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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

last bc while im still thin

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

anorexia has 3 endings- recovery, hospitalization, or death. its your choice ❤️‍🩹

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

legs

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

bodycheck, i took this in front of 5 other girls in the room with me cause i have no shame

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

bc :)

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

bc, i feel huge today :(

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lena 🍒

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6 months

what bmi do i look like??

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

1 year

@zacao_

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@cherryovaries im in a gastroenterologic ward being tibe fed rn, whenever theres another patient being admitted i pray its not another anorexic because im so scared they will be smaller than me

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

@lav3nderbonez in poland we call them "paluszki" which means fingers in english 😭😭

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@buckshotgf it looks like those tubes in supersize vs superskinny where they chuck down the food the people eat

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

@teenykittyluvr yes and she bodychecks in all of her wieiad videos too and hasnt gained anything it annoys me sm how people are saying shes doing great in her comments when she obviously isnt

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

what if recovery really is worth it

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

another competetive trend lmao making out that youre not sick if you haveny been wheeled everywhere

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@EDodatkowe32783 jestes mega drobniutka i masz sliczna sylwetke

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

im literally addicted to doing this its like a fidget toy 😭😭

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

btw im being tube fed at hospital and i almost died

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

guess my bmi by my legs 🤢🤢

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

bodychecks 💞

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

@sk1nn1heart your body is trying its hardest to keep you alive :( there is no fat lesft to lose sunshine please take care of yourself 🫂

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

lea*✩‧₊˚

@leahatescals

3 months

are you "can put twilight sparkle in your collarbone" skinny🤨⁉️😨

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

GUYS LOOK WHAT JUST CAME IN THE MAIL!!!

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@LimitUrCalories currently fighting with the 3rd girl in her comment section

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

“recovery” but everything they eat is high protein, zero sugar or low fat 🤨

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

no more tube cause i ripped it out 😃

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

@thinntired youre the smallest person on here :( theres nothing left to lose anymore, please try and accept the help you are receiving so you can stay alive 🫂sending you love

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

fattie

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

@zerosugarbitch idk but she’s recovering and is against edtwt and her videos being posted here

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

body dysmorphia is so bad today

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

hit a new lw 🥳🥳🥳

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

chestbones are showing a lot more :)

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

9 months

@spodealer i wish i looked like her but also i know that she probably felt horrible and didnt have energy to do anything :( i wish it was possible to be extremely underweight and healthy but sadly its not

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

i dont even see myself as a person anymore, all i am is my body. some time ago when i looked in the mirror, i would look at my face. now the first thing i do while looking in the mirror is checking if my bones are visible and bodychecking multiple times.

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

had 3 fearfoods today!! switched hospital dinner to crepes with sweet cheese filling and strawberry sauce, had vanilla pudding for afternoon snack and a custard filled pastry for dinner, my only motivation is how happy my mum is when she sees me eat she is the reason im trying

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

im nothing outside my ed

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

best fresubin ive had so far

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

im not fully recovering because i would rather die than have my thighs touch

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

im getting over 2000 cals through JUST the tube and they keep giving me more even though im eating normally???

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

i feel so unwanted here nobody cares about me the nurses dont care if i eat or not they dont care how much i eat and i mean im glad because i can restrict easily but i do want to start recovery and it’s extremely demotivating how noone even cares here

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@chikap0p literally me

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@francaafn god i know this feeling all too well.. when i was bulimic and bought binge food i could never wait until i was home to eat it and i would binge while walking home 😭😭 hope youre okay though i know how hard it is stay strong beautiful 🫂💞

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

why do people think its okay to comment „omg i follow you on edtwt” on somebodys tiktoks 😃😃

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

9 months

@taradiaries tara are you okay im really worried because of your last post and you havent posted in a day when usually you post several times a day :/ i really hope you didnt do anything to yourself :(( 💞💞

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

@LoveMe2DeathAna so happy im finally recovering from purging

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

9 months

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

i dont want to recover, i just wish i never developed this illness in the first place.

