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☆ Jonathan ☆
5 months
Omw to get hit by a car
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7 months
My mom: you have the cutest little body ever, you're like me when I was younger, tall and thin. Literally my build:
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@tiny0w0 THE GIRL WITH THE BLUE HAIR IM SO CONFUSEF WDYM BMI IS RACIST
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6 months
@diffempty EXACTLY!!
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@outaaaoa Y'all saying "omg no ana face? " she has ana face but uses lots of makeup and filters to cover it
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8 months
@kisakgs Omg yes, we were all "wannarexics" in the beginning bc we all wanted to be sick and/or lose weight
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6 months
I love deathspo and it's literally my dream body
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6 months
It's the fact that I'm scared to have 200 cals for breakfast but I'll gladly have 1000 calories when I get home after school
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6 months
☆☆☆IMPORTANT☆☆☆ I MIGHT delete my acc in 4/5 days because I have a physical on April 10th and I have cuts that just won't heal/ very dark scars. Since I'm a minor this might mean a hospital stay and this is acc I secret and ik my parents will check my phone.
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7 months
Attempting to clean my depression room :(
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5 months
@swxxtbaby32 As someone who wanted to recover bc I was tired of being miserable and have had an up and down experience ever since... what the fart.
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7 months
☆★☆ kewl food poll ☆★☆
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7 months
@zalivta @cakemo_on This is edtwt not anatwt. Edtwt appreciates and recognizes all eating disorders, not just anorexia
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6 months
@vaiaspo Oh did u pop a blood vessel?? :(
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7 months
@zeraridy Omg stop I just saw that and like wth why would you say someone looks prettier when they're sicker (like ik we on edtwt for a reason but we shouldn't be fueling each other's disorders)
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@TobzCutzz This is the sweetest thing I've ever seen in my life 🫂
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@nxghtcrxwler07 Elena vanishing is one of the beat books I've ever read omg
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7 months
@crystalcaloriez Omg the not rating at school and then binging on the food from ur lunch+ more is so real. I'm tryna get outta that habit and stop binging so I can restrict lower
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6 months
@hospitallowcal I'm so glad people r pointing this out bc I always get her stuff on yt and it's so obvious she's down spiraling again
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6 months
This tastes like pure bubblegum sugar
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6 months
I'm already almost out of beads and I'm not even halfway done 😭😭😭
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6 months
I'm so upset like I'm constantly hungry and you usually gain weight from zoloft I can't take this anymore bro
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@parxisover Yeah this is weird. Like idk when people cosplay gerard way like revenge gerard and danger days I think it's fine... but cosplaying Johnnie is so weird
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6 months
I might stop posting about ED stuff because I'm trying recovery again and trying to have a normal relationship with food. Also I'm starting to focus more on my religion and stuff
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7 months
I need hair like this ASAP
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@fat_finch Yeah I'm thinking Def 27-30
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7 months
@pearlsofiaaa It's the beginning of a disorder. I remember I wanted to be sick sooooo bad just so I could be skinny and then boom hospitalization for an ED a year later
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6 months
@0cean_cals Omg this was so long it was so fun <3
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8 months
@sinkingwaves That's actually horrible. Did someone freaking say that to you?
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7 months
@r0ttenbvnny Exercise. Also use losertown calorie calculator bc it shows u how much u would lose depending on how long u stay on a certain calorie amount
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7 months
I wish I didn't look so wide. I'm like bmi 19.6 idk why I'm so hugeee I hate this I literally have such a wide ribcage even at my lw I still looked wide
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@aoifeisfatspo @diffempty It has sugar alcohols
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7 months
I hate people who fake tics. THIS ISNT QUIRKY BRO. My most common tic constantly strains a side of my throat/neck so it hurts to laugh or move it but I physically can't stop. Anyone who fakes tics has no understanding abt how painful these can be
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6 months
Found my robecca doll. I think I cut her hair when I was younger but it still lowkey ate
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8 months
I just need to lose 10 pounds. I just need to lose 10 pounds. I just need to lose 10 pounds. I just need to lose 10 pounds. I just need to lose 10 pounds. I just need to lose 10 pounds. I just need to lose 10 pounds.
