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I MIGHT delete my acc in 4/5 days because I have a physical on April 10th and I have cuts that just won't heal/ very dark scars. Since I'm a minor this might mean a hospital stay and this is acc I secret and ik my parents will check my phone.
@zeraridy
Omg stop I just saw that and like wth why would you say someone looks prettier when they're sicker (like ik we on edtwt for a reason but we shouldn't be fueling each other's disorders)
@crystalcaloriez
Omg the not rating at school and then binging on the food from ur lunch+ more is so real. I'm tryna get outta that habit and stop binging so I can restrict lower
@parxisover
Yeah this is weird. Like idk when people cosplay gerard way like revenge gerard and danger days I think it's fine... but cosplaying Johnnie is so weird
I might stop posting about ED stuff because I'm trying recovery again and trying to have a normal relationship with food. Also I'm starting to focus more on my religion and stuff
@pearlsofiaaa
It's the beginning of a disorder. I remember I wanted to be sick sooooo bad just so I could be skinny and then boom hospitalization for an ED a year later
@r0ttenbvnny
Exercise. Also use losertown calorie calculator bc it shows u how much u would lose depending on how long u stay on a certain calorie amount
I wish I didn't look so wide. I'm like bmi 19.6 idk why I'm so hugeee I hate this I literally have such a wide ribcage even at my lw I still looked wide
I hate people who fake tics. THIS ISNT QUIRKY BRO. My most common tic constantly strains a side of my throat/neck so it hurts to laugh or move it but I physically can't stop. Anyone who fakes tics has no understanding abt how painful these can be
I just need to lose 10 pounds.
I just need to lose 10 pounds.
I just need to lose 10 pounds.
I just need to lose 10 pounds.
I just need to lose 10 pounds.
I just need to lose 10 pounds.
I just need to lose 10 pounds.
"Why are u wearing that? I thought u were a scene kid?? " shut up bro like I lowkey dgaf and ima wear whatever I want depending on how I feel bc most times I feel Pierce the veil I set my friends on fire but rn I feel Radiohead deftones
Age I first...
Cut: 10
Weed: never
cigs: never
xans: never
benzos: never
porn: no offense but ew no
sex: never
tats: I HAVE ONE SMALL STICK N POKE 😭😭 (13)
starved: 12
laxatives: 12 (1 Month lax free <3 )
snuck out: never
loony bin: never
Kinda boring but I try my best 🫠
Age I first…
cut: consistently it was 11, but the first EVER time was like 7-8
weed: 15
cigs: like 6
xans: never
benzos: never
porn: 9
sex: never
tats: SOON!
starved: 11
laxatives: never
snuck out: never
loony bin: never
My life is so boring 😭
I hate when I comment on a tt video and someone replies with stuff like "okay?" "No one asked." "Good for you??" SHUT UP OBVIOUSLY THAT COMMENT WASNT MADE FOR U IF U DONT GET IT OR DONT RELATE THAN DONT FREAKING RESPONDDDDDD 🙂
I have cuts from January that I thought weren't very deep, but I just looked at them, and they're not fully healed??? Idk why my body heals cuts so slowly does anyone have tips to like heat faster or smth idk
I thought my therapist had ana bc she's totally thinspo but she literally just told me she has no idea abt the concept of calories and doesn't want to know
HELPPP IS 700 LIMIT TOO MUCH?? I rlly wanna be 90 lbs for summer camp but if I'm less than that I know I definitely won't be able to be camp counselor. So I don't wanna lose too quick but I still feel like 700 is a high limit :(
Guys I'm not even counting calories today and I've already had so much it's like a total binge day 😭 and I was literally 115.3 this morning too 😭😭😭 pls I'm gonna be 117 tmrw
My sister just told my mom that I bought monster at the store today??? (I'm not allowed to have caffeine and my sister knows that??) Why Zhe he'll would she do that???
I'm so upset I'm at abt 500 cals rn idk what to do bc they're making breakfast for dinner and it's gonna be super high cal (not tryna be fatphobic but my sis's friend is obese and always makes rlly high cal food w/ lots of butter and oil)
These songs are the best ever because you can relate to them easily and just vibe with them. Also, they're the kind of song that makes u wanna tell other people to shut up for 🐚🦔
Me: (cleaning my room I haven't cleaned in months and making decent progress)
My mom: (walks in) oh my God this is disgusting it looks like a hoarders room you're just a disgusting hoarder I can't believe I ever gave you a room in my house
This is why I hate my parents.
Is it bad that I think gum, tic tacs, 10 and calories energy drinks break my fast??? Like I'll end the freaking timer the second I start chewing gum or smth :(
I hate being a stereotypical scemo that cuts themselves 😔 BC I STARTED DOING IT B4 I WAS SCEMO SO IF MY MITHER FINDS OUT SHE BETTER NOT BLAME IT ON THE MUSIC THAT SAVED MY DAMN LIFE