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

@DyingMyBestLife this is true actually hospitalization isnt an ending you either recover or start a cycle of getting discharged, relapsing and getting admitted again

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

im hopefully getting discharged this week so i promise i will start recovery when i go home 😭 i dont really have a choice anyway unless i want to go inpatient again

lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

i know this is stupid but one of the main reasons why im not really doing anything to recovery now is because im scared that if i gain too fast the nurses will think im fat and that im not „sick enough” 😃 they probably dont care at all lmao

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

idk what to even say to this

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

11 months

be honest what bmi do i look?

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

todays soup, broccoli and potato cream this was so good omg 195cal 💞

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

I RIPPED IT OUT BY ACCIDENT LMAOOI

lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

im literally addicted to doing this its like a fidget toy 😭😭

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

i do want to maintain at bmi 12.4 but also i love seeing the number go lower so much its one of the only things that makes me feel happy im scared i wont be able to stop and things will spiral out if my control again what if i still dont feel sick enough at bmi 12? :((

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@_st4rving_ honestly you look amazing

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

nurses are screaming at me because i disconnected myself from feeds to go get water, like ofc its fucking annoying to drag a pole around with you everywhere you go and i connected myself back up as soon as i got back so whats the problem??

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@dainty_sofia is anyone sent her money then theyre basically just helping her slowly commit suicide

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

@sk1nn1heart thingy reveal?? i wont laugh i promise i have super weird hyperfixations as well 😔😔

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

nothing more disappointing than reaching your gw

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

i don’t understand how people can say they hate fruits and vegetables like theirs so many of them its impossible to like none at all 😭😭 just because you dont like bananas doesnt mean apples taste the same they all taste differently i promise youll find something you like!!

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

food is my only interest at this point

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

do you guys ever make lists of things you wish you could eat 🥲 i have like 6 in my notes app and theyre all „themed” so i have one for things i would eat for breakfast, one for snacks etc.

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

10 months

why do cat scratches hurt so much more than deep styros 😭😭

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

i dont deserve my diagnosis im not thin enough to be considered anorexic

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

i love my mutuals sm i want to hug all of you so bad you are the sweetest people ever

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

1 year

i look like a fucking tiger

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

@xrshio_chanrx ludzie gdy ktos chorujacy na zaburzenia odzywiania stosuje zachowania ktore wystepuja w zaburzeniach odzywiania: 😱😱😱😱😱

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

am i asexual or is my sex drive just dead because of malnutrition 🤨

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

i wish people understood that anorexia is about so much more than just losing weight

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

guys do paroxetine and olanzapine cause weight gain? my psychiatrist changed my meds today and im terrified because i read online that they cause weight gain

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

the stuff they give you through feeds smells fucking disgusting

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@mvvilre is it egg whites and protein powder

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

10 months

@taradiaries istg if you dont delete your account 😭😭 these people are trying to make tou insecure and depressed and you are giving them attention, you are not fat at all i promise you are one of the smallest people i have ever seen, it would be best to just delete all social media because

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

i hate being a revolving door patient sm

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

im so torn idk what i should do when i get discharged

recovery

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relapse 🔥🔥🔥🔥

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

@tarablogging no i actually had no words when i saw that so many porn and fetishist accounts have been following me/ reposting my bcs lately and i feel so disgusted

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

gained 5kg in 4weeks and im still getting force fed 4000+ cals everyday 😍😍😍

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@sillyrexie dont count it, my binges were disgustingly huge and caloric and i would purge and flush too and i would always lose and never gain

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

probably goint to get tube fed again soon lol

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

10 months

@TWISTEDBONESZ @taradiaries she can get refeeding syndrome and die thats not a good idea

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

4 months

@wastoid_n @finisame sama je wszystjie zrobila w przeciagu jakiegos miesiaca

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

5 months

@o4tlily were anorexics, of course we always choose the longest path instead of short cuts

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

2550 cals through feeds i cant do this anymore im disconnecting myself and msking it drip into my cup ive already gotten so huge

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

@sillyrexie please can i join? im kind of embarrassed to talk about my struggles with b/p on my account because of restrictive eds being seen as “better” and ive always wanted to be able to talk to people who get me 🥲

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lena 🍒

@milkcartonang3l

3 months

the best part of hospital breakfast is „milk soup” which is basically millet, rice, oats or other random grains in milk and its so good i swear 😭😭

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