dunno how long i’ll be back here but i’ll update my stats n shit so
5’10
hw 291.1
lw 175.6 (since turning 18)
cw 192.3
gw1 175
gw2 150
gw3 125
ugw 111
no timeline bc who knows 🤷
@_diamond_skies
no bc body recomp is crazy too, so is water retention. i gained 1-2 sizes and 8 lbs bc i had a high sodium and high sugar week after my birthday
i wish i had the “accidentally starving” kind of depression and not the “comfort eating” kind of depression… bc im sitting here tryna not eat bc im fasting but im so sad and all i wanna do is eat :(
it’s not ok to eat. stop eating. you did it for so long. you’ve gained 35lbs and been stuck. fuck off. you disgust me. go to the gym. get back to it you disgusting glutton. starve. starve. starve. starve. it’s not that fucking hard
my dad just called me out on binging 😭😭😭😭 he was like “im not tryna judge your diet or whatever im only asking so i know if im going crazy…. have you been eating the tortillas? i dont care if you have i just need to know so i can adjust how much to buy”
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autism go brrrrrrr should i do a thread on dental harm reduction and hygiene tips for edtwt??? like this is my special interest, current job and future career
@skinnysince1998
besides shitting my bed, i’ve also binged on my friends bed while dog sitting and then had to do their sheets bc i made such a mess sobbing and eating, i’ve also missed events to binge, i take pics of other people’s food, i calculate their intake yk. normal stuff
hi i don’t want minors following me anymore and i tried to go through accounts but there’s a lot. i’ll work on that slowly. otherwise can yall age check plz so i can soft block minors plz 😌💅
i’ve decided i don’t like food. food makes me nauseous and sick and there’s maggots and worms and germs and chemicals in it. food makes me vomit and hurts my bowels. the idea of eating makes me sick. i hate food. i’m one of those people who just never eats.
@caloricfailure
i do, i’m a dental assistant and was in constant misery but how else were bills gonna be paid, then idk i started smoking weed and going to therapy and now i don’t feel as depressed so that’s cool
edtwt can yall please stop giving me condescending advice when i dont ask for it? i’ve lost over 100 lbs. im also a medical professional and i am studying to go become a doctor. like i know what im doing i just have an eating disorder. so please stop. i’m tired.
just like bc idk i don’t like that people might be confused. i don’t have diabetes. im also not a kid. i’m 20 and a healthcare worker. i just have an ed, ed’s can cause disturbances in blood sugar it’s VERY common symptom to get low blood sugar on extended fasts
ok i found a strain of weed that suppresses my appetite and doesn’t make me anxious but gives me energy, it’s really nice but i forgorted what it was called
bro not to be annoying bc im not losing but these “how i lost x pounds in x times” threads are annoying bc we know its a calorie deficit 😭😭😭
like yes im bitter jesus shut up
note to self: before binging please just smoke some weed it’ll literally solve your problems i swear, it’s so much more calming than a binge that’s gonna make you feel worse
they’re unplugging my grandpa today :( probably gonna over eat sorry guys im a failure with no backbone. i know i should restrict anyway but im tired and sad
the fact that i was even remotely considering recovery as a possibility is actually so disgusting to me.
like…. im fucking huge? my face is huge my body is huge? what would i be recovering from????
it was just an excuse to binge eat. i hate it and i hate myself.
✨2024 goals✨
⚡️170lbs by march 1st⚡️
💫111-120lbs by end of june💫
🌿current stats🌿
🌱cw: 189.8lbs🌱
🍃cbmi: 27.2🍃
🌻i’ll be posting my weights and bmi under this pinned!! feel free to follow along this is my year🌻
@din0_ex1a
wow that composite bonding for the retainer on the lingual of your mandibular anterior is so pretty 😍😍😍 also the recession isn’t bad maybe 1mm! you’ll be ok :) just be sure to brush at a 45 degree angle and use a high fluoride toothpaste.
ok so this is a very niche group but can my high sw former sh people let me know if their old scars also got wayyyyy less visible/puffy and shrunk after losing a lot of weight?
new pinned for tracking weight:
goals:
gw1: 170
gw2: 150
gw3: 130
gw4: 120
ugw: 110
maintain @ 110-120lbs once i get there
rules:
daily weigh in
1000cal/day
2 meals max!!
low impact exercise 4x/wk
focus on protein but honor cravings to prevent binges
follow along :)
my account is so niche it’s only for ednos failing at ana’s, queers, medical professionals, musical theatre lovers, recovering/relapsing self harmers, ukranians, traumatized stoners, former band kids, autistic ppl and children of a slavic mother
autism go brrrrrrr should i do a thread on dental harm reduction and hygiene tips for edtwt??? like this is my special interest, current job and future career
ik it seems silly, but i put a fitted sheet on my bed. i’ve been sleeping on a bare mattress for months and i finally put a sheet on. this is a big step. and i put a pillowcase on my pillow
my bf was doing a live on tik tok and i was on it someone joined and said i look like fiona from shrek and well…… that was probably the most effective trigger known to man
just realized ana’s are constipated bc our bodies are trying to squeeze every ounce of nutrients out of our feces… damn bro our bodies do so much to try and protect us and we abuse them :(
@zerocalmunchies
@vomitphobia
since purging i will literally vomit a little from coughing too hard or sneezing sometimes. like the esophageal sphincter is not strong enough anymore and i only purged for a month