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starved my body like i'd be saved by a perfect kiss

she her , 22 | edtwt / vent
Joined March 2022
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15 days
not new to edtwt just want moots <3 - i'm 22 (under 18 dni pls!) - she / her - i like kpop (only ggs) and tswift! - im a lesbian and i tweet a lot about my girl problems sorry - i need active mutuals plsss ♡ or ↻ to be mutuals!! <3
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@fairaecals
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the more weight i lose the prettier i get
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2 years
girl u dont have a "size kink" u have an eating disorder
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@fairaecals
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5 months
this sign on the vending machine at the airport ?????&(&;&
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@fairaecals
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2 years
i know 600 cals in a day is still extremely low but in my mind i see it as a high cal day
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@fairaecals
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2 years
whoever the hell said starving doesnt work was a LIAR bc i lost 4 pounds in 2 days
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@fairaecals
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2 years
i dont eat for 20 hours &my body stops being able to think GIRL what if i was in the wilderness trying to fight for my life can u pull urself together
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@fairaecals
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1 year
i'm gonna @throw up i tried making hello kitty and this is how she turned out
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@fairaecals
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5 months
not new to edtwt just want moots <3 - i'm 21 (under 18 dni pls!) - she / her - i like kpop (only ggs) and tswift! - im a lesbian and i tweet a lot about my girl problems sorry - i need active mutuals plsss ♡ or ↻ to be mutuals!! <3
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@fairaecals
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2 years
u don't wanna be smaller than them bc u think it's hot, u are just mentally ill
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need to be sickeningly thin by halloween
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@fairaecals
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2 years
the thought of reaching my ugw then having to either continue starving myself for the rest of my life or eventually gain it all back makes me wanna kill myself
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@fairaecals
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5 months
how much does everyone wanna lose in march?
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2 years
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2 years
ppl who give ppl meanspo unprompted r so weird like shut up if someone wants to say they're not counting the cals in coffee u do not need to go replying calling them fat CHILL we are all ill here ur not better than someone else bc u don't drink coffee
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@fairaecals
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2 years
i know realistically i'm probably gonna gain a little bit bc i have to eat dinner w my family tonight BUT STILL????? if it wasn't easter this would be crazy
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@fairaecals
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5 months
omg my life is so miserable😭😭 i need to be 10 pounds thinner NOW
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@fairaecals
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5 months
lesbians of edtwt, do any of u avoid skinny girls on dating apps??? like if i notice someone is too thin i swipe no cause i cannot deal with that type of competition in my mind w someone im potentially dating
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2 years
vegetables literally just need salt and pepper why do ppl always need to add butter and oil and other things THEYRE LITERALLY VEGETABLES
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@fairaecals
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5 months
"bmi gw ugw hw" HOW OLD ARE YOU!!!!!!
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5 months
high and talking to 5 different girls on hinge
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@fairaecals
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2 years
why did nobody tell me i was fucking UGLY at my hw i am so pissed we need to bring back bullying SRS
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@fairaecals
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2 years
GN EDTWT ❤️❤️❤️ manifesting we all lose weight overnight <3
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@fairaecals
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update: it is! yayy
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is this thing good do we think?
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@fairaecals
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2 years
@tswftcals the picture of the cat😭
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@fairaecals
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2 years
edtwt is so fun i love u mentally ill ppl in my phone ❤️
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@fairaecals
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5 months
3 pounds away from my lw, if anyone cares
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@fairaecals
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4 months
two years on edtwt and still not at ugw ohhh that's embarrassing.......
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@fairaecals
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5 months
5 pounds away from my lw....... and now im fasting so ill prob get there in the next couple days
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@fairaecals
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5 months
had a moment of clarity yesterday where i realized...... why do i wanna be w someone who doesn't like me or care about me at all???? i don't. so im kinda over it
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2 years
ed insomnia is actually the worst thing in the world
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@fairaecals
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5 months
also didn't check my ex's twitter at all today is anyone proud of me IM MOVING ON
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5 months
ppl praising how skinny i am isn't enough i need to get so thin ppl start insulting me about it and telling me i look sick
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@fairaecals
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nobody on earth stronger than a girl who has survived a lesbian situationship
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@fairaecals
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2 years
i need a sugar daddy who will pay me for losing weight
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@fairaecals
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5 months
guys i met a girl🤭🤭
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@fairaecals
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i woke up to a lot of new followers so if i haven't followed u back and u wanna be moots, interact!!!
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@fairaecals
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5 months
smoking weed while blasting music and running in my room is literally one of my only hobbies
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@fairaecals
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5 months
took her out of my close friends story on insta so now i can stop posting things just for her attention
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broke w a matcha😇
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seeing how ur body changes in short periods of time is sooo addictive
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losing weight has made me sooo much more confident like in the past i would neverrr compliment myself but now i regularly say things like "it's okay cause im pretty" or "omg i look so hot rn"
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@fairaecals
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5 months
any other oomfs fasting for ed awareness week???? let's hold each other accountable 🤭🤭
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@fairaecals
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5 months
i'm so drunk rn i love u guys
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gonna try to beat my fasting record
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@fairaecals
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getting to tighten ur smart watch to the next slot is so exciting like YASSSS i really am losing weight🤭🤭
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good morning everyoneeeeee !!! <3
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@yesanou ppl on tiktok 😭
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@fairaecals
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i feel like i say this all the time but i wish we still had circles SO BAD like i would face reveal to u guys if we did and i would post bcs alllll the time but im scared 😣
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i'm sorry i just can't bring myself to care about alcohol cals IM NOT GONNA GET FAT FROM VODKA
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when i intentionally developed an eating disorder as a teenager cause i wanted to be skinny but now im in my 20s and have caused irreparable damage to my body and am depressed and suicidal and im still only just barely underweight........