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6 months
NEW PFP DKNT FORGET ABT ME XD
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6 months
Big diet coke
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6 months
Would you eat with me? :>
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☆mikey O_o mcrshedtwt :3
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would u eat w/ me :3
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7 months
@angh_el_lic So close! That's actually a biohazard :) /j
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7 months
I drew Sid Jenkins from Skins !!!
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8 months
@fairaecals They're everywhere 😭 even on my mall's WATER vending machine
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6 months
Winston
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8 months
Me not eating at school and feeling so skinny legend and then going home just to stuff my fat face
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7 months
Just because you don't have anorexia doesn't mean you don't have an eating disorder
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8 months
Omg I found a bit of my old kandi from when I was in my scene kid phase 😭😭
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6 months
*sigh* I forgot my obese dad is watching me and my sister tmrw
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7 months
I would live off of this stuff if I could
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6 months
"Why are u wearing that? I thought u were a scene kid?? " shut up bro like I lowkey dgaf and ima wear whatever I want depending on how I feel bc most times I feel Pierce the veil I set my friends on fire but rn I feel Radiohead deftones
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Age I first... Cut: 10 Weed: never cigs: never xans: never benzos: never porn: no offense but ew no sex: never tats: I HAVE ONE SMALL STICK N POKE 😭😭 (13) starved: 12 laxatives: 12 (1 Month lax free <3 ) snuck out: never loony bin: never Kinda boring but I try my best 🫠
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7 months
Age I first… cut: consistently it was 11, but the first EVER time was like 7-8 weed: 15 cigs: like 6 xans: never benzos: never porn: 9 sex: never tats: SOON! starved: 11 laxatives: never snuck out: never loony bin: never My life is so boring 😭
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7 months
Lunch Handful of lettuce: 5 Olives: 30 Taco sauce: 10 Avocado: 30 Total: 75 cals
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6 months
Wtf did I find on the shelf in my closet??? I never remember hiding this but it's probably from last year Jesus christ
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7 months
@crykiaraa I LOVE DOING AFTERCARE FOR IT WDYM
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6 months
My body when it decides I should maintain on 700 cals and gain on 1000 cals
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@sinkingwaves He's a dirtbag, Jesus christ
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6 months
@lu_Onodera ¿Ellas jodidamente murieron?
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7 months
Some of my favourite songs starting with a given letter XD I got S!!! Reply for a letter
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some of my favourite song starting with a given letter :3 i got G reply for a letter!!!! (i barely listen to songs with G)
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6 months
The calories of the lunch my mom packed me (I'm not gonna eat it) Pretzels: 238 Sandwhich: 210 Granola bar: 150 Cucumber: 15ish Total: 613 calories
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Me after saying ima do a 48 hr fast (I just ate 160 calories worth of oatmeal)
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6 months
@Ashley57689 If 9 was an option but deff settle for 8
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7 months
Ermmm... I have something bmi 0 to say 🤫🧏
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6 months
Obviously this is just a maybe but if I stop posting/delete my acc that's why and if that happens ILL ALWAYS REMEBER U MOOTIES!!! <3
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6 months
Inside of me there are two wolves
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6 months
@smokiilino This is visual kei, not scene <3
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6 months
I hate when I comment on a tt video and someone replies with stuff like "okay?" "No one asked." "Good for you??" SHUT UP OBVIOUSLY THAT COMMENT WASNT MADE FOR U IF U DONT GET IT OR DONT RELATE THAN DONT FREAKING RESPONDDDDDD 🙂
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6 months
Reply for a letter!!! I got D!!
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winston ! 🦴
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reply for a letter ! i got L !!!
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7 months
I have cuts from January that I thought weren't very deep, but I just looked at them, and they're not fully healed??? Idk why my body heals cuts so slowly does anyone have tips to like heat faster or smth idk
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6 months
OH MY GOD I JUST SAW A TT VIDEO AND THOUGHT "OMG SHE'S SO PRETTY AND TOTAL THINSPO" THEN I SAW IT'S ONE OF MY IRLS HELP
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7 months
Tryna recover from sh I'm currently like 3 days clean!!!!
