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8 months

Me when I skip one (1) meal

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@natalenkatvojee Second point is already wrong, no one ever said we were pro ana, or even pro ed. We are a community FOR PEOPLE WITH EDs not FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT TO DEVELOP EDs!!! We are STRUGGLING and many of us are standing between life and death? EDs don't discriminate, all bodies are valid.

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"What bmi does your period stop" "What bmi for a flat stomach" "What b-" IT. DEPENDS. ON. YOUR. BODY FAT. AND. YOUR. BONE STRUCTURE!!!!

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@marimocals Fasted for 8 and a half months - best ana moment fr 🤭🤭🤭

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@losiingkgs hopefully it will be fasting february and not fatass february.

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@skinnyprinsess Wait until they find out how many kcal you burn depends on many diverse factors!!

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But does someone this fat actually deserve to recover

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1 year

I just saw someone eating their own blood in a cake on my tl.

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1 year

@lovelyxobunny Edtiktok is 90% <14 year olds anyway, many of them are in their little disordered eating phase instantly calling it anorexia, a small percentage of them really have trauma based EATING DISORDERS without it being a phase, that's at least what I'm seeing

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@strawbyogfairy Bro this is the best pudding ever I love this omfg And also she can shut. Her. Mouth. You don't need to feel bad at all!! /gen

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@ceresrexic No but like some of them actually make me JEALOUS because they have so good body shapes and at their weight, I think most of them don't even look bad. Like with some, they look toned, have pretty firm skin, a great body shape.. makes me jealous 🙈

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Best ana moment fr 🤩 /j

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@TimBurton_4ever Not moots (yet 🤭) but ,,, 17.5

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@starving4wil Actually the psych ward made me go in a binge restrict cycle and then I went into recovery, stopped binging even and just ate normally for ~4-5 months and then I eased my way back into restricting and I haven't binged since 😭

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@tviindica Interesting take

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@ch3rrydr3am5 People are saying it's 16s but honestly I'd say it's 14 to low 15s, if you decide to "speed run" it, then probably more like high 13s to 14s as the body doesn't adapt that quickly.

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@libibbly If I remember correctly it was like everywhere on edblr a couple of years ago,, either on there or like,, mpa or equals

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1 year

I'm so so so sad Guys can you PLEASE RT , This is breaking my heart

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@pinkcorpsebride Because of that o sometimes put them under my thighs so its between my thighs and the chair or wtv and it takes longer to warm up your hands ofc but it does the job for completely frozen hands

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9 months

Bmi calculator... are you flirting with me? 🤭🤭🤭

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1 year

@GIcountingc4ls Going thru the comments for some tips that I won't even use because I'll have forgotten about them by tomorrow

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11 months

@lassquelette For real!! This is so good Im ngl this is such a great reminder of how stupid this all actually is, kind of rationalizing the disordered brain again,, like NO this does NOT make sense and one should NOT be obsessed about all of these things that don't even matter after all...

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@raincandyED @skinnnbonesz They mostly edited it, but for the movies in general she had lost a bit of weight she exclaimed in the first source but I can't find anything else on that specifically

‘Twilight’ Star Kristen Stewart Reveals How She Lost Weight for ‘Breaking Dawn’

The actress Kristen Stewart addresses her skinny look during the dramatic pregnancy in 'Breaking Dawn.'

www.hollywoodreporter.com

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@borderexia A lot of people on here are too young to understand unfortunately, and haven't struggled with their ED long enough to be happy instead of annoyed by this. They don't get that yet, no shame in that, but it's sad as they will probably regret saying this in a few months/years

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@mybruisedbones Omg not skinny gossip 😭 On MPA we talked about that forum a lot from time to time (was a huge thing again in 2020-2021) and one of the mpa members got in and leaked a bunch of conversations etc, skinny gossip is so hated by basically 90% of edforum users that know abt it

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@Chonkita04 @natalenkatvojee Oh dont get me wrong! I used to be pro ana as early as 2018, but times have changed, friends started dying and have died, I myself wasn't to far from dying either, just feel like theres no need to I try to make other people's lifes more miserable when we're all barely surviving

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@cuntywhitegirl Ok but why was it THAT pink in the beginning ive never seen like,, such a strong pink on meat before

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@lunespiral Micro dosing but with weed 🙈

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@flwufflez Love my tl

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Spot the difference !!

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May I...?

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1 year

i go to kitchen. see food. no food = no fat i no eat. i anexoria

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@valeriesscals I have no clue but its hilarious

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@ikusaiii What I see is "latinas" vs "people with natural looking makeup that are 75% white"

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8 months

I'm so scared that this is not zero...

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@divinorexic Salt in coffee? I can't imagine that tasting good in any way 😭

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@starvelvel I don't know what happened, love, but I hope you're okay. People on here can be so cruel, honestly. Sending hugs 🫂

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@sunwoolvrlol I can't explain but that is so goals like I want to eat a comically large brick of chocolate

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I was just minding my own business drawing @sillyrexie 's feet when suddenly my room turned dark... This weird smell crawled up my nose.. "Does it smell like... Feet?", I turn around, my worst fear came true... Behind me there stood two GIGANTIC and boney feet!! (1/5)

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@sillyrexie You can't lose your tendon bro 🫠 Unless you don't need the mobility in your arm obviously

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@natalenkatvojee I never came here for either of the points stated. I am here because I relate to people on here and feel understood. You are just a horrible person atp and I'm sick of people like you stuck in fucking 2013 pro ana/mia shit Mrs butterfly ana. Grow up!!