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work drama is fun up until i'm the one whos involved like why are u gossiping about me
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the morning skinny u get after clubbing is literally unmatched
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it was so cold last night so me &my friends were huddled together while we waited in line and one had her arms around three of us and said "i'm holding onto three really skinny girls rn"
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@fairaecals
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breakfast!! egg white omelette w ham, spinach, and a little bit of mozzarella with two mini cucumbers and some low cal ranch 🫶🫶 ~135 cals 💗
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guys the rumors are true...... i Do in fact feel better after taking medicine and eating soup
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found a girl on hinge who looks like my ex
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new moots HIIII EVERYONEEEE :3 if i didn't follow u back it's cause ur age wasn't on ur profile/u were under 18 :(
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me forcing my hinge dates to listen to gidle
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how did i regularly fast for 4 or 5 days at a time before i feel like im in hell kinda
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save me masc lesbian who fueled my eating disorder...... pretty girl who goes to the gym and can lift me up as if i weigh nothing SAVE MEEEE
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2 years
fasting srsly makes u crave stupid shit like girl why r u thinking about fish sticks??????
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why is everybody starting a fast tomorrow am i missing smth
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rting other ppls intros LETS ALL BE FRIENDS
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I Am The Worst Anorexic (i ate)
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@fairaecals
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would anyone be interested in me possibly making a gc for this? LIKE/REPLY IF YES!!!!!
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any other oomfs fasting for ed awareness week???? let's hold each other accountable 🤭🤭
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left work early cause im sick :(
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all of my pants are loose on me damnnn this eating disorder got hands
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I WANNA BE EMACIATED I WANNA HEAR ONE SONG WITHOUT THINKING OF YOU
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gonna drink more water and hope it heals me 🫶
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is this thing good do we think?
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i probably should have known it was over when she was texting other girls while we were in bed together and she was literally on top of me
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hitting my ugw isn't enough i need to be able to change my bone structure like im creating a sim
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amazingggg music to dance around in ur room to btw if anyone needs some recommendations
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showed my friend the girl i'm going on a date w this weekend and he said "she looks like a white version of ur ex" like SO?????? let me live 😒
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i'm scared to face reveal though cause like i think i'm pretty and everyone i know tells me im pretty but like what if im just delusional and everyone is lying to me and u guys see what i look like and think im ugly?? what then????
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just tried on my ugw jeans and they actually look rly good........
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he posted it in a photo dump on insta so now everyone can see how skinny i am omg
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my friend just sent me a candid he took of me and I LOOK SOOOO SKINNYYYY
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april is gonna be my month...
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i have to delete the damn photos of me and her together off of my phone 😭HEAL!!!!!
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well a slightly less hot version but i'll take what i can get
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found a girl on hinge who looks like my ex
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eating a low cal high volume salad kinda makes life feel worth living again
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found out my ex has a new girlfriend and i didn't even drink until i vomited over it ALCOHOLISM UR NOTHING
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when she leaves you for a girl that will Actually go out to eat with her
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fasting tip as someone who used to do long fasts all the time, whenever im craving smth i start a list in my notes app and i just write down whatever im craving and usually it goes away!! idk why but i guess since i write it down that just allows my brain to stop thinking abt it
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i don't understand how some ppl are friends w their exes likeee either we're fucking or i never wanna see ur face again
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this is kinda changing my life rn
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i should go get drunk at the hotel bar cause i always look thinner the day after drinking
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i was 14 SUE ME!!!!!
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when i intentionally developed an eating disorder as a teenager cause i wanted to be skinny but now im in my 20s and have caused irreparable damage to my body and am depressed and suicidal and im still only just barely underweight........
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proof that starving works at least cause i look visibly very different from less than two months ago
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2 years
this pic is constantly running through my mind
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@fairaecals
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2 years
who else going into the new year hating their body 🤞🤞
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we are all so so lucky to live in the same time as taylor swift
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someone just called me a pothead (i smoke every single day including while at work)
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looking in the mirror and i'm literally too pretty for this to be happening to me.....
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when i would sit on her lap and one of her hands would cover half of my waist
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omg.....
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bracelet making for eras tourrrrr this is the first one i made 🫶🫶🫶 obvi lover theme bc that's my fav album
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was dreading having to do all my homework when i get home but i just realized it's saturday not sunday so i can literally just smoke and run to get my steps in and i don't have to worry about anything else
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bleaching my eyebrows was literally one of the best decisions i've ever made they look soooo good
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