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5 months
Sorry guys I freaking died :p anywayzzzz if you don't like screamo then I don't like you (ITS A JOKE PLEASE DONT EAT ME)
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6 months
Omw to the dreaded doctors appointment 😭😭😭 I hope they don't ask me to change or need to check my legs or stomach... if they do I'm absolutely cooked
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7 months
I thought my therapist had ana bc she's totally thinspo but she literally just told me she has no idea abt the concept of calories and doesn't want to know
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6 months
Omad
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7 months
HELPPP IS 700 LIMIT TOO MUCH?? I rlly wanna be 90 lbs for summer camp but if I'm less than that I know I definitely won't be able to be camp counselor. So I don't wanna lose too quick but I still feel like 700 is a high limit :(
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7 months
@kizzarruu Omg I love the thought of amethyst drinking batter acid lolz
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7 months
Guys I'm not even counting calories today and I've already had so much it's like a total binge day 😭 and I was literally 115.3 this morning too 😭😭😭 pls I'm gonna be 117 tmrw
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6 months
My cats Winton and mickey :3
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7 months
My sister just told my mom that I bought monster at the store today??? (I'm not allowed to have caffeine and my sister knows that??) Why Zhe he'll would she do that???
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7 months
No cuz what is this (don't mind my fat fingers)
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7 months
How I feel eating breakfast after telling myself last night I was gonna fast for 2 days...
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7 months
I'm so upset I'm at abt 500 cals rn idk what to do bc they're making breakfast for dinner and it's gonna be super high cal (not tryna be fatphobic but my sis's friend is obese and always makes rlly high cal food w/ lots of butter and oil)
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7 months
That's some freaking bs just give me a damn straight answer.
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8 months
These songs are the best ever because you can relate to them easily and just vibe with them. Also, they're the kind of song that makes u wanna tell other people to shut up for 🐚🦔
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Taking a break from edtwt until I get worse (lose 10 lbs) bc I feel like Idk like I starved better(?) When I didn't even know what edtwt was
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7 months
Me: (cleaning my room I haven't cleaned in months and making decent progress) My mom: (walks in) oh my God this is disgusting it looks like a hoarders room you're just a disgusting hoarder I can't believe I ever gave you a room in my house This is why I hate my parents.
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7 months
This might sound bad but genuine question: does blood loss help you lose weight??
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6 months
Reply and ill give u a color to post ur fav characters!!! I got pink :D !! Shhh Mark's skin is pink so it counts
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@1M4F4K3_
winston ! 🦴
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reply and i’ll give you a color to post your favorite characters !!! i got blue ! :D (shh ik i did five last time but i love him too much)
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5 months
My freaking layout 🤫🧏
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6 months
Which one should I buy (I've already had 250 cals)
Small fry 230
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Mini snack taco 120
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7 months
Is it bad that I think gum, tic tacs, 10 and calories energy drinks break my fast??? Like I'll end the freaking timer the second I start chewing gum or smth :(
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7 months
Can someone give me meanspo???? This is what I look like in my comp dress after gaining 11 LBS 😭😭😭 I'm so fat I just can't anymore
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6 months
I can't wait until I'm old enough to get cosmetic surgery. I'm Def gonna get a nose job and anything that can make my face look less long and angular
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I hate being a stereotypical scemo that cuts themselves 😔 BC I STARTED DOING IT B4 I WAS SCEMO SO IF MY MITHER FINDS OUT SHE BETTER NOT BLAME IT ON THE MUSIC THAT SAVED MY DAMN LIFE
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6 months
@shutupandstarv Resident evil ahhh creature
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6 months
@Clover_whisper I like her. I follow her on tt and just recently found her twt. I hope she can recover bc she's going thru a lot rn
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7 months
Omg I found a kewl mini first aid kit <3
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8 months
This is a good distraction game <3 ESPECIALLY SINCE I CANT GET PAST EL GIGANTE 😭😭😭
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8 months
@axelisgross Omg yes 🤩🤩 I was looking for mealspo!! 🪱🎀🎀
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