I present you the third binge of today
As you can see I'm very rich and binge on the best quality food such as spaghetti that I had on my bed for a day in tortilla,2 hod dogs with half a sausage in each one or yogurt that cost me exactly 14 cents
Fighting all my demons to not to do this rn but it's not even like i want to die I just want to finally feel valid about my sh (yes,im absolutely convinced that nothing serious would happen to me if I did that and I would just put my silly pads on it and everything would be fine)
I still have this bag on my bed with old bloody tissues,scabs, bloody bandages,old razors etc from like 2-3 years ago and it smells SO BAD but for some reason I'm still not able to throw it away
My stomach before purging ๐
This is SO fucking painful idk why I keep doing this to myself but at the same time I can't imagine living without b/p-ing like it became such a normal daily thing to me that I don't think I will ever be able to stop
Im probably gonna be really disappointed when I will wear this sweater because it will never look like this on me ๐ญ๐ญim still buying it tho but i wish I had flat chest so bad
@on_da_spectrum
@Polymorpheus_1
He literally said he's open about his sexuality with his friends and family. And if he doesn't want to tell us its okay. Idk why are you so obsessed about someone elses sexuality but its weird af
My stomach before purging ๐
This is SO fucking painful idk why I keep doing this to myself but at the same time I can't imagine living without b/p-ing like it became such a normal daily thing to me that I don't think I will ever be able to stop