I edit together fart audio with sounds and whatever that I can find.
Should I post some up here sometime? It wouldn't be videos or animations or anything. Just audio.
So, I can't draw at all. I can't do SFM stuff either because I'm not smart enough. All I can really do is commission art from others.
As someone with rather particular (smelly) kinks, it's not easy to find artists willing to take commissions that aren't super expensive (1/?)
I appreciate the people that take time to really talk to me and show appreciation and/or professionalism, even when I don't do anything. It means more to me than I truly let on, and I wanted to say that openly for once.
Thank you all who tolerate me. Most people don't. (25/25)
Feeling better.
Twitter drama got under my skin. I'm usually better at ignoring stupid shit like that, but it triggered an unpleasant memory.
Thanks to everyone that was concerned about me. I appreciate it.
I saw a discount gas relief pill in the grocery store today, and it had the tagline "Stop the BOOM in the room."
I immediately bought ingredients to make chili out of spite.
Already a gym dude, so he takes in a lot of protein. But to add on, he starts buying gassy foods. Beans, broccoli, sweet potatoes, lots of beef, cheese, onions, anything he can. And he's got those DAD FARTS, too. But with this new career, he can be gassy at bad times.(2/2)
I don't normally do these sorts of things, but:
Be brave, pick a peach and check your inbox
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Not in a good mental state. Keep trying to turn my phone off and shut out everyone and everything, only to turn it back on and regret it. I want to scream and cry, and can't feel enough motivation or purpose to do either.
I'm trapped.
I hate myself and the miserable life I live
It's already hard enough to ask if someone will draw farts or not. Farts are weird in that it's just barely not vanilla enough that it's shunned by many, despite slightly more intense kinks being widely more acceptable. Like watersports or vore. (Nothing against those) (3/?)
1. Shirou is literally my husband
2. Wolf is part of why I'm gay
3. Amicus brought me to tears
4. Never saw Puss In Boots
5. Never played Elden Ring
6. Wendell is cute
7. Never played Echo
8. I genuinely dislike Legosi as a person
9. Never saw Bad Guys. (Mr. Wolf is generic)
Been slowly recollecting myself over the last week. Finally starting to feel better.
A lot of people came together to pick up my pieces when I fell apart.
Thank you. All of you.
I have seen SO MANY successful artists suddenly come out and reveal they have a fart kink, only to turn right back around on it and hide it again due to the backlash they receive from people. It's almost staggering.
I feel that pressure pretty often. (6/?)
I'm self-conscious enough as it is. That's why I use this AD. It's not even that good, as I think/fear most people already know what my real account is. (Don't say it if you do.)
Other furs are so confident in their sexuality, identity, and kinks. I hide a lot of that. (10/?)
I'll wrap this up by saying: I don't really know what I'm doing here. I don't think I ever did.
I look at porn and funny memes and that's about it.
Sometimes, I wish I could feel more accepted within my own niche community, but I am constantly paranoid of rejection. (24/?)
Again, this is not to judge other kinks, and there's nothing wrong with those I just listed. But having to see and hear and discuss all these different fetishes with people and then rarely getting the chance to express my own is deeply frustrating. (8/?)
I am in various friend groups that are kinky and NSFW where I have to hide my kink, while others throw theirs into every conversation.
I don't always want to hear that you want to eat someone.
I don't care about your feet.
What am I supposed to do with an armpit? (7/?)
I also struggle with keeping a job due to anxiety, so I rarely have money to spend on commissions anyway. When I actually DO commission someone, it's a very big deal for me.
Lately, I've been really discouraged about it for a few reasons. (2/?)
You see so many people proudly display their kink front and center; to the point that people base their entire personality around them. But the moment someone brings up farts then it's just cringe, degenerate, ruining and gross. (4/?)
I have been kinkshamed in public at a furcon when someone looked through my favorites. I didn't even bring up my kinks at all in conversation.
I wrote a comic that I had to change a scene in because of a fart joke that resulted in immediate backlash and hate. (9/?)