i already know that? i have an eating disorder, it IS embarrassing and pathetic and makes me do embarrassing and pathetic stuff.
i bought a new pair of jeans that fit me perfectly and i like them a lot but i’m afraid i’ll look ridiculous if i wear them in public since i always wear baggy clothes
if you think this is pathetic let me tell you about when i c/s into a bag and forgot it in my drawer for months! or yesterday when i cried over a fucking banana. if you think these things are pathetic or whatever, you’re right! EATING DISORDERS MAKES YOU FUCKING PATHETIC.
( 🍂☕️ ) new edtwt intro , pinned !
— not new ! been here since 2021
— he/they , 8teen , italian
— bmi low 14s , ana b/p ?
• DNI: under 15, fatphobic, homo/transphobic
♡ / ↻ to be moots
and this should be a safe place for people with eds, if you’re just gonna shame other people for their disordered behaviours just fuck off and leave this side of twt
i’m currently inpatient and bored, this thread is just to distract myself and to let people who are interested know how meals work (at least in the hospital where i am) !
conversation i just had with the guy i like “ are you underweight?” “..yes” “but like severely?” “…yeah”. this just confirmed that i do not look underweight. at bmi 13.6.
moots, vi voglio tantissimo bene, grazie di essermi stati accanto per tutto questo tempo, non so davvero come avrei fatto senza di voi, ma penso che per me sia il momento di andare avanti e cercare di stare meglio il più possibile. vi auguro tutto il meglio <3
omfg i went to the nurse to change the medication and when she saw the injuries she literally said “holy shit”
THAT WAS SO UNPROFESSIONAL BUT VALIDATING NGL
⟢ let’s start with breakfast ! it starts at 8:30am and ends at nine o’clock. everyone has their place at the table and you’re not obligated to eat, but you have to put everything on your plate, even if you don’t eat.
first thing to choose is protein