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@enyaville @Chonkita04 @natalenkatvojee Um excuse me what 😭 how am I fake? I've been diagnosed, been hospitalised, inpatient, over 5 different therapists, more therapy than I can count, almost died because of this and I'm fake because I dont encourage this?

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@ryuslits Im not sure why but I read this as "Omg I'm so eat *farts*" I think somethings wrong with me atp 💔😭

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"Usually you should take about 20-25 minutes to eat your meals, you probably take longer as you have an eating disorder, right?" Me: *eats a normal sized meal in less than 5 minutes*

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@lilibloomcals For real when my therapist asked me to name my rituals and food rules I was just like... uhmm.. ok yea don't eat..? And... if you eat, then go for a walk...? But later I noticed there's a whole bunch of stuff that does count as food rules and rituals

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@yuqyuqii Girl mind your own business you're literally like bmi 21 so chill out

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10 months

@K_is_missing Being thinner than most of the charts or exactly on the goal weights there 🫢🥹

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8 months

Little reminder that you do NOT get to choose what disorder you have or develop!! There is also no "better" eating disorder, they all kill!

Love me 2death Ana ★ ❤️‍🩹

@LoveMe2DeathAna

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Why ana-r is better. ✅ no tooth decay ✅ not much washing up ✅ not much shopping ✅ cost effective ✅ get to be skinny ✅ no vomiting ✅ no stomach ruptures 👍

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@angelicfemme444 Jealous of how you always had a thigh gap, at bmi 16s mine is still barely visible, sometimes not visible at all with certain clothing

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The urge to recover vs the urge to be the sickest you can be

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1 year

LMAO THESE EYEBROW RAZORS ARE MF SH PROOF 😭😭😭

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1 year

@tinyyfae It's possible but health can worsen very quickly - pretty much from one day to another - and she's not the youngest anymore, even though she has been pretty much maintaining this physique, her body can't handle it very much longer I would say

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@circusTryHard Double or triple to be safe but I bet a bug is similar enough to a fly

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@pinkcorpsebride Sending you hugs misty, some people on here apparently tend to forget its a mental illness which is partially induced by and also gives you suffering and pain I hope youre okay ml

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Me leaving the ed

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🤍🪷 Unpinning at BMI 16.0 🪷🤍 Pictures are my own for extra embarrassment

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11 months

@reimbutstable Please stop doing the anorexoria 💔💔💔

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@vanilawaffIe Omg is that bun?? Glad he's better omgg

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@ceresrexic Yea, probably, but they really just don't look bad to begin with - in my opinion

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These are all my accounts btw 💀

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@st4revd I dont get people like this like why lie about it? What's the point?

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@wonderlandfilly Im so glad you went to the hospital and that they could catch it before it got worse 🤍 I hope things will turn out okay my love 🤍

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I used to think this coat makes me look thin but wtf it makes me look fatter than I am 💀

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@sillyrexie I'm sobbing this one is so funny,, edtt is harmful and shouldn't exist but some of these things are just straight up hilarious,, like this one 😭

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@crystalsnpurge I'm so sorry nat :( They really don't get it

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THEY HAVE THINSPO ON THE SITE OF THE ED CLINIC IM GOING TO,, IM SOBBINV

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I miss looking like this but I was using too many drugs too often and I know I'm only 2.5 days clean so far but if getting clean means never looking like this again, I'll take it anyway... Being clean over being skinny atp, my life is important to me

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@myedisntworking I mean I've seen people on here over 400lbs but anyway I don't think it would do anyone any good if we really speculate about that now (or come to a conclusion anyway)

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1 year

Guys do you think bleaching my hair would suit me? If not, what color would suit me?

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@diorlifts There's people that feel fat at a normal weight, so why should it be IMPOSSIBLE for someone who's not severely underweight, or god forbid, even is a normal weight to feel too skinny?

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Ok but this is so funny "how can people eat that much??" (Lost 2kg) "I eat that much" (skinny person) "God's favorite!!!" No babe you just don't understand how weightloss actually works

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Why is this in my gallery

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@ramunexalz I've had so many gws but now I just want to be able to live with this while not being wildly uncomfortable with my body and still be able to function. I was able to function pretty well and liked my body at BMI 15-16s so ig that's my goal now

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@Chaewonlvrs Reverse dieting every now and then is better I think to kind of "reset" your metabolism, or just stay consistent with the calorie restriction atp because there's no way your metabolism slows down too much, and your metabolism won't be fixed in a few weeks either tbh,,,

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@tarablogging Not related but

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8 months

The only pose that makes me feel somewhat okay about my body rn

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7 months

I HATE how no one irl understands just how cold you get with EDs

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LIVE REACTION - trying a new protein bar

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1 year

Oh my god.

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7 months

WAIT MY DIAGNOSIS WAS CHANGED FROM OSFED TO AN-R

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@tarablogging @ariannesbones Yea I'm so worried about her too, I even searched for articles or something online if someone in the Netherlands died of their ED

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I'm so jealous of me 15 days ago it's not even funny